rejuvenation

After the psychological burden was removed, Xiao Ke's condition improved day by day. On the night when my defense ended, he even cooked for me with his own hands.

It is still my favorite light cold salad with bamboo shoots, celery and cashew nuts, tender steak, and a rather complicated dish of boiled cabbage. The two of us had dinner together. I saw that he looked very good and looked calm. I just finished a big event last night, so I feel better. He even offered me a bottle of wine, but he couldn’t drink it himself. I wanted to refuse, but he just replaced the wine with water. Anyway, he must congratulate me for completing my defense. .

Alcohol made me a little bit drunk, so after taking a shower at night, I was a little coveted when I saw the strong chest exposed from the collar of Xiao Ke's wide nightgown who was leaning on the bed and reading a book.We haven't done it for a long time, this body is still a body that is too young to be restrained, but Xiao Ke is using antidepressants these days, I don't know if he can do it, it can't stimulate him.

Thinking of this, I felt a little depressed. After being away for too long, I went to bed, next to Xiao Ke, smelled the familiar breath on his body, touched the firm skin under his pajamas, and couldn't help being distracted again. He regained his sanity When he was a child, he didn't stop exercising, he would work out with me in the villa's gym, so his body is still...very attractive.

At least for me, I shrunk back depressedly and turned my back to Xiao Ke, and started thinking about other things to divert my attention, waiting for my desire to fade away, but this abnormal behavior caught Xiao Ke's attention, After all, I usually put my arms around him as soon as I get into bed.

He put the book down, turned around and hugged my waist and asked, "What's the matter, are you unhappy?"

When his warm hand touched the skin on my waist, I felt more sensitive. Xiao Guansheng, who had lowered his head just now, was full of energy again. I closed my eyes and tried to pretend to be sleepy, but I felt Xiao Ke's other hand running down his waist. Sliding down, he quickly grasped my problem, and he smiled lowly: "Is it very energetic here?"

My ears must be red and hot. His nimble fingers started to move, but they only caressed me gently and gently, keeping me in a tepid state. Then he stripped me naked skillfully and pressed me against him. Kissing in my arms, I quickly felt that he was also excited, and I was pleasantly surprised, but he has been doing foreplay in a leisurely manner, stroking patiently and delicately, and kissing delicately, my skin seemed to be on fire. There were small sparks, which were ignited by his fiery palms. The long foreplay made me a little bit tormented. I hugged him and started to take the initiative, but was pressed by him and lay on the bed, and finally began to enter slowly.I haven’t done it for a long time, even though I have stretched it, it is still very tight. My muscles all over my body are tense, and sweat is rushing out. I hold on to the sheet tightly and grit my teeth to breathe. He is also working very hard, but he still caresses Hold me so I can relax.

In the end, my whole body seemed to melt, my whole body was warm, and I didn’t want to move at all. I lay lazily on Xiao Ke’s chest and squinted my eyes. It is the physical satisfaction, not to mention the great spiritual comfort. Xiao Ke is getting better day by day, and Xiao Yi has also obeyed the law. After such a long suffering, the future can be expected.

I don’t know if it’s because the air conditioner is too cold, or maybe it’s because the two of us haven’t done it for a long time, and we’re too obsessed with the feeling of skin-to-skin contact. We didn’t wear condoms, so maybe we didn’t clean up enough... The next day I I fell ill and developed a high fever.

With a dark face, Xiao Ke resolutely refused to allow me to get up, and vetoed his idea of ​​taking some antipyretics, and called a doctor he knew well to come to see me.

It was really tragic. I was afraid of being asked by the doctor about the cause of the disease. Fortunately, the doctor didn't ask anything. After seeing it, he only said that it was a cold. He prescribed a drip and some medicine for me, and left.

Because I have been focusing on exercising, I have not been sick for a long time. Xiao Ke took my temperature for me, and his face remained calm. This time, the illness was fierce, and the high fever made me feel sore and tired. I fell asleep again when I was on the drip.When I was in a daze, I felt Xiao Ke feeding me water with his lips. I wanted to tell him not to be so afraid of being infected by me, but I didn't even have the strength to speak.It seems that I have been in a coma for a long time, and I feel that Xiao Ke wiped my body with cold water to reduce the fever. When I woke up again, the fever finally subsided, and the whole person was still in Xiao Ke’s arms, with a drip in his hand. Xiao Ke was holding me and fell asleep. .

I looked up at the stubble on his chin, and felt a little sorry. He was still a sick man, and he came to take care of me again. I didn’t know if it would affect his body. He felt me ​​move, and opened his eyes. I woke up and asked me: "Are you awake?"

I hummed and felt my body was still very tired. Xiao Ke touched my forehead and said in a low voice: "You have a high fever for several days, and you are unconscious. The blood test is just a cold. There is nothing serious, but the doctor It is probably due to psychological factors, long-term mental stress is too high, you have been tense for too long, and suddenly you get sick when you relax, but I am not at ease, when you get better, you will go for a physical examination."

Probably because I have been too nervous since Xiao Ke disappeared, I hugged Xiao Ke to comfort him: "It's okay, don't worry, it should be a common cold."

With a gloomy face, Xiao Ke hugged me tightly: "Don't worry about it."

In order to reassure him as soon as possible, I got up and accompanied him to the hospital for a detailed physical examination. Judging from the physical examination report, there is indeed no problem. Some items will not be released until a few days later. We drove back from the hospital , As a result, Xiao Ke's mother stopped the car when he arrived at the door of the house.

She has obviously been guarding the door for a long time, probably because I have ordered all the guests to stop and thank them at the door. Only the guests who have made an appointment in advance will be ordered to release people at the door, and she cannot enter at all.Xiao Ke held me down and said, "You're in the car, I'll go down and take care of it."

I watched Xiao Ke get out of the car, and felt uneasy. Although he behaved as usual now, I was still very worried.Xiao Ke's mother was greatly relieved when she saw Xiao Ke greeting her with a normal expression and manner, and said with a happy face: "You recovered from your illness? Let me just say, our Ake is very lucky, and it is not so easy to be bullied by villains. Defeat..." Xiao Ke turned his back to me, I couldn't see his face, I only heard Xiao Ke's mother still talking endlessly: "Your father, I have already taken the initiative to divorce him. , Mom really doesn't know... Your father has been very responsible for the family for so many years, it must have been prompted by that little bitch outside... I found someone to smash her house to pieces and sell it to you With this breath..."

I sneered, thinking that they really had such a deep relationship. Sure enough, Xiao Yi was impatient to get divorced only a few days after she was detained. No matter how much Xiao Ke persuaded her before, she didn’t want to divorce. Wasn’t it just because of her status and interests? Well, for so many years, she has been the same as before, never changing, and has remained unshakable for decades.

I don't know how such a couple gave birth to a gentleman like Xiao Ke and didn't look crooked... Probably because they have always played good people in front of their children, the strict and old-fashioned hypocrite father, the trivial white lotus mother, When their interests conflicted, they did love Xiao Ke, that's why Xiao Ke suffered so much when his image collapsed.

She was still babbling about her grievances and impatience, Xiao Yi's cold face ridiculed after being detained, and her family's incomprehension: "Your aunt actually taunted me at the dinner table, and your grandparents actually helped her! Then I can’t live here anymore! Ake, you are not in good health now and need someone to take care of you, why don’t you let your mother come and take care of you?”

Xiao Ke said lightly: "No need, with Xiao Wu here, aren't you at odds with him? It's not appropriate to live together."

Xiao's mother choked, looked in the car, smiled and said to Xiao Ke: "That child is pretty good. I heard that he has been taking care of you. Isn't mother deceived by others, thinking that he murdered your property, so she treats him well?" No, now just give me a chance to make peace with him, aren’t we all a family? After all, you raised him so much, and I treated him like a grandson. Isn’t that why I was worried about you at the time.”

Xiao Ke asked again: "Now the doctor says I still have violent tendencies, and advises me not to live with my family. Are you sure you want to live with me? I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself and hurt you."

Mother Xiao hesitated for a moment, and suddenly gritted her teeth and said, "Xiao Wu is not afraid, what am I afraid of, I am your mother, what does it matter if I sacrifice for the child?"

Xiao Ke suddenly laughed lowly, and said, "Didn't you also agree to send me to a mental hospital in the United States?"

Mother Xiao was at a loss for words, and after a while she smiled and said, "Did Xiao Wu say that? This child misunderstood us deeply. At that time, your father said that the best treatment conditions would only be available there. I planned to accompany you." We were treated together in the United States!"

Xiao Ke shook his head: "It's not what he said, he didn't even say a word about you, I remembered it... Amidst the messy and terrifying lights and sounds, I still remember that my whole body was tightly bound, and what was shaking in front of me was The distorted face of horror and fear, the sound of crying and cursing in my ears, trivial discussions about how to send me far away to the American mental hospital... and, from the beginning to the end, I dare not even give me a hug mother."

I was taken aback, I never knew that Xiao Ke could remember his memory when he was in a daze, didn't he completely lose his mind?

Mother Xiao's face became very ugly: "You were in a very chaotic situation at the time, yelling, you remembered wrong..."

Xiao Ke didn't speak any more, and said after a while: "You don't want to live at Grandpa's house, so you can choose a place to live outside. I will give you alimony every month. If you have anything, you can contact Wen Xue."

Mother Xiao looked at him in disbelief and said, "Are you refusing to see me again? I was kept in the dark! I have raised you for so many years, you can't blame me for this! I'm not a saint, who can do that?" There is no fear at all in the face of mental illness!"

Xiao Ke opened the car door and didn't look back. I saw the sad look on his face: "You can't do it because you love yourself more. There is nothing wrong with that, but in order not to drag you down, please ask Take care of yourself."

He closed the car door, the driver drove the car through the iron gate, and the iron gate slowly closed. I saw Mother Xiao still standing there, Xiao Ke never looked at her again, so I suddenly reached out to hug him, He turned to look at me, but his expression had calmed down. He smiled at me: "I'm fine. There are people who love me far more than blood relatives. I don't regret losing them."