rejuvenation

The air in the back garden is fresh, the moon has risen, and the garden looks like frost has fallen. The garden here is an old Western landscape, with flower towers, flower stands, swings, fountains and sculptures, as well as Chinese-style bonsai. , It is the combination of Chinese and Western.The grass and trees grow freely in the moonlight, very quiet, Xiao Ke let me down, took my hand and walked slowly along the path, the laughter in the restaurant was left behind, and gradually became inaudible.When I walked to the rockery, there was a wisteria frame erected, the flowers were fragrant, and the fragrance of the flowers fell on people's face, and there was a swing hanging from it, Xiao Ke picked me up and sat on it, gently pushed me, pushed me up. After a while, he said softly: "I'm sorry, uncle just wants to let Xiao Wu's family recognize Xiao Wu, and let Xiao Wu see so many people at once, Xiao Wu feels uncomfortable? Uncle didn't pay attention, and Xiao Wu was wronged." He has never liked to explain to others. He said before that doing more than talking, and explaining is useless to those who cannot understand him.It is his great effort to explain so patiently and meticulously now.

I turned my face to look at the shadow of the wisteria under the moonlit night, the luxuriant vines and vines, I need to work very hard to keep myself from crying, the unspeakable grievances are stuck in my chest, choking me to say no Speak out——Obviously, I was the first to arrive, and he was mine first.

Xiao Ke also stopped talking, just pushed the swing gently. After a long time, I felt that my heart was calm enough, so I said softly: "Xiao Ke," I called him by name and surname: "You send me to Welfare home."

Xiao Ke didn't seem to hear clearly, and asked back: "What?" Then he seemed to react, squatted down and hugged me gently: "Don't you want to live with your uncle?"

I don't speak, I think, I think so much, I want to live with him for the rest of my life, grow old together, and never leave, but he already has a wife by his side, and he will soon have his own child, flowing between him and that woman They will become more and more important in his life, while Lin Guansheng is a passer-by in his life, gradually fading away and becoming an insignificant memory.

Xiao Ke stroked my hair lightly, and said softly: "Don't worry, your father entrusted you to me, and I will definitely take good care of you. Things like today will never happen in the future. We are going out to live. of."

I felt a stabbing pain in my heart, let me live with him and that woman, I would go crazy, I said softly: "No, find another house for me."

Xiao Ke stopped talking, and hugged me silently for a while, there was someone in the garden, presumably after dinner, Zhang Lingyuan ran over, took the ipad and handed it to me, looked at Xiao Ke again, and was timid Qie said: "Xiao Wu, everyone likes you very much, don't be sad, next time I will take you to play with the remote control boat, okay?"

I nodded, took the ipad, and forced a smile on the child. Zhang Lingyuan talked to Xiao Ke again: "Uncle, we have to go home first. Next time, take my cousin to my house to play?"

Xiao Ke hummed, hugged me off the swing, and walked back slowly holding my hand. The guests bid farewell one after another. The car stopped at the door and drove away one by one. Put it in the back seat of the car, then stand with Liao Rongan under the car and talk to Father Xiao and Mother Xiao.

Father Xiao said in a deep voice: "Isn't your company negotiating with Japan recently? It took you back after a lot of trouble, and you don't have time to take care of the children, right?"

Xiao's mother also said: "Yes, the rooms are all cleaned up, and clothes and utensils are sent over, and the nannies are all experienced. Didn't I say before that you and the child should live in the old house for a while so that he can get used to it first? Why did you suddenly change your mind? Did the child make trouble? Don’t just follow the child, you are inexperienced and new here, you have to establish the rules of eating, drinking and sleeping before you can take care of yourself.”

Xiao Ke whispered: "I have my own arrangements."

Xiao's mother glanced at Liao Rongan, lowered her voice and said softly: "You are really messing around, and you don't ask Rongan's meaning. The child's life is like that, and you still have to take it home. Do you think life is too easy? After all When Rong An returned home after finishing his graduate studies, it was time for him to have children."

Liao Rongan smiled and said, "Don't worry, Mom, Ake can do whatever he wants."

Xiao's mother was obviously very satisfied with Liao Rongan's attitude, whether it was a bit insignificant: "Why don't we just rest here in the old house tonight and make plans tomorrow? Have you tidied up the room over there? Are there nothing?"

Xiao Ke shook his head. He has always made a decision that cannot be changed. Xiao's father is obviously familiar with him, so he has nothing to do with him, and said: "It's up to you, you can handle it yourself, and I will ask the driver to deliver the nanny and the utensils you bought later. I'll give it to you in the past, you go back first, it's getting late, the child should go to bed early."

Xiao Ke nodded, opened the car door and let Liao Rongan get in first, then turned to the other side and came up, directly hugging me on his lap.

In front of Liao Rongan, I felt too awkward. I struggled to get off his knees and sat on the side of the car door. He didn't stop him, he just hugged me gently, and then let the driver drive, telling: "First come Huayang Road."

Liao Rongan chuckled: "How can you take care of children as a big man, I should go to your place to clean up and arrange the children for you tonight?"

Xiao Ke said, "No, I'll take you back first."

I was very surprised, could it be that Liao Rongan and Xiao Ke couldn't live together?This news gave me a little peace of mind, no matter what, if I can escape one night, it will be one night.

There was silence in the car, and the streetlights outside were like a river, flickering into the car window in waves, the drive was unbearably long, when I thought about being in the same room with them tonight, we are still in the same room In the car, in the same small space, I felt that my chest was stuffy and I could hardly breathe. After looking outside for a while, I felt a little sleepy. I leaned against the car door and closed my eyes. Xiao Ke seemed to be paying attention to me all the time. Seeing that I closed my eyes for a while, he gently stretched out his arms and hugged me, let me lie on his lap, took a thin blanket to cover me, gently lifted my legs In the seat, I don't care that my shoes stain the cushions.

I smelled the faint fragrance on his skirt, adjusted my breathing, buried my head in the soft wool blanket, and seriously pretended to sleep, otherwise I don’t know how to get along with them, with the person I love the most, and him My wife and I are in the same car, so I can only try to make myself appear as non-existent.

After a while, I felt something rising in the car, it was the partition of the car, and the car became quieter, Xiao Ke suddenly said softly: "Rong An, let's get a divorce."