rejuvenation

The originally beautiful vacation broke up badly, Xiao Heng should have gone back at that time, presumably Zhang Lingyuan will not keep him as an intern.After Xiao You's fever subsided, Ning Yin went back to the city with him. Although it was cold, he still helped Xiao You into the car, put him in the back seat, and drove by himself. I looked at Xiao Youle's face in it, thinking that it would not be It's really a bitter trick.

In the later play, because of something on my mind, I started to get along with Zhang Lingyuan, Zhang Xiaolu, Wei Lin, and Wei Yuan brothers and sisters. I always felt weird. I reluctantly acted as a photographer and took some photos for them. We all went back out of town.

To be honest, I couldn’t think of what to say to Zhang Lingyuan at the moment. I am a person with very few friends. Nervous, who has time to accommodate slowly?In fact, I am well aware of my shortcomings, and it is even more difficult to communicate with people younger than me, so that it is almost two lifetimes, and there are not many friends who can be called friends.Thinking about it carefully, apart from Xiao Ke, it seems that there are very few other people who can get too much attention from me.Ning Yin and Zhang Lingyuan are my only friends now, and now both of them know about my relationship with Xiao Ke.Anyway, I don't want to lose these two friends.

I am very grateful for Zhang Lingyuan's love for me. After all, Xiao Ke is his serious uncle and an important network in future business. He is willing to do it for me, who has only been a classmate for a few years , to offend his own uncle, this kind of outdated loyalty and almost stupid old-fashioned heart are rare in the society that is used to weighing the pros and cons, just look at Xiao Weilin and Xiao Weiyuan's attitude towards Ning Yin.I was afraid that I would hurt his heart by saying the wrong thing, and I was afraid that the relationship between me and Xiao Ke would be affected if I didn't handle it properly, so I didn't think about how to say it, and I felt a little guilty for him in my heart. After all, he was sincere to me, but I didn't. Can come back with honesty.

After hesitating for a long time, I still wrote an e-mail to Zhang Lingyuan. Some things, written out, will be clearer and less likely to be misunderstood. Yes, and we are two lovers, it was not Xiao Ke who seduced me, on the contrary, I first took the initiative to love him, Xiao Ke refused at the beginning (from the perspective of the adopted son, this is true, with Xiao Ke's strict eyes If I hadn’t discovered my true identity at the time, I would have been separated no matter what), I hope Zhang Lingyuan won’t blame Xiao Ke for writing this, and I also expressed my gratitude to him, and then sent it to the mailbox, but Zhang Lingyuan has been silent , did not reply, did not call me.

The summer vacation is long, and Xiao Ke quickly found time to take me on a trip. He chose a few small countries, and we went there as a couple, of course, because of Xiao Ke's consistent conservative personality. , instead of kissing and hugging unrestrainedly like foreign couples on the street, but walking together and helping each other.Snuggling up to each other in the tent while watching the sunrise at the seaside, intertwining fingers while climbing the mountain, making love on the hot sand and bright dazzling sunshine of the private beach, we are engrossed in the world where there is only each other, and we are so happy, like a carnival, It was as happy as a dream.

When I returned to China, I almost couldn't return to the role of his son. Fortunately, I just pay attention to public places. Anyway, living together, there are no taboos at home.

After returning from vacation, Xiao Ke went back to his busy work on weekends and weekends. I flipped through the book list, intending to take out the unfinished books and read them one by one. I quickly wrote the book reports that I owed and prepared to hand in my homework. After all, the summer vacation is coming to an end.While concentrating on reading at home, I received a call from Zhang Lingyuan.

I was a little ashamed, thinking that he was going to go abroad soon, I almost forgot about him, because he never wrote back to me, and I don't know what he thinks, whether he wants to get rid of me because of this, or still Want to think about it?

He asked me to meet in a box in a tea room. I haven't seen him for more than a month. He seems to have grown taller again, and he is imposing. The round and loyal little fat man in the past seems to only exist in memory. I am a little embarrassed, I don't know. He asked me out today, will he continue to persuade me, or will he part ways with me.

I just sat down when he took a big envelope and pushed it over to me from the table.

I didn't know what it meant, so I picked it up and took out a stack of photos from it. The photos were of me, some were on the school road, and some were in class. The angle of view should be a candid shot. I was stunned and said: "You find someone to take pictures what I do?"

Zhang Lingyuan looked at me with deep pain in his eyes: "Look carefully again."

I stayed for a while, and continued to flip through, gradually feeling that something was wrong. Although the scenery is the largest, some buildings have changed a long time ago. Later, there were photos of me and Xiao Ke in school together, and there were even Linfeng. , they are all just young, their eyes are still full of youth, although Xiao Ke’s face is calm, but he is not as mature as he is now. The photo of kissing before... This is very rare. You must know that Xiao Ke has always been cautious, and he would not have any affectionate behavior with me in broad daylight. Being able to take this photo shows that he has been spying on us for a long time. When was this photo taken?How many people have seen this photo?When I think about our private life once falling into the eyes of people with ulterior motives, I get horrified.

Zhang Lingyuan said indifferently: "This man is called Lin Guansheng, you should know, that is, your adoptive father, my brother-in-law's good friend, he died in a mudslide in Columbia, and my uncle rushed to Columbia to graduate and brought you back—at that time You are only six years old, I think, you probably don't know that you and your adoptive father are so similar, right?"

I looked at him with complicated eyes: "Where did you find these photos?"

Zhang Lingyuan said sadly: "Shouldn't your focus be on the ambiguous relationship between your uncle and your adoptive father?"

When I didn't speak, Zhang Lingyuan suddenly said in disbelief: "Did you know it long ago?"

I do know, because I am him, and I am more concerned about who took these photos so long ago?what is it used for?Will it be detrimental to Xiao Ke?Zhang Lingyuan said angrily: "You already knew that my uncle loves your adoptive father, but you are still willing to be a substitute? Xiao Wu! How could you be such a worthless person?"

His chest rose and fell violently, obviously rising extremely, I felt a little sorry: "I'm sorry, Xiao Ke and I really love each other."

Zhang Lingyuan said harshly: "He just used you as a stand-in! He liked him so much back then, he lived together when he was in college, and even refused to get married! He even got the certificate to go abroad at that time, and he was going to take him secretly After going abroad to get married, he settled abroad! Grandpa became suspicious at the time, sent someone to investigate, took this stack of photos, and used Lin Guansheng's future to force him to marry, and they broke up. Lin Guansheng left Colombia alone, uncle Then she married Shuyuan from a famous family, but Lin Guansheng died! My uncle brought you back, divorced, and spoiled you all these years, but he just watched you grow up exactly like Lin Guan! Grandpa tried his best all these years Forcing him to get married, I'm afraid he has been suspicious of you for a long time, now because of Xiao Heng, he is too lazy to force uncle, otherwise, you and your adoptive father back then will end up in the same fate!"

My face must be very ugly. Over the years, Xiao Ke has never said a single word to me about this matter. I don’t know... I don’t know that Xiao Ke was already planning to take me abroad... He didn’t say anything to me Said, I wanted to talk, but found that my throat was choked and my lips were trembling. Seeing my expression, Zhang Lingyuan calmed down a bit, and said earnestly: "My mother knew about this, because she went to persuade my uncle, and both sides retreated." One step, and finally they broke up. A few days ago, I always felt that my uncle would not bend over suddenly. He is such a decent person, and he was married. Why did he stay with you? I will check his past affairs and ask you About the adoptive father, I asked my mother if she remembered Lin Guansheng, she told me quietly, I asked for these photos with her, just to let you understand your current situation, Xiao Wu, you can't compete with the dead, he treats you You are just like a pet, pampering you with food and drink, but you will never see the light... You could have a bright and beautiful future, get married and have children, have your own family, and your own children, but now... Mixed up with him for no apparent reason..."

He talked a lot, but I didn't care anymore. I remembered that Guan Linfeng said that he was under pressure back then, and I knew that he must have had a reason to break up with me, but when these things were placed on me When I was in front of him, I felt my heart constricting one after another, and the pain was so painful that I could hardly breathe. Xiao Ke just graduated back then, how much courage did it take him to decide to leave the family that gave birth to him and raised him, and go abroad with me?Under so much pressure, he reluctantly broke up with me, took all the faults on him alone, and would rather let me resent him, let me get out of this relationship and start over.He was supposed to have a bright and beautiful future, but his whole life was ruined by me. Obviously, he could be freed, but I became a child again and re-entered his life, messing up his life .

Zhang Lingyuan suddenly stopped talking, and after a while, he pushed the napkin box on the table over, and said softly: "Don't be sad... I didn't mean it, but I just wanted you to understand it, as long as you think clearly , I think uncle will not force you, so make a decision early? If you can’t let it go for a short time, I will help you go through the formalities for going abroad, time and distance will dilute everything..."

I didn't know when I realized that I had already shed tears. I wiped my face with my sleeve, took the photos on the table, and looked up at Zhang Lingyuan: "I'm sorry, give me these photos... Ling Yuan, thank you for telling me Me these, however, I love him, I will not leave him, I will always regard you as my good friend, and hope we can get your blessing."

I had no intention of seeing the reaction on Zhang Lingyuan's face, but took the envelope and went out, hailed a taxi, and drove directly to Xiao Ke's company... I just want to see him now.