rejuvenation

After coming out of school, Xiao Ke stuffed me into the car, didn't speak all the way, with a gloomy face, and told the driver to go to a private hospital first.

I just had a cold at first, but when I saw Xiao Ke brought several checklists in one go, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally I couldn't hold back anymore, and I took the initiative to speak: "It's just a sore throat, just drink some water and sleep. alright."

He glanced at me: "You are too thin, check for other problems."

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I am very healthy... besides, I have had a physical examination before entering school, okay?I looked at the checklist and needed to draw blood and take an X-ray. I was a little apprehensive, so I quickly looked away: "But I'm hungry now."

As expected, he softened a little, and I continued my efforts: "I just want to eat, take a shower and have a good sleep. I haven't changed my sportswear for gym class yet. If it's still not ready, I'll check again tomorrow."

He was finally convinced by me, which is so rare. He took the checklists, explained to the nurse who came to guide me, went to the internal medicine department to see a doctor, took my temperature, looked at my throat, and said it was on my throat. Respiratory tract infection, tonsils are a bit inflamed, drink plenty of water and rest, prescribed some medicine, it is best not to take if it is not particularly uncomfortable.

I breathed a sigh of relief, although Xiao Ke was a little dissatisfied, he took the medicine and took me out, got into the car again, and asked me: "What do you want to eat?"

In fact, I am not hungry. When I was waiting in the office, the head teacher ordered takeaway. Although it was greasy and not tasty, I ate some, but in order to divert Xiao Ke's attention, I said casually: "Just find a restaurant and eat it." alright."

Xiao Ke stopped talking again, and the corners of his lips were tightly pursed. Why did this happen? It was clearly me who started the cold war, but now it feels like it’s turned upside down, but I’m still worthless. When I see Xiao Ke getting angry, I can’t help it Imagine coaxing him like before.

I laughed at myself, now he must think that my adopted son who seems to have a mental problem with Electra doesn’t know what to do. He is afraid that I will be stimulated if he is distant, and he is afraid that I will be misunderstood if he is close. Hu, this is really difficult for him.

I stopped talking and the atmosphere in the car was very awkward. I closed my eyes and tried to pretend to be asleep, but it turned out that I was really tired. This young body can directly express any desires. When sleepy, it will be overwhelming. I leaned on the back of the chair On the road, I became dazed after a while, and I had to control myself not to fall to Xiao Ke's side, so I could only lean my head against the car window. It's good to be young, but I still fell asleep in such a harsh environment.

When I woke up, I was actually on the bed, covered with a quilt, no way, how did I get from the car to the bed, but I didn’t wake up at all, I recalled it, it seemed that Xiao Ke had called me, I was sleepy The meaning is heavy, and I don't remember what to answer, and then there is no sound.

I took a look, but I was not in a hotel. The color of the room was mainly light gray and white, with few furniture, and the curtains were drawn. I went to open the curtains and saw the lights of thousands of houses outside. It looked like a business in the city center I don’t know what time it is in the apartment in the building. It was already evening when I went to the hospital. It’s probably late at night now, right?Is Xiao Ke asleep?

But I am really hungry now, I woke up after a nap, hungry, I pushed the door and went out to see if there is a kitchen, the living room is very small, but I was startled, because when I came out, I saw Xiao Ke A person was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and the room smelled very strong.

He looked up and saw me, pressed his cigarette, and asked me: "Are you awake? Do you want something to eat?"

I hmmed, and looked at the ashtray, there were several cigarette butts in it, he has quit smoking for a long time, is he upset about me?In fact, don't worry, as long as he wants to be with someone else, I will walk away by myself, far away, just like he wanted to get married a long time ago.

He stood up, opened the window to let out the smell of smoke, then went to the kitchen, brought out a soup pot, and filled a bowl of soup for me: "You drink the soup first, and I'll fry two dishes, soon."

I sat down at the dining table, nodded, took a spoon and drank it, he went to the kitchen to tinker for a while, and sure enough, he brought out a few dishes, both meat and vegetables, I think they had been washed and cut up for me a long time ago When I woke up, it was so late, and my heart softened again, thinking that there was nothing wrong with him, it was obviously my own problem, so it was pointless to blame him.

I took my rice bowl and concentrated on eating. I was very hungry, and I hadn’t eaten Xiao Ke’s dishes for a long time. When I thought that I might not be able to eat them in the future, I was even more heartbroken. After eating to the bottom, I suddenly realized: "Have you eaten?"

Xiao Ke has been sitting on the sofa watching me eat, his face was gloomy and he didn't know what he was thinking, when he heard me ask him, he glanced at the dishes on the table, he was probably frightened by my unprecedented record, he paused for a while before answering Me: "I've eaten, are you... full? Do you want to cook another dish?"

I put the bowl away and felt that my stomach was a little bit full. I shook my head and went to collect the bowl. Xiao Ke said: "Let's put it away. There are part-time workers. We have a branch here. I often come here, so I put it away." I bought an apartment, and you are living here for the next few days, and we will wait for the results of the school to come out."

I stacked up the empty bowls and put them in the kitchen sink, washed my hands and walked out: "Actually, it's nothing to go back to school, and I'm not that fragile. You are busy with work, so you should send me back."

Xiao Ke took a deep look at me: "Let's... go back to City H to study? I think you're not doing well here, you've lost weight."

I shook my head: "The teachers are very good. This is just an accident. It's troublesome to go around... I plan to take the college entrance examination after finishing my second year of high school. It won't be long."

Xiao Ke didn't speak. Seeing him touching the cigarette case, he obviously wanted to smoke again, but I held back. I sat beside him calmly. Since I have decided to let go, why should I let him struggle? I talked to him: " Don't be so embarrassing. If you don't like me and don't accept me, I won't force it. It's fine now. I finished high school and went to college. Even if I can stand on my own, you will do everything for me responsible."

Xiao Ke raised his eyes to look at me, with dark eyes brewing a storm: "Are you trying to separate yourself from me?"

I thought about it, and said as gently as possible: "I won't be a father and son with you, but you can't accept me, then it's natural for us to separate and live our own lives."

Xiao Ke's chest heaved a few times, and he gritted his teeth: "You can think about it. Over the years, I have watched you grow up from such a little bit day by day, and how much effort has been spent. If you say you don't want to be a father and son, you won't do it? "

I was dumbfounded, these years I have regarded him as the closest person and enjoyed his care and love, but he just raised me as a son.

I was a little bit bitter in my heart, but I still said firmly: "Since you don't accept me, you can't expect me anymore. It was your decision to send me away in the first place. You will only misunderstand me if you are like this now. "