rejuvenation

After all, it is new to a school, and it is also the request of the seniors. I don’t care about taking a few photos. After Cheng Zhi had a lunch in the school cafeteria to express his gratitude, he completed the task.

The photos were developed the next day, and they turned out to be pretty good. There was a photo of me knocking on Ning Yin holding a book, which was very good. Ning Yin looked very arrogant with a cold and disgusted expression while holding a stack of books, so I took it back. Showing it to Xiao Ke, Xiao Ke looked at the photo for a long time, and suddenly felt a little sad: "I separated from your father when I graduated from elementary school, and we didn't meet again until university..."

I turned my face to look at his side face. The youthful look in my memory in college has completely faded away. He has grown into a mature and tough man. Xiao Ke has not mentioned our past for a long time. In fact, I know he wants to What to say, I'm exactly the same as I was when I was a kid, it will become more and more obvious as I grow up, he should be... think this is all those teenage years he missed.

I walked behind him, wrapping my arms around his front and laying my head on his broad back, as I had done many years ago.Xiao Ke put one hand on my arm, his palm was warm, he patted my head buried on his neck, and laughed: "Acting like a baby again."

Not coquettish, just want to comfort him.

He took my arm and pulled me into his arms from back to front. I curled up, but with long arms and legs, I couldn't completely hide in his arms like I just returned to him four years ago Yes, he smiled: "It's really grown taller, it seems that it is expected to surpass your father."

The sentimental and warm atmosphere just disappeared. I raised my head and rubbed the beard stubble on his chin with my hands. While suppressing my urge to kiss him, I rubbed my head into his arms. After so many years, The love for him is suppressed in my heart and has never been weak, but in this situation, I can't confess it.

What should I say?Xiao Ke, I am Lin Guansheng, I have become a child, I still love you, you want to wait for me to arrive?He could have forgotten the "dead" me in time, and then fell in love with someone else, or had a normal family, a happy family, and a happy life. Now it seems that he should have walked out of the pain.

I suddenly understood the reason why Xiao Ke didn't tell me about the marriage. Because of the unknown future, he hoped that I could have a new start instead of waiting painfully for us to make a ruling.

Both of us are cowards in our relationship and have no confidence in each other, so I can only shrink in this child's body, peeking at Xiao Ke's life like a ghost.

***

Zhang Lingyuan was very dissatisfied when he found out that I didn't live in the dormitory: "My parents said it's time for me to be independent. My little uncle spoils you so much. Even Xiaolin, who is so delicate, was sent to board by her father."

This sentence was heard by Xiao Weilin who just walked in from the classroom door, and she raised her beautiful eyebrows: "Zhang Lingyuan, what nonsense are you talking about!"

Zhang Lingyuan immediately withered, and quickly dismissed: "No, I mean Xiao Wu is too squeamish to go home every day without staying overnight!"

I was listless lying on the desk, I haven't settled the score with Xiao Weilin yet.

At this time, Ning Yin beside him actually echoed Zhang Lingyuan and said, "It's delicate."

Zhang Lingyuan laughed heartily.

You know what a fart, I am a real migrant worker who did not return to the dormitory for 30 days in the barren mountains and mountains!

The course is still as simple as ever, but skipping grades is not very interesting. It cannot change the fact that I am still 11 years old. Now I am familiar with Zhang Lingyuan and Ning Yin, and I am too lazy to think about skipping grades. So, I am full of confusion about the future.

After the school magazine with our photos was published, people often looked back wherever Ning Yin and I went. On this day, Luo Chengzhi actually came to see us with bright eyes: "Ning Yin, Xiao Wu! The photos I took for you that day were taken by My uncle saw it, and he said it matched the feeling of a brand clothing advertisement he wanted to shoot now! Hope to talk to you and your parents!"

I am not interested. Like Xiao Ke, I have no interest in the fashion or entertainment circles. Xiao Ke is conservative and serious. I don’t like high-profile things by nature, but Ning Yin asked, "Who is your uncle?"

Luo Chengzhi's face was flushed: "My uncle is called Zhang Ji, he is a very famous photographer! Many brand advertising photos have been taken by him! He has a studio under his name! He taught me photography!" Looking proud, he handed a business card to both of us: "Try it, the reward is very generous! Just take a weekend and take a photo."

Ning Yin took the business card, looked at it for a while, didn't speak, I asked curiously: "What kind of clothes will use us who are only 11 years old to shoot advertisements, children's clothes?"

Luo Chengzhi explained eagerly, as if he wanted to convince us: "Uncle said that the clothing of that brand has a light and youthful feeling, if it can reflect that feeling...and now there are many 12-year-old young models at home and abroad. Yes!"

I glanced at Ning Yin and felt that he seemed to be listening quite seriously... He was really eager to be independent and to leave the Ning family. I sighed in my heart and said to Luo Chengzhi: "Let's go back first." Let’s discuss it with your parents.”

Luo Chengzhi nodded: "Okay, call my uncle if you have anything! My uncle is really strict in selecting models! I think you should cherish this opportunity. You can go back and let your parents check it out. Uncle's The studio is very famous in our city."

After Luo Chengzhi left, I asked Ning Yin: "Do you want to go?"

Ning Yin's eyes flickered: "I'll go back and look it up online."

I advised him: "We are students now, and we still focus on academics... It is best to ask your father first, adults will always be more considerate."

Ning Yin sneered at the corner of his mouth: "My guardian is still my grandmother. He took me back to raise me, but we have no legal relationship. Hehe, it was his original wife's request. He raised me until I could work independently, and then gave me another A sum of money, but I am not even the Ning family in law, this is to prevent me from taking her own son's property in the future."

I am speechless, this is the first time that Ning Yin talked about his family affairs in front of me, but I can't even find words to comfort him, one cannot choose one's background, this child is really pitiful.

He glanced at me: "You don't understand even if I say it. You live in a daze all day long, and you will suffer in the future. Plan for yourself. Your biological father is unreliable, let alone an adoptive father? He spoils me now. You, it's just because he hasn't married and had children yet."

I sympathized with his feelings, and didn't refute his words, but just pressed his hand: "Study hard, and you will be relieved if you go to university."

He frowned, looking disapproving.