rejuvenation

I thought I would not be able to sleep at night, but I still fell asleep. This sentence says that a child's body has its own will. When it dawned, I woke up and found myself curled up in Xiao Ke's arms, holding Xiao Ke's neck tightly, He hugged me with one hand, turned his head sideways and opened his eyes to look at the white sky light outside the window, as if he hadn't slept all night, the cold morning light outlined his facial features down to his Adam's apple, extremely lonely.

Sensing my movement, he lowered his eyes and glanced at me, stroked my hair with his slender fingers, and said softly: "Uncle has something to do at work today, can you and uncle go to the company? The nanny will come later Come here, I don't feel relieved to leave you alone at home."

I nodded, and took my hand off his neck in embarrassment. When I was with Xiao Ke, I liked to hug him tightly every night to sleep. He was serious, but he never refused me. In South America, the lonely time drove me crazy, but it was much better when I had Xiao Wu, the child was like a stove, holding him made me forget the loneliness, probably because of this, I automatically rolled to hug Xiao Ke when I fell asleep at night.

After washing up and having breakfast, I changed my clothes to go out with Xiao Ke, Xiao Ke also changed into a suit, the material was faintly silky, and he wore a silver-gray tie, making him very imposing.He glanced at the clothes on me, frowned and said, "The clothes don't fit anymore. There are new clothes over there. I ordered them for you a few days ago, and they delivered them last night." Putting on clothes came over, and then I was about to undress me, I dodged a little embarrassed: "I will do it myself." Xiao Ke, contrary to his gentle and respectful style before, grabbed me and easily suppressed my flailing hands and feet, He stripped off my clothes and pants for me, only a pair of panties were left, I struggled in his arms with a flushed face, Xiao Ke said in a deep voice: "Uncle is in a hurry for a meeting, don't delay." "It's tight." He even took off his underwear neatly, and suddenly he was stunned.

I lay naked in his arms, my skin rubbed against his body, and my nose was full of the cool mint smell and the smell of body wash that he had just rinsed off. This scene was so similar to the past that made me blush and resist, but it belonged to The strength of an adult is so great that I can't resist at all—although I couldn't resist before, I felt that he suddenly stopped and was about to break free, but suddenly felt a finger land on my waist and buttocks. After lightly tracing it, I was taken aback, turned around to look, but couldn't see it.

His slender fingers scratched there, and suddenly said: "Your father is really messing around." There was no sullen tone in his tone, but a touch of doting.He took a new piece of underwear from the side and put it on for me, and then dressed me one by one. I suddenly realized that it was a tattoo!When I was young, I played firecrackers with Xiao Ke during the Chinese New Year, and I was accidentally injured by the explosion, leaving a scar on my lower back. Later, when I grew up and got better with Xiao Ke, he would often kiss the scar, but it was probably because I was afraid that I would hurt, and we often made out. It's just kissing and touching, and there is very little substantive contact.One year when Xiao Ke’s birthday was approaching, I listened to my bad friend’s suggestion on a whim, and got a small cluster of blue roses tattooed on my waist. Small curved light green vines stretched all the way to the buttocks. It was very eye-catching on the snow-white skin. Remember the tattoo The designer is regarded as the top in the industry, and they all praised it as his most satisfying work.On the night of his birthday, I specially seduced him, and the effect was really good. He has always been prudent and conservative, and never liked to play tricks on that. With tears streaming down my face, I promised that my body was his, that I would never get tattoos and piercings on my body in the future, even if I pulled out a tooth, I had to go through him.

So it's really my body shrinking straight down instead of going back in time?There are even tattoos!What kind of magical spell is this!

I was almost going crazy. After I became a child, I seldom looked at my body. I couldn’t accept it. I didn’t realize that even the tattoos were still on my lower back. So now Xiao Ke thought that I was in the future. The pervert with the tattoo on the grown-up son's body is so strange!

I was a little frustrated by this fact, and I was listless after eating breakfast. Xiao Ke hugged me and got into the car: "Didn't your dad help you take a bath? I'm your dad's best friend, so you have to get used to me early. "

I felt his strong and powerful arms, and I still hadn't recovered. I couldn't help but put my face on it. He tightened his arms and wrapped me closer in his arms: "I have asked someone to contact the school. Enrollment starts in September, and there are still a few months left, can you go to kindergarten first?"

I finally reacted and went to see him: "Why don't you find me another family?"

He narrowed his eyes: "I won't let you call other people dad."

He has always been like this. On the surface, he is polite and rarely argues with others. He is very strong in his heart. My mind is a little confused and my heart is in a mess. I don't know how to get along with him or how to face the current situation.

Do you want to tell him?Tell him I'm in the body of a five-year-old, tell him I still love him?

I shivered, but Xiao Ke thought I was cold, so he took a thin coat for me to put on, the car stopped, and his company arrived.

He walked in, and people greeted him along the way: "Mr. Xiao, you are here."

Just like what was shown on TV, people were busy working in the spacious office, and the elites in suits and leather shoes hurriedly bowed their heads to him respectfully, looking at him with reverence or admiration. He is wrinkled, the lips under the erect nose are tightly pressed, cold and indifferent, and his whole body exudes arrogance and arrogance. I have never seen the other side of him in the workplace, although I can imagine that he must be full of leadership courage. But seeing it with my own eyes made me feel even more mixed.

Inferiority surged in my heart. He refused to study abroad because of me, but started his own business from scratch. When it was the most difficult time, I heard that he did design, management and business together. I saw him frowning while drinking coffee in the middle of the night. Busy on the computer, although the world is unpredictable and he can’t get away in the end, he did try hard to stay by my side, but the end is just that the gap between me and him is getting wider and wider, I am still a poor wage earner, Still a man who can't bear children.

Could it be that now that he's divorced, the problems I faced with him don't exist?What's more, I am six years old now, and there is a gap of more than 20 years with him. Can speaking out solve the problem?It just adds to the trouble.

Even if he says he will only adopt me, and he won't marry after divorce, with so many children and nephews in the Xiao family, who am I?There is still a long river, countless variables, and fading feelings. One day, he will meet someone new.