Unspoken rules of rebirth of the actor

At eight o'clock in the evening, Shu Qing appeared at the gate of the orphanage on time.

The old place that Zheng Zixuan mentioned was the place where the two of them grew up together. When they came back here again, their mood was quite different. The last time they appeared here was already a matter of the previous life. Demolition, due to various complicated psychology, he has not returned since his rebirth.

There were only one or two dim street lamps in the dark street. Shu Qing followed the street lamps and walked slowly towards the figure leaning against the door of the orphanage. Qing couldn't see his expression clearly.

Zheng Zixuan stood up straight, silently watching Shu Qing who was slowly walking towards him, and when the two were three steps away, Shu Qing stopped.

"I know you will definitely come." At such a close distance, even under such dim light, Shu Qing could clearly see the other party's expression. Zheng Zixuan was not surprised by his arrival at all, on the contrary He still looks like he has a full chest.

Shu Qing didn't want to chat with him too much, so he asked straight to the point: "How did you know about my parents, what you said on the phone?" A calm voice sounded in the quiet night, as calm as his voice What's more, his expression was so calm that no one could see what was going on in his heart.

Zheng Zixuan avoided his question, and said in a deep voice, "If it wasn't for this, would you plan to never see me again for the rest of your life?"

"You're overthinking." He said, both of them are in the entertainment industry, leaving aside their personal affairs, they may have a lot of intersections due to work in the future, the so-called not seeing each other for the rest of their lives is unlikely Yes, though, if he had a choice, he really didn't want to have any interaction with him.

Zheng Zixuan knew him well, and every time Shu Qing avoided the topic, he usually defaulted to it.His eyes sank, and anger rose in his heart. He had suffered enough torture for such a long time, but he suppressed the anger forcefully. He suppressed his voice and said, "The person behind you is also a man. Why can't I? As long as I become stronger, you will choose me?"

Hearing this, Shu Qing's eyes twitched, and she looked up at him expressionlessly, "As long as you are willing, you will always be a brother in my heart. This point will not change in this lifetime."

"I don't want to be your brother!" He almost growled, grabbing Shu Qing's shoulders with both hands, "You know exactly what I want, why can't I? Why?" He didn't I understand, shouldn't he have the best relationship with himself in this world?But why in the end he was snatched away by someone who appeared halfway?

He became so excited that he forgot to control his strength, and there were bursts of pain from his tightly held shoulders. Shu Qing frowned and turned cold, "I didn't come here tonight to listen to you, you—" He suddenly widened his eyes, unable to look at the suddenly enlarged face in front of him with confidence, and the rough touch on his lips. The next second, before he could react consciously, he had already pushed the other away forcefully, and he wiped the face heavily. With a few swipes of his lips, his face was already as cold as ice.

"Zheng Zixuan, don't make me hate you!" Even for those things in his previous life, he never thought of hating him or hating him, all he wanted to do was to avoid the other party, but what Zheng Zixuan did at this moment made him He couldn't help feeling a little disgusted.

Zheng Zixuan was pushed back a few steps before he managed to stand still. When he raised his eyes, he saw Shu Qing wiping his lips in disgust, as well as the undisguised disgust on his face, together with the sentence "Zheng Zixuan, you Don't make me hate you!" The words hit his heart heavily, his face turned pale, and his eyes were full of bitterness.

"Really, is it impossible?"

"Absolutely impossible!" The answer without thinking, smashed the last glimmer of hope in his heart.

Zheng Zixuan clenched his fists, and then slowly loosened them, his face suddenly became depressed, and he said in a shy voice: "I don't know anything about your parents, I only know that you were born Your mother died not long after."

Passed away?

Shu Qing's pupils constricted. He had guessed a lot about his parents and the reasons why they abandoned him. He had imagined many things, but he hadn't thought about this one alone.

Zheng Zixuan looked at his expression, paused, and continued: "As for your father, I'm sorry, I don't know, but you took your mother's surname, and your mother's name is Shu Ziqing."

Shu Qing was in a daze, then looked up at him, "How did you know? Who told you this?" He has known him for so many years, if he had known earlier, he would not have waited until now to tell him , the only possibility is that someone else told him this.

Zheng Zixuan looked at him silently, his eyes were dim.

If it wasn't because Shu Qing kept avoiding him, making him unable to even see him, he wouldn't have told him about it, and he would have chosen to hide it forever.

"You just need to know that your mother didn't abandon you on purpose. As for your father—" He stopped talking, but Shu Qing almost understood that he took his mother's surname, and his father was a taboo I don't know, isn't the meaning behind Zheng Zixuan's unfinished words not clear enough?

He was an illegitimate child, an illegitimate child who didn't even know who his father was, and his mother died shortly after giving birth to him.

He let out a big breath, put away all the expressions on his face, and looked at him indifferently, "Thank you for telling me this." But if he knew that this was the case, he would rather not know, and let him continue like this It might be better to keep it in the dark, but no matter what, Zheng Zixuan told him the matter, and he was grateful to him, at least letting him know everything about his life experience.

He believed that Zheng Zixuan would not deceive him with this kind of thing, since he chose to tell him, he must be absolutely sure.

Zheng Zixuan watched helplessly as he turned and left. The young boy who had not yet grown up was very thin, and gradually drifted away under the hazy yellow light until he disappeared around the corner. The ground tended to calm down, and in the end, he could only vaguely see the coldness rolling deep in the bottom of his eyes.

He cast a cold glance towards the corner not far away, there seemed to be a figure flashing in the corner where the light could not be projected, but he looked carefully, but there seemed to be nothing, he sneered, turned and left.

Sometimes, if you don't be harsh, you can't achieve your goal.

Leaving the orphanage, Zheng Zixuan went straight back to his residence, and then saw Ye Ning who had been waiting for a long time at the door, he paused, with no expression on his face.

In the dark night, Ye Ning leaned on the front of the car with his hands in his pockets. Looking from a distance, it was quite pleasing to the eye. Unfortunately, Zheng Zixuan had no intention of appreciating it at all, and walked over with a frown, "Why are you here?"

"I heard that you went to meet Shu Qing." He stood up straight and looked at him with resentment on his face.

"So what? This is my business, there is no need to report to you." Zheng Zixuan finished with a cold face, and went upstairs.

"You—" Ye Ning's eyes widened, and he followed him closely, "Why did you go to him? What did you go to him for?"

Zheng Zixuan was in a bad mood, but the noise coming from behind made him even more irritable, and he stopped abruptly, Ye Ning was unprepared, couldn't stop and bumped into him, "Zheng Zixuan, why did you stop suddenly? "He was only stunned for a moment, and immediately came back to his senses, covering his nose that was bumped and hurt, very unhappy.

Ever since he was a child, he hated pain the most.

Zheng Zixuan turned around, facing Ye Ning's anger unmoved, "I just told him what you told me."

"Did you tell him?" Ye Ning frowned, but then smiled disdainfully, and said mockingly, "Then how did he react? Was he shocked after learning that he was an illegitimate child with an unknown father?"

"Ye Ning!" He grabbed his wrist suddenly, "I warn you, don't make trouble with him again!"

"How did you know? Who told you?" Shu Qing asked with a difficult voice.

"Ha! That's funny." Ye Ning sneered disdainfully, "Are you ordering me? Or threatening me? May I ask what identity are you using to threaten me? Even if I continue to trouble him, what can you do to me? "He was very upset and upset. When did Ye Ning, who was held in the palm of his hand since he was a child, experience such anger?Immediately his complexion became ugly.

"If you dare to trouble him again, I won't let you go!" Throwing down these words, Zheng Zixuan slammed his wrist away, turned around and opened the door, Ye Ning raised his eyebrows, and kicked quickly. Blocking the door that was about to be closed, he gritted his teeth and said bitterly to the man inside the door: "What's so good about Shu Qing? It's worth doing this for him? He obviously betrayed himself for his own future. Such a person deserves it." Are you doing this for him?"

Zheng Zixuan tried a few times but couldn't push Ye Ning's feet out of the door, so he simply ignored it and let go of the doorknob. Ye Ning who was outside the door immediately took the opportunity to squeeze into the door and closed the door with his backhand. The dilapidated but well-kept suite, Ye Ning came several times, went to the kitchen to pour two glasses of water, when he came out, Zheng Zixuan was sitting on the sofa with his head down, some long hair blocked His eyes, Yeoning couldn't see the emotion in his eyes.

His heart suffocated slightly, but then he chose to ignore it, sat down on the sofa next to him, put the two glasses of water in his hand on the table, propped himself up, and put one hand on his shoulder, Zheng Zixuan said expressionlessly. When she raised her head, she saw Ye Ning raised her chin slightly, her pretty face was full of arrogance, and said provocatively: "Do it!" After finishing speaking, without waiting for Zheng Zixuan's answer, he lowered his head and bit his lip, really biting, the action was Violent, provocative with unspeakable anger and sadness.

Zheng Zixuan was in pain, and frowned suddenly, but in the next second, he quickly turned back, holding his head with both hands, and pressing him on the sofa under him, Ye Ning looked at the handsome face close at hand, and slowly Slowly closing his eyes, he also hid the trace of helplessness deep in the bottom of his eyes.