unrequited temperament

The patient died, his mother died, and he committed suicide.His life has been stabilized, and he has no suicidal tendencies for the time being, but he has no enthusiasm for life, and may have psychological problems such as depression, autism, and autism.Follow-up observation and treatment are required.

The patient is half lying on the bed, with his head resting on the pillow, a thin blanket on his body, his hands folded on his abdomen, and a white cloth wrapped around his wrists.There was a halo of light on the face, outlining the exquisite profile of the face.

Liao Qian looked at the patient instantly, with a very faint smile on his face, which was just right.

"How do you feel today?" Liao Qian asked immediately.

The patient opened his closed eyes: "It's fine."

Liao Qian nodded immediately, and sat down where he sat yesterday.After stretching your body, cross your legs and spread the book in your hand on your lap: "Ancient Famous Qins".

As soon as he turned the pages of the book, the patient suddenly looked at the book in his hand, his eyes that were always blank showed a gleam of emotion.Liao Qian was deeply surprised.He didn't intend to bring this book today, but planned to bring "Film Superstar Collection". He checked, and this patient named Xie Yu was admitted to the Huaxia Academy of Drama, Department of Acting.She should love acting, or want to be a star.This book may inspire her to fight.However, a classmate came just now and left this book with him, and put it on the "Film Superstar Collection".When he came, he took the opportunity. When he saw the title of the book, he wanted to change it back, but he didn't change it by coincidence.In fact, after entering the ward, he felt that he had made a mistake.No, but the patient responded to this.

Liao Qian was surprised.He glanced at the book in his hand, and then at the patient.

Xie Yu looked at the book engraved in Liao Qian's hand, and he could see that there was a Guqin on the picture above, as well as a text introduction.

"Do you like Qin?" Liao Qian stared at the patient.

Xie Yu gently rolled his eyes, moved his body, and leaned sideways.His eyes fell on the book, and he said, "My beloved." His expression was full of joy.Liao Qian engraved: "Can you play?"

"Yes." Xie Yu gently stretched his neck and stared at the picture, "This is Chunlei Qin."

Liao Qian looked down at the brief introduction and said with a smile, "That's right, this is Qin Chunlei, who was famous in the Tang Dynasty."

Xie Yu looked at the book and said to Liao Qian: "Bring it to me to have a look."

Liao Qian immediately handed over the book.Xie Yu had an infusion tube inserted in his left hand, and it was inconvenient to move his hand, so he only used his right hand to take it.Liao Qian retracted his hand, Xie Yun looked at him suspiciously.Liao Qian got up immediately, moved a wooden chair to Xie Yu's bed, sat on it by himself, then picked up the book, opened it for Xie Yu to read: "Don't move, I'll hold it for you."

Xie Yu nodded slightly, and seemed to be intoxicated when his eyes fell on the picture.Liao Qian kept paying attention to the look in Xie Yu's eyes, turning a page every 2 minutes.

Looking at the guqin, Xie Yu's eyes became brighter and brighter.The whole person is different, as if intoxicated in some wonderful place.

Liao Qian took the time to turn the pages of the book, thinking: It is unprecedented that this book on Guqin can cure a patient who is suspected of being depressed.Perhaps it is God's will to bring this book today.

After flipping through this ancient famous piano record, Xie Yu was momentarily disappointed.Time and space, identity, and even gender have now been transformed.The past days are like a mirror image.When I saw Guqin today, I felt that it was true.Although the country life with Qin is gone.But he finally thanked Yun.

Liao Qian looked at the patient who seemed to be in some kind of thought, and suddenly felt that this patient was very strange.A dissatisfied girl, but she seems to be a person with many stories.Is it because of family misfortune and precocity?

Liao Qian thought that the patient had improved because of this.But when I came back the next day, I found that the patient was no different from before.Still eyeballs, words, and expressions.Liao Qian was suddenly a little uncertain about the patient's condition.Maybe she's always looked like this?

***

Two weeks passed, Xie Yun's injury healed very quickly, and he was discharged from the hospital without any problems.As for psychological treatment, the hospital cannot insist.Although her medical staff always said that it is too worrying to let her go like this, maybe she committed suicide again at some point, but no matter what, the hospital has no right to force the patient to stay in the hospital because of suicidal tendencies.So Xie Yu was discharged from the hospital, and he left his contact information under the repeated instructions of the medical staff.

Xie Yu's current residence is leased, and there is one month left to expire.The building visited once after she came back and asked her if she wanted to renew the lease after it expired, saying that she had been hospitalized for the previous deposit of 4000 yuan.After speaking, she said that she lives alone now, and it would be more appropriate to rent a smaller house.Then Lala Zaza made another call.Xie Yu understood that Fang Dong didn't want him to renew the lease, but he couldn't say it directly, so he said a lot of words in a roundabout way, and he simply replied with four words: the lease will not be renewed.

After hearing this, Fang Dong showed a guilty conscience and apologized.But soon hardened again.The girl committed suicide in her room. Fortunately, she found it in time and was rescued this time. But if she couldn't think of finding a dagger and died in her room, no one would dare to rent her house in the future.She also sympathized with the loss of her mother, but that sympathy was not enough to make her let go of her own interests.Although Fangdong couldn't bear it in his heart, he still hardened his heart to dissuade her from renewing the lease.In order to persuade her not to renew the lease, Fangdong thought of many excuses, but he didn't expect the other party to be very happy, so he stopped talking immediately.The house is relieved.I resolved my concerns, and my sympathy returned.Enthusiastically said that if you can't find a suitable place for a while, you can stay here for a few more days.Xie Yu politely thanked him with a cold expression.Seeing her like this, Fang Dong persuaded her to be sad, she is still young, and there is still a long way to go.After seeing Xie Yun nodding, he smiled and left.

***

There was a woman in the mirror, Xie Yu stood for two hours to thoroughly confirm this fact.I don't know if it is a butterfly dreaming of Zhuang Zhou or Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly.Xie Yun is still called Xie Yun, but his time and space identity and gender have changed.The nightmare that had been repeated many times, the nightmare of a woman committing suicide, was actually fulfilled in this way.Unbelievable, but it happened.

Xie Yu pulled the chair in front of the dressing table and sat down.There are a lot of skin care products and cosmetics for women on the dressing table.A few sticky notes were pasted on the mirror edge of the dressing table mirror.Xie Yu picked one up and saw a song transcribed on it.Several other sticky notes are also lyrics.Xie Yu's mind seemed to be very familiar with these songs, and some memories naturally emerged, flashing through his mind, like playing a movie, going back from the present to the past.These songs always revolve around one person, a boy named Fu Zhuoting.Her last memory of him is that he came to tell her that he was going abroad to pursue his music dream.

When she committed suicide, the last memory seemed to be this young man named Fu Zhuoting.The ignorant love between young men and women is a long time ago in his memory.He has already forgotten many things from his youth.And her memory seems to have been implanted in his brain, and a slight touch opens the valve to rush in.It made him wonder for a moment who he was.In order to clarify this problem, he entered meditation for seven days.After coming out of samadhi, a conclusion was drawn: he might be dead.That shot hit his heart. As a novice who has not yet mastered cultivation, the possibility of immortality is too low.Now, what is the cause and condition of the soul staying in this body, he cannot pry into it.It turned out that her soul was no where to go, maybe she had passed away, it is said that suicide is a sin, he can't do anything for her, saving her life is the only thing he can think of to do.He is not a Buddhist family, and he doesn't know if it will work, but it depends on God's will.

After chanting, the sky has turned from night to day. I got up and turned off the lights, opened the window, and the sun shone in instantly. It was so hot that it warmed my cool body back, and I felt rejuvenated.But at the same time, hunger is also hitting at this moment.There is also some fruit and milk in the fridge.The milk has expired, and some fruits are still intact, so Xie Yu ate some casually.After filling his stomach, he stood in front of the window and basked in the sun all morning until his cell phone rang.

Xie Yu pressed the answer button hesitantly, and a polite voice came from inside: "Excuse me, is this Xie Yun?"

"Yes."

"Your admission letter has arrived, when will you be free to receive it?"

"anytime."

"Then we'll send it to you right away."

"Thank you."

Admission notice from the Acting Department of Huaxia Academy of Drama.She doesn't like her own life, and acting can interpret others, she chose acting for this reason.