unrequited temperament

The summer night in the countryside is not quiet, there are the sounds of frogs, cicadas, and water.But this natural sound is different from noise. The sound is more peaceful to the ears.Xie Yu leaned against the head of the bed, listening to those voices, and did not fall asleep.Occasionally, when inspiration popped up, he took the paper and pen on the bedside table and wrote a piece of Guqin score.In the past five years, Xie Yu has accumulated a lot of Guqin scores that he either modified or completely composed by himself.He just fiddled with himself and never faced the dead.The second senior brother once suggested that he record it as a video and post it on the Internet.He has little enthusiasm for it and doesn't like surfing the Internet.I usually don't even carry my cell phone with me.The masters and brothers know his habit, and usually make calls according to his schedule when he is at home and make calls on the landline.His phone is almost idle.Of course, I also occasionally receive a few text messages, most of which are from the second senior brother.He will talk about his personal affairs, or send a blessing during the festival. Of course, the second senior brother does not have a fixed number of text messages, it seems that he always sends them when he thinks of them.Many text messages do not need him to reply.The second senior brother didn't mind either, he often turned on his phone to check when he remembered.

Xie Yu took out his phone from the drawer and clicked on the message.There was an unread text message in it: Junior Brother, yesterday at the Golden Rose Concert, I played the piece composed by Junior Brother. It was the piano version, and it received a huge response.When asked about the composer, I know you definitely don't want to sign your real name, so you wrote Dugu Hermit.

This is already a text message from five days ago.Xie Yu hesitated whether to return, and what to return.In fact, he rarely replied to text messages, unless the second senior brother asked him some specific questions.After thinking about it, Xie Yu typed this line: All my music scores are in the bottom drawer in the middle of the wardrobe in the bedroom.

Since the second senior brother thinks it is good, then give it to him.Xie Yun played the piano and composed music only for his own entertainment, and these music scores are of no use to him, so it is better to pass them on to the second senior brother.The second senior brother is famous all over the world, so any piece he plays will naturally spread widely.These scores with a backlog of dust have their value.

Xie Yu replied the text message and turned off the phone.Cell phone emits radiation, I didn't feel it before, but now after meditating, even the radiation seems to have a substantive feeling.Thinking back to the days when computers, mobile phones, and various technological products were always with us, we really had two completely different lives.Thinking of myself at that time also felt very far away, as if it had already happened in the previous life.In fact, not in ten years.It is said that life is short, but Xie Yu feels that such a short period of 30 to [-] years is already very long.This may be because his heart is no longer young.

This night, Xie Yu recalled many things, from his student days to the prison to here.In fact, his life is really simple. From one fixed place to another fixed place, and then to another fixed place, he will go to another place in a few days.Here, maybe I won't come back, maybe I don't know if I come back occasionally.After all, Daoist Min's Taoist temple is here. If he worshiped Daoist Min as his teacher to learn Taoism, he would be regarded as a disciple of Qingyan Temple.

I don't know what will happen if I become a Taoist priest seriously. In the stories I read when I was a child, Taoist priests are often people who slay demons and eliminate demons.I don't know if there are any monsters in this world.If so, what does it look like?Xie Yu rarely began to think of some narrow and weird stories.

There were shadows on the window, and a slight noise disturbed Xie Yun's thoughts.Xie Yu looked at the window suspiciously.The window is half-opened, and a layer of tulle covers the window, so that the moonlight and tree shadows can be seen.Just when Xie Yu thought he was too sensitive, a figure suddenly appeared outside the window.Xie Yu was startled and was about to turn on the light when the figure suddenly said, "Ah Yun, it's me."

Kong Jiaxing!

Xie Yu put down his hand to press the switch, he didn't want to see Kong Jiaxing.

"Ah Yun, I have a lot to say to you." Kong Jiaxing's voice was unexpectedly apologetic, no longer arrogant, justifiable and eccentric.

Xie Yu clasped his hands together, and said in a calm tone, "Say it." If you are so persistent, then let's talk.

The figure outside did not speak for a long time.Xie Yun didn't rush either.

"You, do you hate?" After a long time, Kong Jiaxing's hoarse voice rang out with difficulty.But Xie Yu replied without hesitation: "I don't hate."

There was another silence outside.After a while, the window screen was suddenly pulled open with a "swish", and a figure entered through the window.

Kong Jiaxing walked over a few steps, looked down at Xie Yun who was sitting on the bed, breathing rapidly, as if he was on the verge of rage at any time.Xie Yu was completely shrouded in shadow by Kong Jiaxing, and he was stunned for a long time. What is Kong Jiaxing doing?

Kong Jiaxing now looks completely different from when he was a teenager, and he is always full of hostility.And I don't know why I seem to hate him.This is hard for Xie Yun to understand.Kong Jiaxing, what position does he have to hate him?He admits that he has never been sorry for him.

Seeing Xie Yu's obviously panicked appearance, Kong Jiaxing became happy instead, and slowly restrained the hostility in his body, and his expression eased.He stared at that face, wantonly.It was the way he was familiar with, and it was not the way he was familiar with anymore.But no matter what he becomes, this person is destined to be his curse, which cannot be expelled, but it is also unavailable, unavailable in the past, unavailable now, and the future is also hopeless.but……

Kong Jiaxing looked at Xie Yun tenderly, and put his hand on his face.Xie Yu turned his face away almost immediately, with doubts in his eyes.This kind of Kong Jiaxing was very abnormal in Xie Yu's eyes, and made people feel inexplicably panicked. Xie Yu collected himself and said as calmly as possible: "Just say what you want to say."

Kong Jiaxing glanced at the empty hand, then reached out to stroke it again.Xie Yu waved his hand away, his voice could no longer remain calm, and he almost said in a stern tone: "What are you doing?"

Kong Jiaxing suddenly laughed, very happily, and sat down next to Xie Yu, with his arms outstretched on the bedside posts behind Xie Yu's head, confining people within his controllable range.All the muscles in Xie Yu's body tensed up at this moment, and he looked at Kong Jiaxing warily.

Kong Jiaxing's eyes were gentle, looking at Xie Yu's panicked but calm face, he said softly, "Ah Yun, do you really not understand or do you deliberately not understand? Don't be afraid." Gently brushed Xie Yun's forehead away. "Ah Yun, you said that there was no one who was as good to you as I was in the past. Why do you say I was so good to you?"

"..."

"Don't you know?" Kong Jiaxing whispered sadly, "Then you want to know? Then let me tell you?"

Xie Yu always thought that being framed and betrayed by Kong Jiaxing was already the scariest thing he had ever experienced.But even then he never felt so terrified.It wasn't fear then, it was heartbreak then.But tonight, he did not expect to face such a terrifying Kong Jiaxing.He spoke softly, but like a devil.And the devil has the ability to make people afraid. You don't even know what he is going to do, and you don't know whether it is harmful, but the fear has spread throughout the body and is uncontrollable.

"Ah Yun, what are you afraid of?" Kong Jiaxing's gentle smile suddenly subsided, and his expression became solemn.But after a while, an evil look suddenly appeared in his eyes.His hands moved down slowly and landed on Xie Yun's shoulders.Xie Yu was shocked, and quickly reached out to open Kong Jiaxing's hand.Kong Jiaxing's hands were shaken away, he was stunned for a moment, then suddenly snorted coldly, grabbed Xie Yu's wrists, pressed back, clasped both wrists with one hand, and held Xie Yu down with the other hand She was trying to bounce off the quilt's legs, then stood up and lifted her legs to press Xie Yu's legs, put her hands around the back of Xie Yu's neck, bowed her head and kissed him.

At that moment, Xie Yu felt his hairs stand on end, and the chill spread from his spine to his vest and limbs.Something in life has been subverted again.

……

"Apprentice? Apprentice, what happened?...Xiaoyun..."

Zhang Lao's voice suddenly sounded, and Kong Jiaxing and Xie Yu froze at the same time.

Kong Jiaxing gradually calmed down from his madness.Xie Yu suppressed his trembling voice, and replied as if nothing happened: "Master, it's nothing, I had a nightmare."

"Having a nightmare? Are you afraid, why don't you come and sleep with Master?"

Xie Yu remained silent, looking at Kong Jiaxing who was still pressing on him with extremely cold eyes.Kong Jiaxing said in a very low voice, "I'm sorry." He let go of Xie Yun.

"Little Meteor, come or not, Master is going to sleep."

"Master, go to sleep. I'm fine? I'll meditate for a while."

"Oh, that's fine." Old Zhang's voice was full of deep sleepiness.

Kong Jiaxing looked at Xie Yun apologetically: "I, I'm sorry, that's not what I meant..."

"You go." Xie Yun lowered his voice.

"I..." Kong Jiaxing looked at Xie Yun with red eyes.Xie Yu sat cross-legged, clasped his hands on his abdomen, lowered his head slightly, and couldn't see his expression, only heard him say in a low voice with unsteady breath, "Don't say anything, just go."

Kong Jiaxing paused and paused, and finally said: "Then I'm leaving, and I will come to see you tomorrow." After a pause, he added, "My grapes are still in your yard."

Xie Yun didn't reply.Kong Jiaxing walked to the window, and finally said: "I will avenge you for your case." Then he went out of the window and left.

Xie Yu got up to check the window, there were three steel bars missing on the window.Xie Yu closed his eyes, closed the glass window tightly, then turned around and walked back, took out a futon from the cabinet, put it on the ground, and sat on it.

Sitting quietly, I can feel my whole body beating nervously.The heart beats faster than ever before.The flow of blood is several times faster.The pulse of the whole body seems to be on a rampage.The mind cannot be calm.Lots and lots of shattered pictures are flying around, and it seems that the sound of shattering can still be heard...

Opening his eyes until dawn, Xie Yu suddenly remembered that he forgot to make breakfast until Mr. Zhang called for dinner.He whispered with some shame: "Master, I'm sorry, I forgot to cook and asked you to call me when it was done."

Mr. Zhang gave Xie Yun a glance: "Why are you being polite to Master. In the past, I was your master who cooked and fed to your senior brothers and sisters. They all kept their fingers in the water and learned from ancient scholars. Your master and I are not so particular. So you follow Master and me, and you don't pay attention to those corrupt and deadly rules, just be good, just be like this."

Xie Yu silently ate the breakfast made by his master, eight-treasure porridge, and two plates of green vegetables in the yard.

"Did you have a nightmare last night? What did you dream about?" Mr. Zhang suddenly asked.Xie Yu took the bowl and put the porridge into his mouth.He interfaced smoothly: "It's nothing, I just dreamed that someone robbed me of my toys when I was a child."

This statement sounds like a lie.Could the movement last night be like having such a dream?Mr. Zhang didn't believe it.But seeing that the apprentice didn't want to talk about it, he didn't pursue it.

After breakfast, Mr. Zhang rested for a while, and walked around the yard twice to eat for a while.During this time, Xie Yun stayed by his side.Mr. Zhang smiled and said: "You are very patient. You don't dislike being with me as an old man. Your brothers and sisters don't have such patience." Xie Yu just listened and didn't reply.Old Zhang sighed, "After you leave, who will accompany the old man?"

"Master, I will be back."

Mr. Zhang nodded and said with a smile, "That's right." The sentiment faded away, "How about you and my master and apprentice come to compete today?"

"The apprentice will naturally accompany you." Xie Yun cupped his hands and saluted.This action is quite natural, just like the free and easy attitude of real ancient celebrities.If you wear a long gown, you will be elegant and elegant with the belt in the wind.

Mr. Zhang admired secretly, and thought proudly in his heart: If this apprentice of his is released, how many people will be envious of him.

The two masters and apprentices took the guqin and went to the mountain to find a quiet place to sit and talk about the piano.But as soon as he went out, an off-road vehicle drove up to the gate of the courtyard.