unrequited temperament

"Is there... anyone?" A trembling voice came from outside.

Xie Yu lowered his eyes and remained silent.Pursing his lips, he quietly walked into the work room.On the left front of the room against the wall is a wooden table about 1.8 meters long and half a meter wide, on which are placed iron tongs, a ruler, scissors, and a piece of folded cotton cloth.

Xie Yu will unfold the cotton cloth to a length of about 1.5 meters and a width of 40 centimeters, and spread it on the desk.Then he went into the compartment where the violin was placed, took out a violin, and placed it on the cotton cloth.He brought the lacquer box again and began to paint the piano.

When Xie Yu's slender fingers held the paintbrush, it was as smooth and freehand as if he was splashing ink, and his serious expression gradually softened and softened.After this piano was painted, I took another one and polished it carefully.The movement of polishing the zither has a sense of rhythm, and the guqin is getting smoother and smoother under Xie Yun's hands.Just like an ordinary woman, she becomes more and more beautiful and attractive under the sculpting and dressing of a skilled makeup artist.

Time passed without a sound.Xie Yu polished all the qins, and even touched the three completed qins with his hands several times.Xie Yu's qin actually had one more process than others.After the piano is all wound up, it is considered to be done.But Xie Yu is not good here, he has to touch and play with it every day for at least two months, so as to get new and rough, the rhyme of the piano will be better.

When the sky was about to dawn, Xie Yu left the piano room. After returning to the bedroom, he didn't sleep. He sat cross-legged on the mat and meditated.

After Xie Yun and Daoist Min got acquainted, Daoist Min lobbied Xie Yun many times to practice Taoism, but Xie Yun had no intention.Daoist Min gave up when he saw that the words would not move, but he still taught Xie Yun a set of meditation methods that are said to be exclusive to the Daoist sect.Xie Yu occasionally would do as the Taoist said if he was happy.In the beginning, it was only occasionally, and it should be a meditation to cultivate one's character.Later, during a meditation session, he suddenly fell into samadhi. It must have been several days. It was not until Daoist Min came over after not seeing Xie Yu for many days, that he discovered that Xie Yu had fallen into samadhi.First he was shocked, then he was overjoyed, he repeatedly praised Xie Yun for his excellent cultivation qualifications, and then began to persuade Xie Yun to join the Taoist sect.But Xie Yu said a word: "Didn't Taoism emphasize the naturalness of Taoism? I don't have the idea of ​​entering Taoism." After thinking for a while, Daochang Min smiled and said: "I am obsessed. Your current state is just as you like, just right .”

Since Xie Yu entered meditation for the first time, he has not been able to meditate every time.When you enter meditation, you must have a calm mind. There is no one without self, and you cannot enter meditation if you have a little distracting thoughts.

It can be said that entering meditation for the first time was completely accidental.Moreover, the matter of entering samadhi completely subverted Xie Yun's entire world view.There may really be ghosts and gods in the world, but people have souls, and people can develop supernormal abilities through cultivation.Religion, philosophy, and science may all lead to the same goal.So Newton believed in God, and two disciples of Daoist Min came to ask.As for Daoist Min, he can fly over eaves and walk over walls, and see things with his eyes closed. These two abilities were all witnessed by Xie Yun himself.As for the people's rumors that the appearance has not changed for decades, Xie Yun did not witness it with his own eyes, but he believed that the things that so many people in the village said were true could never be false.

Xie Yu has long believed that this world is not godless as taught by education and brainwashing, it is materialistic, there is no reincarnation, people die and gods die, and there is no soul that exists apart from the body.Everything is the opposite, and everything that is denied is true.

Entering meditation opened the door for Xie Yun to personally verify the truth of life and the mysteries of the universe.It was just the glimpse of the truth that made Xie Yu's peaceful heart flood with complicated thoughts.Being unable to stay still for a while will affect the meditation.

According to Daoist Min, cultivating Taoism is to pursue immortality, and to explore the origin of life in the world, to transcend the world, and to master the laws of the universe.

Xie Yun has no desire for immortality.He had no fear of death since long ago.Furthermore, the pursuit of longevity is the greatest desire of human beings, but cultivating the Tao requires a state of mind without desires and desires.So contradictory, one can imagine the difficulty of conversion.

As for the exploration of the origin of the life of heaven, earth, man and me, and the exploration of the mysteries of the universe, Xie Yu is also curious.But he didn’t force it, temporarily let go of his strong desire for knowledge, and still indulged in the guqin every day. Playing the qin is his favorite thing after all. Other things, even exploring the origin of the universe and the meaning of life, are not as good as his intoxicating heart for the qin.And with Daoist Min's explanation, Xie Yu also felt that he didn't have to see it in person.Therefore, Xie Yu has not meditated for a long time.

However, when I suddenly saw my old friend this time, I felt uneasy, and many past events came to my mind. Even after polishing all the pianos, I still can't completely calm down.Xie Yu wanted to meditate to calm down.It just seems to backfire.Not only did Xie Yu fail to meditate, but in the process, scenes of past events emerged like flipping through a book...

Many years ago, Xie Yun could be said to be the proud son of heaven.Good family background, good study, good looks, and all talents have good conduct.He is the male god in the eyes of girls, and the only rival in the eyes of boys who are tall, rich and handsome.Because even the most materialistic girl said that if it was Xie Yun, then she would be willing to make money to support him.But the male god is cold.Even though there are many women who are attracted to him, the male god still has no girlfriend.So pure and beautiful that it doesn't look like a real person.However, it seems that, as they say, all that is too pure and good is either disguised or used to defile.As for Xie Yun, no matter whether it is the defilement or the pretense, one day they will all be caught on him.

Xie Yun committed the crime of rape.Such an explosive news is like a bomb going off suddenly, setting off a devastating shock in people's minds.At the beginning, many people did not believe it, but after Xie Yun was convicted and imprisoned, many people believed it, and few people thought it was an unjust case.

The male god has been destroyed, only gossip is passed around.

Friends betray, parents mistrust.Only Xie Yun alone bears the destructive malice.Until now, Xie Yun still doesn't understand how parents can trust others but not their own son, and because of this, they are extremely disappointed in him.Isn't he the one who should be disappointed and angry?And that betrayed friend actually helped the person who framed him find a lawyer to send him to jail.

Kong Jiaxing, a person Xie Yu never wanted to see again, and whom he thought he would never see again, appeared.

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"Your piano sound is chaotic today, what's on your mind?" Daoist Min was wearing a gray Taoist robe, with a neat back comb and a whisk in his hand. He leaned against a long strip of stone covered with green stone, The half-closed eyes opened during the speech, and glanced at the person who sat on a round stone pier and talked about the piano.Although the face of the qin player is as cold as usual, the so-called qin is the voice of the heart.Ordinary people can't hear the sound of the qin, but Daoist Min has a keen ear and knows Xie Yun very well, so he immediately felt that it was a sign of the player playing the qin being disturbed.Furthermore, this kind of situation is rare for Xie Yun, there must be some special reason

Xie Yu stopped the hand that was plucking the strings, looked into the distance, pondered for a long time and said: "Suddenly see my old friend."

Daoist Min let out a surprised “Yi” sound, his body tensed, and he said, “I heard that three pilgrims went to your yard yesterday to steal loquats. Are they the old people you are talking about?”

Xie Yu didn't answer, just continued to pluck the strings.

"Do you have grievances?"

Xie Yu pursed his lips and said, "It's hard to say."

Daochang Min changed from lying down to sitting, with the whisk in his hand swung from the right to the left, and pinched the fingers with his left hand.After half a quarter of an hour, Daoist Min's expression became serious, and he looked at Xie Yun with a hesitant look.

Xie Yu said indifferently: "The Taoist priest has something to say, please."

Daochang Min hesitated for a while, and finally said: "You have had a catastrophe recently. I don't know that it seems to be related to your so-called old friend." As he spoke, his expression became more serious, and he pinched his fingers for a while, and then said, "Bo Yun is treacherous, it doesn't count. Can't figure it out."

Xie Yu stopped playing the piano, frowned and said: "Recently I often have strange dreams, I don't know if there is some reason, the Taoist priest will explain it to me."

"Oh? What strange dream did you have?"

"In the dream, there was a woman who committed suicide by taking medicine. The picture was as clear as if she had seen it in real life."

Daochang Min was surprised when he heard this.Xie Yu then asked: "Master Daoist, is there anything wrong with this dream?"

Daochang Min suddenly let out a long sigh, and said solemnly: "You are not a dream, but something that actually happened. As far as I know, your soul is out of your body, and everything you see is real."

"How can something that actually happened be experienced again and again?" Xie Yu was puzzled.

Daochang Min laughed and said, "How do you know you didn't go at the same time? Or maybe this thing hasn't happened yet, but it's about to happen."

"Then why did I see it, does it have anything to do with me?"

Daoist Min touched Fuchen and said, "I'm afraid that woman has some relationship with you. Can you see where she is? Why don't I go with you and find out the reason."

Xie Yu was silent for a while, then said in a serious tone, "I'm afraid it's not in the same time and space."

Daochang Min suddenly said in surprise: "What did you say?"

Xie Yun: "Mr. once said that parallel spaces for scientific research do exist, and may even be in the same space, but with different dimensions. Then what I see is probably such a space."

Daoist Min's eyes widened, and he suddenly said, "You'd better follow me into the Taoist sect."

Xie Yun: "..."

Min Daochang sighed, and said: "It's a pity that you are so talented that you don't enter my Taoist school. If you become my apprentice, I will teach you everything I have. Order doctors to divination orthodox Taoism. My teacher will pass it on to you. With your qualifications , even if you can't shatter the void and become a fairy, that's about the same."

Xie Yu glanced coldly at Daoist Min: "The Daoist has two disciples, I believe they are enough to pass on the mantle."

Daoist Min heard this, but frowned and sighed: "A genius-like person in the secular world may not be successful in Taoism. You also know how many people have been trapped even by entering samadhi. Not to mention entering samadhi, you can't even enter tranquility. Regardless of Taoism, Buddhism, and major religions, there are quite a lot of disciples, but there are very few of them who can truly enter meditation. If you can’t enter meditation, how can you talk about inheriting the true Taoism."

Xie Yu was silent, thinking in his heart, although he has no ambition, it is not impossible to learn.Maybe think about it.Furthermore, when he met Kong Jiaxing today, he had a very bad premonition.Maybe after entering the Taoist sect, you can truly be a person beyond the world, and your six sense organs will be pure.

Xie Yu thought about this, and suddenly heard Daoist Min say: "I'm afraid it's the old friend you mentioned."