East

Tell yourself that there is no doubt about it.

But it seems that this is always the case for someone who really wants to be a Buddha.

Buddha can only love everyone in the world fairly.Fang Dinghai's compassion and love for all living beings cannot be given to a single person.

Because if he only favors one person, then he will lose his fairness to all living beings in his life, and then the Buddha will no longer be a Buddha.

But the wind seems to be extraordinarily cool tonight.Seeing other people lying on the side facing the door, their arms were getting colder and colder.Enduring the terrible atmosphere where the two were still competing with each other and could not reconcile at all, Fang Dinghai still closed his eyes, and finally sat up with the injury on his arm, and exchanged places with this person.

The young and ruthless monk once again volunteered to be His Royal Highness King Ming's windshield for the next night.Gu Donglai, who felt that the wind blowing outside the Zen room was much weaker, didn't say anything, but was half embraced by this man who was forever silent as if he was protecting and respecting him, but he didn't really touch him. They faced each other and closed their eyes.

This person clearly said that he didn't want to see him anymore, but he was still worried that it was already late at night when he left alone, so he was left in the meditation room, and he was not allowed to leave alone in the middle of the night dew.

This reminded Gu Donglai that when he was a child, he lived on the Lingshan Mountain with no one to care about him and resisted his fate day by day. Now that he has finally found someone who can shield him from the wind and rain, this also makes him unable to bear to look at this place carefully. The eyebrows and eyes of a person.

But it was this glance that made the two of them look at each other in the dead of night.Monk's gray, emotionally blank eyes were still injured.But Gu Donglai knew that the two of them were indeed 'looking' at each other.thump.thump.The unbelievable heartbeat in the memories of the two last time came again.

"Does it still hurt?"

Gu Donglai asked.

"It doesn't hurt."

Fang Dinghai replied coldly with his back turned and eyes closed.

"why."

This person is always extremely cold even for breathing, not like a living person but also very honest, but he also honestly tells him all the truth in his heart, so that people will not fall into suspicion and anxiety at all.

"With one person around, it doesn't hurt."

"That man is a lamp. The flames ignited on his body made the poor monk feel like he was in the brightest place in the three thousand worlds even though he was blind. This is the only thing I can be sure of since I have known him for so long. a little."

Gu Donglai is convinced that his heart has really completely fallen to this person.

Just thinking that Fang Dinghai, a dead monk who is against him everywhere, will one day sink into their love, and look at him with those heartless and heartless eyes, he feels all the love of the three thousand worlds pouring into his heart for him.

This also made Gu Donglai start dreaming that this person loved him again before he even closed his eyes.

Butterflies flew into the monk's meditation room just to find his flowers.As long as there are flowers, where can the butterfly fly even if it has wings? He can only stop by his own flowers in his life.

Even if he died for him once, how could he... feel regretful.

"Fang Dinghai."

"It's just like now, only the two of us are here, and the Buddha's eyes can't see us, just stay by your side with your friendship as before, okay?"

"Think of us as Gu Donglai and Fang Dinghai from three years ago."

"We are still friends, nothing has ever happened, let's act like nothing happened, okay?"

"I will definitely find a way... let's find the answer to this calamity together, shall we?"

"..."

After the words fell, the two hands were already clasped together again with half of the amulet separated.

This night, two people with one arm on each head simply spent a very silent night.Fang Dinghai didn't fall asleep until almost dawn.He didn't know if Gu Donglai had slept since he came to look for him, but until midnight, he still completely covered the man's body with the monk's robe.

After all, he still cares about Gu Donglai.

The entanglement between the two of them could not tell a clear winner or loser.He didn't know his heart clearly, and he was destined to be unable to figure it out. It was undeniable that Gu Donglai existed in the boring life he had already converted to Buddhism.

But after dawn that night, Gu Donglai disappeared again.

As soon as he left, Fang Dinghai, who was blind, didn't know where he went.The purple butterfly never appeared again.It seems that the cause and effect between the two of them has been broken again, and they will never see each other again.

But before dawn, he walked down the steps alone, facing the Buddha statues, pagodas and ancient clocks in the temple alone, but the monk lay his head on the steps for the first time, and fell into a deep sleep with his eyes closed for a long time. A hallucinatory dream.

According to Buddhist scriptures, peacocks are the most beautiful among all living beings, symbolizing greed and vanity.Because people are prone to greed when they see something beautiful and moving, and they don't want to let it go.

The troubles of human life are the five poisons that poison the soul. Legend has it that the Peacock Daming King can eat up the three poisons in the hearts of all mortals.Amitabha Buddha takes a peacock as a seat, which represents the removal of the vicious sins of life, so that it can live in an immortal life.

But maybe it was a mistake.His bright and pious Buddha heart caused him to go mad.

Maybe it was the love demon that had been planted for that person in his heart long ago, and only when he dreamed back at midnight that no one knew about, did he attack like a disease, making him fascinated and haunted by dreams.

Because this time, Fang Dinghai imagined in his dream that he was not dancing Kalavinka birds in front of him, but a person who was far more beautiful than the Miaoyin birds. dance.

In the dream, there were only the two of them in the sky full of fireflies.No disturbance from others, no worldly worries.That person only exists alive in the monk's mind, is watched by his eyes for a long time, and becomes his own.

They were in a place where lotus flowers grew all around the river bed.The man came from the night, picked a lotus flower for him, and hugged him tenderly and beautifully with his head bowed.

The person who looked exactly like Gu Donglai called a very familiar name, and the closed-eyed Fang Dinghai in the dream agreed, hugged him and nodded.Then the man laughed too.

Then, the peacock, which transformed into a long-haired man, began to dance a solemn dance between the night sky and the earth, releasing the light and solemnity to the sky and the earth.

This is a dance that is so special that it may only be danced by a proud and dazzling man like the other party. It may be impossible for ordinary people to see it with their own eyes once in their life.But as long as you have seen it once, then you will never forget it in this life, and you will turn it into a word in the next lifetime... unforgettable.

If that person was in a place outside the monk's dream, it would be impossible to bow his head for anyone and dance like this.

Because he is an upright and ambitious Buddhist practitioner like Fang Dinghai.

His eyes can't hold the love of mortals, let alone show such a beautiful dance to anyone.But in the dream of the monk, which only one person can spy on, the face of the male peacock turned into a man carries the awe-inspiring dignity of the Buddha Dharma in the world.

The peacock's eyes are so real.Looking back at all beings at that moment, the green, blue, black, intertwined golden feathers floated in the sky and the earth.

This dance of the peacock's personal fantasy that does not exist in reality, but only in the monk's dream, is very much like a bird's fiery love to the world.

It is also like the joys and sorrows of the day, the moon and the sunset, the waves smoothing the magnificence of the sun, the lush trees, the bright and graceful flowers, all in this dance, which is more real than all the beauty that can be praised in the world.It is the praise and love of all living things to God.

His face could not be seen clearly.But under the moonlight, a big blue-green peacock flying from the sky turned into the long-haired man with a kind of fire on his face, moonlight, burning and inextinguishable divinity like stars.

Because only divinity can be so inconceivable, those eyes are more of a kind of aura, a kind of dazzling and gorgeous aura of the prince of Lingshan.

This dance is so beautiful that it is unreal, like the most beautiful and illusory dance in the world.

Every movement of his will not have a soft feeling, but it is so bold and amazing.

Just like the ancient treetops in the ancient country where Sanskrit sounds echoed, there was also a young man with a face so beautiful that it shocked the living beings in the world, offering his powerful and proud wings to the sky with his soul.

Golden, green, and dark blue streamers swirled around him following the nirvana of the peacock feathers.Peacocks are born so beautiful and enthusiastic, so beautiful that they are more free than all the flying birds in the world combined.

But even if this is just a pale and imaginary dream, the monk who sat alone at the door of the Zen room, deserted and desolate, wished he had never woken up.

he does not know.If all this really belonged to his own memory, then who exactly did it belong to.

If all this is false memory.What is he thinking in his heart at this moment.

I am Buddha.

This originally belonged to him alone, and should not harm anyone. How could there be a choice between Gu Donglai and all living beings other than Gu Donglai.If you already know the real answer to all these in advance, please... tell your disciples.

The author has something to say: Although the brother didn't say anything, his heart is actually quite complicated.

He is indeed much stronger and colder than his uncle has always been, but he is also very young and has a lot of feelings that he cannot share with others.To some extent, he and Gu Donglai are characters who need to grow up step by step.

However, the way my uncle cried while hiding because of a broken relationship, while chatting with his friends, actually gave me a kind of sweetness and cuteness...

Probably because he used to be able to do everything with ease, he looked very confident, and he was emotionally cute when he was trapped by love hahaha

Dong Lai who can afford to let go, has the courage to admit mistakes, and takes on immediate responsibilities is actually very cute, that's why everyone likes him and be friends with him, right~