to demand

Xu Mo couldn't fall asleep, probably because he fell asleep earlier, and when he woke up again, he didn't feel very sleepy.

My mind is in a mess.

He told Shen Lingfeng that Jiang Mingxuan was fine, but Shen Lingfeng didn't have much reaction, he just thanked him plainly.

Xu Mo couldn't figure out what was going on in his mind, and the more he couldn't figure it out, the more irritable and restless he was, he simply sat there wrapped in a blanket, lost in thought.

"Shen Lingfeng," Xu Mo asked him suddenly, "Why don't you go to the United States for an exchange?"

Shen Lingfeng knew that Xu Mo wasn't asleep. Xu Mo had a terrifying presence. Even if he curled up quietly in a corner without saying a word, he could easily attract everyone's attention.

Coupled with the silence of the night, Xu Mo's breathing became more and more obvious. It was weak and light, but it could not be ignored.

So when Xu Mo opened his mouth, his thoughts were interrupted.Shen Lingfeng stared at the word "insulin" on the paper. The students recruited by the director of the Xindao Endocrinology Department were not very good, so he replied, "Well, I went and came back again."

"Why come back?" Xu Mo looked aggressive.

"..." Why come back?The answer is not obvious, because Zheng Mingkai said that Xu Yunze drugged Xu Mo.The relationship between the two brothers is too bad, leaving Xu Mo in Xu Yunze's hands, I'm afraid that when he comes back, Xu Mo will not only suffer from cerebral hemorrhage.

It's true that Xu Mo often caused him trouble, and it was true that Shen Lingfeng wanted to get rid of the nervous Xu Mo, but he never thought about what to do if something happened to Xu Mo.

It's like he always doesn't want to think about the time when Xu Mo got into a car accident in Miami. During that time, Xu Mo was so fragile that he could break it.So Shen Lingfeng hinted to himself that Xu Mo was healed.

But Xu Mo was not well, no matter physically or psychologically, Xu Mo would always stay in that sudden disaster.

But he only saw Xu Mo's surface, talking crazy, nervous, and arbitrary.

He hated why Xu Mo was so different from before, and made him lose the only friend he could talk about, but he never thought about what Xu Mo went through.

If it wasn't for Xu Yunze, Shen Lingfeng might not have realized for a long time that he ignored Xu Mo first.

Shen Lingfeng couldn't read the thesis anymore. He stared at the document, and the big characters floated in front of his eyes.

There was the sound of a heavy object falling behind him, and it hurt to hear it. Shen Lingfeng suddenly regained his senses and turned around.

Xu Mo crawled to the other side of the bed. He wanted to get out of the bed, but his hands failed to support him and he fell down.Xu Mo propped up his arms and tried hard to get up.

"Xu Mo!" Shen Lingfeng got up suddenly, panicked, and went around the end of the bed to hug him: "What are you doing?"

"I want to go back to the hotel." Xu Mo glanced at him, lowered his eyes, hesitating: "I didn't really want to stay with you before, but I just wanted to annoy you. Forget it, I figured it out, I'm sorry."

Shen Lingfeng looked at him silently.

Xu Mo looked away and pushed him: "Put me down, don't hug me, I know you don't like it, I can go there by myself. The phone is in the living room, I'll call Tokugawa."

"He came to pick me up." Xu Mo lowered his eyes, hesitated for a while, and then apologized with a sigh: "I'm sorry to bother you."

Don't like it if you don't like it, and let him go if you hate it.Xu Mo was tired from playing, tossing and turning, he was still empty-handed, as if eight years had been spent, and he still couldn't forget being betrayed by Xu Yunze back then.

In fact, Shen Lingfeng is quite good like this, at least he has never lied to him.

If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. It's better to be in two boats than a scumbag.

Thinking about it this way, Dr. Shen is really upright.

Xu Mo curled the corner of his mouth resentfully.

Shen Lingfeng's eyes were heavy, he didn't know what he was thinking, but according to Xu Mo's words, he gently put him back on the felt floor.

Xu Mo propped up his arms and dragged his body to move out.

Shen Lingfeng felt unexplainably uncomfortable, just like that day in the hospital, watching Xu Mo go down the stairs with both arms, and clearly told himself that Xu Mo asked for it, but still, he couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable.

So she stepped forward to hug him.Xu Mo refused.So Shen Lingfeng also rejected his bento.

"Because I'm worried about you." Shen Lingfeng said suddenly: "I'm afraid something will happen to you."

Xu Mo paused, his arm rubbed against the bristles of the carpet, and it hurt.

Shen Lingfeng squatted down, turned him over, and picked him up skillfully, a little ashamed to say: "I met my old classmate on the plane, you may not have the impression that Wang Weili's student is Zheng Mingkai. I reminded you before, be careful of your brother. Mr. Zheng told me about your childhood. I was afraid that your brother would treat you badly, so I bought a ticket to return home after getting off the plane."

Xu Mo frowned slightly: "I remember him...Zheng Mingkai." He laughed, as if thinking of something funny: "He was looking for a job the year he graduated, and wanted to go to the Fourth Academy to work with a highly respected professor, and that professor would not accept apprentices easily. , I handed him the letter of introduction."

Shen Lingfeng also followed him with a smile: "Really. No wonder, the graduates of the same year, he is the best when he comes out."

But Zheng Mingkai will never know who helped him when he needed it most.Because Xu Mo can't say, he doesn't have the hobby of making others grateful to him.

Xu Mo smiled, the smile froze on his face, and suddenly changed his serious expression, warning him: "You don't care about the matter between me and Xu Yunze, and you are not allowed to interfere. Don't provoke him."

Shen Lingfeng raised his eyebrows, didn't say anything, turned around and hugged Xu Mo back to the bed, still tucked into the bed, lowered his head to comfort him: "Xu Mo, stay here and heal your leg, will it work?"

Xu Mo got into the soft quilt, covering his mouth and nose, only showing a pair of eyes, staring straight at a certain point in the void.

"You sympathize with me?" Xu Mo asked blankly.

"No." Shen Lingfeng replied.

Xu Mo closed his eyes, and Shen Lingfeng reached out to tuck the quilt for him.

Xu Mo suddenly grabbed his wrist, closed his eyes, and said cautiously: "But I stay here, Jiang Mingxuan knows what to do, Jiang Mingxuan must be uncomfortable, let's forget it. My two legs, I know in my heart, Can't stand up. You are busy with your own, don't worry about me. "

Shen Lingfeng didn't know what to say, he just hoped that Xu Mo would get well soon, thinking about it, what reason should he use to control Xu Mo?only one.

marriage.

He whispered: "Xu Mo, when I agreed to argue with you, I didn't think about divorce. I really hated you for being arbitrary, but if I really didn't want to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau, you could take me out that morning." Hospital?"

Xu Mo opened his eyes, blankly: "Isn't it because you were afraid that you would not agree, so I sent Jiang Mingxuan to Thailand for sex reassignment surgery?"

"........."

Shen Lingfeng was bent over, tired, and simply lay on his side on the bed, with his elbows on his head, looked at Xu Mo, and talked to him: "I don't like you using Mingxuan, you always blame him for the matter between us What are you talking about?"

Xu Mo murmured in his heart, it's not because you like him and don't want to be a fool.

"Before I got married, idiot Jiang was sent away." Xu Mo turned to face Shen Lingfeng, facing Dr. Shen's strong and strong chest. Through a shirt, he could see the smooth lines of his chest and abdominal muscles.

"He doesn't know anything, and I keep everything from him." Xu Mo breathed faster, and confessed frankly: "He didn't know that we were arguing. When he comes back... When he comes back, nothing happened."

Shen Lingfeng was stunned, Xu Mo said this as if...as if he was going to let him go, he couldn't believe it: "What do you mean it didn't happen? Didn't it happen after getting married? That's impossible, the marriage certificate is all there."

Then Xu Mo discovered that Shen Lingfeng really hadn't thought about divorce. Dr. Shen, who was too upright, kept himself and kept good manners. He only married one person in his life, traditional, old-fashioned, and long-term.

From the beginning of being friends with Jiang Mingxuan, he silently guarded each other until he was thirty, and still did not confess his love for fear of disturbing the fool Jiang.

If it wasn't for Xu Mo's intrusion... the story probably would have ended differently.

"There will be a divorce." Xu Mo frowned and smiled, "I just have to wait."

"Don't tell fool Jiang, he doesn't know anything, he is still waiting for you to confess." Xu Mo said these words, and he was relieved: "I really want you to remember me forever, even if you hate me."

In the end, that's all, there are many things in the world that cannot be forced.

Shen Lingfeng was silent, and lay beside Xu Mo with his elbows propped on his side. After a long while, he turned his body and leaned against the head of the bed in a daze.

"Mingxuan doesn't know?" Shen Lingfeng's voice trembled a little: "You made up your mind from the beginning to divorce me sooner or later?"

"Yeah." Xu Mo said frankly, "I don't want you to be with someone you don't like in your life, and hate each other."

"I don't hate you," Shen Lingfeng argued in vain, "I just don't like what you do. You make me feel like you... hate me."

Why don't you hate, Xu Mo thought, Chu Wanjun lied to him for so long, almost all the hatred was vented on Shen Lingfeng.

"Anyway, you really don't have to worry about me, and neither can you." Xu Mo said with a sense of alienation: "Marriage is just a piece of paper, if you tear it up, it's gone."

With such a nonchalant tone, Shen Lingfeng was a little angry, and Xu Mo was too self-willed, doing everything like a joke, he sat up and scratched the back of his head: "Stop talking about this, I don't want to hear it, sleep with you Sleep."

Xu Mo closed his eyes, Shen Lingfeng got up and left the bedroom to sleep on the sofa.

"Shen Lingfeng." Xu Mo called him to stop.

Shen Lingfeng turned his head and said patiently, "Huh?"

"Get out of here." Xu Mo said.

Shen Lingfeng was a little funny, and leaned against the door frame with his arms folded. The usually serious doctor Shen suddenly became less serious, showing a little joke: "That's not what he said when he asked me to fuck you."

Xu Mo gritted his teeth: "Get lost!"

Shen Lingfeng raised his hands, turned and went out, and closed the bedroom door from the outside by the way.

It's better for Xu Mo to be normal, and Shen Lingfeng stood outside the door, sighing silently.He is also very tired. He has been busy in and out for the past two days. Work and Xu Mo's affairs are all crowded together, which makes people dizzy.

Shen Lingfeng kneaded between his brows, carried a blanket, and slept on the sofa.

Early the next morning, Shen Lingfeng was going to school, worried that Xu Mo would be alone at home, so he called De Chuan over.Tokugawa brought breakfast for the two of them by the way.Shen Lingfeng didn't have time to eat, so he grabbed two buns and went out to catch the bus.

Tokugawa sighed: "Mr. Shen is really busy."

Xu Mo knocked on the cherries leisurely, spat out and said, "Doctor, you're all busy."

The two hadn't contacted for a whole day, and Xu Mo stopped sending messages. Shen Lingfeng was a little unaccustomed to it, but thinking about Xu Mo being at his own home, he could see each other when he went back at night, so there was nothing wrong with that.

As a result, when Shen Lingfeng came home at night, Xu Mo was no longer there. He evaporated with his daily necessities and disappeared without a trace, as if Xu Mo's existence was just an illusion.

Shen Lingfeng took off his shoes and went into the living room, calling his name: "Xu Mo!"

No response.Shen Lingfeng ran into the bedroom again and searched the kitchen, balcony and bathroom, but there was no one there.

Xu Mo left.

In the past, Xu Mo wanted to live here, but he refused to let him, and drove people and things out of the house.Now he wanted Xu Mo to stay, but Xu Mo didn't need it, and disappeared with everything.

Shen Lingfeng sat on the soft bed in the bedroom, and changed the sheets and quilts for Xu Mo. They were still new, and slept all night.

He lay on his back on the bed, stared at the ceiling, and let out a long breath.

What is Xu Mo thinking, really planning to let him go?They will divorce?What about after that, like a stranger?

But Xu Mo's legs——

It was like a thorn stuck in Shen Lingfeng's throat, unable to spit it out or swallow it.Because of those legs, he felt that he owed Xu Mo and promised Xu Mo to marry him.Xu Mo's legs are not good, Shen Lingfeng has to admit that he can't let it go.

This is a hurdle that can't be passed, I tried my best to raise my legs, and the more I tried to cross it, the more my thighs were stretched, my tendons were pulled, and my heart hurt.

Shen Lingfeng didn't want to owe Xu Mo, his upright parents taught him not to be owed to me, nor to me.

Not only did Xu Mo not hurt Jiang Mingxuan, but he also cured his illness.Just for this point, Shen Lingfeng couldn't leave Xu Mo alone.

After thinking about it, Shen Lingfeng fell asleep in bed.

Xu Mo appeared in the dream for the first time, and the two returned to the time before the car accident. They were very good friends, talked about the ideal life, and joked about the world.

Shen Lingfeng said that among the patients he met, some had cancer and faced death calmly, and some were scared to go to the emergency room because of a small cold. They were almost poked blind by the family members of the patients after seeing the doctor. It was the first time that they went to the operating table with Master What I did was polypectomy, and I won many awards, but the most impressive thing was the pennant sent by an elderly poor couple spending their savings.

"Do you know what is written on the pennant?" Shen Lingfeng asked Xu Mo drunkenly.

Xu Mo shook his head, lay on the glass round table, yawned, looked at him brightly, and asked with a smile, "What did you write?"

Shen Lingfeng looked up at the sky at 45 degrees, as if there was a sea of ​​stars in front of him. The man standing in his [-]s put too much attention on his career and patients, and sighed: "Hanging the pot to help the world, and the wonderful hands rejuvenate."

Xu Mo smiled: "Excellent, Dr. Shen."

Shen Lingfeng asked him what he had experienced. The life of the rich second generation is nothing more than the pursuit of excitement, and they can get what they want. Life is full of boredom. Xu Mo said something that made Shen Lingfeng's teeth itch with hatred: "Too much money, can't spend it all, tired .”

Xu Mo said that he dived into the deep sea and saw sharks. If it wasn’t for the diving instructor’s fast swimming, he would have died; he raised two purebred horses on a British horse farm, one was called boring and the other was called boring; The worker ran away with the money and left a note scolding him for being an idiot. He built a few swimming pools in the desert. He decided to invest in a new NASA project and go back to the universe. If the body is too weak to fly up, it will burp.

"NASA hasn't refunded my money yet," Xu Mo said innocently, "It's been two years."

Shen Lingfeng laughed loudly: "They cheated on you."

Xu Mo leaned back and sighed sadly: "It's so boring."

"If you have someone you like in your heart, you won't be bored." Shen Lingfeng leaned back and leaned on the back of the chair. The two were at the open-air wine stall by the river. wild.

"Why?" Xu Mo turned his head and stared at him.

Shen Lingfeng felt that Xu Mo's eyes were a bit strange. He hiccupped without image, and the old god said: "I like him, I miss him, I think about it every day, what is he doing, what does he like, what does he want What do you want, whether he hides something in his heart, whether he has me in his heart."

"Thinking and thinking, my mind is full." Shen Lingfeng looked at Xu Mo: "My heart is also full."

Xu Mo nodded: "It makes sense."

Shen Lingfeng stared straight at him, and Xu Mo also stared at him.

"Xu Mo, I..." Shen Lingfeng's brain twitched, and the words turned around: "I seem to like Mingxuan a little bit."

It seems to be, it seems not to be.Seems like it should be.

Do you take care of your childhood sweethearts to grow up with your friends, or silently guard your lover who has never been disturbed?

Xu Mo shook the beer can, and didn't enlighten him with the words that seemed to be passionate, just smiled and said: "If you like it, go and confess."

Shen Lingfeng didn't speak, but looked up at the sky.

In the sky, the bright moon hangs high.

"Then if I go to ... Mingxuan to confess my love, will he accept it?" Shen Lingfeng suddenly reached out, grabbed Xu Mo, and asked him.Xu Mo was stunned, and replied with a smile: "Yes, you are so good, he will definitely agree."

"Will you accept my confession?" Shen Lingfeng asked again.

No appellation, no reference.

Xu Mo automatically filled in the three big characters Jiang Mingxuan, and nodded vigorously: "Yes, yes."

Shen Lingfeng smiled.

Later, at the end of the month, Xu Mo left and said he would go to Miami for vacation.At the beginning of the next month, an American doctor called him: "Excuse me, are you a friend of Mr. Xu Mo? He had a serious accident. You are the only contact in the phone's address book."

The note is Dr. Shen.

Shen Lingfeng woke up suddenly, the morning light was twilight, and the sky turned pale. He pressed his head, and his headache was about to split.Why did I ask Xu Mo at that time, I asked Xu Mo again and again, and I was impatient when I asked someone as good-tempered as Xu Mo.

Why ask Xu Mo?

Xu Mo, where is Xu Mo now? !

Shen Lingfeng got up, shook his head, and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

Cold at night, dull pain in the abdomen.

Shen Lingfeng called Xu Mo, but he didn't answer, just hung up and sent a message, but Xu Mo didn't reply.

He wiped his face with cold water and called Tokugawa.

De Chuan picked it up quickly, and said in a low voice, "Mr. Shen? The young master insisted on going back to the hotel, we moved back."

"If you can't stand up on Xu Mo's legs, you must hire a masseuse, otherwise it will be difficult to recover after muscle atrophy." Shen Lingfeng was worried that Xu Mo's health was not good.

"..." Tokugawa sighed: "Mr. Shen, the masseur was invited, but the young master didn't want to, so he drove him away."

"Mr. Shen, if I say something, I may offend you, so don't take it to heart."

"You said."

"Young master is like this now, and it has nothing to do with you. After the madam passed away, the young master is like losing his soul. That soul hangs on you. Who can help him except you?" De Chuan said quietly: " Even for the sake of the young master saving Mr. Jiang, you shouldn't leave him alone."

It's not that Shen Lingfeng doesn't understand this truth, but: "Xu Mo doesn't want to see me."

"Have you ever looked for him?" Tokugawa asked back, "If you call and send a message, it means you have looked for him?"

Shen Lingfeng put down his phone, and after a while, got up and went out.