Rebirth is more than a year old

When Xiang Nan lived alone, he felt that the house was a bit big.

Except for a master bedroom and a study room, there is still a guest room. Although Song Chen is a frequent visitor to this room, it is still empty on days when Song Chen does not come.

At this moment, he is standing on the edge of the balcony, his favorite position in the past, looking at everything that can be contained in his sight, the city is breathing quietly under the light blue sky, but the rush of people and the siren are finally still Breaking this tranquility, time didn't seem to have passed too long, he could still see the most iconic buildings in the city at a glance, and occasionally thick smoke rolled up in the sky farther away, like a rare tornado.

He stood there, his back looked as peaceful as his mind, Feng Li looked at him for a while under the ink painting in the living room, then walked over step by step, hugging him very lightly from behind.

At such a close distance, Xiang Nan could easily feel the beating heartbeat in his chest.

For some reason, an emotion called moving suddenly surged up, filling his heart.

I remembered a boy Song Chen dated a long time ago, he was just young, with a pair of cat-like clear and charming eyes on his face, and while Song Chen was going to buy water, he secretly said to him: Hey, do you know? I know, you look good when you smile.

Xiang Nan was taken aback for a moment, and politely said thank you.

But the child persisted: I want to hug you.

Xiang Nan felt that his face was turning green at that time, but the other party seemed to be unable to understand his expression, so he leaned over and hugged him from behind involuntarily. This gesture of completely exposing his back to a stranger was Xiang Nan's It was an experience he had never had before, so he almost seemed to run away at that time.

At this time, he didn't know why he suddenly remembered such a long time ago, but he felt Feng Li's heart beat regularly on his left spine, and then slowly, it overlapped with his.

Xiang Nan never thought how much he loved Feng Li, at least, compared to Feng Li's devotion, his was really nothing.

The feelings he understands, even if they can't live and die, they must love each other.

He liked Feng Li, but not to the point where he couldn't help it.

But at this moment, there are many complex and difficult emotions in his heart, it seems that the soul that has been empty has been filled in an instant, if loving someone can reach the peak in an instant, it is probably now.

Thinking of this, Xiang Nan smiled slightly, his trembling body made Feng Li curious, "What are you laughing at?"

Xiang Nan raised his head and looked into the distance, "Feng Li."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

To Feng Li, these three words seemed to be the echo that he had been waiting for for thousands of years, and it instantly made his limbs tremble slightly. He thought that he might never get these precious three words in his life. Unexpectedly, in such an ordinary afternoon, I got it by accident.

He didn't answer, as if saying one more word would be a blasphemy to Xiang Nan's confession of true love. He just slowly lowered his head, rested on Xiang Nan's warm shoulder, looked out from Xiang Nan's gaze, let himself His eyes filled with the same scenery as the person in his arms.

Sometimes falling in love is such a wonderful and childish thing.

Wearing the same clothes, using the same profile picture, and wearing the same ring, I am afraid that people all over the world will not know that you are a couple, probably because you are so happy, so you can't wait to share this unforgettable moment with everyone.

Although very childish, Feng Li was so childish that he felt at ease.

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When the two came out of Xiangnan's house, it was already dark outside.

Song Chen had called half an hour ago to say that he had arrived, and the two of them were the only ones missing.

On the way to the hotel, Xiangnan was always nestled in the back of the chair playing small games on his mobile phone, Feng Li opened half of the window to let the June night wind roll in and mess up their black hair.

Ten minutes later, the car arrived at the door of the agreed hotel.

Feng Li went to park the car, and Xiang Nan was waiting for him at the gate, probably all cities are the same, the dark sky is dyed bright by neon, the traffic in front of him can extend all the way to the horizon, there is no end, people ignore it The eyes and indifferent face are also set off by the colorful colors. When night falls, the city finally sheds its indifferent and alienated coat and becomes more charming.

Xiang Nan turned his head inadvertently, and saw Yan Jun in the corner.

He was leaning lazily against the wall, with his right hand resting on his slightly bent leg, and there was still a piece of unburned cigarette between his fingers. His lowered profile looked a little thinner. Among his group of friends, there were a lot of smokers. Few, most of them just come to one by accident, but Yan Jun obviously smoked a lot today, cigarette butts rolled all over the ground by his feet, his haggard face was indescribably depressed, he looked at him for a while, and looked at him Go over there.

The sound of footsteps alarmed Yan Jun, who was lowering his head. He suddenly raised his head, and when he found Xiang Nan, a faint smile appeared on his face, "Xiang Nan."

Xiang Nan walked to him and stood still, pursing his lips slightly, "Why did you smoke here?"

Yan Jun looked at him, his glazed eyes seemed to look into the depths of his soul, then Xiang Nan heard him muttering: "I told him."

Xiang Nan didn't understand for a while.

Yan Jun continued: "Shen Qinglan, I told him that you are still alive and reborn. He didn't believe it at first, so I brought him here."

After hearing this, Xiang Nan was quite calm, probably because of Song Chenna's phone call during the day, at this moment he was able to abandon all the embarrassment and awkwardness and said softly: "Sooner or later he will know."

"Yes." Yan Jun shook the soot, and let out a long sigh from his throat, "I'm just a little bit unwilling."

Xiang Nan didn't know what to say, but Yan Jun threw away the cigarette butt, and pulled out a faint smile, "Actually, the reconciliation is only temporary. After a long time, I will naturally be reconciled. As long as we don't live in the same under the sky."

Xiang Nan was startled, "What do you mean?"

Yan Jun smoothed the hair on his forehead, and said lightly: "I am going to go abroad, and I will leave next month."

"Does Shen Qinglan know?"

Yan Junxiao said, "Does he know? What does it matter now?" He patted Xiang Nan on the shoulder, "Go in." He turned around and entered the magnificent and bright hotel gate behind him. .

Xiang Nan froze in place, feeling that he had a lot to say, but he didn't know where to start.

Feng Li came from behind, put his arms around his shoulders and led him in. Before Xiang Nan could speak, he said, "I told you before, before Shen Qinglan figured it out, we should separate for a while and compare each other. good."

Hearing this, Xiang Nan didn't say anything more.

He only cares about what kind of mood Yan Jun will leave here and this country.Where will Yan Jun go, what will he do, and who will he meet.

There is a saying that there is always a banquet in the world, no matter how much you don't want to leave, you must have a determination to leave as soon as you say it.Who wants to leave the city they are accustomed to, but they are forced to leave.

When Feng Li and Xiang Nan entered the box, Shen Qinglan immediately stood up from the chair, staring fixedly at Xiang Nan who was standing beside Feng Li, as if wanting to see through his body and see into the depths of his soul go.

Xiang Nan didn't hide, just let him watch like that, until Feng Li put his arms around his shoulders and walked towards the table, Shen Qinglan's heavy eyes finally became turbulent. It was unbearable to see the hurt expression, but Feng Li didn't look at him, he just pulled away the chair halfway from Shen Qinglan's table and let Xiang Nan sit.

After Xiang Nan sat down, he also sat down and poured a cup of tea for Xiang Nan.

In the room besides Song Chen and Zhai Qing, there was also Yan Jun, who was separated from Shen Qinglan by a few chairs, and several people were sitting around the big round table in disarray, and no one spoke, looking very deserted and weird .

Song Chen pulled Shen Qinglan's clothes and motioned him to sit down, and Shen Qinglan sat down with a blank face.

Looking around to the south, everyone was present except Ye Su.

Seeing that his face was getting darker, Feng Li knew that he must have thought of Ye Su, so he leaned closer and whispered in his ear, "I'll sleep with you at night."

Xiang Nan was worrying alone here, and suddenly Feng Li inserted a sentence that changed his style of painting, but he hadn't reacted for a while, and when he finally digested what the person beside him said, his old face blushed, and he glared strangely. Feng took a sharp look.

Such unparalleled ambiguity and affection can only be found between two people who love each other, so this scene fell in Shen Qinglan's eyes, needless to say how glaring it was, he was still holding the teacup in his right hand, and vowed to swear The cup in my hand was crushed, and I was reconciled.

Yan Jun glanced at him, then lowered his head and drank tea by himself.

Because Zhai Qing also arrived, most of Song Chen's thoughts were on the people around him, and he didn't pay much attention to Shen Qinglan's side.On the contrary, the dishes they ordered came out very quickly. Except for Zhai Qing and Feng Li, who ate more comfortably, the others were quite anxious.

Finally, Xiang Nan stopped his chopsticks, looked at Shen Qinglan who had been staring at him, and said, "Qinglan, let's talk."

Feng Li probably guessed what Xiang Nan was thinking early in the morning, so he didn't have a seizure at the moment, he just asked Xiang Nan in a low voice if he wanted them to go out first, Xiang Nan shook his head, stood up first, and walked out of the room.

Shen Qinglan hesitated for a moment, then followed out.

The door of the private room was closed again, Zhai Qing put down his chopsticks, looked at Feng Li with a calm face on the opposite side, and smiled, "I'm so calm."

Feng Li added a cup of tea for himself, and replied without raising his head: "No one can take away my people."

Although Song Chen hadn't waited to see Feng Li, he had nothing to say at this moment. He cast his eyes on Yan Jun who was at the side, and sighed, "Yan Jun, you really want to go abroad?"

Yan Jun put down his chopsticks and nodded.

Feng Li glanced at him calmly, "It might be a good thing to go for a walk."

Yan Jun smiled, picked up the wine glass in hand and downed it in one gulp.