Rebirth is more than a year old

When the four of them came out of the restaurant, the outside was already in bloom.

When Feng Li and Song Chen went to pick up the car, Xiang Nan and Zhai Qing stood in front of the hotel gate, and the rare two of them were alone for a while.

Xiang Nan has a good impression of Zhai Qing, at least there are not many people in this world who can take down Song Chen, and the other party is a seemingly frail scholar, which makes Xiang Nan somewhat admire him, the traffic in front of him and the neon lights on the side of the road Dotted the city into a beautiful galaxy, refracted the light back, and reflected Zhai Qing's glasses on the bridge of his nose in different colors, he spoke in silence, his voice was still cold, "Song Chen initially talked to When I said you, I didn't really believe it."

"Ok?"

Zhai Qing casually pushed a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, turned his head and looked at him, his lips were as thin as a sword's edge, adding a touch of coldness, "I'm a materialist, so the reincarnation of the soul is a bit of a problem for me. Exciting." These words sounded a bit like a joke, but when Zhai Qing said it, coupled with his serious expression, he looked very serious, and Xiang Nan nodded very seriously, "This kind of thing is indeed unacceptable. .”

Zhai Qing looked at him and continued: "Song Chen likes you."

This liking made Xiang Nan a little confused for a while, not knowing how to understand it, he said after a while: "I like him very much too."

Under the bright lights in front of the hotel lobby, Zhai Qing seemed to smile, but the corners of his mouth curled up in a small arc, and then disappeared quickly, "Your preferences are obviously different, although Song Chen's feelings for you have long been In the past, but thinking that he has stayed by your side for 20 years, plus the three years he spent looking for you, I am somewhat displeased with you."

Xiang Nan was speechless for a moment.

Zhai Qing's words made him a little confused for a moment, but at this moment, he suddenly thought of Shen Qinglan, the Shen Qinglan who liked him in his previous life but knew nothing about him.

Thinking back to the past, whenever a girl in school got closer to him, Song Chen would always appear suddenly, either scaring the girl away, or directly taking her into his girlfriend camp. Nan didn't think there was anything wrong, because Song Chen was originally the type of heartthrob, and he was radiant wherever he went, probably because he knew that he was too ordinary early in the morning, so when the young master next door suddenly When he appeared, he would look so surprised and unbelievable.

He has been with Song Chen longer than anyone else in this world, so Xiang Nan has always cherished this pure friendship. Now someone suddenly told him that Song Chen had other thoughts about him, and let Xiang Nan I was a little overwhelmed for a moment.

Zhai Qing, who was beside him, looked at him quietly, naturally he didn't let go of any expression on his face. Under the light, the young man's brows were peaceful, and he could only find the slightest confusion and entanglement in them. The green smoke behind layers of curtains is ethereal and elusive.

The air was silent for a moment.

After a long time, Xiang Nan spoke slowly, "He is as close as family to me, so you should cherish him."

They have walked side by side for countless springs and autumns, winters and summers, went down rivers to fish together, climbed trees to dig out bird nests, and even went home under an umbrella on many heavy rainy days. In this world, Song Chen is like him They are the closest relatives, probably because they are too familiar and precious, so they can come to the present without any worries. If Song Chen showed the slightest thought for him, Xiang Nan thought, even if there was only a little bit, he would Feel bad for this guy.

Sometimes epiphany does not need to be too early or too late for a person, just like he did not fall in love with the former Song Chen, nor the later Shen Qinglan, but fell in love with Feng Li alone. Once, and this time comes at the right time, it is consummation.

Someone once said that the two closest people are doomed to part.

Only parting, this feeling can last forever.

If either party tries to break the rules, there will be no success.

Xiang Nan likes Song Chen, understands Song Chen, and cherishes Song Chen.

So they are destined to spend the rest of their lives beside different people, even if they never walk together, they can smile and cry wantonly in front of each other.

Among the thousands of people in the world, only you let me have no scruples.

I did have you and will always have and cherish you.

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Feng Li and Song Chen's cars drove to the bottom of the steps one after the other. They rolled down the window at the same time, and waved to the person waiting for them at the entrance of the hotel. Zhai Qing adjusted his glasses, and said to Xiang Nan before taking a step forward: "I will cherish this person forever. Besides, you used to look better." He walked down the steps gracefully without looking back.

Xiang Nan smiled slightly behind him, and followed him down the steps. After Zhai Qing got into the car, Song Chen lay on the side of the car window and said to Xiang Nan, "I'll come to you tomorrow."

Xiang Nan nodded, turned around and got into the car, Feng Li leaned over to fasten his seat belt for him, saw that his expression was a little strange, and thought, "What's wrong?"

"No," Xiang Nan leaned on the back of the chair, looked ahead, and said quietly, "Zhai Qing said Song Chen liked me before."

Hearing this, Feng Li was twitching his hands while fastening the buttons, gritted his teeth resentfully, but said, "What do you think?"

Xiang Nan was a little dazed, "I don't know," then laughed again, "But it makes sense when I think about it, maybe I was born beautiful in the past, and I fascinated them haha."

Feng Li felt that the tip of his eyebrows was trembling, and he murmured, "They?"

Xiang Nan replied naturally, "Yes," and counted for him with his fingers, "Song Chen, Shen Qinglan, and a senior who wrote me a love letter when I was studying."

Song Chen and Shen Qinglan once had the idea of ​​Xiangnan. Li knew this letter. As for the senior who wrote the love letter, he had never heard of it. Feng Li couldn't help but feel a sense of frustration. Life, but the feeling that he didn't know where he was at that time made him very crazy, he couldn't show it on his face, and tried to show the minimum demeanor as much as possible, "It's really a natural beauty." Gritting teeth.

Xiang Nan realized something was wrong with him belatedly, and stared at him with a pair of big black eyes, "The senior who wrote me the love letter before, Song Chen said he gave it to the wrong person, as for Shen Qinglan, I am I just found out not long ago."

The lights in the carriage were a bit dim, and the dazzling neon light shone not far away, which was a bit dazzling. Feng Li leaned over and pulled him into his arms. He put his broad palm on the back of his head, and came without hesitation. A passionate kiss, until Xiang Nan's two lips were bright red, and he was out of breath.

Feng Li, who had finished his bad deeds, felt a little more balanced. Compared with those who participated in Xiangnan's past, he was the luckiest one who could hold someone in his arms and kiss him without any scruples.

It was almost ten o'clock when we got home, Xiang Nan had taken a nap in the afternoon, he was still in good spirits at the moment, he was not in a hurry to go to bed when he got home, he pulled Feng Li to watch TV.

This house existed in Xiangnan’s great-grandfather’s generation, and it’s almost 100 years old, but my grandfather has always cherished this house and cherishes it very much, so although it looks old, But all parts of the house are well preserved. The living room is next to the bedroom, with a set of old-fashioned leather sofas, a coffee table, and a set of cabinets on the opposite wall. A color TV is placed on top of the cabinets.

In recent years, people have been going to bed later and later, so in order to cater to most people, TV shows become more exciting as they go later.

Xiang Nan changed into pajamas after washing up, and when Feng Li entered the door, he saw him sitting cross-legged on a double sofa, holding a cup in both hands, drinking one sip at a time, staring intently at the opposite TV, Feng Li walked to him and sat down. Xiang Nan noticed his arrival, and handed him the cup in his hand, "Honey water, do you want it?"

When Feng Li took the cup and drank all the remaining water in it, the TV finally entered the commercial time, Xiang Nan leaned on the back of the sofa with unsatisfied feelings, and turned his head by chance, only to realize that his cup didn't know anything It was time to run to Feng Li's place, and he couldn't help being embarrassed, "That's my cup."

Feng Li shook his head at him, looking at him leisurely, "You made me drink it."

Xiang Nan leaned in his heart a few times, thinking that if I let you drink the pesticide, would you be able to drink it obediently?

Seeing his depressed face, Feng Li kindly changed the subject, "Aren't you sleepy?"

"Go to bed first if you're sleepy," Xiang Nan said, "I'll watch it for a while." After turning his head to stare at the TV for a few seconds, he seemed to remember something, then turned his head and confessed, "Your room is on the left In the first room, I have made the bed just now, you can sleep directly."

Feng Li stared at him for a while, "I want to sleep with you."

Xiang Nan almost didn't come up in one breath, when Xiang Bei's advice and Song Chen's warning sounded in his ears, he swallowed, "No."

"why?"

Xiang Nan gritted his teeth, "What if you plot against me!"

Feng Li's face was full of grievances, "I'm afraid of the dark."

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As Xiang Nan's attitude was unprecedentedly tough, the result of his argument was that the two slept in separate rooms.

When he got up the next morning, Xiang Nan found that someone else's hand was on his waist, which frightened him a lot. Even a carp straightened up and sat up from the bed, and the nature of the movement woke him up The sleeping man next to him looked at him sleepily with a harmless handsome face, "What's wrong?"

Xiang Nan glanced at the latch, "How did you get in?" The door was obviously closed last night.

Feng Li pointed to the door close to the closet, "He came in from there."

Xiang Nan stared at the ceiling speechlessly, it was so secretive, he only remembered to close the door leading to the yard, and forgot to close the door that was only separated from the living room by a wall.

Before he could wake up from his remorse, Feng Li put his arms around his waist, pushed him back on the bed, leaned over and hugged him in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's still early, go to sleep again." Just a minute." He closed his eyes.

Xiang Nan is the type of person who finds it difficult to fall asleep once he wakes up, so he can only stare at the ceiling above his head in a daze, until he is sure that Feng Li beside him is asleep, then tiptoely pulls his hand away, as lightly as possible. Get out of bed, get dressed, and go out the door.

The summer in the south comes much earlier than in the north. The Jujube tree in the yard is full of vitality early in the morning. Taking his shoes to the south, he walked to the bench under the tree and sat down, yawning and putting socks on his feet. The flowers seemed to bloom again overnight, clustered in the corner, indescribably beautiful.

The morning air became more and more fresh because of the flowers and plants in the courtyard. Xiang Nan closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Time seemed to step back suddenly, and he returned to his childhood without parents but still happy.

Compared with many people, Xiangnan is indeed different.

He has no rebellious period.

When his peers started to learn to smoke, drink, and play computer games like crazy, he still behaved in a hateful manner. He never came in late or left early, never missed classes, let alone contradicted his teachers and his classmates. , basically can be summed up in two words: ordinary.

Perhaps it is precisely the advantages that one cannot perceive, that are precious in the eyes of others.

Just as the ordinary Xiang Nan was treated differently by Song Chen and liked by Shen Qinglan, all this seems strange, but it is so natural.

He is always so quiet, even if he is bullied and taken advantage of, he just laughs it off. You wonder how this person can talk so well. It is probably because of this that he can live so calmly and peacefully that he has gained so many things.

For Xiang Nan, he only got three things in his life.

Good temper, principles, feelings.

So even though so many things have happened, he can still live peacefully and naturally now.

The only one who feels guilty is probably the boy named Xiang Nan who disappeared. If there is a chance to meet again, Xiang Nan would like to say sorry to him.Xiang Nan has seldom thought of this young man recently. Although the guilt in his heart has not disappeared, it is much lighter than before. It is probably because Ye Su's death made him think about many things. When we can be selfish, we should try not to Being selfish on the basis of violating principles, the purpose of doing so is just to fear that I will regret it in the future.