Rebirth is more than a year old

A window facing the east of the study room was opened, and a few rays of June sunlight shone in from outside the window, enveloping the two of them.

Feng Li had imagined this kind of scene countless times. The person he loves is sitting next to him and reading a book with his head bowed seriously. His side face is serene and peaceful. His long eyelashes move with the reading, like a butterfly resting on the heart of a flower. It is beautiful. It hurts.As long as he turned his head slightly, he could take in all the beauty in his eyes.

Sometimes loving someone is a very strange thing.

You always want to see him all the time, and when you finally see him, you don’t know what to say. You can only stare at him like this, as if you can be satisfied as long as your eyes are full of this person’s figure, and you don’t even need to talk about him. He can also turn his head and look at you.

When he was young, he always longed for a vigorous love, which could block bullets for him anytime and anywhere and kill him.Up to now, what I want is a feeling like a steady stream of water. Being able to shelter him from the wind and rain, wash his hair, and blow dry him is the best companionship.

Some people once fell in love until the sky fell apart and did not end well.Some people promise to never give up, but in the end they lose to reality.

No one can understand how lucky he is that after so many things happened, this person named Xiangnan still stays with him, even if there is still a long time before he can take it for granted again, at least, this person can meet whenever he wants. It is great luck for Feng Li to see them all.

Perhaps because his gaze was too intense, Xiang Nan, who was reading with his head down, suddenly coughed and turned to look at him, "Is there something on my face?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he was immediately thrown to the ground.

Xiang Nan wanted to struggle instinctively, but suddenly he heard the man on top of him say, "Don't move, let me hug you for a while."

Feng Li's voice was deep and deep, which was different from many times, as if his tone was filled with the joy of regaining what had been lost and a touch of contentment. Hearing this, Xiang Nan didn't struggle anymore, and let Feng Li press him down , chest against chest, the same beating heart in the chest pierced through the skin and reached the bottom of the opponent's heart, Xiang Nan felt a little hot on his face, and suddenly heard Feng Li laughing in a low voice: "Your heart beats so fast."

Xiang Nan was taken aback, and replied, "You too."

"Yes," Feng Li replied generously, his charming voice was so soft because of the master's deliberate gentleness, "Xiang Nan, I'm a little nervous."

Xiang Nan didn't know how to answer the call.

This man can always say some heart-warming love words unexpectedly when people are unprepared. These are not even love words, but the most sincere thoughts in his heart at this moment. Need to learn, as long as you want to say, naturally come at your fingertips.Xiang Nan has seen Song Chen talking on the phone with his lover before, and it doesn't take a lot of internal energy to say all kinds of sweet love words.However, Feng Li seldom uttered words similar to Song Chen's, probably because he was too serious, which made people unable to resist such expressions.

He said he was a little nervous.

Xiang Nan thought that he might not be the only one who was nervous.

The soft carpet under the body bears the weight of the two people, still as quiet as if they don't exist, the man throwing himself on him passes his hands under his neck, encircling him in his arms, the black hair is entangled with each other, so intimate The air became shy, no one spoke in the room for a long time, Xiang Nan felt that Feng Li was pressing on his body a bit heavy, but it was still within the bearable range, Feng Li's gradually calm breathing was heard by his ear, I don't know how long it had passed, Feng Li moved, put his lips close to his ear, and said softly, "I love you."

Xiang Nan paused, then said softly: "I know."

Feng Li hugged him even tighter, his lips were almost pressed against his ear porch, the hot air blowing over it made Xiang Nan shrink his neck, Feng Li smiled happily, and leaned over to tease him even more presumptuously.This is a small game between lovers, there is no need for any normal reason or serious posture, as long as you are here, I can take off the sharp and serious mask at any time, and play with you and make you crazy.

When it was almost noon, Feng Li asked Xiang Nan if he was going out to eat or at home.

At that time, Xiang Nan had already read one-fifth of the novel in his hand, and said without looking back, "Let's eat at home."

Feng Li, who was standing at the door of the study room, agreed with a smile, but did not leave in a hurry. Instead, he leaned against the door, not far away from Xiang Nan who was buried in his book, his deep eyes seemed to fall into the entire Milky Way, Bright and sparkling.

Xiang Nan had seen Feng Li's cooking skills before, so when he heard Feng Li calling him downstairs to eat, Xiang Nan ran down. There were four dishes and one soup on the table, all Xiang Nan's favorite food Yes, you could smell a fragrance from a long distance, walked to the edge of the dining table southward, and wanted to grab the chopsticks, but Feng Li grabbed his wrist first, and said softly: "Go wash your hands first, I'll take the rice away." Serve up."

Xiang Nan honestly went to wash his hands, and when he came out, there was already a bowl filled with white rice on each side of the dining table, Feng Li was lowering|putting his chopsticks on his body, seeing him coming out, he hurriedly said, "Come over for dinner."

At this time, Xiang Nan suddenly felt an unreal feeling that time flies by, as if he and Feng Li have been partners who have lived together for many years, and they are deeply embedded in the cracks of time, the wind will not blow away, and the rain will not extinguish In this way, it lives with the years and coexists with the heaven and the earth.

Xiang Nan sat down on the chair at the side of the dining table, and Feng Li sat next to him.

Before eating, Feng Li served him a bowl of soup, "Drink the soup first before eating."

Xiang Nan didn't know why, Feng Li looked at him and said, "Nursing the stomach."

Xiang Nan let out a sigh, and drank the soup in the bowl unhurriedly. Feng Li made the ordinary pork ribs and winter melon soup into something unusually delicious. Anyway, Xiang Nan felt better after drinking it. up.

The meal was no different from any other.

Xiang Nan was still burying his head in eating hard, Feng Li picked up food for him, and rarely used chopsticks by himself, and waited until Xiang Nan was done serving him, then picked up his own rice bowl and began to pick up the rice, even if it was such a rough person. The way of eating is also full of aristocratic elegance in the eyes of others. Xiang Nan puts the chopsticks on the empty bowl and rests on the back of the chair. This kind of gentleness can also be called non-aggressive, so while Feng Li was eating, Xiang Nan fixed his eyes on Feng Li's face a little bored.

Feng Li picked up some vegetables with his chopsticks, and said without raising his eyes, "I'm full, do you want to exercise?"

Xiang Nan didn't understand at first, but when he met Shang Fengli's smiling eyes, he suddenly had an epiphany, and sat upright, "Uh, take your time, I'm going to read a book." He stood up from the chair, and He climbed up the stairs.

Feng Li held the chopsticks in one hand and the bowl in the other, with his mouth full of food, looking at the fleeing figure, he finally smiled slowly.

After Feng Li cleaned up the dining table and the kitchen and went upstairs, he found that Xiang Nan in the study had lost his book at some point and was lying on the sofa with a gray pillow in his arms. The sunlight that diffuses in from outside the window creates a peaceful posture for no reason.

The music was still going on, Feng Li walked over slowly, squatted in front of the sofa, his warm kiss gently fell on Xiang Nan's closed eyes, the place where his lips slipped when he retreated was as hot as a fire, Xiang Nan Nan slowly opened his eyes, his voice was sticky as if he had just woken up from a nap, his eyes were blank for a moment, and he said softly, "I want to sleep when I'm full."

Feng Li reached out and tapped the tip of his nose, and smiled slightly, "Then go to sleep."

Xiang Nan hummed twice, then closed his eyes again, and quickly breathed evenly.

Feng Li lowered his head and looked at his peaceful sleeping face, feeling a lot of softness and tenderness in his heart.

why i love you.

Probably, when we first met, you said to me with gentle eyes: Thank you.

It was an unremarkable encounter, but it left a memory in the busy and crowded heart, and then it finally became an indelible mark in the encounter and getting along with each other.

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Xiang Nan slept very deeply this time, and when he woke up, it was already dark outside.

A soft lamp was on in the room, Feng Li was sitting behind the desk, still working.

Xiang Nan sat up from the sofa, the blanket on his body slipped to the floor, he hurriedly bent over to pick it up, this action startled Feng Li, who was reviewing documents not far away, and asked softly, "Did you sleep well?"

Xiang Nan leaned on the sofa, looked at him from a distance, "Yes."

Feng Li's eyes were smiling. Even though there was a distance, Xiang Nan had this clear understanding. The quiet air made his heartbeat slow down. Then Feng Li got up from the chair and walked over. Sitting down by the sofa, he stretched out his hand to straighten his messy hair, and then said: "It's getting late, I'm going to prepare dinner." As he said that, he was about to leave, and Xiang Nan held him back, "Didn't you say to go last time?" Do you want to live and eat in the past?"

Feng Li paused, looking at him with complex emotions in his eyes, but Xiang Nan smiled very naturally, "People always look forward, if Ye Su knows that I have always missed him in my heart, then he is in another The world probably won’t be at ease either.” Therefore, learn to treasure your memories and take them out to have a look when you have time, which is the best way to remember the dead.

Feng Li took the car keys, took Xiang Nan out of the house, and went straight to Xiangshengju.

Before Ye Su left, he had already greeted everyone in Xiangshengju, so when the employees of Xiangshengju saw Xiang Nan appearing in the store, they all cheered up.

Looking southward at the hotel that Ye Su has poured so much effort into, he said softly, "I think Ye Su is still here and never left."

Feng Li put his arms around his thin shoulders, and said lightly, "Yes."

I can't remember where I heard such a sentence: "Yesterday" as a noun has a greater real power than memories.

One day, Ye Su will finally become the yesterday that runs counter to tomorrow, forever buried deep in the dark but warm lake, taking root, sprouting, and growing, he will never grow old, because no matter how old the time is, their favorite The Ye Su, always stop at the best time of life.