Rebirth is more than a year old

In a person's life, there are many possessions and losses.

Even if you are afraid of losing, it is nothing more than adding trouble after all.

After Ye Su's funeral, Song Chen went back to the south. Before leaving, he came to the school to look at Xiang Nan. The two found a restaurant in the snack street outside the school to have a meal, and then Xiang Nan sent Song Chen to the side of the road. Song Chen hugged him suddenly before getting into the car, his voice couldn't hear much emotion, "Xiang Nan, come back and see me when you have time."

Xiang Nan just nodded and did not speak.

Then Song Chen stepped into the car door, and before starting the car, he turned his head and told him, "If that guy Feng Li bullies you, remember to call me." Beneath her appearance was a well-hidden sadness.

Ye Su became their tacit painful memory, because they once had it, so losing it became so difficult and unacceptable.

Before Ye Su left, he transferred the Past Life Residence to Xiang Nan's name. Although Xiang Nan was not yet 18 years old, I don't know what Ye Su thought of, but the Past Life Residence became Xiang Nan's property.After Ye Su left, Xiang Nan seldom went to the living quarters. One was because the college entrance examination was about to take place and there was not much time left, and the other was that there were too many shadows of Ye Su in that place, so going there would only add to the sadness.

Fortunately, the past life has formed a complete management system before Ye Su's death. Even if the boss does not show up for several months, the restaurant can still operate as usual.

Time soon entered March, and Xiangnan had a fulfilling few months. He lived like a war every day and was tortured by various exercises and test papers. Cao Qiudong joked: "The third year of high school is fiercer than a tiger!"

Both Xu Bin and Ye Wei nodded in agreement.

Xiang Nan just leaned against the table and smiled quietly. He talked less these days, and his whole person was lazy. Although he didn't talk much in the past, this change made it easy for Cao Qiudong and the others. I noticed that although the three of them didn't say anything, they were actually a little worried. Now that their studies were so heavy, and Xiang Nan had never been energetic, they were really afraid that he would ruin his body.

It's not that Xiangnan is not clear about the concerns of Cao Qiudong and the others, but he can't devote too much energy to responding to them for the time being.

In other words, he still can't completely get out of the reality of losing Ye Su. Although Xiang Nan is very clear that people must always look forward, but every time he thinks of the way Ye Su held his hand before he died, he can't let go.Ye Su is such a gentle and kind person. Although Xiang Nan knew about his illness very early on, he still refused to believe that one day Ye Su would really die.

Maybe death is fair to everyone, but it is so unfair.

Xiang Nan would sometimes think selfishly, why it was Ye Su who died, not someone else or himself, Ye Su with crooked eyes when he smiled, Ye Su with sly eyes, Ye Su who hugged him and sighed Su, so many leaves are filled with Xiangnan's memory, like a never-fading picture scroll, even though there are only two plain colors of black and white, they can still exist vividly in people's hearts.

Feng Li came here almost every week, and Xiang Nan's attitude towards him was the same as before. Since Ye Su came back from the funeral, the two basically didn't have a good conversation. Feng Li said every time, and Xiang Nan listened. He said, and occasionally inserted a few sentences when Feng Li stopped, all of which were harmless.

Feng Li knew that he hadn't recovered from Ye Su's incident, so he didn't urge him, put the delicious and nutritious food on the plate into his bowl, Xiang Nan lowered his head, held the chopsticks quietly and slowly As he started to eat, Feng Li looked at his indifferent and peaceful side face, and wanted to hold him in his arms and say a few gentle words, but his eyes, which were neither sad nor happy, never dared to get any closer. .

Xiang Nan let him hug him without struggling. After a while, he said softly, "Are you busy recently?"

Feng Li hummed softly, "Actually, I'm not particularly busy, it's just that I don't know what to do when I stay at home on weekends."

Hearing this, Xiang Nan said, "After the college entrance examination, let's go out for a walk."

In fact, Feng Li had long wanted to take Xiang Nan out to play and relax. Everyone had a bad life after Ye Su left. Such a situation is nostalgia for Ye Su, and it is also torture. So after hearing Xiang Nan's words, Feng Li smiled and said, "Okay, where do you want to go?"

Xiang Nan was silent for a moment, and then spit out two words: "South."

Feng Li's slender fingers caressed the top of his hair, rubbing it lightly, lowered his head to kiss Xiang Nan's soft hair, and said softly: "Okay."

Time passed quietly like this.

In a blink of an eye, it was May.

At the end of May, Xiang Nan ushered in an uninvited guest.

Xiang Nan doesn't know much about Feng Li, he only knows that this person is Feng Li, he is 30 years old this year, and although he has heard about his family background, he doesn't know much about it, so Xiang Nan doesn't know Feng Li's original feelings History is so rich, not only men, but also women.

It was a dignified woman with waist-length hair, light makeup, bright eyes, and a charming smile.

In fact, Xiang Nan didn't need to pay attention to such a person, but because the other party was a woman, it was difficult for Xiang Nan to refuse.

Although he has no feelings for women, he still has a minimum of demeanor.

The two were sitting in a generally decorated coffee shop outside the school. There was a spacious and clean road separated by the glass window. The woman on the opposite side nodded slightly to him, and her voice was as charming as imagined, "Hello, I am Ye forest."

Xiang Nan also lowered his head, "Hello."

Ye Senlin looked at him calmly, then slightly parted her red lips, and said softly: "I don't think there is anything special about you." Her voice was elegant, and a slightly belittling sentence came out of her mouth like a business Speaking straightforwardly, seeing that Xiang Nan didn't speak, she continued: "But Feng Li likes you very much, no, I should say that he loves you very much." Her pupils were very dark, and Xiang Nan could clearly see herself inside. I can't explain how I feel in my heart, but I just feel that after being said so by a stranger, I suddenly realize that there is nothing special about me, and why Feng Li likes him so much, Xiang Nan couldn't figure it out for a while.

Ye Senlin's gaze was not aggressive at all, and she didn't even have any other emotions. She just looked at Xiangnan with those bright black eyes on her face. He has a noble status, and although the clothes on his body can't see any obvious signs, he also knows that he must be extraordinary.

Xiang Nan felt a little uncomfortable when she saw her, and coughed, "If Miss Ye has anything to say, please speak up."

Ye Senlin was slightly taken aback, showing his first smile today, and then slowly said: "Did Feng Li tell you that I have a marriage contract with him?"

After hearing this, Xiang Nan couldn't help but say something in his heart: as the saying goes, life is full of dog blood.

This is even more outrageous than those smelly and long footsteps TV series. The young man who had been gentle for half his life finally became sharp in the face of such a sudden intruder. He raised his eyes and looked at the dignified The elegant woman replied indifferently: "Remember to ask Feng Li to send the invitation in person."

Ye Senlin has already seen Xiang Nan, although it is in the photo, but this young man is more than handsome, but not amazing enough, she does not understand, how can such a child be worthy of Feng Li's liking, let alone love?In Ye Senlin's limited memory, Feng Li was indifferent, but it was this kind of indifference that easily opened a girl's heart, and she never married her since then.

For so many years, she has been working hard to make herself the woman who is worthy of Feng Li, even if she is not the best, at least she has the qualifications to stand beside Feng Li.Like sometimes it came so inexplicably, that year at the family banquet, she stood behind a tree branch and saw the man's side face with a toast and smile, her heart throbbed for the first time.She considers herself a magnanimous woman, with Cao Xiashu before her and all living beings behind her, Feng Li has never lacked admirers around her, and she has told herself that she must be prepared to fight a protracted war, but when she saw Feng Li's love for this man named Xiang Nan's boy, she finally couldn't calm down and did such an outrageous thing behind everyone's back.

She felt that this was just an ordinary boy, at most he matured a little earlier than his peers. It is normal for a child from a poor family to understand the facts prematurely, but she did not expect Xiang Nan to be so calm when he provoked her, and he didn't even have an expression After a change, he leisurely said, "Let Feng Li personally send the invitation."There are too many meanings in this sentence, which made Ye Senlin startled involuntarily. When he came back to his senses, the boy opposite was looking at her, his eyes were as calm as the afternoon sun, covered thousands of miles away by the cumbersome affairs of the world, He said: "Miss Ye, I haven't fully accepted Feng Li's kindness yet, if you don't mind, you can give it a try."

What does it mean to have not fully accepted Feng Li, what does it mean to give it a try.

Ye Senlin felt that this was a humiliation to her, and his face darkened slightly, but he heard Xiang Nan say: "I didn't mean to insult you, naturally everyone wants a good man, I just gave you a chance to compete fairly. "

Hearing this, Ye Senlin's face paled slightly, still with an elegant posture, "What if I take him away."

Xiang Nan took a sip of the tea in front of him, his voice didn't intentionally express anything, but his ears were inexplicably tinged with vicissitudes: "If I love the right person, that person won't leave. No You need any scheming and means. You don’t have to think about how to keep his heart. Even if you put the whole world in front of him, he won’t turn back. This is what I understand about competition. If you take him away in the end, just It’s just proving that such a person doesn’t deserve my sincerity.”

This kind of language, this kind of tone, speaking from the mouth of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, makes people feel a little funny.

But Ye Senlin couldn't laugh. Although the young man in front of him was young, his eyes seemed to hide endless years and world affairs, with a kind of peace and indifference that had gone through vicissitudes.In such a big dye vat in the world, everyone has probably been worn away by reality and experience. Although those edges and corners have been worn unevenly, they still retain some original pride, but this person in front of him looks like a The smooth and smooth mirror, looking from a distance, is a smooth road.Perhaps he was once presumptuous, but this presumptuousness finally faded away gradually over the years until it disappeared.

Ye Senlin looked at him for a long time, then suddenly smiled, "You really don't look like a boy."

Xiang Nan smiled politely and distantly, "You are not the first person to say that."

The two talked again, and then Ye Senlin got up to say goodbye. The two parted ways at the entrance of the coffee shop, and watched her get into a silver sports car to the south, and then the sports car ran away like the wind.

Until the car disappeared, Xiang Nan still stood there, smiling helplessly.

What the hell is this woman here for?

Xiang Nan thought for a while, and felt that Ye Senlin was probably the daughter-in-law of the wealthy family who hadn't married back. Now that his fiancé was raising a bad boy outside, he was in a hurry to clear up the obstacles. Unlike, if he said he was not here for provocation, the first sentence the other party spoke explained the intention of coming. Xiang Nan thought about it one by one, and finally sighed.

As for the woman who was engaged to Feng Li, Xiang Nan couldn't react for a while.

Isn't Feng Li's fiancée the late Cao Xiashu?

Xiang Nan was thinking in a mess while walking across the road towards the school. It was already dark, and the [-]-watt headlight in front of the gate of No. [-] Middle School was shining bright and dazzling white light. Go, before reaching the door, I heard a short horn.

He subconsciously turned around and saw a familiar car.

Through the windshield, Xiang Nan saw Feng Li waving at him, gesturing for him to go over. Xiang Nan glanced at the school gate beside him, and finally walked towards Feng Li.

Feng Li turned sideways and pushed the passenger door open for him, stepped into the car to the south, and asked casually, "Why is it here at this time?" It's only Wednesday.

Feng Li smiled but said nothing, how could he have thought that he was passing by here today, just to take a look at this person, only to find that a woman who was in the way also appeared here, what a coincidence, he also saw that woman with Xiang Nan at the coffee After sitting in the shop for half an hour, he said something at the door of the coffee shop after he came out, the distance was too far, Feng Li didn't hear the conversation between the two, but he didn't like anyone who approached Xiang Nan , no matter men or women, not to mention, that woman has other intentions.

Naturally, it was impossible to tell Xiang Nan about this, Feng Li smiled slightly, "I just passed by here, I didn't expect to meet you."

Xiang Nan nodded, "It's getting late, I have to go back and study."

Although Feng Li was not very happy in his heart, thinking about Xiang Nan being the kind of serious person, if he was not allowed to go back, he would appear stingy, so he thought he was very generous and waved his hand, "Okay, then I'll see you again on the weekend." come over."

Xiang Nan hummed, turned his head before getting out of the car, and said in Feng Li's slightly expectant eyes: "Let's go to Shengju for dinner on weekends."

In the past few months, it was the first time I heard Xiang Nan mentioning the three words of past life, which made Feng Li a little inexplicably excited at this moment. He couldn't help but pull him back and hold him in his arms, letting him feel his chest Then he said: "Xiang Nan, you don't have to force yourself, no matter how long it takes, I can wait."

Xiang Nan shook his head in his arms, "If Ye Su knew that we were so unhappy, his spirit in heaven would not be at ease. One day, we will meet again."

I only hope that Ye Su can truly be free in that strange world.

Not lonely, not sad, not painful, not alone.

Ye Su, let's go.