I won't wait for you

The four of them put their luggage away and went out together for dinner. Everyone chatted about non-painful topics, each with a tacit understanding and a tacit understanding.

Back at the hotel, Qin Ning took a shower and lay down on the bed to send a message to Qi Rui.

After getting along with each other for the previous week, Qin Ning was barely used to being in the same room with Yang Wenyu at night, except that he needed to lie on the same bed as he did now.He didn't care about it for too long, but he seemed deliberate and petty if he was too coy.

When Yang Wenyu came out of the shower, Qin Ning had already fallen asleep on his side, not sure if he fell asleep or not.He gently lifted the quilt and sat on the bed, set the alarm and turned off the lights and lay down.The person next to him remained in a side-lying position without moving, but it was obvious from his stiff body that he was not asleep.

Yang Wenyu hesitated for a moment, and tentatively asked, "Qin Ning?"

Those who turned their backs did not respond.

"Are you asleep?" Yang Wenyu reconfirmed.

For a long time, Yang Wenyu thought that he would not get a response, and lay quietly, thinking about his own thoughts, but he heard the man's muffled answer, "Huh?"

"I..." Yang Wenyu asked nervously, "Ningzi...can I call you Ningzi like they do?"

After one question, it seems like a stone sinks into the sea.

Silence spread silently in the silent night, only the moment when the sound of "Ningzi" came out, the momentary tremor came from beside me, just like the sound that cannot be ignored when a stone falls into the sea, or like the shock when a stone breaks through the water. The circles of ripples and slight tremors shook Yang Wenyu's heart.

Yang Wenyu was ecstatic, forced himself to suppress the waves of anger in his heart, and reconfirmed: "Ningzi...Ningzi?"

Qin Ning heard the familiar voice call out the intimate name over and over again, and the voice that had been called countless times in the past suddenly plunged into his mind, indifferent, hearty, cheerful, enthusiastic, angry... Shouts rang out in his mind one after another.

Yang Wenyu felt that Qin Ning suddenly curled up his body and turned on the bedside lamp suddenly. He saw him holding his head and showing an expression of extreme pain, and his heart sank immediately.

"Ningzi?"

"Qin Ning? Qin Ning! What's wrong with you?"

"What's uncomfortable, tell me!"

Yang Wenyu was frightened by Qin Ning's situation. He couldn't figure out why this happened without warning. No matter how he called Qin Ning, he didn't seem to listen.Yang Wenyu equalized Qin Ning's body, held his head tightly with both hands and called out to him:

"Qin Ning! Look at me! Do you hear me! Look at me!"

Finally, Qin Ning opened his eyes in pain. His eyes were full of pain, which made Yang Wenyu tremble with fear.

"I'm here! Tell me, what's wrong with you?" Yang Wenyu gently brushed Qin Ning's sweat-soaked forehead hair away with one hand, and stroked the side of his face back and forth with the other hand.

Qin Ning's consciousness has not yet fully recovered, he only saw Yang Wenyu's enlarged face in front of his eyes, and felt his temperature and his gentle touch.The mixed voices in her head gradually receded, and Qin Ning felt that her nose and eyes were sour, and even her entire chest and lungs felt sore.

Streams of hot tears poured out uncontrollably, and Yang Wenyu wiped them away one by one. Unexpectedly, the more Qin Ning cried, the more he couldn't control it. He grabbed his arm and began to cry loudly. Out of control.

How much bitterness and suffering is buried in his heart?

Yang Wenyu felt pain in his heart, Qin Ning's crying made him unexpected, he hugged the crying man in front of him recklessly, hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear talk.

"Cry...Cry out all your sadness...I am...I will always be here..."

I don't know how long it took, Yang Wenyu's front was soaked, Qin Ning's hoarse voice gradually subsided, only sobbing in a low voice, Yang Wenyu patted his vest over and over again, finally he gradually calmed down and fell asleep.

Yang Wenyu gently pulled out his arm, Qin Ning was not sleeping peacefully, his brows were still frowning, he quickly took off his wet top, pulled him into his arms again, tucked the corner of the quilt, and continued to pat him to sleep .

After that, Qin Ning often thought of this night and thought over and over again, what made him suddenly lose control and explode?He couldn't tell either.Perhaps it is the exclusive sound, smell or body temperature that is engraved in his bones and cannot be forgotten.And what made him gradually calm down the demons in his heart?He thought, maybe it was the sound, smell, and body temperature that bewitched him and made him unable to reject it.All these are tempting drugs to him. Once addicted, he will never quit.

In the early morning, sunlight squeezed in through the gaps in the curtains, casting irregular bright lines in the middle of the raised quilt.The person in his arms moved, and Yang Wenyu opened his eyes, greedily taking a panoramic view of the process of his sweetheart slowly opening his eyes.

He pulled the corner of his lips and said softly: "Are you awake?"

Qin Ning responded softly, and then buried his head in Yang Wenyu's solid chest.This long-lost hug made him feel at ease, but it was like light and floating bubbles high in the sky, beautiful but unattainable, it would burst with a poke.After a while, he said in a muffled voice, "Yang Wenyu, why did you come to recruit me?"

Yang Wenyu hesitated, and then heard Qin Ning say, "Have you remembered it all?"

"No." Yang Wenyu replied, it turned out that he knew that he had lost his memory.

Qin Ning raised his head and looked at him suspiciously.

"I'm sorry." Yang Wenyu said again.

Qin Ning asked puzzledly, "What do you mean?"

"I'm sorry, I haven't remembered it yet." Yang Wenyu hugged Qin Ning's arm tightly, "I just went to investigate and learned some things from the past. I tried every means to retrieve my memory, but so far there has been no progress. .”

Qin Ning broke away from Yang Wenyu's embrace and sat up, "Since you can't remember me, what are you thinking about me now?"

Yang Wenyu said eagerly: "Although I haven't remembered it yet, I know it's you. I can't explain the feeling. I can't help but get closer to you. Can you give me time? When I went to see a psychiatrist, that The glass ball with paper roses belongs to us, doesn’t it? This is hope, and I will definitely remember it!” Seeing that Qin Ning was silent, Yang Wenyu broke the boat with a bit of ruthlessness and said, “Even if I remember it all my life, So what if I can't get up? I can't control that strong emotion at all, Ning Zi, I will be with you for the rest of my life, please, don't push me away!"

Qin Ning avoided Yang Wenyu's determined gaze and said, "I can't be with you, Yang Wenyu, I hate you."

"It's not because you love me that you hate me!" Yang Wenyu said arrogantly.

"Can you show some face?" Qin Ning sneered.

"I went to Xiao Qisi, there was a misunderstanding between us, I know this is not a reason for me to argue, I know everything is my fault, but, Ningzi, I just ask you to give me one more chance, I can't lose You. Let's live a good life in the future, and I will treat you well, you believe me!"

Qin Ning couldn't help shaking his head, and murmured: "No, we can't be together, we can't..."

Yang Wenyu suddenly reached out and pulled Qin Ning to his chest, turned over and pressed him under him, and kissed him when he was still panicking.This kiss was domineering, persistent, and then lingering.

After a while, Yang Wenyu let go of Qin Ning and said hoarsely, "You should hate me, but you still love me."

With a slap, Qin Ning couldn't bear it anymore and slapped Yang Wenyu's face hard, knocking his head away.

But Yang Wenyu smiled as he wished and said: "I deserve it." He grabbed the hand that hit him and kissed it, and said: "It's numb, I'll rub it for you."