I won't wait for you

Actionist Yang Wenyu directly booked the air ticket for the day.Qin Ning reckoned that it would be time to have dinner together in the evening, so he hurriedly notified his mother to go home early to cook, saying that he would bring a friend home for dinner tonight.After hanging up the phone, Qin Ning really felt that he couldn't stay for another minute. He wanted to rush to the airport immediately. He was about to change clothes and go out when he remembered that he fell asleep on the bed when he got home last night. He pulled up the collar of his clothes and smelled it. Smell, it really smells like this, even she dislikes this sloppy look, so Qin Ning took a bath again, cleaned herself up neatly, and then went out humming a song.

Arriving at the domestic arrival hall of the airport, Qin Ning found Yang Wenyu's flight number on the flight status display. Fortunately, the flight was not delayed, and the flight would land in more than half an hour.Qin Ning wandered around the airport excitedly. After visiting the country, he arrived in the country, and then went to the country for a walk. A lot of ideas popped up in his mind, where to take Yang Wenyu to play, and what delicious food to eat.During this period, Kang Zhuang made two phone calls, but Qin Ning directly pressed them down. He didn't want this bastard to spoil his good mood at the moment.Qin Ning had made up his mind to find time to have a good talk with Kang Zhuang, but not now, all he was thinking about was that Yang Wenyu's flight would arrive soon.

Seeing that the time was almost up, Qin Ning returned to the country and arrived at the luggage claim exit. After a while, a large wave of people came out, and Qin Ning saw Yang Wenyu who was looking out at a glance.

"Wenyu! Wenyu! Here it is!" Qin Ning jumped up and shouted excitedly, attracting people from the side to pay attention to him, and Yang Wenyu also looked for the sound, and the expression in his eyes softened. Dragging the suitcase, he strode towards Qin Ning.

Qin Ning couldn't help rushing over to give an exaggerated bear hug to Yang Wenyu who had just walked out, "Welcome Marshal Yang to City C! Haha!" After speaking, he applauded himself and stretched out his hand to pull Yang Wenyu's suitcase .

Yang Wenyu tugged at his suitcase: "I'll do it myself."

"Don't mind, it's far enough to be a guest, give it to me."

"No need." Yang Wenyu has grown up so much, and he has never let others carry his suitcase.

"Let go, or I won't be happy." Qin Ning glared at Yang Wenyu angrily, and smiled again in less than a second, "Come with me quickly, or there will be a traffic jam later."

Looking at Qin Ning's enthusiastic demeanor, his eyes were like crescent moons when he smiled, and the happiness he conveyed was so contagious that Yang Wenyu felt that all the unhappiness disappeared in an instant, and he couldn't help but want to raise his hand and rub this man. Her fine hair felt good to the touch, but at the next moment she was suddenly startled by her own movements, and put the hand that was about to reach out into her pocket, clenching her fist tightly.

At this moment, Qin Ning had already snatched the suitcase and turned around to lead the way.

Along the way, Qin Ning excitedly introduced her family to Yang Wenyu, and also specially introduced the Spring Festival plan she had made at the airport just now.When they arrived downstairs at Qin Ning's house, Yang Wenyu took out his luggage from the trunk of the taxi, and just as he put it on the ground, Qin Ning snatched the suitcase away again.Qin Ning's family lived on the fifth floor of an old apartment building without an elevator.Qin Ning walked upstairs with the suitcase in both hands. After climbing to the fourth floor, she was so tired that she sat on the suitcase and panted.

"Let me do it." Yang Wenyu looked at Qin Ning amused.

"No, I'll just rest for a while." Qin Ning wiped off his sweat, started moving again, and finally moved home in one breath.

Qin Ning took out the key and turned the door, and smelled the delicious smell of double pepper chicken, and shouted to the kitchen, "Mom, come and see who's here!"

"Oh, Kang Zhuang is already here." Kang Xiaoying came out of the kitchen with a large plate of Double Pepper Chicken.

Qin Ning turned his head and glanced at the sofa in the living room. No, the old God Kang Zhuang was sitting there, watching TV and eating melon seeds.

Qin Ning dragged the suitcase into the house and beckoned Yang Wenyu to come in, only then did Kang Xiaoying see someone behind her son.

"This is? This is Xiao Yang?" Kang Xiaoying recognized Marshal Yang at a glance. Sure enough, his good looks are impressive.

"Mom, isn't it a surprise that the handsome guy brought you back?"

"Oh! I have to show my skills tonight and cook two more special dishes!" Kang Xiaoying was overjoyed, "Xiao Yang, sit down first, if you are hungry, there are some snacks and fruits on the coffee table, you can eat some cushions first, just follow It's the same as in your own home, don't be polite!" Then he went back to work in the kitchen.

Qin Ning walked up to Kang Zhuang, "Who told you to come?"

"You didn't answer my phone, so I had to come to find someone." Kang Zhuang said very rationally after nibbling the last melon seed.

"I'll contact you again in two days. My friend is here today. Don't stay here. I won't be happy just looking at you." Qin Ning ordered to evict the guest.

Kang Zhuang took a look at Yang Wenyu, stood up and greeted him politely, "Hello, Kang Zhuang, Qin Ning is fat."

Yang Wenyu was about to introduce himself, but was interrupted by Qin Ning. "What nonsense, get out of here quickly, or I'll beat someone up." Qin Ning said impatiently, he didn't want to see this face at all right now, and he didn't even want Kang Zhuang to stay for dinner.

"..." Yang Wenyu stood beside him and gave Kang Zhuang a polite but unfamiliar smile.

"Okay, remember to contact me." Kang Zhuang patted the melon seed shells on his trouser legs and left.

"I've never seen you dislike anyone so much." Yang Wenyu commented.

"Hey, don't mention it. I didn't pounce on him and beat him up just now. I thought I had self-restraint. Let me tell you slowly tonight." Qin Ning sat down, patted the sofa and said to Yang Wenyu, "Come on, sit down!"

Yang Wenyu shook his head, "I'd better stand for a while, I've been sitting for hours."

At this time, grandma walked out of the bedroom slowly with a cane. Qin Ning got up and helped grandma sit down, and introduced to her: "Grandma, look, this is my roommate from the university. It is the little Yang that my mother misses so much. Do you think he is very handsome?" Although Qin Ning pretended to be jealous every time her mother praised Yang Wenyu for being handsome, when she introduced herself to others, she was happier when she praised Yang Wenyu than when she praised herself.

"..." Yang Wenyu was a little embarrassed, why did he point to the human skin and say, "Grandma, hello."

"Okay, okay!" Grandma didn't talk much at first, seeing her grandson happy, she was happy too, just squinted her eyes and kept laughing, Yang Wenyu found that Qin Ning's crooked eyebrows and eyes were exactly the same as his grandmother every time he laughed. .

After a while, Kang Xiaoying yelled for dinner.Looking at a table of Kang Xiaoying's special dishes, Qin Ning was jealous: "Mom, I never saw such a rich dish the day I came back. You are too partial."

"Are you still jealous of Xiao Yang?" Kang Xiaoying said cheerfully, "Xiao Yang, you're welcome, eat more!."

"Uncle hasn't come back yet?" Yang Wenyu asked without moving his chopsticks.

"Oh, your uncle, he is a very busy person, and he often doesn't eat at home." He picked up a piece of chicken for Yang Wenyu, "Come, let's try Auntie's cooking."

"Thank you, auntie." Yang Wenyu took a bite and praised sincerely: "It's very delicious!"

"My mother's craftsmanship, I don't need to brag about it. You have eaten it once today, and you will be greedy for the rest of your life."

"Hahaha, what a mouth you have!"

After eating a meal, Kang Xiaoying felt that Yang Wenyu was gentle and polite, and his affection doubled.After the meal, Yang Wenyu took out half a box of special products from City B from the suitcase to honor the elders. Kang Xiaoying was overjoyed, and gave her son 3000 yuan with a big hand, asking him to have fun with Yang Wenyu for a few days.

In the evening, Qin Ning took Yang Wenyu for a walk along the Hebin Road to digest food. The Hebin Road was very lively with people coming and going.

"Wenyu, have you ever been to the South?"

"No."

"You see, we have a lot of water in the south, and this riverside road is built along the river. The people here like to come here to exercise. When the rooster crows in the morning, people start to run, run and dance here. After dinner, at least half of the people in the city will come here for a walk, until around ten o'clock in the evening, there are many people." Qin Ning introduced to Yang Wenyu.

"Where there is water, there is spiritual energy." Yang Wenyu said.

"Few northerners would say that. Most northerners say, ouch, the south is too humid. In winter, it's so humid that water can be squeezed out of the quilt. When I was in City B, I felt extremely dry. There is a small river ditch in the branch area of ​​our school. I went there once, but there was no water, like a stinky ditch, and I am not used to the dryness in the north. By the way, is there a river in your house?"

"No," Yang Wenyu stopped, leaning against the exquisitely carved stone guardrail on Hebin Road, and continued, "I look at this river now, and I feel very, very comfortable." Yang Wenyu said carefully.

Qin Ning also followed by leaning on the guardrail, watching the slowly flowing river surface. The river water was rippling with all sorts of strange ripples, flowing eastward from under the flood bridge. A faint smile appeared on his mouth, and said: "It's calm. I especially I like water because, whenever I look at it, I feel very peaceful inside. At least when I look at it, I can forget all the restlessness and unhappiness. Sometimes, I even feel that I am You can look at the river like this all the time, just looking at it like this can comfort your heart." Qin Ning said, thinking of something funny, and excitedly told Yang Wenyu: "That's right, I almost hung up here when I was young. Even though my skin is still fair now, my mother said that when I was a child, I saw two black eyeballs in the white eye sockets all day long. When I was young, when it was summer, I wanted to go to the river every day after lunch. At that time, my mother still wanted me to take a nap, and I always sneaked out. At that time, we often swam across the river, back and forth, so we couldn’t tell. One time we swam back I had cramps in my feet when I was in bed, and it looked like it was going to die. If Kang Zhuang hadn't pulled me back, maybe I would have really become a son-in-law with the old Dragon King at the bottom of the river. Hahahaha..."

Yang Wenyu heard Qin Ning mention Kangzhuang, and thought of Qin Ning's attitude towards Kangzhuang in the afternoon, "You said on the phone today that something happened in the past few days."

Qin Ning stared at the river with rapt attention, and replied, "You know, I have a girlfriend."

"Ok, I know."

"The one who came to my house today is Kang Zhuang. It was me who made the child, and then...he...was with my girlfriend and never told me..." Qin Ning was like this, without any ups and downs in his tone, slowly Confidently told what happened at the class reunion that day.As he said, looking at the river, he finds peace.

"Then what do you think now?" The street lights came on, and Yang Wenyu looked up at the sky, where the moon shimmered dimly through the clouds.

"After that, I also calmed down and thought about it for a while. In the end, I felt that I didn't like Su Xiao that much. After something like this happened, it was impossible for us to be boyfriend and girlfriend again. Besides, it seems that she and Kang Zhuang have a good relationship. As for Kang Zhuang, although I am angry with him now, I analyzed that it is not because Su Xiao was snatched away by him, but because he is my childhood friend, but he did such a thing without even telling him Me. So..." Qin Ning paused, "So I don't think I will act too aggressively. I will talk to him in two days. I don't mind him being with Su Xiao." Qin Ning turned her head He smiled lightly at Yang Wenyu.

"Qin Ning, I have nothing to persuade you." Yang Wenyu said apologetically.

"I'm very happy that you can come here. I just feel like I'm holding back my stomach, but I don't know who to talk to, but it's very strange. I only really want to talk to you."

"Then, let me exchange my story with you. Do you want to hear it?" Yang Wenyu looked at Qin Ning solemnly and asked.

"Of course. Before the exam, I felt something was wrong with you. Does it have something to do with it?" Qin Ning asked with concern.

"Yeah." Yang Wenyu was very surprised, but Qin Ning had noticed it since then, "Before you went home, someone came to our dormitory to look for me."

"Are you young?"

"Yes, it's him, but he's not my boy." Yang Wenyu hesitated for a while, and finally made up his mind and said, "He's my boyfriend, to be more precise, his ex-boyfriend."

Qin Ning was only surprised for a few seconds. What Yang Wenyu said confirmed Qin Ning's fleeting guess the day he fell, so now, he doesn't feel that he can't accept it at all.

"I like men, do you feel disgusted?" Yang Wenyu looked deeply into Qin Ning's eyes, as if he wanted to look into his heart.He doesn't mind other people's eyes, but he cares about the thoughts of the person in front of him.

"No, I have always known the existence of the gay community, but I have never met such friends before. Now I know that you are, and I don't feel any exclusion, because I know a person's personality, not just because he is heterosexual It doesn’t make a difference if you’re gay. A person doesn’t have to be considered a bad person just because he’s gay, just as a person can’t be considered a good person just because he’s straight.”

Hearing Qin Ning's words, Yang Wenyu felt warm in his heart. He continued: "I met Qisi in a bar. He was my first boyfriend. We were together for 2 years. Before going to college, I Accidentally discovered that he was having a relationship with other men, so I broke up with him. He kept me and said that he would never betray me in the future, but before the exam, I went back to J City, but I ran into him again with other men The man is lying on the same bed." Said that he was lying on the same bed, the image of Xiao Qisi and the strange man naked/entangled fiercely appeared again in Yang Wenyu's mind, and his whole body exuded overwhelming anger.

Seeing this, Qin Ning calmly raised a hand and put it on Yang Wenyu's shoulder, shortening the distance between the two of them, as well as the distance between the two hearts, "He came to look for you that day, so he still wants to keep you ?”

"Ah."

"Then you, have you agreed?"

"No." Yang Wenyu's eyes flashed with disgust, and then quickly disappeared into the night.

Qin Ning chatted with Yang Wenyu for a long time. After returning home, the family members were already asleep.Yang Wenyu and Qin Ning slept in his bedroom, and Kang Xiaoying had already made up the bed, and they shared the same bed with two quilts.

"Would you mind lying on the same bed with me?" Yang Wenyu asked.

Qin Ning said with a smile, "How could it be?", and reached out to help Yang Wenyu tuck the corner of the quilt.The two lay quietly like this, listening to each other's breathing in the quiet night...