[Entertainment] Deep River on Earth

Skipping the topic of "milk and children", Jin Shuozhen watched Quan Xi get up to throw away the paper cup, with a bit of worry in his eyes.

This year, Jin Shuozhen has already figured out a little bit of the pattern. It seems that in May every year, the frequency of Quan Xi's dreams will increase, and the quality of sleep will be too poor, as if he has experienced something bad this month.

When I first met Quan Xi, I knew that the child could not sleep well, so I thought it was always like this.But in the past few years with them, you can see that there have been changes, but at this time, it will become a little different, so he realized that there seems to be something abnormal.

I really want to ask, but I don't know how to ask.

When Quan Xi came back, Jin Shuozhen touched Quan Xi's fingertips unintentionally. It was obvious that he had just held a paper cup filled with warm milk, but the temperature of his fingertips returned to the coldness of the past.

Is it okay?

Jin Shuozhen, who noticed this, thought of the way Quan Xi frowned when he fell asleep for a short time in the car, and the maknae and the others also noticed the situation, and felt that there was something wrong.

In the end I asked, when only two people went to the bathroom together.

Because he drank milk, Quan Xi who was rinsing his mouth stopped and saw Jin Suozhen's serious expression.

Spitting out the water in his mouth, Quan Xi said, "Let's talk to brother when we go back and find a chance."

In fact, Jin Shuozhen was not the only one who noticed this phenomenon. After returning to the dormitory, Jin Shuozhen knocked on the door of Quan Xi's room. Behind him were the members who knew that he was going to have a heart-to-heart talk with Quan Xi.

Quan Xi, who had already showered in the room, was wiping his hair with a towel.

After Jin Shuozhen went in, the unlocked door was just concealed.

He walked over and took the towel in his hand and wiped it for him. He had done it too many times so he could do it easily.

I still remember that when he first did this, Quan Xi's neck didn't move, and although his expression didn't change, he was a little stiff.

Ah, it was really super cute back then.

Jin Shuozhen pulled out from the memory, and the movements of his hands became softer and softer. He lowered his head and looked at the top of Quan Xi's head, as well as the small part of the back of his neck that was exposed when he lowered his head, and said, "Remember at the beginning, you didn't Get used to me being so close to you."

Quan Xi also remembered.

Because that was the first time in memory that someone did that to him.

It was so strange that all the cells in his body seemed to be running crazily, saying he was at a loss: "Well, because brother is the first person to do that to me."

Jin Shuozhen stopped wiping his hands slowly, and covered Quan Xitou with a towel.

Quan Xi raised his head because he stopped, under the towel covered and slightly messy bangs, those deep black eyes were quiet and beautiful.

Jin Shuozhen looked into those eyes, squatted down gently, and put his hands on Quan Xi's knees: "Then can you tell me? Why is my condition not so good these days? I am very worried, because you are not like Tae and the others. That way, I will take the initiative to talk about you with my brothers."

Quan Xi knew that Jin Shuozhen's question was not because of curiosity, but because of worry.Because you don't know, you won't know how to start.

He didn't want to make people worry about him because of some concealment, Quan Xi didn't find it difficult to speak, and simply confessed that he wanted to reassure Jin Shuozhen.

It's just a shadow that can't be shaken off from childhood.Blood, car accidents, ashes, obviously can't remember the faces that left, but those scenes are like nightmares.

"Because I can dream and think of my loved ones who died at this time." It was like constantly reminding him that the life left behind, burdened with love and sin, is destined to live so hard.

I always thought it was like this, I always felt that this was supposed to be his life.

"Actually, I can't remember which day it was, and it became only one person, but it seems to be a little frequent at this time, so I made my brother worry, I'm sorry."

It used to be more serious, even regardless of the time, he couldn't sleep all night, as if someone was holding a stick to stir his nerves. When he was younger, even if he finally fell asleep, he would always dream about it over and over again. Those scenes woke me up in a cold sweat.

"Now it's just a dream. When I'm awake, I won't think of those things."

But since I met Jin Shuozhen and others, I don't usually talk about it, and even the dreaming state is getting less and less at this time of year.

Although everyone now seems to have such a tragic past, when they grew up in that small village, no one would reach out to hug such a child like Jin Shuozhen and the others they met now.

So I never complain, and I don’t need to be pitiful or sympathetic.

But now those have been replaced by warm companionship, compared to the numbness of pain, now I feel enough because I feel what happiness is.

The temperature of this life I feel now, as long as it is real is enough.

Quan Xi reached out and held Jin Shuozhen's trembling hand after listening to what he said, trying to calm him down: "Brother Zhen."

It was clearly his own business, even he already felt indifferent, and even brought it up, it was more calm than sad.But the other party's expression now looks as sad as if he is about to cry.

Although I already know that I am treated like a family member and child, this kind of experience of being cherished to replace sadness still makes people feel very warm.

Quan Xitou leaned slightly to one side, and the towel on his head was also crooked.The overly delicate face made him look more like a child who was pampered and grown up, but what he said was the opposite: "I'm used to it, and it doesn't matter now."

Jin Shuozhen looked at Quan Xi.

This is a lonely star who was once adrift in the icy universe, but now he falls beside them.

His past, uncovered layer by layer, seems to have never shone into his life.

But the core under the dark and lonely appearance is always shining with a faint warm light waiting for others to discover.

Waiting to be discovered, waiting to be cherished.

Like buried treasure.

Jin Shuozhen buried his face in Quan Xi's hands, sour in his mouth, he really wanted to say a lot of comforting words, but compared with Quan Xi's understatement of past events, no matter how pleasant the comfort was, it seemed so pale.

For those who heard it, it was just a few words of summary, but for Quan Xi, it was a day after day that he experienced since childhood. There are 24 hours in a day and 365 days in a year. This child spent more than ten years alone in this way, and with that shadow and pain, he grew into the current Quan Xi.

Quan Xi's ability to bear seems to have no limit, but no, he just doesn't feel sorry for himself.

The child I want to cherish so much, said these words in such a nonchalant tone, it made Jin Shuozhen feel distressed as if it was slowly cracking.

"Brother, don't cry."

When Jin Shuozhen realized it, he found that his tears had already flowed into Quan Xi's palm.

He raised his head, wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeves, and said in a relaxed tone, "Ah, what's going on, it seems to be a little too hot, and the sweat is flowing into the eyes."

If it was meant to be funny, sure enough, Quan Xi no longer looked at him with that worried look.

"Well, because summer is coming soon." Quan Xi said slowly after taking Jin Shuozhen's words without rebuttal.

Jin Shuozhen sat on the bed, then reached out to hug him, silent for a long time, and said in a serious and serious tone: "I am loved."

"We must remember that we, Quan Xi, were born in this world to be loved."

The atmosphere was warming up, when Quan Xi heard faint voices coming from the door.

It's not surprising, since Jin Shuozhen is worried about coming to ask himself, it means that other members must have the same idea.And since Jin Shuozhen came in, he felt that there should be someone at the door.

Quan Xi went to open the door, and sure enough, he saw Jin Taixi and the others stacked together.

Probably because he didn't want him to see their sadness, he covered his face with his face, turned his face away, only Jin Nanjun looked at him with red eyes: "I just ate Thai boiled noodles, it's so spicy. "

Jin Taixi didn't dare to look at Quan Xi, and said in a nasal voice, "Spicy ones are delicious."

Although it shouldn't be, Quan Xi actually wanted to laugh when he saw how sad they were and how lamely they covered it up in front of him in order not to bring it up again.

It's the same as when they heard what I said to Jung Ho Suk before debut, it hasn't changed at all since then.Things that should feel sad, because they are so sad, it seems that their original share of sadness has been shared by them.

loved?

Quan Xi opened his arms and hugged the members. Of course, he couldn't actually hug so many members, so he just wanted to mean it.

Who knew that seeing him open his arms, they all shrank towards him, and their waist and arms were hugged.

Being wrapped in this way, of course Quan Xi's arms couldn't be closed, and the familiar feeling of suffocation hit again.

Jin Shuozhen from behind came over at this time and hugged Quan Xi's neck.

Park Zhijun said: "Brother Jin, haven't you hugged him for a long time just now?"

"Brother Zhiyu, this exposes that we heard it here just now." Tian Zhenguo reminded.

Others: ...Silly boy, you have exposed it, and do you think Quan Xi really doesn't know?

Apparently Tian Zhenguo also realized this, and immediately remedied: "Brother, we are all worried about you." Especially he, who lived with Quan Xi, got up in the middle of the night and crawled into Quan Xi's quilt in a daze, and found His brother was trembling slightly while dreaming, don't worry too much.

Seeing the maknae trying to show sincerity in his eyes, Quan Xi pondered for a moment: "So listening to the corner?"

Seeing their unanimous expressions of embarrassment, Quan Xi smiled: "In the future, if you have anything to ask me together, don't be so careful."

Slowly releasing Quan Xi, everyone nodded silently.

Pu Zhixuan lowered his eyes, and it was rare that he didn't say a lot. He hooked Quan Xi's drooping fingers with his fingers, and after hooking them, he exerted a little force.

Feeling that Quan Xi's fingers were also bent, Pu Zhixuan slowly laughed.

Min Yoongi moved his fingers in his pocket: ...Hmph.

Zheng Haoxi looked at Quan Xi's face that didn't mind, and suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his eyes: "So when you are tired, you must tell me."

"A child should look like a child, brother is for relying on."

With a towel covering his head, Zheng Haoxi's hands covered his strong eyes again, Quan Xi's exposed lower half of his face, his lips parted subconsciously, seemed a little confused.

Everyone just felt soft in their hearts.

Tian Zhenguo stared at Zheng Haoxi's hand covering Quan Xi's eyes, wondering what he was thinking.

After everyone went back to their rooms, he followed Quan Xi into the room and watched Quan Xi sit on the bed.

His head was still covered with a towel, Tian Zhenguo walked over, suddenly lowered his head, and kissed Quan Xi's forehead through his hair and a little towel.

"I heard that a good night kiss will make people sleep more soundly."

Quan Xi, who was slightly stunned, heard the young lady talking nonsense, not only that, the child touched his chin, and said: "And after I found out that night, when I touched my brother's head, he gradually calmed down." ,so."

"So?" Tian Zhenguo asked in a low voice behind him.

Tian Zhenguo, who spoke vigorously, continued: "So I may be my brother's tranquilizer, so it's only right that I come to sleep with my brother."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard someone behind him laughing.

It was only then that Tian Zhenguo realized something, turned around, and saw Jin Taiyi hugging the pillow, and said to him, "I'm sorry, it's me and Xi sleeping today."

Tian Zhenguo: I forgot about this.

Quan Xi sat cross-legged on the bed, watched as Jin Tae-yi chased Tian Zhengguo with a pillow and beat him after he finished speaking, while chasing back, he said: "Why are you kissing goodnight and taking a tranquilizer?"

Tian Zhenguo yelled while hiding: "Ah, brother V is a jealous ghost, brother, you should quickly recognize his face."

Jin Taiyi: "That Tian Zhenguo is a childish ghost, a spoiled ghost!"

Quan Xi didn't stop them, watching them fight, he thought to himself, both of you fit the above adjectives quite well.

And unlimited energy refers to them, who can still fight so vigorously after a long day of exhaustion.

When the two stopped panting, they found that Quan Xi had fallen asleep leaning against the head of the bed.

The two made a truce posture, approached together, one pulled the quilt and the other fixed the pillow, anyway, at this time the tacit understanding came.

After letting Quan Xi lie down, watching Quan Xi turn over and shrink into the quilt and then curl up, the two of them laughed at the same time.

Tian Zhengguo: Cute.

Then I saw Jin Taiyi lying in and hugging Quan Xi from behind, sticking out his tongue at him, silently.

Tian Zhenguo: Speechless and childish.

However, Tian Zhenguo, who put his bed together with Quan Xi, said that it was still a bed anyway, so I had nothing to fear. Then he went to bed and wrapped himself in his own quilt. The whole Xi of a quilt.

It's just a quilt, nothing to worry about.

He, Tian Zhenguo, is a strong and passionate man who can bend and stretch.

Um...

A person's quilt is indeed a bit cold.