[Entertainment] Deep River on Earth

The snow outside stopped, but the snow falling in everyone's heart did not stop.

In fact, during this period of time, everyone has a lot of pressure in their hearts. The sudden dancer incident in the youngest, before confirming the number of debuts, Park Zhixuan only slept for three hours a day and practiced frantically. Finally, he passed the final assessment, one after another.

As if standing on a rotating disk, new events will appear every time it turns.

No one knows what Zheng Haoxi talked with the company's senior executives, but it obviously had a great influence on him. After he said that, he returned to the dormitory and started to pack his luggage. Faced with everyone's inquiries to persuade him to stay, He still left a note in the early morning of the next day, and secretly left with his luggage.

This is the third day since Chung Hoseok left.

After recording the part of the song "Ordinary Trainee Christmas", Quan Xi walked out of the recording room, and saw Kim Tae-yi leaning against the wall, muttering something silently.

On December 2012, 12, their first BTS official twitter was posted on , which attracted everyone's attention.

And until their official debut, all relevant information will be released to the public through this official Twitter, and the members will also be made public after that.

Before making their official debut, the teenagers are already completely busy.

The song "Christmas of Ordinary Trainees" recorded today is their Christmas gift to the public before their debut. The lyrics also contain the impatience and joy of their debut.

And the voice of Kim Taehyung, who was the last to be released, also appeared in this song. As for the outsiders who have been guessing whether the BTS is seven or an individual, everyone who already knows the members but has nothing about himself, he In addition to taking a deep breath to make myself look more relaxed and looking at the members of "graduation" and "tears of school" that have been recorded, I can only comfort myself in my heart [I am a secret weapon, so don't worry].

I went to the practice room to record the log by myself, even though my face was full of laughter, and I told the exhausted members that I slept well after the recording, but I still felt an indescribable fear.

Everyone is moving forward, but I seem to be still here.

Quan Xi watched Jin Tae-yi nervously preparing for the upcoming recording, sighed inwardly, and walked over.

Seeing him, Kim Tae-joo opened the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Have you finished recording? It's so fast."

After he finished speaking, he saw the young man in front of him stretch out his hand, clenched it into a fist, and stretched it out in front of him.

The very righteous action, made by the young man in front of him, coupled with the calm and quiet eyes as before, made Jin Tae-jin's nose sore, but he couldn't help laughing.

With red eyes, he clenched his hands into fists, and then lightly bumped Quan Xi's fist.

Then Jin Taiyi saw the young man in front of him lower his eyes, looked at him and said, "Don't be afraid, you are the one who helped me block the fist."

Quan Xi didn't know how many people in this world would block fists for someone he didn't know well, he only knew that the first person he blocked for him was Jin Tae-yi.

Not everyone has that kind of pure, brave and kind soul, and even if this kind of Kim Tae-soo appears late, don't worry, no one likes it.

"There will be, many people like you." Quan Xi said.

Jin Taeyi, who was about to put down his hand, grasped Quan Xi's fist, and nodded vigorously.

"Yeah." Jin Taiyi couldn't help but smirked, and reached out to hug the child.

Before going in to record, he said to Quan Xi: "You too, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

Too much pressure?

Quan Xi watched as Jin Tae-yi entered in a more relaxed state than before, and looked down at his hands.

Nothing was clenched, nothing was held back.

After today's end, everyone decided to look for Zheng Haoxi tomorrow, because there is no way to accept it anyway, this team needs him, and everyone needs him.

Quan Xi remembered what happened in the early morning of that day.

That day, Zheng Haoxi thought that everyone was asleep, but when he went downstairs with his luggage, he couldn't help but look back at the dormitory that had carried his memories for nearly two years, but he saw all the people who had followed him down at some point. Xi.

Zheng Haoxi's first reaction was not the embarrassment and panic when he was discovered, but a little angry that the child was dressed so thinly and followed him out, but the angry and distressed words rolled around on his tongue, and finally turned into a sentence: "Quan Xi, go back sleep."

The reason why he chose to leave at such a time was because he didn't want to face the sad eyes of his older brothers and younger brothers, but it happened that this child who was the most difficult for him to face found out.

He recalled the boy's gaze that night when he said he wanted to debut with everyone, and he felt like something was stuck in his throat.

And Quan Xi looked at the man who used to laugh with his younger brothers and was serious and rigorous when dancing, now holding his luggage, ready to leave everything these days behind, there was a sense of determination.

For parting, no one feels more deeply than Quan Xi.

It's not that there are people who have never met before, but this world is very big, turn around and leave, there is a vast sea of ​​people, if there is no intentional contact, maybe we will never see each other again.

When seeing Zheng Haoxi's abnormal behavior, Quan Xi felt the atmosphere of deja vu.He didn't know exactly what the people in the company had talked with Zheng Haoxi, but he knew that Jin Shuozhen and others beside him, before their real debut was confirmed, they were actually tightening their strings secretly, and they might break apart at the slightest stimulation.

"Brother Haoxi." Quan Xi said, he seldom tried to keep things, he didn't know how to keep them, because many things disappeared around him before he kept them, but this time it was different, what did he want to do: " Want to chat?"

The young man's thin body seemed to be blown away by the night wind. Zheng Haoxi held the luggage in his hand and felt it was very heavy. The strength to hold on suddenly disappeared, he let go of his hand, and said in a dejected tone, "Quan Xi, I don't want to debut anymore."

Every time Zheng Haoxi recalled this time later, he felt: Ah, he really deserves to be my little friend.

Because Quan Xi didn't say anything, he just walked over and gave him a hug first.

A firm hug that is a little stiff, but it seems that everything can be put down temporarily.

He can't show weakness to his elder brothers at will, and he can't ask his younger brothers to rely on him. Zheng Haoxi is in the middle position, but it is not without moments of vulnerability.

But it is different here in Quan Xi, obviously younger than himself, but has the ability to make people want to rely on.

Feeling that Quan Xi probably didn't do this kind of thing often, so he looked a little strange and stiff, Zheng Haoxi couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips, and hugged the kid back.

The last two people sat downstairs in the dormitory and started the so-called "chat".

Zheng Haoxi felt that Quan Xi's magic was here, as if by his side, his restless mood would involuntarily settle down.

Unknowingly, Zheng Haoxi said what he should have buried in his heart, while Quan Xi listened quietly.

Finally, Zheng Haoxi said: "So, I want to go back, go back to Gwangju."

For some unknown reason, Zheng Haoxi asked Quan Xi, "What about you? Quan Xi, you have never felt hard work, do you want to go home?"

After countless times, Zheng Haoxi was both thankful and regretful for asking this question.

He heard Quan Xi speak slowly, with the same tone as usual, as if he was saying something that couldn't be more commonplace: "I don't have any."

When Zheng Haoxi came to his senses and suddenly looked at Quan Xi beside him, he met the boy's long-awaited gaze: "Well, it's just like what brother thought."

Zheng Haoxi never expected this to happen. Although Quan Xi never contacted his family, they only thought that he was at odds with his family. Out of caution, and there was no suitable occasion, they didn't ask more.

He didn't seem to feel Zheng Ho-seok's shock, so he turned the topic back to Zheng Ho-seok: "Brother, if you feel it's too hard, you can stop for a while and go home to rest, it's okay."

This is a kind of happiness, but also a kind of right.

People are not rubber bands, if they really crack, it will be very painful.

"Just go back for a few days, you have to think again." Seemingly feeling that he was really incapable of comforting others, Quan Xi searched his pocket again, but found nothing, and finally took out the three candies that Min Yoongi gave him today.

I don't know why, that brother seems to think that he likes it, and he always gives him a few pills when he has nothing to do. Sometimes Jin Taixi and the others eat it, and Quan Xi will be stared at by Min Yoongi.

In fact, Quan Xi is not addicted to sweets at all. It is better to say that when he was a child, he was robbed of a candy given by his teacher, and after a fight and was forced to apologize by the other party's parents, Quan Xi didn't care for such things as candy.

Since then, Quan Xi understands that for a child like him, expressing liking is a childish and extravagant thing.

He handed the candy to Zheng Haoxi who was stunned, stuffed it all into his palm, and said seriously: "If you don't come back, we will go find you."

But Quan Xi didn't know at this time, on the stairs, the group of teenagers who followed him could clearly hear what he said.

"I seldom eat sugar, because I used to think that the sweetness of sugar can't make up for many things."

"But I found out that sugar is actually quite sweet." Quan Xi said that, not knowing why, and smiled lightly.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Zheng Haoxi felt that Quan Xi at this moment had a kind of spotless purity, let him look at it, he only felt an indescribable sadness and warmth, he reached out and hugged the child vigorously.

It seems that this can suppress the emotion.

Zheng Haoxi finally took the three candies and left. He listened to Quan Xi's advice and gave himself a temporary respite.

The memory ends here, Quan Xi thought, it's time to go to see that brother tomorrow.

After eating the three candies, the person should come back.

I just don't know why, but recently I feel that everyone looks at me with something indescribable.

Also like Kim Tae-joo, he always says some weird things.

And why do you always buy him snacks recently?Even Tian Zhenguo always bought snacks and stuffed them in his arms, insisting that he eat them and tell him which flavor he likes better.

Do I look a lot like a hamster that likes to store food for the winter?

Just as he was thinking, Quan Xi turned his head and saw Pu Zhijun holding a cup of milk tea in his hand, seeing his bright eyes, and ran over: "Drink?"

The question was like this, he had already brought the straw to Quan Xi's mouth, so Quan Xi had no choice but to hold it down and suck, but his tongue was burned.

But Quan Xi's behavior when he was scalded was different from others, he frowned and then let go.

But Pu Zhijun felt something that made him open his mouth.

Quan Xi opened his mouth and spit out the tip of his tongue that was burned. Pu Zhijuan felt cute and distressed again, and said, "I tried it just now, why is it still hot?"

Min Yoongi, who followed behind, gave him a drink: "Because, you took my cup!" Then, he gave Quan Xi the cup that Park Jijun had tested the temperature, and asked him to drink it.

Quan Xi stopped drinking this time, and only held the milk tea in his hand, probably because his tongue was scalded, and his pronunciation was a bit vague: "What time will I go to Brother Haoxi tomorrow?"

As for the company, because the members talked with Bang Si Hyuk for a long time and promised to bring Jung Ho Seok back, there is no response yet.

"Go in the morning, why? Go buy some ice cream and coax him back?" Min Yoongi and the others have a mobile phone, so they have also contacted Zheng Haoxi, and they feel that his state is not as tense as before, and it is suitable for them to go. Have a deep conversation with him.

However, he still had a fresh memory of the scene where Quan Xi used ice cream and snacks to coax people inside, so he couldn't help but mention it.

Park Zhijuan also thought of Quan Xi's operation of coaxing people to give him snacks every time, and smiled: "Well, ice cream is not good, you can stuff him with sugar."

Who knew that as soon as he said this, Min Yoongi slapped his mouth over his mouth.

Pu Zhijuan also realized that Quan Xi couldn't let Quan Xi know about their eavesdropping that night, so he also quietly shut up.

Quan Xi, however, had already looked at the two of them, showing some doubts: "Candy?"

"Ah, um, because Hoseok likes sweets." Min Yoongi nonsense without changing his face.

If it was Tian Zhenguo, Jin Nanjun and others who can't lie, they must have panicked at the moment, but who is here now is Min Yoongi and Park Zhijun, the duo of the team who will be in the future, facing Quan Xi. His eyes were extremely calm.

No, not that calm either.

Quan Xi saw that the fingers of these two people were moving uneasily.

Quan Xi said calmly: "Oh".

Park Zhijun and Min Yoongi breathed a sigh of relief quietly.

Why do you feel that the kid Quan Xi is so imposing in an instant.

But fortunately, Quan Xi didn't care, otherwise they seemed to be really unable to hold on.

At this time, Jin Shuozhen, who came out of the recording room, always felt a little strange looking at the three people.

As a result, Min Yoongi and the others had just breathed a sigh of relief when Quan Xi said, "Brother, you heard that night."

"Actually, I should have said it a long time ago, but it seems that there is no chance." Quan Xi felt that it was strange to say "I am an orphan" for no reason, and he was used to not mentioning it when no one asked.

And he thought Jin Namjun and the others should know. After all, Fang Shihyuk knew it very well, but judging from their performance, it seemed that he didn't know.

Looking at the idea of ​​taking care of him, I thought it was a taboo for him not to mention it, even if he knew about it, he pretended not to know about the members, but Quan Xi felt a little cute.

Seeing Quan Xi's performance that it doesn't matter, Jin Shuozhen and the others thought of him that night again, and felt distressed and cute for a while.

No matter how powerful Quan Xi is, they only have one thought: this child was sent from heaven to give them pain.