I knocked my own cp[entertainment circle]

?? The evening wind in spring is a bit cool, but it's just right to blow on the face.Champey narrowed his eyes contentedly.The light yellow street lamps stretch out a warm feeling, the night is low, and a few stars are scattered in the sky, the moonlight is also light, quiet and safe.

??The two walked in silence, leaning shoulders together from time to time, and Shang Pei was thinking about how to speak quietly, appearing a little absent-minded.

?? "Dizziness?" Shang Pei was a little strangely silent, and Xia Lu'an looked at him with some concern.

?? "No," Shang Pei categorically denied, laughing, "Maybe I drank a little too much, and my brain is a little muddy."

??Xia Lu'an felt relieved and stopped making any noise.Champe glanced at his side face, felt like a kitten was scratching his heart, and forced him to say something quickly to break the silence.

??He had a flash of inspiration: "You didn't eat much at night, are you full?"

??"Um."

?? "My mother sees that you have been feeding me vegetables,? She just trained me to stop being a domineering just because you like me." A villain jumped up in Shang Pei's heart, and shouted, "I What a genius."

?? Hey,? If Xia Luan also likes me,? When he hears the word "like",? His expression must change, right?Shang Pei was very satisfied with his language skills, and stared at Xia Luan's reaction without blinking.

?? Xia Lu'an's expression remained unchanged, and he said with a smile on the corner of his lips: "I promised Auntie to take care of you, it should be."

?? Oh, promise my mom,? Manly sense of responsibility.

??Shang Pei was expressionless, and the villain in his heart fell to the ground with a snap, with an arrow stuck in his chest.

??He smiled reluctantly, and continued to insist: "Speaking of this, even if she has been entrusting you to take care of me, you don't have to work so hard. Those kids from the trainees look at us strangely."

??Xia Luan!Did you hear me?Say you do your best!Is it because you like me!

?? Xia Luan slowly frowned: "They gossip about you?" He thought for a while, "I'll take care of this matter, you can train with peace of mind."

??Champei: "I didn't mean that..."

??Xia Luan stopped abruptly and stared at him seriously: "Did I cause you trouble?"

?? When Shang Pei saw the little "chuan" between his eyebrows, his heart arose, and he quickly denied: "No, I'm fine, haha... just because you're too kind to me, they will be jealous."

??Xia Luan's brows slowly melted away, and he said with a smile, "Don't worry about others. Let's travel together and take care of each other more, it should be."

??Puff——

?? Another arrow was stuck in the villain's body. Shang Pei pulled out the two arrows expressionlessly, and blocked the blood gurgling from the villain's heart with his fingers.

?? Compassionate comradeship.

??very nice.

??Champei dare not be narcissistic anymore.

?? He opened the corner of his mouth and laughed twice, then changed the subject and said, "I don't see you very happy today, what's the matter?"

??Xia Luan's eyelashes cast two small shadows under his eyes. Shang Pei saw the shape of his mouth and immediately said, "Don't say it's okay."

?? Xia Luan looked at him in surprise, and Shang Pei realized that his reaction was too violent, so he had to bite the bullet and say, "Didn't you say that we traveled together and should take care of each other." He zipped his coat to the top, Hiding half of his face in the collar, he whispered, "If you have something on your mind, you can tell me."

??The street lamps on both sides cast four shadows on them. Xia Lu quietly looked at the shadows where the two crossed, and said slowly: "It's just old things."

??Shang Pei listened carefully, Xia Luan changed the subject and asked again: "What do you think of my parents' relationship?"

??Champei blinked and said, "Very good."

??Xia Luan smiled slightly: "In this world, they are really good." He took a deep breath, "But in the original world, I have never seen my father since I was a child."

??Shang Pei opened his eyes wide in surprise, and the smell of alcohol on Xia Luan's body entered his nasal cavity along the wind.He felt that Xia Lu'an must have drunk too much today, otherwise he wouldn't have said this to him easily.

?? With the beginning, the next step will be much smoother. Xia Lu'an said lightly: "My parents are their first loves. They were together in college. When they were about to talk about marriage, there was a problem with my father's company, and the shares were too split. Great, the combined shares held by him and my grandfather are only over 30.00%.”

?? "At that time, a major shareholder's shareholding had reached 30.00%, and he was only a little bit close to buying his father's company. Then..." He smiled mockingly, "Do you feel like a dog blood from a long time ago? Fiction? But life is such blood, my father did not bear the pressure of the family and was forced to marry another shareholder's daughter."

?? "My mother is a very strong person. She couldn't accept my father's running away, and my grandfather had his own business abroad. My mother was angry and went back to take over the business of my grandfather. As a result, she found out that she was pregnant when she returned to foreign countries .”

??Shang Pei was stunned and held his breath. Xia Lu'an's eyes were entangled with many depressions that he had never experienced before.After a pause, Xia Lu'an said: "At that time, my father had already entered into a marriage contract with another woman, and my mother was on the other side of the ocean, so she unilaterally cut off contact with him. She didn't tell my father about my existence, and she refused to tell my grandfather about my existence." Reveal why I exist."

?? He laughed at himself and raised the corners of his mouth: "My grandfather...he was a literati in the old days. He fled abroad during the turbulent years, but he always kept the thinking of the older generation. He couldn't accept that his daughter would make This kind of embarrassment to the family, after arguing with my mother many times, my health went from bad to worse. For a long time, relatives in the family said behind my back that it was me and my mother who made grandpa sick."

??Champei's heart seemed to be dipped in vinegar, it was unbelievably sour.He was raised by his family, with an elder brother who helped him take the blame, and a cousin who could be trained by him at will.He couldn't imagine what it would be like to have all your relatives poking your spine from behind, not to mention that Xia Lu'an was probably only a child at that time.

?? He sniffed, very strongly want to say something, but do not know what to say.Looking at the traffic coming and going on the road, Xia Lu'an's eyes were full of mist: "My mother has never been married in her life, she has been trying to be strong all her life, even if I return to China as an adult, she will not allow me to contact my father. "

"How is that possible?" Xia Lu'an said with a smile, "My father already had his own family. I knew since I was a child that I don't have a father, so of course I wouldn't take the initiative to contact him."

?? "But this world... everything has changed too much. My mother and father are deeply in love with each other. I have been traveling for three months, and I still feel like an outsider." He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and popped a pack of cigarettes with his fingers. root, put it in his mouth, and then flung off the lid of the lighter handsomely. When he was about to ignite, he looked at Shangpei and stopped his movement.

??Champey silently snatched a cigarette from him, took off his mask, and moved his head closer.

??Xia Lu'an smiled and set him on fire, and then set himself on fire.The smoke was lingering, and the smoke rings exhaled by the two were lingering together, as if they were far away.

??Shang Pei was silent for a long while with a cigarette in his mouth. The ash had accumulated a long length. He held the cigarette with his index finger and middle finger, lit the ash, and his eyes fell on the small orange light spot.

??Excellent actors need a strong ability to empathize. Shang Pei has been easy to empathize since he was a child, but when he heard Xia Luan say these things in a flat tone, the broken sadness in his heart was not just empathy.

??He just felt distressed. A strong mother, a group of relatives who pointed fingers, and a family composed of two formed a child's childhood.

?? He used to think that Xia Lu'an was cold and hard to get close to, but now he felt that there was no such thing as an iceberg. After getting in touch with him a lot, everyone would have a piece of marshmallow in his heart.

?? Shang Pei didn't want his silence to be misunderstood by Xia Lu'an as pitiful. He took a puff of cigarette and asked in a normal tone: "Is your mother busy with work? Who did you play with when you were young?"

"Busy, play by yourself," Xia Lu'an said, feeling that his tone was too heavy, and smiled again, "But my family has a cat called cookie, and it's an orange cat." He gestured, "So Big, very fat, he was always with me before the fourth grade of elementary school."

??Shang Pei said with a smile: "I have a golden retriever named Er Sha in my family, and he has been with me for many years."

??He didn't continue talking.

??Anyone who has had a pet knows that when a pet dies, the sadness in his heart is no less than the death of a close person.Ersha left a few puppies for his family, and they walked away very peacefully. Even so, he still hugged Ersha and cried like an Ersha, unable to calm down for a while.Xia Luan only had one cat to accompany him. How sad was he when the cat left?And there are cookies before the fourth grade, what about after the fourth grade?

?? Shang Pei sniffed and whispered, "My family even held a funeral for Ersha."

?? Xia Luan smiled with a cigarette in his mouth: "I also held a funeral for Cookie. I buried it myself under the ginkgo tree in my yard."

??Shang Pei praised the venue hahaha: "It's very good, the ginkgo tree is beautiful, and the leaves are golden when they fall off. Cookie must like it."

?? He swallowed the choking in his throat, he couldn't continue, so he turned his head to the side and took a deep breath of the cigarette.

??Xia Lu'an looked at him suspiciously, leaned over and saw Shang Pei's red eye circles.Xia Lu'an smiled helplessly: "What's the matter?"

?? "I haven't smoked for a long time, I'm a little allergic." Champey said.

??Xia Luan smiled tacitly, threw away the half-smoked cigarette butt, stamped it out with his foot, and said to Shang Pei: "It's a lot easier to say in the past, thank you."

?? "You're welcome," said Shang Pei, "You take care of me so much, shouldn't it be right to hear a few words from you?"

?? Xia Luan laughed again.

??Champei felt that he was really drunk, but he was not obviously drunk. He laughed more times today than Shangpei has seen him in the past two months.Shangpei looked at his smile, and felt soft and sweet bubbles in his heart for a while, and felt uncomfortable like a needle prick for a while.

?? He suddenly discovered that he really fell for it, not the ambiguous impulse caused by being single for too long, he really fell for Xia Luan, whether he was happy or sad, he hooked up with Xia Luan.

?? After realizing this, Champey felt a little sad again.He fell in love with Xia Lu'an inadvertently, but Xia Lu'an still regarded him as an ordinary friend who traveled together.

??Of course, maybe even a little closer than ordinary friends, but that little point is not worth mentioning to Champey now.

??He lowered his eyes, and the little tear mole dimmed down with his master.At this time, Xia Lu'an's cell phone rang, he answered the phone and said to Shang Pei: "Xiao Liang is here, let's go to the parking lot."

??Shang Pei walked back with him, thinking in his heart: If he wants to chase Xia Luan, how difficult it will be.