Return to the Road of God

Ye Yufan repeated weakly: "I'm fine, just take a rest."

The domestic diagnosis experience was too painful, which left a deep shadow on him, not to mention that his "disease" was unusual. I don't know how foreign doctors are. North Year".

"Areyousure?" Ke Jing was still a little uneasy.

Ye Yufan ignored the sweat on his forehead and insisted: "Cancel the first aid request, I won't go to the hospital!" No matter what happened to him, whether it was soul possession or reincarnation, before he figured out the truth of the matter, , Absolutely can't go to the hospital to take risks!

Seeing that everyone was indifferent, Ye Yufan shouted: "Please celit!"

"..." At that moment, everyone was overwhelmed by Ye Yufan's strength, and no one raised any objections.

And the guy who just called the hospital, under the pressure of being misunderstood by the staff as a prank, reluctantly pressed the replay button.

"You look pale, do you want to lie down and rest?" Guan Hongze thoughtfully asked.

Ye Yufan didn't answer, nor did he look at him, the pain in his heart was lingering in his memory, and his mental exhaustion made him extremely exhausted... Forget it, what should be settled, you can settle it slowly in the future.

After he lay down, people in the room came out one after another. Everyone seemed to be thinking about Ye Yufan, but they had different thoughts.

He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai blinked their eyes, you look at me, I look at you, and finally He Yuexi scratched her head in embarrassment: "It turns out that he is really not in good health...hehe!"

Guo Zhekai complained: "Xiaoyue, how can you be happy because he is not in good health!"

He Yuexi: "..."

By the floor-to-ceiling windows, Tang Zhen folded his arms and stared blankly at the plants in the yard.

Fang Yi handed her a glass of warm milk, and persuaded: "Really, even if you are just interested for a while, I don't want you to have anything to do with him... You have seen him like that just now..." Fang Yi spread his hands , expressing disrespect.

Tang Zhen put down the milk cup raised to his lips, not in the mood to drink again.

"I heard that many people who study art have some mental problems." Fang Yi glanced at Guo Zhekai, and whispered: "That guy also looks a little neurotic, as if he has no nerve. In fact, if you like Fu Tingxin I don't worry about such a person..." I wanted to continue, but Tang Zhen stuffed the cup back into his hand and walked away impatiently.

His expression froze, and he followed up and asked, "What's wrong with you? What did I say wrong?"

Tang Zhen didn't want to talk to him, and went directly to the bathroom, shutting the embarrassed Fang Yi out.

She felt a sour feeling in her heart, very uncomfortable...

Fragile, frail, painful, strong, cold... the image of that person is all in my mind!

For the first time, I want to know a boy, his past, what he likes, what he hates...

The first time was not to get, but to give, to be with him, to take care of him...

It's the first time I feel sorry for a boy... so it's a feeling of distress?Tang Zhen caressed his chest suspiciously, and smiled helplessly.

Bai Qing went to the kitchen with her slippers to soak lemons, smelled a smell of medicine, and asked the nanny, "What is this?"

"Master asked me to cook a bowl of ginseng soup for that guest." The nanny asked concerned, "Is he better now?"

"Not too good, just fell asleep," Bai Qing shrugged, took out fresh lemon slices from the refrigerator, saw the nanny turned around and put a bowl of porridge on the tray, and asked, "Is this for him?"

"Oh no, this is for Master Bai Mu, he hasn't eaten all day," the nanny said distressedly, "Miss Qing, please find time to persuade him, it won't work if this continues."

"..." Bai Qing said, "Leave it alone, I'll bring it to him."

The door of Bai Mu's room was locked, and Bai Qing knocked for a long time before the master came to open it with a gloomy face, "What are you doing?" The other party said in a bad tone.

"Are you planning to become a fairy?" Bai Qing didn't have a good face, "I didn't see you coming down to eat at noon, so I thought you were sleeping. Do you want to starve to death?"

Bai Mu glanced at the tray, with an undisguised disgust on his face: "I'm not hungry."

Bai Qing raised her eyebrows: "You have to eat if you're not hungry, otherwise I'll tell my brother, you'll be sent back to your country!"

Bai Mu: "..."

Bai Qing pushed away her younger brother, who was a head taller than herself, and entered the door.

A white cat came up to rub against her legs, making a "meow meow". Bai Qing put the tray on the bedside table, knelt down and scratched the white cat's chin, and called out, "Da Vinci, how long has it been?" I don't see you~~~"

Bai Mu climbed back to the bed and stroked another yellow-striped long-haired cat. It had a pair of mysterious golden-green eyes, very beautiful.

These two cats were brought by Bai Mu from China, they are already six years old, and they were very close to Bai Qing at first, but today, she saw the yellow cat with its hair standing on end, and said "呵呵" to herself With a threatening voice, he asked strangely, "What's wrong with Van Gogh?"

Bai Mu: "It has been restless since noon today."

Bai Qing: "Are you sick?"

"No," Bai Mu shook his head, "There are some strange guys among the guests who came today."

Bai Qing was even more puzzled: "What's so strange?"

Bai Mu comforted Van Gogh patiently without saying a word.

But he knew that it was because of that person... From the moment that person entered the door, Van Gogh screamed strangely, jumped up and down nervously, and even wanted to find a place to hide.

Bai Mu remembers this kind of thing happened once before. It was four years ago when his grandma was seriously ill. The day before his death, Van Gogh also screamed strangely. At that time, everyone in the Bai family was thinking about the dying old man. Mu noticed that at that time, Van Gogh's symptoms were exactly the same as today...

"What's the matter with that person?" Bai Mu also heard the change just now, but he didn't go out to watch the excitement.

Bai Qing told what happened, and Bai Mu guessed suspiciously: "Is he going to die?"

The corners of Bai Qing's eyes twitched and said: "What nonsense! Eat quickly!"

Bai Mu: "I'm not hungry."

Bai Qing took out her mobile phone from her pocket, opened the cover with a "snap", and Bai Mu immediately stretched out her arms to take the bowl - this guy has been afraid of his elder brother being alone since he was a child, every time Bai Qing threatened him with Bai Lei, he would He will be obedient and never fails.

After taking a sip of the porridge, Bai Mu frowned deeply as if drinking bile, and retched from nausea.

Bai Qing was stern and selfless, so Bai Mu had no choice but to continue to bear the pain, but he had reached his limit after only eating half a bowl: "If I eat any more, I'm going to throw up." Waved Bai Qing out.

Bai Qing glanced at him with disgust, the young man was so thin that only his bones remained, and feeding him food was like feeding poison. I really don't know what he lives on, air?I'm really worried that this kid won't wake up one day-he's starving to death!

Bai Qing went downstairs and handed the bowl back to the nanny, who shook her head and sighed when she saw the remaining amount.

After thinking about it, Bai Qing decided to go to Guan Hongze and tell him what Bai Mu said...

She knew that Bai Mu was a bit eccentric, but he rarely joked. In fact, when she heard him say that Ye Yufan was "dying", she was taken aback.

After hearing her report, Guan Hongze's expression became ugly.He worriedly went upstairs to check on Ye Yufan's condition, for fear that the other party was out of breath.

Ye Yufan didn't sleep well, he had many dreams.

In the dream, there were memories belonging to him, and there were also memories belonging to Xia Xiaochuan. All kinds of fragments merged together, making him unable to tell who he was.

There are several scenes that are always repeated: the scene where I learned that Bai Changqing had left under the cherry tree; the scene where Guan Linyun accompanied me in the studio; Whirling in his mind...

Later, he stayed in a very small room, which was very dark and the curtains were drawn tightly.

He lay on the bed, wrapped himself in a thick quilt without leaving any gaps, sweating and shivering under the quilt, and seemed to smell a bloody smell.

He felt the stickiness on his hands, he didn't know whether it was sweat or blood, and he was so frightened that he grabbed the quilt desperately...

He didn't dare to think about what they said, but he couldn't control his mind at all. He began to hate Guan Lin Yun, and after hating for a while, he began to miss him again. The way he looked at himself was so gentle...

He ruthlessly pinched his body, scratched his flesh with his nails, forced himself not to hate, and hinted to himself over and over again: You don't love him, you don't love him, you don't love him...

Guan Hongze went upstairs worriedly. When he opened the door, he found that Ye Yufan had wrapped himself in a quilt like a cocoon. Flushing, with obvious tear stains hanging from the corners of the eyes.

Guan Hongze tried to call Ye Yufan's name, but the other party's eyes were tightly closed, and the eyeballs rolled rapidly under the eyelids—is this a nightmare?

"Ye Yufan, wake up..." Guan Hongze decided to wake him up.

Ye Yufan, who was sleeping, dreamed back to the classroom in the Experimental Primary School, bright, sober and familiar, but there was a blank art paper in front of him!

He suddenly became flustered and couldn't think of what to draw. He saw his classmates put all their homework on the table, waiting for the teacher's review. When the teacher saw a good drawing, he would choose it and paste it on the blackboard...

He became more and more anxious and wanted to run away, but there was nowhere to go until the art teacher called his name angrily...

"Ye Yufan...!"

His eyelashes trembled, and Ye Yufan finally opened his eyes.

His pale face was marked with a pair of eyes as dark as midnight, with tears glistening, panicked and helpless... At that moment, Guan Hongze seemed to hear his own heartbeat.

Plop, plop, thunderous...

"Did you... have a nightmare?" The voice was unconsciously hoarse.

Ye Yufan stared at him blankly for a while, and a complex emotion burst out of his eyes - Guan Hongze was the man in his memory who betrayed the child he had with someone else, right?That's why I loathe, fear, and avoid him for no reason, because this person reminds him of that miserable and embarrassing past all the time!

"How do you feel?" Guan Hongze expressed his concern without knowing why, "I asked the nanny to make some ginseng soup for you, would you like some?"

"Hmm..." Ye Yufan lowered his eyes, trying to hide the turmoil in his heart.

hatred?Ye Yufan didn't hate Guan Hongze. At the time when the incident happened, Guan Hongze might have been just an inexperienced baby, and the right hatred was just an instinct in Xia Xiaochuan's soul.

And Ye Yufan, who has always been rational, will not continue his grievances with Guan Linyun to Taoist official Hongze!

What Ye Yufan was not reconciled to was Guan Hongze's ignorance.

Because he was born well and pampered, he calls friends and enjoys life, but he himself has to endure the pain caused by memory and suffer from illness. Why?

He hasn't even figured out why Bai Changqing abandoned him, why Guan Linyun betrayed him, who was the one who stole Xia Xiaochuan's works, and how did Xia Xiaochuan die young at the age of 32?

And Guan Hongze's fault was a face that resembled Guan Linyun, and an aura that resembled Guan Linyun!

Fate is really a very magical thing. What it owes you will always be repaid at some point.

Heh... So, don't blame me for using the same method to deal with you, Guan Hongze.

Only by using you can I know where those who hurt me are now; only by using you can I find what I have lost...

Ye Yufan under the quilt tightly clenched his fists - he had to find the answers to all these questions himself!