Return to the Road of God

People, split personality? !The shock in Ye's father and Ye's mother's heart can no longer be expressed in words.

Dr. Zhong told Ye's father and Ye's mother about the situation in the ward just now, and then asked: "Did anything strange happen to Xiao Yu during the time since we met last time?"

Father Ye mentioned Ye Yufan's overeating, Dr. Zhong asked: "Did he confirm it with you the next day?"

"Well, he looks like he doesn't remember eating too much..." Father Ye pondered, "Ah, I asked him if he could play chess that night, and he said he couldn't."

Dr. Zhong immediately recorded the incident, and asked, "Did he propose to come here today?"

Mother Ye: "Well, he called me after class and said he wanted to talk to you."

"I tried to hypnotize him just now, but he was very resistant," Dr. Zhong looked at his watch and said, "I'll go in and wake him up to see if he's recovered."

"How could this happen..." Father Ye and Mother Ye stood there in a daze.

Dr. Zhong entered the consultation room and woke up Ye Yufan: "Do you know who I am?"

Ye Yufan looked at him with a confused look on his face: "Doctor Zhong...?"

Dr. Zhong smiled: "Do you remember why you are here?"

"I..." Ye Yufan only remembered that he had left school and called his mother to pick him up... He woke up, and he wanted to ask Dr. Zhong for help!

But now that Dr. Zhong is sitting in front of him, he has no desire to confide in him at all, and even feels a little disgusted by others peeping into his heart.

This sense of insecurity made Ye Yufan panic, he shook his head silently.

Dr. Zhong handed him a cup of hot water and looked at him with a smile: "Is there no memory of what happened just now?"

Just now?Ye Yufan was startled, what happened just now?That's right, why did I wake up here!

Dr. Zhong then asked: "Your mother said you want to see me, is there anything you want to tell me?"

Ye Yufan was confused, he had a problem, but there seemed to be a strange force preventing him from speaking.

Seeing that he had no intention of expressing his opinion, Dr. Zhong said, "I'll go out and talk to your parents. You should think about it here. If you think of anything, tell me later, okay?"

Ye Yufan nodded absentmindedly, and sat on the hospital bed with his knees hugged.

He had a vague impression of what happened just now, but it was very vague, like a dream, the image in his mind was very clear when he was half awake, but when he fully woke up, he didn't remember anything.

The spirit is very exhausted, too exhausted for him to think deeply...

Dr. Zhong closed the door, sat opposite Ye's father and Ye's mother, and pondered: "Xiao Yu has begun to close himself. He may feel insecure and subconsciously refuse to open his heart to others."

Father Ye frowned and asked, "Can you explain to us what split personality is all about?"

Dr. Zhong: "The scientific name of split personality is also called 'dissociative disorder', which is a kind of mental disorder. It is rare in clinical practice. Xiaoyu...is a very special case, because he has many conditions and medical experience. The description doesn't match, so I'm just speculating."

"Split personality is divided into psychogenic amnesia and multiple personality disorder. The former usually requires some strong and continuous mental stimulation to cause the onset. The main symptoms are trance, emotional apathy, world-weariness and other phenomena. According to your information Based on the information and my judgment, Xiao Yu has intermittent trances, which occurred after binge eating."

"Multiple personality means that a person has two or more personalities at the same time," Dr. Zhong explained, seeing Father Ye's shocked expression, "Generally speaking, multiple personalities that are not mentally ill are common. For example, A person who is very cheerful and outgoing, but likes to be alone by nature, or a person who knows everything on the Internet but is a dull gourd in real life. These are all manifestations of multiple personalities. Even a person at different stages of life may There are personality changes, but these behaviors are acceptable to the general public, and their main personalities are aware of their different sides."

Father Ye nodded repeatedly, signaling Dr. Zhong to continue.

"Split personality is not the case. If a person suffers from schizophrenia, assuming a dual personality, then the two personalities exist independently. They have independent memories, personalities, behaviors, and even independent names. Everyone The personality dominates in a certain period of time, but in general, the main personality does not know the existence of the derived personality, but the new personality does understand the main personality, and he will even derive more personalities based on the main personality and his own characteristics !"

Father Ye and Mother Ye were terrified when they heard this.

Dr. Zhong comforted them and said, "As long as we confirm that Xiao Yu's derivative personality is not self-harming or other-harming, there is no need to worry too much."

Ye's father and Ye's mother were terrified when they heard it. This is a plot that only appears in movies and novels, but it happened to me at this time!

Dr. Zhong looked at the record board and continued: "If Xiao Yu is indeed suffering from schizophrenia, then all this can make sense."

Father Ye asked: "Then what should we do now?"

"According to my inference, Xiaoyu's other personality may be completely different from Xiaoyu himself. I suggest maintaining the status quo and waiting for development." Dr. Zhong said calmly.

Mother Ye obviously couldn't control her emotions, she raised her voice and said, "Will you just watch him go crazy?"

"This is the best way to prevent the situation from getting worse." Dr. Zhong looked at Mother Ye with an irresistible majesty in his eyes, "We can't even figure out Xiaoyu's other personality now, so how to treat him?" ?The id of patients with schizophrenia is mostly cautious, emotional, and insecure, and if additional stimulation is given to him, it will only make him collapse further."

Mother Ye's lips trembled slightly, obviously feeling that she was out of control. Father Ye reached out to cover the back of her hand, held it gently, looked at Dr. Zhong and said, "We will cooperate."

Doctor Zhong nodded: "Very well, if another personality of Xiao Yu appears, you must not panic, try to guide him as usual, try to guide him, get close to him, and make him feel dependent on you, because now it seems that this The little guy came very suddenly, once you panic, he will be more nervous than you, and he will hide, which is why Xiao Yu will forget his previous behavior after waking up."

Father Ye asked: "Xiao Yu's other personality doesn't know us?"

Dr. Zhong: "Yes, this also makes me feel very strange. Generally, the secondary personality derived from the main personality will have some characteristics of the main personality, but it will not be completely unfamiliar with the environment in which the main personality lives. According to my initial experience According to the analysis and assumptions, the reason for Xiao Yu's division comes from subconscious pressure, he looks perfect, but his subconscious already hates this way of life very much, when his id was exhausted to maintain perfection, he rebelled."

Father Ye asked: "Then let Xiao Yu know what disease he has?"

"Absolutely not," Dr. Zhong said sternly, "If we tell him now that Xiao Yu's nominative case will instinctively resist the existence of sub-cases, and he will have self-loathing, self-doubt, self-harm and other adverse reactions, all we can do is Guiding, leading him to discover the existence of another self, prompting him to communicate and integrate with another personality, and realize the integrity of his personality, this is the best way to treat split personality disorder.”

"Of course, you also have to be mentally prepared," Dr. Zhong said, taking a deep breath, "Even if Xiao Yu is cured, he will no longer be the Xiao Yu you know, he will have the commonality of his original personality and his second personality." feature."

Overnight, the excellent and perfect son suffered from schizophrenia.

Heaven to hell - there's never been a more challenging one.

The night after returning from the hospital, Ye’s father and Ye’s mother had insomnia, muttering “Why did this happen” and “What should I do”... Until the sun rose the next day, Ye’s father and Ye’s mother still hadn’t read aloud. So unexpectedly, Ye Yufan fell ill first!

He was hot all over, dripping with cold sweat, and his body temperature rose to 39 degrees!The sudden cold caused Ye's father and Ye's mother to be overwhelmed.Seeing her normally healthy and handsome son lying on the bed with a pale complexion, Mother Ye's heart ached.

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Ye Yufan lay on the bed, feeling dizzy, short of breath, and weak all over. He had never been so completely sick, so sick that he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers.

He didn't know whether he was asleep or awake, he was dreaming one after another, and the chaotic images flashed intermittently like a movie.

Inferior toys in childhood, incomplete characters on the blackboard in elementary school, Li Shihan's round and full forehead, test papers with full marks one after another...

Night, day, sunset, sunrise, reverse time, backward movement, laughter, crying and wailing, burning paintings and books, quarrels and insults, rallies and parades...

Then there are various colors, black, red, white, yellow, green...

Familiar, strange, vague, clear, flooding up, fading, coming up again, fading, like the tide.

This dream seemed to last forever.

Ye Yufan opened his eyes, his body was still weak, but he felt much better mentally.

He saw the glass water glass on the bedside table, struggled to support his body, took a few sips of water, it was still warm.

——It was only when he was sick that he realized it.

He went to the hospital to hang salt water, and has been sleeping since he got home. His mother has taken care of him all day, and he has an impression.

He leaned on the pillow, vaguely recalling what had just happened in his dream.

Why do I dream of places I've never been to?The old houses that only appear in TV dramas, the red-painted wooden lattice windows, the scattered banners and pennants, the decaying streets and squares...

And those things that have never been touched?For example, the warm hand holding the penholder, the bright canvas, the pungent smell like paint...

Ye Yufan looked at his palm, which was the most familiar part of his body, but he had never observed it so carefully before.

The slender fingers, the hidden joints under the skin, the inconspicuous blood vessels and meridians, and the neat edges of the nails.It can't be called beautiful, but it is very clean, and it can be regarded as delicate hands among boys.

Is the self in the dream drawing with these hands?