Return to the Road of God

Father Ye's original intention of telling the "truth" was that he didn't want Ye Yufan to accept this great halo, because the halo is always accompanied by controversy and slander, they are just ordinary people of ordinary background, not to mention Ye Yufan is still lying on the hospital bed, Whether he will wake up or not is another question.

No matter how entangled he was before, Father Ye always wanted to protect Ye Yufan, because he was his child.

Ke Rhine didn't seem to have any plans to change his mind. He had his own set of understandings and theories, and he praised Ye Yufan as always, as if he believed that his judgment would not be wrong.

"Count Rhine..." Father Ye asked again, "I don't understand something."

Rhine: "What?"

Father Ye: "You value Ye Yufan so much. You not only bought his paintings, but even set up this competition just for him. What is the purpose? I'm sorry to think about your thoughts from this perspective. Do you want to subsidize him in disguise? Help him become famous? Or just satisfy your curiosity?"

Rhine laughed, he looked at Father Ye and said, "Your question is really good, I admire you very much, Mr. Ye, you have always been calm, and you have not lost your mind because of the glory your son has won. But I also want to I'm sorry to you, I just hope that Ye Yufan can fulfill my wish for me."

Father Ye: "...what's the matter?"

"Four years ago, when I was doing a routine physical examination, I learned that I had cancer cells in my body..." Rhine pointed to his neck, "It was my lymphatic problem. At that time, I had an operation , temporarily alleviated the spread of cancer cells, but my doctor told me that no matter how good the diet and drug control are, I can't live past [-]. If I'm lucky, I still have three to five years, and Now, it's the fifth year."

Father Ye and the others looked at Rhine in surprise. They could never have imagined that this hale and hearty old man was about to die.

"Not long ago, I went for another examination," Rhine pointed to his head again, and said, "Those naughty cancer cells have already arrived here, and now I can sit here and talk to you without any pain, rely on It's all those expensive drugs that numb my pain...I've lived in my 80s, my body can't handle a bigger surgery, and I'm ready to meet God...but sadly , I have never left a single heir in my whole life."

"..." Could it be that this old man wants to take Ye Yufan as his son?The pie was too big, Father Ye's hands were shaking a little.

"The only thing I'm not willing to part with..." Rhine said sadly, "It's my memory."

Everyone: "..." This reversal makes people almost unable to react!

Father Ye: "You mean...?"

Rhine: "I hope that someone can inherit my memory."

Father Ye: "Inherit memory? How to do this?"

Rhine: "This world has given me so many beautiful things, and I wanted to express them in the form of art more than once... But the process of creation consumes a lot of energy. Although I have also studied art, I now I don’t have the energy and stamina to paint anymore.”

Father Ye: "You mean, you want Ye Yufan to draw your memory?"

Rhine: "Yes, but not entirely. If I'm not wrong, Ye Yufan should also have the ability to remember my memory when I was young. As long as he reads my diary carefully, my experiences and my views on the world It will go deep into his mind and become a part of him... This is why I chose him. Because he can easily draw works that incorporate my "thoughts" and "memory" without deliberation. My whole life will be It comes naturally to his paintings."

Everyone: "..."

Rhine: "50 years of diaries plus almost 20 years of memories, there are a total of 120 six books. I will not limit how much time he has to read. When he is in the mood, just turn a few pages. He also doesn't need to worry about financial matters. After I die, my economic team will convert all my property and set up a foundation in the name of 'Chris Feon', referred to as 'Fionn Foundation'. There are professionals and lawyers to take care of it, and they will continue to provide Ye Yufan with financial assistance until...he finds the next successor to his memory."

-

It seemed like a long time, a lifetime, Ye Yufan came back from the images of memories.

"Xia Xiaochuan, are you okay?" He asked weakly.

However, his voice echoed alone in his mind, and there was no response for a long time.

When he and Xia Xiaochuan started to recall the past life together, everything got out of control, and now, Ye Yufan has recalled everything.

"I'm sorry, Xia Xiaochuan, I just found out now that the truth is so." Ye Yufan smiled wryly, "I should be the one who said sorry."

……

We're not two distinct souls, and you're not the boarder, we're... one.

I feel guilty for cheating you and Changqing, but if I don't do this, you will never allow me to exist, because I am the one who was derived - the second personality.

In the last life, after Changqing left you, you became more and more painful during the long wait... On the night when you finished painting "Back View" and fell asleep in despair, I woke up...

I saw another man you've never seen before, he touched me softly, kissed me passionately, I found it strange... my heart beat.

In your body, I only feel cold, but he makes me feel that I am needed by others, he gives me a warm embrace, and makes me sink physically and mentally...

I'm sorry, I'm the one who betrayed you, and I'm the one who betrayed Changqing...it's me who fell in love with Lin Yun.

But you don't know my existence, I can see everything about you, but you don't know my thoughts, when you are conscious, I can't do anything, only when you are sleeping, I will wake up .

But you are so sensitive, and soon you found out that something was wrong with you. You learned that you were "mentally deranged", and you wanted to commit suicide...but I didn't want to die.

I implore Lin Yun, wash away your memory of Bai Changqing - in this way, we can live happily together.

But I didn't expect that the love between you and Changqing is so unforgettable, even if everything related to him is cleared, your feelings for him will still be indelible.

I have never been able to understand you before, because I think Changqing loves our talents. When he looks at us, his eyes are more admiration and admiration, so he chooses to leave alone after being sick, because he I don't want you to let go of your talents and sacrifice for him...

But Lin Yun is different. If he had to choose between us and our paintings, he thought he would choose the former. His love is more selfish than Changqing, and he would rather use deception in exchange for getting along day and night.

His love satisfied my vanity and filled my lonely soul. I needed him, so I hated you very much at that time, and I also knew that you couldn't accept me like that.

Later, when Changqing came back, you knew that everything was irreparable, and I also knew that Guan Linyun was married, and his wife did something sorry for you.

Although he said he loves me, I love him too, but it is precisely because of love that I hate his deceit and betrayal, and I am jealous of everyone who shares him with us... I can't let it go.

We've been hurting each other for so long and we're finally tired.

You saw me the moment I decided to give up my life with you.

You were shocked, blamed yourself, and even started to reflect on your own decision, but I gave up, I said, I let you go, let you go; you also let me go, I am willing to disappear, but if there is an afterlife, I will die again I don't want to paint, I don't want to be loved by others because of my talent, I want to find my own love, as long as he doesn't lie to me, love me, protect me, and never leave.

You said yes, you smiled and said, if there is an afterlife, put the dominance of that life in my hands and let me choose my own path, and you just want to see Changqing again, other than that, don't Nothing else.

That was our first dialogue in the previous life, and it was also the last time.

... In this life, my name is Ye Yufan.

——Xia Xiaochuan, are you awake?

There was no response, but Ye Yufan clearly felt Xia Xiaochuan's existence. Their memories and thoughts before that seemed to have merged together. I am in you, and you are in me...

Ye Yufan slowly recalled what he had experienced in this life for nearly 20 years, and thought of the personality he had built on his own before Xia Xiaochuan appeared, but after Xia Xiaochuan appeared, he embarked on the road of art in order to "find himself" , he couldn't deviate from Xia's mission, the arrangement of fate.

——Xia Xiaochuan, I don't want to deceive myself, nor can I deceive you. I really like painting.

The world is like an endless black hole, Ye Yufan's voice seems to have disappeared into the empty universe, without even an echo.

——Xia Xiaochuan, I know you can hear me... don't hide from me, okay?

No one answered him, Ye Yufan seemed to be talking to himself alone.

——I promise you, I will take you to Changqing, wake up quickly, don't sleep again!

But even with such words, there was no way for Xia Xiaochuan to respond, and Ye Yufan finally cried uncomfortably.

-

"Quick, call the doctor!"

"What's going on?" Ye's father and Ye's mother have already returned from school, and everyone is sitting in the ward now, discussing what they heard from Rhine before, but now they heard Jiang Bing yelling loudly, and turned their heads away.

"Ye Yufan...he, he's crying! He's crying!" Jiang Bing yelled excitedly, standing by the side at a loss, not knowing whether to watch Ye Yufan continue to cry, or take a tissue for him It's good to wipe away the tears, but in the end he still didn't dare to act rashly.

The doctor came soon... They used various instruments to test Ye Yufan's brainwaves and heartbeat. When a nurse heard someone calling Jiang Bing's name, she turned around in surprise: "Excuse me, your name is Bing? "

Jiang Bing was stunned for a moment, and after listening to Guan Hongze's translation, he nodded and said, "Yes, what's wrong?"

The nurse exchanged a few more words with the doctor, showing a surprised expression: "Are you the patient's lover?" They knew that one of the inviters was in a relationship with Ye Yufan, but they all thought it was a girl... Unexpectedly, The tall and handsome boy in front of him is the bing!

Jiang Bing nodded in embarrassment: "Hmm..." Oh, Ye Yufan's parents are all there, so don't be so direct!

Father Ye, Mother Ye: "..."

The doctor immediately shouted to him: "Come here, come closer, and talk to the patient!"

Although Jiang Bing could not understand English, he could understand the doctor's gestures. He walked over and called "Ye Yufan", and then his face turned red.

Ge Qinzhou didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and couldn't help shouting: "Why are you so shy at this time, what should you say!"

Jiang Bing was shocked, and suddenly came to his senses, threw himself to Ye Yufan, grabbed his hand and shouted, "Ye Zi, I am Jiang Bing, do you hear me? Wake up quickly! I...fucking miss you so much!" ah!"

With Jiang Bing's roar, Ye Yufan's brows relaxed miraculously, and the tears stopped flowing...!