Return to the Road of God

There was murmuring in the ears, I didn't know who was talking, it seemed to be talking.Forced to open his eyes with sleepiness, he saw a few familiar faces in a trance, and his vision gradually became clear. He Yuexi's nervous expression first came into view: "Wake up, do you feel better?"

Here... where is it?

Scanning around, Ye Yufan saw a figure standing silently in the corner of the room, Ye Yufan's face immediately changed, he looked at the cold back of his hand, sure enough!

--What's this?Why are you giving me medication?

Struggling all over, trying to pull out the injection needle, but because there was no strength in the body, he could only convulse meaninglessly on the bed.

"What's wrong?" He Yuexi grabbed Ye Yufan's hand, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

"What is this..." Ye Yufan stared at the needle on the back of his hand and squeezed out a few words.

"Um, this is to replenish your energy, the doctor said you are too weak!" He Yuexi explained.

The private doctor that Guan Hongze found has already left, and the preliminary examination did not diagnose any strange problems. He only thought that Ye Yufan might be excessively tired. He just needed to sleep more and supplement some nutrition. The other party took a tube of Ye Yufan's blood and said Specific conclusions can only be given after going back for testing.

Now the lotion in Ye Yufan's hand is exactly what Guo Zhekai said was glucose, which can replenish blood sugar and energy, but even so, he still felt extremely disgusted.

Seeing that He Yuexi had no intention of helping him, he twisted his wrist to wipe off the needle.

Seeing this, Guan Hongze immediately stepped forward and held down Ye Yufan's hand. Ye Yufan was instantly stiff and looked at the visitor in horror. At this moment, Guan Hongze actually said a word to Ye Yufan: "I am Guan Hongze, It's not Guan Linyun."

Ye Yufan seemed to have come to his senses. Although he was frightened, his whole body was no longer tense. When he looked at Guan Hongze, he still had a hint of observation.

Both He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai were stunned. Of course they did not forget the story Guan Hongze told them that day, but it was still a little difficult for them to accept that their friend was possessed by a dead artist.

Guan Hongze didn't continue to stimulate him, let him look at him enough, and carefully pulled out the unfinished glucose solution for him, Ye Yufan gradually relaxed.

"...Where's Changqing?" Ye Yufan said the first thing he said after waking up, just like in the hotel before, he still asked this person.

He Yuexi and Guan Hongze looked at each other, seeing Guan Hongze nodded, He Yuexi took out a letter from his body and handed it to Ye Yufan: "This is Bai Changqing...he left it for you."

Before they took Ye Yufan away, they found this letter on the bedside table of the hostel, and the envelope was written with the words "From Xia Xiaochuan".

Ye Yufan took it with trembling hands, as if he had a premonition of something, his whole body trembled. He held the letter and dared not open it, and tears could not stop floating in his eyes...

Guan Hongze winked at He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai, and they quietly left the room.

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Dear Xiaochuan,

When you read this letter, you may have already guessed what happened. I hope you have the courage to read on and hear the reason why I left without saying goodbye.

You may not know that the body you are in actually belongs to another person—his name is "Ye Yufan"; you may know it, but for some reason, you have blocked his existence.

I can't scientifically explain why you co-exist in one body, but I believe that this is God's arrangement.

You are lucky, because you have been "reborn", and you can continue to go on and complete the unfinished regrets of the previous life.But please don't forget that you are just a "parasite".Your luck may be Ye Yufan's misfortune, because your appearance has completely changed the trajectory of his life.

Xiaofan is still a child. He was born in the year when you were asleep, and grew up in this era. He has a completely different experience and worldview from yours. But at this moment, he is affected by your memories, emotions and obsessions.

He has no choice, from the moment you appear, he has to share with you the world that should belong to him.Fortunately, you are not a "ghost", but a simple artist.I always remember how glamorous you were when you were still alive. Ordinary people may spend their entire lives without one-thousandth of your talent.

These days, you are sleeping less than you are awake, and Xiaofan will often "wake up" when you are tired.At first, he just looked at me quietly, with curiosity and tolerance. Later, we had some shallow conversations.He is smart and very kind.He can sense everything that happens when we are together.He told me that he found me very affectionate and comfortable with me, maybe because of the love we had, and that he felt happy when we cuddled together.

But he is still not you, he tries hard to understand you, tries to synchronize his thinking with you, and is even willing to live in the dark forever, just to fulfill us... But I can't do it, I can't do it when I kiss you, At the same time, facing a young and strange soul, whenever I look at him, I always feel guilty.

Xiaochuan, you understand me best. When we are together, many ideas and concepts can always coincide.So, you say, shouldn't we be so selfish?

- That's why I decided to leave.

I want you to know, I love you, don't dwell on that unrequited memory of the past, and I will never blame you for your so-called "empathy".

I love you, just like a servant of God loves his God, I only want you to live well in this life.

The time spent with you these few days is so beautiful and dreamy, it is worth remembering for the rest of my life.I leave you the portrait you drew of me, so that when you think of me, you can look at me, and that is how I think of you.I hope that in your heart, I will no longer be the "back view" who left absolutely.

And I also promise you that I will live well in a certain corner of the world, watching "you" quietly, praying for you, and blessing you... Do you know that Xiaofan fell in love with painting under the influence of you? .He said that only when he was painting did he feel complete and one with you.

So, please open your heart, try to find "him", and use every minute and every second of the rest of your life to rediscover yourself.May you stretch and grow like the green leaves of midsummer, let me see you, even in any corner of the world...

Promise me, okay?

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At the bottom of the letter paper, there are two lines of beautiful cursive English characters.

forshotray&fale - safaleforeverlove, g.

Ye Yufan was holding the letter paper, his face was covered with water marks, and he couldn't hide his astonishment.

He raised his hand, looked at the palm carefully, and murmured: "Ye Yufan..."

After a few seconds, the body seemed to resonate, and there was an echo. It was not a sound, but a response from the depths of the soul——

"...Hello, Xia Xiaochuan."

-

It was already five o'clock in the evening when Ge Qinzhou arrived at Old Ham Street...

If Chong Shan was not by his side, proficient in English and able to read various maps, he would probably still be lost now.

Received a call from He Yuexi at the airport, and heard that Ye Yufan had been found, but the situation was very bad, and he wanted to see Ye Yufan even more anxiously.

As soon as he entered the door, the first thing he saw were the surprised faces of He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai.

"Where's Ye Yufan?" Ge Qinzhou couldn't care less about talking to them.

He Yuexi's expression immediately turned into unspeakable worry.

Ge Qinzhou asked anxiously, "What's going on?"

He Yuexi: "I've been sleeping all the time, so I can't tell, why don't you go upstairs and have a look."

Ge Qinzhou put down his luggage and went upstairs. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Ye Yufan lying on the bed. His face was not very good, and he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

"What's going on? How did you find him? Didn't you say that he was taken away by Bai Changqing?" Facing the successive questions Ge Qinzhou faced, He Yuexi didn't know which one to answer first. After going through the matter, he finally said: "I woke up once at noon, and after reading that letter from Bai Changqing, I fell asleep all the time."

Rather than falling asleep, it's more like fainting, because no matter how you call him, he doesn't respond.

Ge Qinzhou: "Bai Changqing's letter?"

He Yuexi pointed to the bedside table and said, "It's right there. After he wakes up, I wanted to cook something for him, but when I came back to see him later, he was already asleep." The letter was on his chest, Although they were very curious, they didn't look at it because of the privacy involved. They folded up the cups and pressed them on the bedside table.

At this moment, Ge Qinzhou took out the letter without hesitation, and quickly read it.

Soon, a sad look appeared on Ge Qinzhou's face. After reading it, he carefully put the letter back into the envelope, pressed it back, then touched Ye Yufan's hand exposed outside the thin quilt, and asked: " what did the doctor say?"

He Yuexi: "The doctor just said that he is exhausted and needs to rest more. He went for a blood test and it is said that there is nothing serious..."

Ge Qinzhou also saw a portrait of Bai Changqing in the room. He stood quietly for a long time with a complex expression on his face.

He Yuexi glanced at Chong Shan, who was accompanying him, and said, "Teacher, I'm a little tired after sitting on the plane for so long, why don't you have something to eat first and take a rest?"

Ge Qinzhou nodded.In order to welcome the teacher, He Yuexi cooked a table of dishes. When the meal was open, Guan Hongze and Fu Tingxin also came. They sat around the table and chatted while eating. They talked about the painting competition.

They all knew that Ye Yufan was a safale, and the deadline for the semi-finals was just around the corner, but Ye Yufan probably didn't know the competition questions, not to mention his current appearance, he must have not participated... Thinking of this, everyone was a little disappointed.

Ge Qinzhou asked Fu Tingxin: "I remember you also entered the semi-finals, how is your painting going?"

Unexpectedly, Fu Tingdao said, "I have no clue."

Everyone was shocked: "You haven't painted yet?"

Fu Tingxin said blankly: "Well, I don't know what to draw, and I feel that nothing can express the deep meaning of the competition question."

Ge Qinzhou picked up a piece of beef, put it in his mouth, chewed and said, "I heard from your uncle that you don't care much about art."

Fu Tingxin was startled: "You know my uncle? Is that what he said about me?"

Ge Qinzhou: "Well, you also said that you don't want to make progress, and you are empty of your talent."

Fu Tingxin: "..."

Ge Qinzhou smiled: "But I heard that you have changed a lot since last year."

Fu Tingxin looked at Ge Qinzhou, waiting for his next sentence.

Ge Qinzhou: "He said, you have an opponent, and that person has a great influence on you."

Of course Fu Tingxin knew who Ge Qinzhou was talking about. That person is still lying upstairs, and he doesn't know when he will wake up...

Ge Qinzhou glanced at him and said, "An opponent who is too strong is also quite hopeless, isn't it?"

Fu Tingxin did not respond, but the frustrated expression on his face was obvious.

Ge Qinzhou said: "To be honest, I think you may be on par with him. When he was your age, he might not be as famous as you."

Fu Tingxin was startled, a little confused about what Ge Qinzhou meant.

Ge Qinzhou explained: "I'm talking about Xia Xiaochuan."

Fu Tingxin: "..."

Ge Qinzhou originally wanted to say, "No matter what, he is the reason for your change", but when the words came to his lips, it became: "As for Ye Yufan, if you want to chase him, I'm afraid you will have to do your best."

Fu Tingxin was dumbfounded again, but he quickly understood what Ge Qinzhou meant - no matter how powerful Xia Xiaochuan was, he was actually just a dead person, and what he had to face was always Ye Yufan who was about his age!

As if he had figured something out, Fu Tingxin didn't finish his meal, just took a few mouthfuls and went back.

Before leaving, he said: "There is one more day, I have to hurry up."

Everyone: "..."