Return to the Road of God

Ye Yufan agreed with Rui Beinian's conjecture, and when he found the same birthmark on his arm as Xia Xiaochuan, he admitted that he was Xia Xiaochuan's present life.But those incomplete memories tormented him all the time, making him behave like a complete psychopath.

"How can I completely remember the events of my previous life?" Ye Yufan asked Rui Beinian.

A gleam of success flashed in the corner of Rui Beinian's eyes: The patient finally admitted those "supernatural" phenomena!

"Hypnosis is a method, but this method will make you very painful, so I will not use it on you again." Rui Beinian seriously promised, his gentle expression made him look harmless, "You need it most now Yes, it’s actually a confession.”

Confid?Ye Yufan looked at Rui Beinian: What does he mean for me to tell what happened to me?

"You can try to talk to me about your dreams." Rui Beinian guided.

Dreamed about?

Ye Yufan dreamed of Bai Changqing, he loved that man deeply, but he left without saying goodbye; he also dreamed of Guan Lin Yun, and had a charming life with this man that he couldn't face, obviously Most of the dreams are warm and sweet getting along with each other, but when he wakes up, he always feels terrified; he also dreamed that he had sex with a woman, dreamed that he misunderstood Guan Linyun as Bai Changqing. I even dreamed that I killed someone...

He didn't believe that his previous life was so chaotic, unbearable, and shocking, but these fragments coincided with the story told by Guan Hongze...

...Do you want to tell Rui Beinian all of this?No, Ye Yufan is not so naive.

However, he did not completely reject Rui Beinian, "I dreamed about the person I loved in my previous life." Ye Yufan only threw out one point.

Rui Beinian: "Oh? What kind of person is that?"

Ye Yufan: "He is very gentle."

All the things Rui Beinian learned about Xia Xiaochuan came from Guan Fengming, but after he visited Bai Changqing, he knew that the version was not credible. Although he didn't know who Xia Xiaochuan loved, this person must be related to Guan Fengming. The two families of Bai are inseparable.

Rui Beinian asked again, "Is she pretty?"

Ye Yufan didn't know how to answer, "beautiful" is not a word to describe a man, not to mention that in his heart, using any words related to appearance to describe Bai Changqing is superficial.That man's talent, self-cultivation, personality, charisma and so on have been integrated into a unique existence, that is Bai Changqing.

So, I can only say - "He is perfect." Ye Yufan said.

Rui Beinian asked, "Then, does she love you?"

Ye Yufan with a dignified expression actually smiled slightly when he heard this sentence, and a trace of warmth appeared in his eyes: "Well..." But the warmth was fleeting, and it was replaced by endless pain, "But, I betrayed you!" he..."

Fragments of memory scattered in his mind in a disorderly manner. While "confiding", Ye Yufan was also trying to sort out his thoughts—yes, he betrayed the person he loved.

"I'm empathizing with you." Ye Yufan struggled.

This change also surprised Rui Beinian, he quickly asked, "Why? You don't love her anymore?"

Ye Yufan shook his head, tried hard to recall, and struggled to find the answer in his mind: "I... have no choice." This answer was also the strongest response in his heart.

Rui Beinian found it strange that there was such a thing as a "last resort" for empathy?

He bluntly raised his own question: "Why is there no other choice?"

Ye Yufan: "Because, I can't think of the reason for my empathy."

That's right, he knows why he loves Bai Changqing, but he doesn't understand Yu Guan Lin Yun, as if the concept of "love this person" has been forcibly implanted in his mind... Thinking of this, Ye Yufan's head twitched again. My heart hurts.

"Relax..." Rui Beinian, who was always paying attention to Ye Yufan, reminded in time, "Imagine you are sitting on the grassland, surrounded by soft green grass, the sky is blue, and the wind is very comfortable..."

Rui Beinian used the "fantasy therapy" in primary hypnosis to relieve Ye Yufan's headache in time: "Is it better?"

Ye Yufan nodded, his face turning pale.

After a while, Rui Beinian asked again: "Does this way of talking make you feel a little more relaxed?"

Ye Yufan didn't answer, but he admitted that he felt a lot more comfortable. The process of question and answer seemed to solve the contradiction in his heart, allowing him to listen to his inner voice.

"If you feel good, we can chat often." Rui Beinian handed Ye Yufan a card with his cell phone number in Xili written on it.

"Don't you need to go back to China?" Ye Yufan asked, already expressing his enthusiasm for Rui Beinian's proposal.

"Because of work reasons, I will stay here for a while to do some research." Rui Beinian said in his heart, he really wanted to "research and study".

……

After separating from Ye Yufan, Rui Beinian immediately called Guan Hongze.That night, he invited Guan Hongze to the hotel where he was staying, saying that he had something to discuss with him.

After the two met, they first chatted about the situation of Hongyun Group. Guan Hongze was very concerned about the difficulties his family was facing. Rui Beinian reassured him: "Your father has so many friends, these small things can definitely be settled."

Guan Hongze was also helpless, he called home, his father said so, and now he asked Uncle Rui, and Uncle Rui also comforted him like this, so there shouldn't be any major problems...

"I'm here this time because I need your help with another matter." Rui Beinian said.

Guan Hongze said hastily: "If you have anything to say, just tell Uncle Rui."

"This matter also has something to do with you," Rui Beinian said without hesitation, "Is that friend you mentioned on the phone last time Ye Yufan?"

Guan Hongze: "How do you know?"

Rui Beinian: "I saw Zhenzhen yesterday. This little girl told me that she liked someone, so I asked her to bring that child out and have a meal together. Guess who that person is?"

"Ye Yufan?" Guan Hongze naturally knew who Tang Zhen was chasing madly.

Rui Beinian smiled, and changed the subject: "Actually, Ye Yufan is my patient."

Guan Hongze was taken aback: "Isn't his attending doctor the one named Zhong?"

Rui Beinian explained the ins and outs in this way, from Zhong Yueren asking himself for help when he was diagnosed with difficulties, to the ending of Ye Yufan refusing treatment and going abroad to study.However, he did not mention the details of Ye Yufan's illness and his failed treatment experience to Guan Hongze.

Rui Beinian: "Before you came to ask me for a relationship. When you mentioned you as a friend, I thought of Ye Yufan not long after."

Guan Hongze sighed how small the world is, and asked again: "Then, Uncle Rui, tell me, what is going on with his illness and can it be cured?"

"Of course." Rui Beinian smiled confidently, "But before that, I have to ask you if you know the artist 'Xia Xiaochuan'?"

"I know." Without doubting him as a professional, Guan Hongze naturally told Rui Beinian the story he had heard.

Rui Beinian didn't expect the truth to be like this...Guan Fengming, there is nothing reliable about what he knows!

Rui Beinian recalled that when he visited Heshan Prison and mentioned Xia Xiaochuan in front of Bai Changqing, the affection in that man's eyes made him doubt the person's sexuality. It seems that his intuition was good.

But there is one thing that makes Rui Beinian strange. During the conversation with Ye Yufan during the day, Ye Yufan said that he had "transferred love". Does this mean that Xia Xiaochuan was unfaithful to Bai Changqing, and that he fell in love with someone else?As for the object of "transferring love", Rui Beinian can only think of Guan Linyun for the time being.

However, in Guan Hongze's version of the story, Xia Xiaochuan only regarded Guan Linyun as Bai Changqing. This is not "transferring love" to the person concerned, but a mental disorder... Or should Xia Xiaochuan still have Other admirers?

After Guan Hongze finished speaking, he hurriedly asked, "Why did Uncle Rui mention Xia Xiaochuan? Don't you also think that Ye Yufan has a difficult relationship with this person?"

Rui Beinian did not tell Guan Hongze that he had hypnotized Ye Yufan, and he also learned the name "Xia Xiaochuan" during the hypnosis. He only said: "I asked Professor Chongshan to analyze some of Ye Yufan's paintings when he was in a daze. It took a year and a half before Professor Chong told me his discovery that these paintings are very similar to the painting style of a deceased artist, and you must know who the artist I am talking about."

Guan Hongze nodded, frowned and said, "To be honest, I've always wanted to figure out the relationship between Ye Yufan and that Xia Xiaochuan."

Rui Beinian: "Hehe, you won't believe it even if you know."

Guan Hongze was taken aback. When he asked Ye Yufan this question, Ye Yufan gave the same answer!What is the answer that makes people unbelievable?Could it be that Ye Yufan...is Xia Xiaochuan and Bai Ziyi's child?Guan Hongze couldn't help thinking wildly, while staring at Rui Beinian: "You know?"

Rui Beinian shook his head: "I have a guess, but this answer needs your help to be confirmed."

Guan Hongze: "You said, when? I will definitely help!"

Rui Beinian: "No rush, we need some time." He needs to wait for Ye Yufan to take the initiative to invite him to "chat".

Having not heard from Ye Yufan for several days, Rui Beinian was also a little anxious.One day, he was wandering around Xili City when he suddenly spotted a figure.

This man was sitting on a bench in a corner of a certain park, tearing the bread in his hands. At his feet, surrounded by a flock of gray pigeons. The pigeons were scrambling for the bread crumbs on the ground, apparently dissatisfied with the speed at which the man threw food.

The weather was fine, and the man's movements were slow and orderly. However, such a quiet and elegant person wore a big hat with a wide brim under the bright sunshine—yes, he was the peeping person that day.

Rui Beinian walked towards him calmly, the closer he got, the more familiar he looked...

At this moment, the man suddenly raised his head and looked at Rui Beinian. The two of them stared at each other for a few seconds. The man was still sitting on the bench generously, neither dodging nor avoiding, with awe-inspiring eyes.

Rui Beinian felt an inexplicable chill in his heart, but instead of running away, he walked up.

The man lowered his head and stopped tearing the bread, because the pigeons had already flown away because of Rui Beinian's approach.

Rui Beinian smiled: "Mr. Bai, so you have already been released from prison."