Return to the Road of God

Although Ye Yufan's illness is very strange and seems to be inseparable from "spiritual" problems, his family has no intention of letting him continue to receive treatment. left the hospital.

"Is it really all right?" The doctor reconfirmed.

Ye Yufan shook his head: "It's okay." Every memory attack is a huge assault on his spirit, but as long as he gets over it, he'll be fine.

Father Ye asked his son if this kind of thing happened when he was abroad, Ye Yufan faltered and said perfunctorily: "Not many times."

The middle-aged man's face was ashen, with a trace of pain in his eyes: "In the future, if this happens, don't hide it from us."

"I see." Ye Yufan knew that his father was complaining about "reporting good news but not bad news".Indeed, the son is likely to have a mental illness at any time, and let him go to a distant country to study alone. This is not a decision that ordinary parents can make, and they must have been under tremendous pressure.

After getting the promise, the man's face softened a little.

That night Ge Qinzhou invited the Ye family to have dinner at a nearby restaurant. Ye's father, who was supposed to be the host, should have paid the bill, but Ge Qinzhou insisted.

During the meeting, Ge Qinzhou mentioned his profession, and Father Ye was also a teacher of pedagogy. The two men with similar views complained about the current education system and a series of distorted social systems as if they had met each other lately.

After the meal, Ge Qinzhou, who drank a lot, went back to rest early.

"That Mr. Ge is a good person," Father Ye commented in front of Ye Yufan after returning home, "If there are some things you don't want to tell us, you can talk to him, don't always keep it alone."

Don't hold it in your heart alone - Jiang Bing mentioned this sentence to Ye Yufan more than once.

Jiang Bing had a performance at the bar late at night, and Ye Yufan only sent him a good night text message.

"Go to bed first, I want to see you tomorrow." The other party replied.

Lying on the bed, Ye Yufan's mind was completely occupied by the memories of the past.Compared with his gentle attitude towards Jiang Bing, the Bai Changqing in his memory only gave him a hug, and he lost control of it, just like he couldn't help crying when he saw the "Back View".

Such turbulent emotional fluctuations made Ye Yufan feel scared. He thought that emotions could be analyzed, but now his reaction far surpassed his understanding... What kind of emotion can make a person no longer himself? ?

Unable to control that feeling, Ye Yufan covered his face and trembled uncomfortably, talking to that invisible self in the dark...

...Is it because of you, Xia Xiaochuan...

...I don't want to lose myself...

Before Ge Qinzhou left, he met Ye Yufan again and asked him about his future plans.

That's right, no matter what happened in the past, Ye Yufan still has to look forward.

Regarding his future, "I haven't thought about it yet..." Ye Yufan said softly.

At first, he started on this road with the idea of ​​painting and seeing. After seeing Xia Xiaochuan's shadow in the painting, he couldn't stop and galloped all the way. Now the development of things has reached the point where he can't control it.

The sensation caused by SAFale, the investigation of him by Guan Hongze and Rui Beinian, the upcoming choice of major, and the olive branch Ian threw at him... Who can he trust, and who should he guard against?

"What you told me these two days, I won't mention it to anyone, including He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai. Although Akai has already guessed that you are SAFale, you don't need to be too nervous, he is a single-celled guy. "Ge Qinzhou said.

Ye Yufan nodded.

"As for Guan Hongze, I have never met this kid. I heard from Chongshan that he is a good person, but his grandfather..." Ge Qinzhou seemed to be still thinking about what happened back then. Back, eyes full of love and distress, "If you have any questions, you can call me, or come to H City to find me."

After Ge Qinzhou left, Ye Yufan went to find Jiang Bing.Recently, a drink called "Pearl Milk Tea" has become popular in the streets and alleys of Ningcheng. Jiang Bing especially likes to drink it. Ye Yufan wanted to bring him a cup along the way, but met an unexpected person there.

"Ye...Yufan, is that you?" The man was still hesitating at first, but after seeing Ye Yufan turn his head, he walked over quickly.

"Yang Kai?" The person in front of him was Ye Yufan's deskmate during the brief half semester of high school, but the boy who was originally fair and clean now had pimples all over his face. If it wasn't for the familiar voice, Ye Yufan wouldn't have recognized him Out!

"Well! Why are you here? It's been a long time since I saw you!" Yang Kai pulled him excitedly, "Are you in a hurry? Sit down and chat for a while!"

Ye Yufan: "..."

"You look much better." Yang Kai scratched his head, a little embarrassed.

Ye Yufan: "Well, how are you doing recently?"

Yang Kai: "Hey, the pressure is so great, the pain is so painful that I will take the college entrance examination next year, and I will make up lessons almost every day during the summer vacation, and I will go to a physics cram school at night."

Ye Yufan: "..."

Yang Kai: "What about you? I seem to have heard that you have gone abroad!"

Ye Yufan: "Well, learn art."

Yang Kai was surprised: "Art? Learn to paint?" He didn't expect Ye Yufan to be able to paint!

Ye Yufan: "Well, painting is just one of them, and there are many other courses."

"Then...are you still going to university?" Yang Kai's idea was still on the level that Ye Yufan would come back to continue his studies when he recovered.

Ye Yufan: "No, just study art, and I will make a living from it in the future."

Yang Kai: "It's unimaginable, it feels like a completely different world."

Ye Yufan: "Hehe, sometimes I also think it's incredible." A painting can earn hundreds of thousands or something.

"Can't you not get used to it?" Yang Kai found it difficult to understand that Ye Yufan was so good in cultural class, but now he went to learn something that he hardly touched before, "Suddenly changed to that kind of environment."

"Fortunately, in fact, you may encounter other changes when you are still in high school, such as going to a strange city to go to school after the college entrance examination..." Ye Yufan stirred the pearls in the cup with a straw, and said slowly, "It's like the sky between the stars. The collision may deviate from the original track, run counter to it, or destroy it.”

Yang Kai was stunned, Ye Yufan's eyes no longer had the melancholy of that period, replaced by an impenetrable depth; his temperament, like a tree that has been baptized by a long time, has become mature and tough, When he spoke, people unconsciously respected him, as if it wasn't the communication between two people of the same age...

He didn't know, he felt that Ye Yufan had changed a lot.

Although the eyes are still the same pair of eyes, the nose is still the same nose, but I thought that two sentences can bring us closer together, but at this moment, it seems that there will never be any intersection.

"I'm leaving." Ye Yufan looked at the time.

Yang Kai hurriedly stood up, and subconsciously said, "I'm sorry."

Ye Yufan seemed to be wondering why the other party apologized, but instead smiled at him: "Come on, we'll contact you when we have time."

Yang Kai: "That...is it okay?"

Ye Yufan blinked suspiciously: "You have my home number, right?"

Yang Kai couldn't keep up with Ye Yufan's train of thought, so he nodded numbly: "You too, come on."

Things that I cared about before gradually feel worthless; beauty that I never noticed before becomes more and more important.

Living for the eyes of others is too tiring; there is no need to let everyone like me...

Ye Yufan walked out of the milk tea shop, the dazzling sunlight outside made him narrow his eyes slightly.

Jiang Bing was practicing singing at the bar, and when he received the "Love Brand" milk tea personally delivered by Ye Yufan, he was so excited that he was pumped.

"I feel bad after not seeing you for two days. What do you think I'll do if you go back to country A?" "Cold salad." "Damn..." "I'll call you when the time comes." I called you..." Ye Yufan glanced at him, Jiang Bing immediately put away his complaining expression, and rubbed his arm.

Before returning to Xili, He Yuexi, Guo Zhekai and Ke Jing formed a group to visit Ye Yufan in Ningcheng. Ke Jing flew directly from City A, planning to stay here until he went abroad with Ye Yufan.

Father Ye and Mother Ye welcome Ye Yufan's friends very much. Father Ye, who is still on vacation, even wants to play with him in person, but thinking that these young people will definitely be restrained because of him, he has no choice but to give up unwillingly.

Afterwards, the accompanying task naturally fell on Jiang Bing, and Ye Yufan once again saw Jiang Bing's skills in making friends. After only half a day, he became one with the three of them.

"Hey, what does your friend do? He's a nice guy!" Ke Jing approached Ye Yufan and asked, "He's handsome and has a good personality. Tsk tsk, I didn't expect you to have such a person as a friend!"

Ye Yufan: "..." Is Jiang Bing's charm so great?

That night Jiang Bing invited a few people to the bar to listen to music, and all three of them were playing high, singing and dancing. Even He Yuexi, who is usually gentle and gentle, went crazy, and Guo Zhekai was even more admiring. Looking at the stage, a pair of starry eyes flickered: "Jiang Bing is so handsome!"

Afterwards, Jiang Bing came down from the stage to drink with them, and proudly talked about his "professional" gangster, and said that if he had been in the past, he would not have played with them in person, and he would have charged protection fees for letting his elder brother take him with him.

Guo Zhekai immediately took out his wallet when he heard the words: "I'll give it to you, I'll give it to you! Boss, I beg you!"

Ye Yufan: "..." So, do birds of a feather really flock together?Why did I find the feeling after getting along with Jiang Bing for so long?

"You friends are very nice people." Even Jiang Bing commented on them like this, which made Ye Yufan more and more lonely.

Ningcheng is not big, and three days is enough to visit the whole city. Before He Yuexi and Guo Zhekai went back, they specially drew pictures as gifts for Jiang Bing. One of Guo Zhekai's paintings showed Jiang Bing holding a guitar on stage. In the scene of singing rock and roll, a group of people below are cheering wildly. The picture is colorful and full of tension!

Jiang Bing asked someone to make several picture frames, framed these pictures and hung them in the bar.

It is said that Jiang Xue’s classmates came to the bar once and were shocked when they saw the signatures on these paintings, especially Li Le, who came here to ask Jiang Bing to accept the paintings at a high price, because since the creative painting competition, he put Guo Zhekai is regarded as an idol!But that's all for later.