Return to the Road of God

In the early morning, Guan Hongze returned home, lay on the bed, and calmly accepted the fact that he was gay.

It was as if he had already known this attribute subconsciously, but because no one had peeled off the last layer of fog for him, he had been deceiving himself and others at a loss.

And now, he was sure, and he couldn't sleep.

It was already dawn, but he still didn't feel sleepy.

…When he kissed Lin Che, his mind was full of Ye Yufan, and the thought of pressing Ye Yufan against the wall for a kiss made him excited, his blood boiled and he even reacted. Such a self made him feel very strange.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw that I was holding down Ye Yufan's dream of kissing, and doing more excessive things to that person than Lin Che... It seemed that I was reborn overnight and became another person, almost going crazy .

Since I couldn't fall asleep, I simply got up and went to the exercise room to punch, so that I didn't have time to think about it until I was exhausted, sweating, and went to take a shower. After washing, my brain began to deviate uncontrollably in that direction, and then I couldn't help thinking about it. That person blasphemed himself... but it was more fun than ever before!

...When did you start liking him?Guan Hongze's eyes were blurred, and he let the water flow towards his hair and cheeks... With his palms on the white tiles, he tried hard to dig into the wall with his fingertips.

If you want to talk about heartbeat, do you have to go back to the time when you changed planes at Paris airport a year ago?A handsome young man walking alone, with a pale face, dark eyes, slender wrists, and that piece of light lead writing full of charm...

After breakfast, Guan Hongze asked the driver to drive him to the company. Unlike Fu Tingxin and the others who want to pursue further professional studies, Guan Hongze only needs to finish the intermediate courses of the Academy of Art. That is to say, he will be officially Take over family affairs.

At noon, I received a call from Chongshan, saying that the copy paper that Rui Beinian sent him for identification the year before last was probably related to Xia Xiaochuan.

Guan Hongze hung up the phone and asked the secretary beside him, "Did uncle come to the company today?"

The secretary said: "The second young master rarely comes to the company, and today is Saturday, so he probably won't come."

Guan Hongze put the matter aside for now, and called He Yuexi again. After some gossip, he found out the address of Ye Yufan's hometown. He twisted the note with the address on it, lost in thought for a long time.

Going back in the evening, seeing Guan Fengming grooming his Labrador in the garden, Guan Hongze walked over directly: "Uncle."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"Are you still in touch with Dr. Rui?"

"I just met in the morning, and we had dinner together," Guan Fengming asked with a smile, "What's the matter, do you have any psychological problems to consult?"

"No," Guan Hongze knelt down and asked, "Is Uncle Rui investigating Xia Xiaochuan?"

Rui Beinian, who was still fooling around before, froze when he heard this sentence: "How do you know?"

Guan Hongze didn't answer, but said instead: "I happen to be curious about Xia Xiaochuan too. I heard Qin Mengyuan talk about the Xia family. There was a person named Xia Xiaochuan who used to have a good relationship with our family..."

Guan Fengming looked confused: "Why have one or two asked me about this person recently!"

Guan Hongze was startled, and thought that Rui Beinian had indeed asked Guan Fengming about it, and asked, "Do you know about Xia Xiaochuan?"

Guan Fengming glanced at him, and said, "If you're curious, don't ask, it's all in the past, and I don't know much..." He hesitated to speak, apparently he didn't want to reveal too much.

Guan Hongze was silent for a moment, and said: "Uncle, Xiyuan has opened a wine storehouse, and there is highland whiskey directly from Scotland. We haven't sat down and chatted for a long time, and there are many things in the company that I need to ask you..."

Guan Fengming: "..."

That night, my uncle and nephew sat in the dim private bar.

"You, you have been like a little adult since you were a child..." The man over 19 is like a big child at the moment, without the calmness of the [-]-year-old youth in front of him, "It's so strange to talk to you, I feel Just like the other big brother, you are obviously a little brat..."

Guan Hongze: "..."

Guan Fengming thought to himself, Hongze must adore his father very much, so he secretly imitated every word and deed, making him a big kid now, and he doesn't know if it's a blessing or a curse.

The two of them talked again, and Guan Hongze followed his will and flattered him, which gave Guan Fengming great vanity. A guy who is more than a round younger than himself gave him a lecture, because the other party's excellence highlighted his worthlessness.

When he was a little younger, Guan Fengming was also angry, seeing this nephew was uncomfortable everywhere, but as he grew older, he gradually became relieved.

If you want to wear the crown, you must bear its weight. Guan Hongze has shouldered most of the burdens that should have fallen on him, allowing him to do whatever he wants... Hongze is very good, but fortunately there is Hongze—— —Sometimes such thoughts come to mind.

Guan Hongze: "Uncle, I want to ask you something."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Guan Fengming, "If it's Mr. Xia's business, don't inquire about it, I won't talk about it."

Guan Hongze: "..."

Guan Fengming smiled lightly, knowing that the kid who bought him a drink must still be thinking about the topic of the evening, and even asked about the company... After a few glasses of wine, the man couldn't help but start talking: "You drink with uncle, uncle I am already very happy. I know that with your character, you must never give up until you reach your goal. You have been like this since you were a child, and you are more patient and persistent than me. But it is also fortunate that you are like this, so I am relaxed, haha... "

"Where, this is what I should do." Guan Hongze clinked glasses with him, and knowing that it was not time to ask that question, he continued to grind with him, "Uncle, don't be pressured, I just wanted to ask It's not Mr. Xia's business."

Even though he is only 19 years old, he feels more oppressed than himself when he speaks...

Guan Fengming smiled wryly, and looked up at him: "Then what do you want to ask?"

Unexpectedly, Guan Hongze's next question caused Guan Fengming to spit out a mouthful of wine...

Guan Hongze asked very frankly and naturally: "Uncle, what do you think of homosexuality?"

Guan Fengming: "..."

Guan Hongze wiped off the wine stains on the table for him, and there was a rare obvious smile on his face: "I was very impressed by the things between you and Uncle Rui when I was young."

"That was a joke..." Guan Fengming blushed.

Guan Hongze: "Uncle, I just discovered recently that I like men."

Guan Fengming took another sip of wine and stammered: "You, you are still young! Don't rush to draw conclusions! It's just that you haven't met a woman you like yet!"

Guan Hongze: "You and Uncle Rui are not married yet, do you still like each other?"

Guan Fengming was so questioned that he was speechless for a moment, and the person who had an appointment during the day flashed in his mind, and that person, like Guan Hongze in front of him, was favored by heaven.

Although to him, he is just an object that can be used and teased, but he still admires him hopelessly...

Today is also the same, after abducting myself to the private room of the coffee shop, that vile guy hypnotized himself without saying a word, forcing himself to tell those unspeakable secrets...

That's right, I'm worse than them both in terms of handling ability and IQ, maybe to them, Guan Fengming is just a complete second-generation ancestor, thinking of this, he felt inexplicably inferior...

"I'm just friends with him." The corners of the man's eyes were a little red because of the light or the alcohol.

Guan Hongze sighed, a little disappointed: "I thought uncle was the same, and I wanted to ask you for some experience."

Guan Fengming: "I'm not..."

Guan Hongze casually talked about some irrelevant things, such as Guan Linyun's past, the history of the official family, etc. Before he knew it, the topic turned back to "Xia Xiaochuan".

This time, Guan Fengming did not refuse firmly, but spoke intermittently.

"Mr. Xia is a person with a good temperament... He is also very accomplished in art, but when I saw him, I was still very young, so I don't have a deep impression on him. I just remember that my elder brother specially bought a house for him. The studio, where a few family gatherings have been held..."

"Oh? Who is attending the party?" Guan Hongze guided the direction of the topic in real time.

"Not many people went there. There were my sister-in-law, the second brother and third sister of the Bai family, that boy Bo Ling, and sister Xiaojin... In short, they were all from the circle."

Guan Hongze was puzzled, who is the second elder brother of the Bai family?He only knew that Bai Qing had an aunt, but he hadn't heard that there was an uncle...and who was that "little girl"?

"Oh, by the way, and Tao Sifei, Mr. Xia accepted that kid as a student." Guan Fengming added.

"Uncle Kevin is Xia Xiaochuan's student?" Guan Hongze was surprised.

"Well, I played well with you when I was young." Guan Fengming thought of something, and said again, "He also has a younger brother, who was still a kid at the time, probably not a few years younger than you, and later went abroad with his brother No more contact."

After another half glass of wine, Guan Fengming continued: "Mr. Xia and Bai Er are very good friends, but unfortunately he has some mental problems. Later, Bai Er couldn't stand him and ran away."

Guan Hongze: "..."

"After Bai Er went abroad, Mr. Xia's party was not held. Later, the elder brother got married, and the sister-in-law divorced the elder brother after giving birth to you... I heard that the sister-in-law had that kind of affection for Mr. Xia. Later, when Bai Er came back, I don't know what happened, but there was a quarrel, and I found out that Mr. Xia likes the third sister of the Bai family, and the third sister has his child..."

Guan Hongze: "..."

Guan Fengming: "My sister-in-law divorced my elder brother because of him, and the third sister Bai became pregnant before marriage. When these things happened, the elders were furious when they found out... The key point is that Xia Xiaochuan has mental problems. I don't know who else he provoked. People in the political circles are putting pressure on him."

Guan Hongze: "What happened next?"

"Brother and Dad had a big fight, that was the first time I saw my brother get so angry," Guan Fengming smiled wryly, and said again, "But how could he fight against the older generation, what the older generation did? Let’s not mention the matter, it’s all cruel and merciless, otherwise I wouldn’t be where I am today..."

Guan Hongze's heart was beating wildly, and he said with a guilty conscience, "Grandpa... did you harm Xia Xiaochuan?"

"No, the third sister of the Bai family forced her to die, so she managed to keep it. Then..." Guan Fengming didn't know what to say. He glanced at Guan Hongze, seeing the eagerness on his face, he couldn't help sighing, and said bravely , "They put Mr. Xia under house arrest for a period of time, and Mr. Xia died of illness."

Guan Hongze's face was very ugly, and then he asked many questions, such as who is "Bai Er", where is he now, and why is his mother, Bai Qing's aunt, all of them either passed away or disappeared now.

But Guan Fengming didn't say a word, just said: "I was only ten years old at that time, I don't really remember... Hongze, listen to Uncle, don't ask, knowing that those things are not good for you .”

The conversation ended like this.