healed

"You have been abroad all these years, even if you come back, you have no chance to meet Ling Xi, and you don't know how much training he has done." Shen Dashao said softly.

Ling Xi was tortured too much back then, especially when he was still so young. It is already good that he has not developed into an autistic and anti-social personality. His temper was not as good as it is now. It can be fried, which is tough.As for his partner, in fact, even Ling Lao had long given up hope, and it was a miracle that he could tolerate Shen Xuan getting close to him now.

Shen Xuan listened quietly, and asked lightly: "It's not that you don't know the reason."

"Onlookers know," Young Master Shen said with a smile, "You must be to his liking or to his temper, otherwise if a fool treats him like that, he would have torn him apart."

Shen Xuan thought for a while, but was noncommittal.

Young Master Shen said: "So at least he has a crush on you, but he doesn't know it himself."

Shen Xuan still believed in his elder brother, and felt that the depression in his chest was slightly relieved: "It's okay, I can wait for him to figure it out, anyway, he can't live with others."

"You don't understand. I said that he has done a lot of training." Young Master Shen looked at him, "If you give him a chance to breathe, he might adjust himself back, unless he loves you very much."

Shen Xuan was somewhat resistant to talking about this with his elder brother, because although his elder brother would help, he liked to have fun too much, and he would be calculated if he was careless, but it was really uncomfortable to hold back.He sighed in his heart as if giving up: "He just broke up with me. If I continue to pester him at this time, he might be even more annoying."

Young Master Shen pointed to the boy sitting on the sofa in the living room playing games: "I'll leave it to you, I often take him out for a stroll recently."

Shen Xuan thought of this, and said angrily again: "I don't, what if Ling Xi thinks I'm a half-hearted person? And how old do you think he is?!"

Young Master Shen looked at him tenderly, with a slightly inexplicable smile on his face.

"What do you mean by looking at me like that?!"

"Oh, you still can't turn the corner. The big cousin is just an description, teasing you, have fun, you think I want to fall in love with you, I'm a straight man," the boy slammed the computer and walked away Come over, "Also, I'm an adult, how about eighteen?"

Shen Xuan glanced at him coldly.

The boy hastily raised his hand: "Well, the truth is that I'm going to play in City C for a while, I'm not familiar with the place, and my cousin is so busy, so I want to ask you to take me around occasionally, and I will give you a gift during the process." A little bit starry, if your wife sees and cares about you, she will definitely inquire about me."

Shen Xuan glanced at him again, and looked at his eldest brother: "What if Ling Xi remains indifferent?"

"Then he just has a crush on you," Shen Dashao said, "It's up to you to decide whether to continue or give up."

Shen Xuan said firmly: "I will not give up."

Young Master Shen patted his younger brother on the shoulder: "It's up to you, I'm leaving, he is also my friend's cousin, and he will stay at our house recently, take care of him."

Shen Xuan's head suddenly grew bigger: "Why don't you play with him yourself?"

"I have a project and I don't have time, and I asked Xiaorui, your company has nothing important recently, and you have a lot of time."

Shen Xuan: "..."

Young Master Shen smiled triumphantly, turned and left.The assistant was waiting for him outside, and he knew why he was looking for Second Young Master Shen, so he glanced at him now, and it was the first time he knew that his boss could come up with such a weak... er, bloody solution.

"What do you want to ask?"

The assistant said tactfully: "If you do this, Young Master Ling will see it, right?"

Young Master Shen smiled and said, "It's because it's too simple, so simple that it doesn't look like Xiaoxuan's handwriting, so Ling Xi doesn't think deeply."

The assistant thought for a while: "It is said that there are many people chasing after the second young master, it would be more realistic to choose one of them."

"Ah."

The assistant took a look and thought to himself, is this the end?Why don't you say something?Why do you always smile so nicely?

Young Master Shen could sense his probing eyes, looked at the small road ahead, and said slowly: "Actually, since the moment Xiaoxuan fell in love with Ling Xi, I thought it was not a good thing. It is very likely that Xuan is not rewarded for his dedication, which is much more difficult than liking someone else, if I hadn't talked with Ling Lao on the phone yesterday, I would not have cared about him."

The assistant nodded and listened carefully.

"You must be wondering why I threw that kid to Xiaoxuan," said Young Master Shen with a smile, "Look at it, according to Xiaoxuan's temperament, I probably don't know much about him."

The assistant's face was full of black lines, and he ran up to open the car door for him, so you still throw it?

Shen Dashao bent down and went in: "Let's go."

The assistant blinked, and couldn't help but growl, wait, this is the end?Was that the ending just now?What do you mean watching?By the way, what do you do when you are old and smile so beautifully? !

The room became quiet, Shen Xuan stared blankly at the young man who sat back to play games again, always felt that this method was very unreliable.

"When I finish this game," the boy said without raising his head, "Where are we going to play? The big cousin said he wanted you to take me to play, you can't leave me behind."

Shen Xuan finally responded: "You call him big cousin?"

"Well, he is my cousin's friend, so he is my dear cousin!"

Shen Xuan was speechless, sat in silence for a while, took the boy to have breakfast, then called Tao Tianrui out, threw him to him, and went to the company by himself.The boy mainly wanted to play, so naturally he had no objection, so he followed suit.

The morning passed quickly without knowing it, Shen Xuan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked out, only feeling that Ling Xi's figure was in his mind, struggled a bit, and dialed the bodyguard's number.The other party was so excited that he burst into tears and said brother, you finally called!Shen Xuan took a tight breath: "Why, something happened to him?"

"No," the bodyguards stared at the phone in a circle, "We miss you so much, and Young Master Ling misses you too!"

Shen Xuan naturally didn't believe it, rubbed his forehead: "How is he these two days?"

"of course……"

"To be honest," Shen Xuan interrupted, "don't make me happy for nothing."

There was a few seconds of silence over there, hesitatingly said: "Just... that's it."

Shen Xuan closed his eyes: "For example?"

"It's still the same as usual," the bodyguard said after a pause, and hurriedly added, "But we think he's thinking about you. He didn't know what he was doing last night. In the end, it was the movie we watched together. It's true!"

Shen Xuan's heart moved: "Then what? He didn't say anything else?"

"...No, he went to sleep."

Shen Xuan took a deep breath, always feeling that he couldn't think of the good, maybe Ling Xi was just bored for a while, and had nothing to do with him, that person... Now he doesn't know what to do.He said: "That's it, it's time to eat, let him eat more, don't say I called."

The bodyguards couldn't help asking: "Aren't you coming to find him? Can we still be friends after breaking up?"

"No, I'm still..." Shen Xuan said, seeing Tao Tianrui walking in with the young man, paused, and continued, "I'm not going." He put away his phone, stared at the two people in front of him, raised his eyebrows and asked: "Aren't you going to play?"

"Because it's noon," said the young man, "so we came to find you for dinner, and you didn't entertain, did you?"

Shen Xuan hummed, and went downstairs with them.He thought that the two of them were just on a whim, but when he saw the boy who walked in the door again in the evening, he finally felt that something was wrong, and stared at him: "Did my brother ask you to do this?"

The boy looked up at the sky.

Shen Xuan asked calmly: "Do you want me to pack you up and send you home?"

"Don't!" The young man hastily swore that I was really just eating, and absolutely had no bad intentions. In fact, I am a pure and innocent little commoner, and I can also be considered your cousin, okay?And I'm still a guest, you can't be too cruel!

"That's enough," Shen Xuan said, "To get to the point, what exactly did he ask you to do?"

The young man's shoulders slumped: "I just look at you occasionally, and I can't let you take the initiative to find Ling Xi. If you want to go, I have to call him in time. As for what measures he will take, I don't know." He paused and explained, "Big cousin said you have to force Ling Xi, if you go to him first, it's no different from before, then you will go back to the original point."

Shen Xuan was silent, he just broke up with Ling Xi, and he planned not to show up for the time being, to observe the situation on Ling Xi's side first, not to mention that if Ling Xi didn't care about him, it would be useless even if he took the initiative to go there, the most important thing is that he hasn't found it yet. A good opportunity and excuse.

He hummed casually and asked, "Is there anything else?"

"...It's gone," the boy said, changing the subject, "Do you want to eat? Should we go back or find a restaurant?"

Shen Xuan was too lazy to talk to him and had no appetite, so he simply took him back to Shen's house.

Ling Xi had already returned home at this time, and the setting sun slanted down from the sky, dyeing the mansion a layer of orange.Ling Bei leaned against him obediently: "Brother, I'm watching TV today, and all the kids on it have gone to school, when should I go?"

"School will start in the second half of the year," Ling Xi said gently, "We have already contacted you."

Ling Bei was very excited: "What? Where is it?"

"You'll know when the time comes. It's not far from home, and it's a very good school." As Ling Xi spoke, she suddenly remembered that she and Shen Xuan had chosen it together. Someone even said that she could take turns attending parent-teacher meetings and cleaning up occasionally. What a kid pokes out and so on.

Where is that person now?

"elder brother?"

Ling Xi regained consciousness and rubbed his head.

The night fell quickly, and there was no sound in the small courtyard. Ling Xi read the book for a few times and then threw it aside. She still felt empty in her heart and couldn't lift her spirits up for anything.He sat quietly for a while, and went to play chess with his grandfather, but he lost in the blink of an eye. This was the first time in recent years that he was so miserable.

Ling Xi: "..."

Ling Lao glanced at him: "Uneasy?"

Ling Xi subconsciously vetoed: "No."

Ling Lao tidied up his chess pieces: "What's wrong with Xiaoxuan, can't we have a proper talk?"

"...It's nothing," Ling Xi trembled slightly when he heard someone's name, and quickly felt a strange feeling, but he was forced to suppress him immediately, and he stood up, "I'm going back to Grandpa."

"Ah."

Ling Xi stepped into the quiet bedroom, glanced at the time, turned around to turn on the hot water, then came out to look for a change of clothes, subconsciously glanced at the phone, and found that there were no incoming calls or text messages, so he went to take a bath with his pajamas, and after a few steps, he walked back Pick up the phone, and then go in again.

The warm water relieved the exhaustion of his body very well. After soaking in the bath for a while, he looked at the quiet mobile phone again, lowered his eyes, got up and left.

As usual, he suffered from insomnia. He tossed and turned until late at night before falling asleep. In his dream, he felt the familiar numbness again. He raised his head, and instantly met Shen Xuan's smiling eyes, which were so deep that they seemed to fit into a universe.

"Ling Xi..."

He heard the sexy hoarse voice, and before he agreed, a warmth rolled into his mouth, and the tongue wrapped around him gradually changed from soft to intense.Both of them took off all their clothes, he felt hotter and hotter, and his consciousness sank a little bit, but this instinctive reaction didn't stop him, he couldn't help moaning, and his soul was instantly thrown into an old scene.

At that time, he was still in a vegetative state, and Shen Xuan pressed him into the bathtub the night before he woke up. Although he was conscious, he didn't feel uncomfortable during the whole process, and... it seemed that when Shen Xuan stopped, he wanted to let the bastard continue.

At that time, he was full of resentment, and he just wanted to ignore it all, so he deliberately forgot it, and he didn't recall it until now.He looked up at Shen Xuan, who was also staring at him without blinking, and asked in a low voice: "Ling Xi, let's try, huh?"

He opened his mouth and heard himself say hoarsely: "En."

The heat rose to a terrifying height in an instant, the body froze slightly, and then relaxed, feeling that the soul was floating, like falling into a cloud.

He opened his eyes suddenly, the sky outside the window was slightly bright, and it was a new day. After a few seconds of daze, he quickly noticed that his underwear was wet, so he couldn't help sitting up and propping his forehead.

This was the first time he had such a clear dream on a physical issue, so clear that his body still had heat and... aftertaste that could not be ignored.

One day, two days, three days, four days... Ling Xi became more and more bored, obviously he lived like this before, but now he feels uncontrollably lonely, and he can remember more and more things, some small details are clear , It seems that even the air is stained with the smell of another person, as if there is the shadow of the other person wherever he goes.

Did someone have this in mind from the start?

Ling Xi thought silently, feeling upset.

He originally wanted to calm down, but the separation did not solve the problem, and instead brought him into another out-of-control situation—the image in his mind could not be lingered, as if possessed by a demon.

What is someone doing these days?

He glanced outside and saw the bodyguard sitting under the tree, so he passed slowly.

The four greeted each other: "Young Master Ling."

Ling Xi nodded and was silent for two seconds: "What are you doing?"

"just chit chat."

"Oh."

Several people stared wide-eyed, and after a while, the bodyguards asked: "Young Master Ling, what's the matter?"

Ling Xi didn't hear the topic she was interested in, so she turned around and said, "No, let's chat."

The bodyguards didn't know why. They blinked and thought of a possibility. They got up and said, "Young Master Ling, are you watching a movie? I'm going to get some popcorn."

Ling Xi shook her head, feeling bored, thought for a while and said, "Go drive, I'll go out for a while."

The bodyguards were very excited, thinking that he was looking for Shen Xuan, but they were soon disappointed because Ling Shao went to the club.

The ethereal singing echoed in the bar, making people's whole heart quiet down.Ling Xi found a seat by the window, ordered a glass of wine, and drank it slowly while admiring the night view, feeling more comfortable than at home.

"Ling Xi?"

Ling Xi turned her head and found that it was Lu Chen. She smiled slightly and was about to say a coincidence, but then she looked past him and saw Shen Xuan stepping into the door. The other party seemed to subconsciously glance at him and quickly found him. Qi was taken aback.

Ling Xi grasped the wine glass tightly. When he couldn't see this person, he just felt bored. Even if he could always recall a lot of things, he didn't feel much discomfort. But when he looked at each other face to face, he suddenly realized that this person It has nothing to do with him anymore, the intimacy, warmth, comfort and all the things that once belonged to him poured out from the hole in his heart.

Its anesthetic properties seemed to have finally ended, and the pain mixed with the blood gurgling all over the body.

He hurriedly looked away, and suddenly found that there was a young man following Shen Xuan.

The young man had heard of this place, but Tao Tianrui had something to do today, and it took him a long time to persuade Shen Xuan to let this person take him out to play, and obediently kept a distance of more than one meter from the other party. Seeing Shen Xuan stop at this moment , so he also looked over there curiously, then reacted for a second, walked out slowly, took out his mobile phone to look through the photos, and found that it was indeed Ling Xi.

As a human locator plus a monitor, he immediately called First Young Master Shen: "Report, they met, at the club."

Young Master Shen's voice was the same as always: "Oh? What's the reaction?"

"I don't know, I'll come out and tell you right away."

"Well, feel free to contact me if you have a situation. You don't have to worry about them. That place is pretty good. I'll play with you." Young Master Shen paused and said with a smile, "But don't forget another thing I told you."

"Guaranteed to complete the mission."

Young Master Shen was very satisfied and hung up the phone.