My first love after four years of separation came to my store to buy cakes

Guan Zishan stared at the tiramisu he made by himself for a long time, but his mind was full of the back of the guest who left just now. He couldn't tell what he was feeling at this moment, whether it was the joy of reunion after a long absence, or Lost after meeting and already stranger?

The complicated emotions are like a mess of entangled threads, which he can't figure out and cut constantly... He has imagined the scene of the two of them reuniting after a long absence in his mind countless times, but none of the fantasies are more vivid than their reality. He was even more caught off guard when they met again, helpless.

Xiao Qiao noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with the manager's appearance, and couldn't help poking Guan Zishan's back with his fingers. Guan Zishan, who was almost lost in memory, came back to his senses, and smiled awkwardly at Xiao Qiao twice. Voice.

"Shop Manager, is that person you know just now?" Xiao Qiao frowned and asked.

"...Is it that obvious?" Guan Zishan couldn't help but reached out and touched his face. Could it be that he was really so obvious?

Xiao Qiao stared at Guan Zishan for a long time, then nodded: "When he walked out of the gate, your expression..."

She paused, and after a while she said tactfully, "It seems a little lost."

Guan Zishan smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled. He knew that the adjective Xiao Qiao originally wanted to say was definitely not that euphemistic, but since Xiao Qiao gave him a step down, he didn't have to look for embarrassment.

Xiao Qiao hesitated to speak, but she saw that something was wrong with Guan Zishan, so she swallowed the question she wanted to ask, and continued to play with her mobile phone with her head down.

Guan Zishan stared absent-mindedly at the tiramisu in the cake cabinet for a long time, but suddenly felt the desire to confide in him. He raised his head, stared at the ceiling, and suddenly said, "He is my first love."

Xiao Qiao, who pretended to be playing with her mobile phone but pricked up her ears, said, "...Pfft."

Guan Zishan also laughed: "But we have been separated for a long time, about four years, you see, it's been so long that he doesn't remember me anymore..."

Seeing that Guan Zishan's emotions had recovered, Xiao Qiao couldn't help gossiping and asked one more question: "Why did you break up in the first place?"

"Why did we break up?" Guan Zishan seemed to think for a while, then smiled distressedly, "It's been too long, I don't remember... To be honest, he has changed a lot compared to before, if it wasn't for him His face is still so pretty... I probably wouldn't recognize him."

Xiao Qiao nodded. Guan Zishan's words were true. The guest just now was really good-looking, and his facial features were as if drawn out. When she first saw the guest, she thought she had seen some celebrity.

"He wasn't as tall as he is now, I'll go!" Guan Zishan suddenly became indignant, "Did he start cheating after he went to college? He grew a lot taller all of a sudden, and now he's so much taller than me! Even To say that boys can continue to grow after they are twenty is too exaggerated, it's like eating triple-speed gold!"

Guan Zishan vomited for a long time, and finally it was time to get off work. He and Xiao Qiao packed up the things in the store, cleaned up and then left work.

After Xiao Qiao left, Guan Zishan lowered the iron gate of the cake shop from the inside, then turned around and came to the innermost part of the cake shop.There is a cubicle here, and in the cubicle is a wooden ladder. Guan Zishan turned on the light in the cubicle, and then went upstairs along the wooden ladder.

The wooden ladder was not long, and after Guan Zishan went up the stairs, he came to the second floor of the cake shop.

The second floor is where Guan Zishan eats and lives. The space is not too spacious, but it is more than enough for a single man. Guan Zishan is already very satisfied.

The landlord rented the second floor together with the cake shop on the first floor to Guan Zishan. Although the rent is a bit expensive, Guan Zishan is quite satisfied. After renting the store, he spent a lot of thought on the layout and decoration .After some arrangement by him, the originally small and dark second floor became bright and warm.

The walls that had cracks due to years of disrepair were covered up by Guan Zishan with warm-toned wallpaper. A few pots of plants were placed beside the window of the only window to purify the air, and the wall lamps hanging on the wall emitted soft and Non-glaring orange-yellow light.

Guan Zishan kicked off his shoes, stepped on the floor with his bare feet, and walked to the ball-shaped lazy sofa in the center of the living room, and threw himself on it.

This lazy sofa is so big that it can almost accommodate a grown man lying on its side.Guan Zishan usually likes to lie on the sofa after get off work, and play computer games while nestling, not to mention enjoying himself.

Guan Zishan buried his face in the sofa, closed his eyes and let himself go. After an unknown amount of time, he got up from the sofa, picked up a change of clothes, and walked into the bathroom.

The bathroom is not big, you can only shower but not take a bath. A full-length mirror on the wall can capture the panorama of the entire bathroom in the mirror, but this is enough for Guan Zishan. He stands in front of the full-length mirror and slowly looks at it. Slowly, one by one, she took off her clothes.

He looked at his face in the mirror. Compared with a few years ago, his face has indeed changed too much. Even he, who looks at him every day, gradually feels that his face is strange, let alone for so many years. What about the ones you haven't seen?

Guan Zishan still remembers how vigorous and youthful he was in his high school graduation photo, his facial features were as tender as water could be squeezed out, his eyes were bright and clear, and he always had a tight cut head.

But now, not only his facial features have changed a lot, but his body size, which will never change, has also grown. His bangs that are too long in front can even be tied up and tied into a braid...

...Wait, braid? !

Guan Zishan was dumbfounded looking at himself in the mirror, only to see him in the mirror with a sky braid tied in front of his forehead, looking extremely stupid.

Could it be that he is going to meet his first love after a long absence with such an honor? ! !

Guan Zishan suddenly felt a little bad.

But soon, Guan Zishan calmed down.

He curled his lips at himself in the mirror, and showed a wry smile. That person doesn't remember himself anymore, so why care about such innocuous things?

That person no longer remembers himself...

— After all, so many years have passed.

After all...it's been four years since they broke up.