Rebirth: Back Before Divorce

Li Xuan sat alone drinking in blues, his mind was blank right now.Li Xuan found out today that he has been living a lie for more than 20 years.The divorce of the parents was not because of the father's infidelity to his feelings, but because the mother knew that the father had killed her young son, and had always wanted to kill her intentionally, so she took extra precautions.And after his mother passed away, he really trusted his father who sincerely said in the study that he wanted to leave the Li family to his father, and actually planned to let himself take the blame for him.No wonder my father never allowed me to intervene in the business of water transportation. It turned out that the Li family actually helped the Zheng family in the smuggling business in private.Hehe, laughing ironically, Li Xuan filled the cup and drank it all in one gulp.

And Li Mo, Li Xuan didn't know how to face him, after all, he was the child he had spoiled for more than 20 years.But the tragedy of his mother and younger brother happened because of him.Looking at the ink jade pendant in his hand, Li Xuan told himself over and over again that these things had nothing to do with Mo Mo, he was just a baby at that time, but the death of his mother and younger brother has always involved the old wound in his heart , as if every breath would bring unspeakable pain.

Li Xuan raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, looking at the blurred and strange things in front of him, he suddenly wanted to indulge.After following the rules for more than 20 years, he also wants to try the taste of indulgence. Perhaps the stimulation of passion can temporarily help him forget the pain in his heart.

After waving for the waiter to pay the bill, Li Xuan got up staggeringly, and he couldn't stand still, bumping into a tall man. "You..." Li Xuan rubbed his eyes, trying to see the appearance of the person in front of him clearly.

"Li Xuan?" The other party seemed surprised to meet him here, and Li Xuan could vaguely see his frowning eyebrows and disapproval expression on his face.

"You know me?" Li Xuan asked with a heartless smile.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I, I'm fine! I'm going to find someone to spend the night with!" After looking for a long time, Li Xuan could only tell that the person talking to him was a man, handsome and familiar, but he didn't know anything else.Li Xuan tilted his head and thought for a while. In fact, he has no experience with men or women. It needs to be taller, I don’t know if it will be hard to push it. "Handsome guy, what do you think of me? Will you stay with me for a night?"

"You're drunk." The man held the swaying Li Xuan firmly, let him lean on his body, and asked softly in his ear, "Be sober Li Xuan, I'm Yao Qi who I met in the supermarket today. , do you still have an impression?"

"Yao Qi...Yao Qi...the supermarket! Ah, I see, you are the handsome guy in the afternoon, haha, handsome guy, are you interested in spending a wonderful night together?" Li Xuan's mind has been completely lost, except Couldn't think of anything else overnight.

Seeing that Li Xuan was quite drunk, Yao Qi had no choice but to take him away first.Originally, he came to the blues to find someone, but now it seems that he can only make an appointment.For some reason, Yao Qi always felt that Li Xuan's eyebrows looked particularly pleasing to the eye. He really liked the open-mindedness and directness of Li Xuan's carefree appearance.But it was only a few hours since the two of them parted ways in the supermarket. What happened to make this man look so painful?

"Where is your home?" Yao Qi carefully helped Li Xuan to sit in the co-pilot, and stretched out his hand to help him fasten his seat belt.

"My family..." Li Xuan's voice was very low, his eyes were extremely confused, and there was a chill in his words, "I don't have a home anymore..."

"Don't mess around, didn't you say that your brother is waiting for you this afternoon?" Yao Qi interrupted Li Xuan's decadent look.

"Brother, my brother died when he was 4 years old. Haha, he was killed by my father." Hearing the word "brother", Li Xuan's face became even more sad, and Yao Qi was worried that he would just cry like this.

"Are you okay?" Yao Qi couldn't help but stroked Li Xuan's back soothingly.

Li Xuan put his head on the other's lap, and he didn't care whether his posture was awkward or not, and muttered, "It's pretty good!" Xuan Fuzheng made him lean on the lowered passenger seat, and helped him fasten his seat belt by the way.Taking off his coat and covering Li Xuan, Yao Qi's tone was very gentle, "Go to sleep for a while, you'll be home soon."

"...Is it your home?" Li Xuan tilted his head and looked at him.

"Well, my home." Rubbing Li Xuan's hair with strong hands, Yao Qi secretly sighed in his heart, Li Xuan didn't suit this dejected look at all, the one with a cheerful smile in the afternoon was more suitable he.

"It's great, someone who has a family..." Li Xuan murmured and fell asleep, feeling drunk, and didn't notice the concerned gazes from the driver's seat that glanced at him from time to time.

Yao Qi looked at the sleeping Li Xuan with some inexplicable concern in his heart. After the chance meeting in the supermarket, he asked someone to check Li Xuan's information, and knew that he was the young master of the Li family and the successor of the Li family, so he was even more curious. What happened to make him so eclipsed drunk in the bar.

When he arrived at his door, looking at Li Xuan who was still sleeping, Yao Qi looked at him quietly for a while, but instead of waking him up, he opened the car door, picked him up and walked into the house.Putting Li Xuan on the bed in the bedroom, Yao Qi sat by the bed and took a breath.Li Xuan was not that kind of slender boy, so even Yao Qi, who had been training all the time, couldn't bear to hug him all the way.Wiping the sweat from his forehead, Yao Qi realized belatedly that he seemed to be hugging Li Xuan to his bed.

"Are you still awake?" Yao Qi patted Li Xuan's face, trying to wake him up.

"Hmm..." Li Xuan opened his eyes and looked at his surroundings in a daze, "Where is this place?"

"My house." Yao Qi helped him sit up and poured him a glass of water.

"Oh." Li Xuan nodded and drank the water in the glass obediently.

"Would you like to talk? Did something happen to you?"

"It's okay..." Li Xuan shook his head, Yao Qi's face looked very soft under the light, his quiet eyes and careful care made him think of Li Mo, "Can you hug me?"

"Uh..." Yao Qi hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand to hold Li Xuan in his arms, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Feeling the warm body temperature surrounding him, Li Xuan finally understood why so many people like one-night stands, 419 and so on.Maybe it's not just about venting lust, but more about wanting to rely on the other person's body temperature to relieve the loneliness in my heart.The two were very close, and Li Xuan could clearly smell the gentle smell of washing powder on each other's body, just like many years ago, when he was still young, his mother also hugged himself and herself with a clean and fragrant embrace. Li Mo sat in the greenhouse basking in the sun.

"Yao Qi, let's do it!" Li Xuan said to himself, pushed Yao Qi onto the bed, and kissed him on the lips in a haphazard way.

Yao Qi was taken aback by Li Xuan's sudden movement, before he could resist, he covered himself with a strong body.Yao Qi helplessly looked at Li Xuan who was tossing around on him like a kitten, he wondered if he was really experienced "Are you sure you are awake now? Wait... um..." Yao Qi tried to dissuade him Interrupted by the warm touch from the neck.Li Xuan didn't know when he had his earlobe in his mouth, and deliberately blew into his ear. "Don't make trouble, come down first..." Yao Qi pulled Li Xuan away helplessly.

"No, I'm going to sit on you! It's unscientific, why didn't you leave a mark?" Li Xuan sat on Yao Qi's body, pointed to his neck with an unhappy face and asked, "I saw Xicheng kissed him before. After Momo, there will be a mark here, I kissed you too, why not?"

"..." Yao Qi looked at Li Xuan who was stuck on him speechlessly, feeling that he had picked up a big trouble to come back.

"Hey, Yao Qi, don't lie down like this all the time, how about we study it? I know you have no experience, it's fine, I don't dislike you, I don't anyway." Li Xuan thought Yao Qi was shy, and persuaded him While unbuttoning his chest.

"..." Yao Qi was completely defeated by Li Xuan, Wei Wei turned around and pressed Li Xuan under him, "Stop messing around, be good."

"I didn't make trouble." Li Xuan deliberately rubbed his body and accused him, "You are very boring, and you obviously reacted, why do you keep rejecting me? Or do you think I am not good enough for you, young master?"

The provocative language was spoken by Li Xuan at this moment, but it seemed a bit seductive.Although Yao Qi had some affection for Li Xuan, it was not enough to do such intimate things.But looking at the man with a fragile but arrogant look below him, Yao Qi admitted that Li Xuan had won, and now he just wanted to press him down hard, so that he could immerse himself in the lust he created and couldn't extricate himself . "I hope you won't regret it when you wake up tomorrow, it's your choice." Taking off the gentle and upright mask on his face, Yao Qi's slightly squinted eyes revealed a bit of danger.Lifting Li Xuan's jaw with one hand, he lowered his body and kissed Li Xuan's lips...

Lin Xicheng sent his parents away, and Li Mo didn't come down for a long time, but Li Xuan ran downstairs with a bad face, and rushed out without even saying hello.Ling Xicheng knew from his reaction that something had happened, but Li Xuan's movements were too fast, and when he chased him out, he had already driven away.After thinking about it, Ling Xicheng sent him a text message that everyone should be careful and discuss things together, so he decided to ask Li Mo what's going on first.As soon as he walked into the study, he saw Li Mo standing by the window with a pale face, motionless, holding an old notebook.

"Mo Mo, what's wrong with you?" Ling Xicheng hurried over to hug Li Mo, but Li Mo didn't react at all as if he had lost his soul.Ling Xicheng took out the note in Li Mo's hand, and saw the shocking words written on it.Before he could be surprised, Ling Xicheng put the notes aside and carefully observed Li Mo's expression.

"Momo..." Ling Xicheng didn't know how to persuade Li Mo at this time, he could only clumsily hold him in his arms and coax him gently, "If you can't bear it, just cry, don't torment yourself like this, okay?"

"I'm fine." Li Mo's voice was the same as usual, there was no difference, but Ling Xicheng could hear his suppressed sadness from his trembling tail.

"Don't be like this..." Ling Xicheng felt pain in his heart when he saw Li Mo's forbearance, he patted his back comfortingly and said, "It's not your fault, you were still a child at that time."

"Well, I know." Li Mo nodded and pushed Ling Xicheng away, he just wants to be alone now, he needs to be quiet "I'm a little tired, so I'll take a shower first and get ready to rest..."

"Can you do it alone?" Ling Xicheng looked at Li Mo with concern.

"Well, it's okay." Li Mo said as he turned to leave, but bumped into the corner of the table absent-mindedly.

"Be careful." Ling Xicheng wanted to reach out to help him, but Li Mo avoided him.Ling Xicheng looked at the back of Li Mo walking out and didn't know what it was like.

Li Mo stood in the bathroom numbly, and subconsciously turned on the cold water valve.The cold water splashed on his body, slightly awakening his reason.Li Mo had also guessed that he might not be a child of the Li family, because when his father looked at him, the cold and contemptuous look in his eyes was not an illusion, but the love of his mother and brother still made him feel deeply about his life experience. Have a little fantasy.But when the notes left by his mother nakedly revealed all the hidden truths, Li Mo couldn't bear it.

It's all because of himself, if not for himself... Li Mo squatted down in pain, curled up under the water.The most difficult thing for him to accept is that the mother and her biological child died because of him.But he has been substituting the name of the young master of the Li family for 24 years, enjoying the pampering of his mother and elder brother and the comfort brought by a superior life.

No wonder Li Ziyu kept saying that he was unworthy and that he stole his things. After all, Li Ziyu was still the illegitimate child of the Li family, and he wasn't even an illegitimate child!He is a person who has nothing to do with the Li family at all.Turning off the shower in a daze, Li Mo lay down on the bed in the bedroom wearing a bathrobe.He doesn't want to think about anything now, he just wants to sleep for a while, maybe when he wakes up, he will find that all this is fake, he just had a nightmare.Li Mo closed his eyes tiredly and fell into a dark sleep...