Rebirth: Pick up the attack and run

Time passed by, and the sky began to turn pale. Shen Xun leaned against the wall and watched Xie Shi practice in the mirror with his eyes closed. Xie Shi was still in good spirits.

Before Shen Xun went back, Xie Shi stopped him and said, "Wait." He turned and went into the kitchen.

Shen Xun stood by the door and waited for 10 minutes, and said impatiently, "I'll go back first."

"It will be ready soon!" Xie Shi came out, holding a bowl with two eggs in it.

Shen Xun glanced at it and asked, "What?"

Xie Shi took out an egg with one hand, it was scalded, and threw the egg back into the bowl with a "hiss", then took out a clean shirt, wrapped it around the two eggs, and handed it to Shen Xun.

Shen Xun held the bowl and eggs in his hands inexplicably, and looked at him in bewilderment.

Xie Shi raised his hand to touch his eyes, his eyes were a little swollen, Xie Shi rubbed them gently.

The warm fingertips made Shen Xun's eyelids twitch twice. This action caught him off guard. Shen Xun slapped his hand away and frowned.

Xie Shi smiled and said: "I cried, your eyes may be swollen tomorrow, go back and apply eggs on your eyes, it will be fine in a few minutes."

Shen Xun pouted, went out with the egg, and suddenly stopped and asked, "When did you become so good at caring for others?"

Xie Shi turned around to tidy up the script pages scattered on the ground, squatted on the ground and picked them up one by one. The white shirt was casually rolled up to the elbow, revealing a section of forearm. He smiled and said without raising his head: "I don't know, you are the first."

Shen Xun went out the door with an inexplicable smile on his lips.

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Xie Shi's confession scene was the most important scene for the male number two, and because of his lack of expressiveness, Tang Xiao kept putting it off and asked him to shoot other scenes first.

Xie Shi carefully observed Fang Baishu's acting on the set, and found that although his movements were exaggerated, they were in place.The male protagonist he plays is domineering and childish. Although his expression remains unchanged, he can clearly convey emotions to the audience.For example, when you are angry, you raise your eyebrows and kick the trash can, and when you are sad, you cry silently.Of course, this is also due to the simple character of the hero and the reason for his emotional exposure.Fang Baishu has taken on several such roles, and has been called a "professional man with no brains and domineering male lead" by black fans, but he doesn't care about it himself, but is proud of it. After all, only popular people can have black fans. If you have the ability, you can play it. .

Xie Shi obviously couldn't learn his way of acting.The second male number Xu Fengbai has a forbearing personality, no matter what he does, he is quite similar to Xie Shi, but what kind of expression will such a person show if he wants to confess his love?

Xie Shi remembered what Shen Xun played for him that night.

Most people play the role as themselves, no matter what role they play, they can't get rid of their own shadow.However, Shen Xun was not like this. Xu Fengbai's personality had nothing to do with him, but he could perfectly grasp it.

When watching him act, Xie Shi really felt for a moment that he didn't know him and that he was completely attracted to him.

If it was him who played the role, the heroine might have to throw away her armor immediately and switch to the arms of the male second... Thank you so much.

Xie Shi's album is in preparation, and there is still some time before the recording. When he is not filming every day, he has to travel to the practice room of the school and the company. He can only sleep no more than three hours a day. After more than ten days in a row, the whole person is thin A big circle.

He was in the car, taking some time off to watch the video of Shen Xun's TV drama press conference on the Internet.The cast is very large, Shen Xun is the lead actor, standing on the left side of Zhang Mengmeng, the flashlights are constantly clicking, he is wearing a navy blue suit with a silver chain, and a knee-length black coat on the outside, under the bright white light, Like a high-spirited king.Thanks also to his height of 1.8 meters [-], his legs are slender and straight, if someone else wears this outfit, he immediately becomes short and poor.

The comments section below the video is messed up.A large group shouted that Shen Xun is so handsome that it makes people nosebleed, Shen Xun, I will give birth to monkeys for you, and of course, there were many comments about Zhang Mengmeng.

Xie Shi couldn't help but went to the major video sites to count the number of comments, and finally came back satisfied. Well, there seemed to be more comments supporting Shen Xun than Zhang Mengmeng.

Xie Shi said calmly, I am very proud that our Shen Xun is so handsome.

Although Shen Xun is young, but standing with Zhang Mengmeng, his aura is not lost at all, and it can even be said to slightly overwhelm the other party, with a strong sense of presence.

The previous questions were all about the schedule and content of the TV series. Suddenly, a reporter from an entertainment weekly asked with a smile: "After experiencing the relationship between a program and a TV series, did Shen Xun and our cute sister have any sparks? What about it? Fans are looking forward to it!"

The combination of Shen Xun and Zhang Mengmeng is still very popular. Long before this TV series, they participated in the program of Youth Journey together. Although there was not much contact in the program, after post-editing, some simple Communication is also rendered in pink bubbles.

Before this cooperation in the TV series, the brokerage companies of the two parties even hyped the sibling relationship for a period of time.Some fans jokingly called one of their programs and one TV series a love affair in a previous life.

Zhang Mengmeng has never been short of gossip, she glanced at Shen Xun with a half-smile, with some helplessness in her eyes.But at this time, she came forward to clarify, which is obviously not good for her. The media will only deliberately misinterpret her meaning and accuse her of "looking down on newcomers and unwilling to lower her self-worth".

The moment Zhang Mengmeng turned her head, the camera on the scene hurriedly snapped a picture of all the interactions between the two of them.The reporter thought that Shen Xun would not answer. After all, there is a huge disparity in popularity between the two parties. This is a great opportunity to tie up consumer popularity——

Shen Xun replied cleverly: "There is a stove, but there are no sparks. The program crew is cold, and everyone works very hard. They surround the stove to keep warm every day, and we get along very well."

When he said "everyone", he separated himself from Zhang Mengmeng.

Zhang Mengmeng smiled, took over the topic, and changed the subject: "Besides, Shen Xun and Xie Shizheng have a good relationship recently." She said coquettishly, "Where is the time to care about the minds of older beautiful girls."

All the reporters present laughed, and their anger eased for a while.

In the video, Shen Xun's expression was very calm, but outside the video, Xie Shi was inexplicably blushing. He was seriously thinking whether the weather was starting to heat up.

Sitting in the passenger seat, Xiao Guo carefully searched Xie Shi's news on Weibo with his mobile phone, telling him some good news from time to time.

Xiao Guo said enthusiastically: "Your number of fans has exceeded 500 million! But most of them are female fans. I need to help you clear the private messages of people you don't follow. It's already full."

Xie Shi hummed expressionlessly.

Xiao Guo: "Liao Jinjin mentioned you at the press conference of the new play, saying that you have a good temper and are very gentle, and would like to cooperate with you again if there is a chance, Emma, ​​this woman will never let go of a little hype, see you The momentum has been good recently, so let’s hug my thighs and do it!”

Xie picked up: ==

Xiao Guo: "Several newcomers in our company recently issued an announcement, and several reporters interviewed and asked questions about you. They all said that although you are young, you are mature and stable, and you are a very good example...Mature and stable is not a description Old men? Don’t they say some adjectives like jade tree facing the wind, chic and romantic, seven times a night? The language is not good enough, bad review!”

Xie Shi: ... ==

Xiao Guo: "Oh, by the way, the news about Shen Xun's press conference has also come out. He seems to have mentioned you. There is a piece of gossip about 'Shen Xun's high-profile confession at the press conference'. To attract attention, this is too ridiculous Well, but your cp popularity hasn't dropped at all!"

Xie Shi: ...>////

Xiao Guo: ...? ? ? ! ! !

After a while, Xie Shi took off his clothes calmly, took the mobile phone from Xiao Guo, and asked casually, "What's your Weibo account?"

Xiao Guo was flattered: "You want to be fans of me?"

Xie Shi didn't answer, took Xiao Guo's Weibo, and voted for him all the votes related to Shen Xun. In some popularity lists, Shen Xun and Xie Shi were among the candidates at the same time, and Xie Shi didn't care. He hesitated to vote for him.

This is what he often did in his previous life, like an obscure little fan, he can't do anything for Shen Xun, all he can do is these.

Xiao Guo looked anxiously at Xie Shi and lowered his head to work for a long time, not knowing what he was doing. She regained the right to use her mobile phone when Xie Shi finished using it up.

Xiao Guo looked down and shouted, "Why are there so many votes about Shen Xun on my Weibo homepage?"

Xie Shi rubbed his tired eyes and said expressionlessly, "Because you are his fan."

"...But I used to send news about you!" Xiao Guo wailed.

Xie Shi said calmly: "You can create a flirtatious image on Weibo, and be a fan of both of us at the same time."

Xiao Guo: "..."

Does the assistant not have the right to choose a male god? !

Xiao Guo was filled with grief and indignation!

After the TV drama press conference came out, Shen Xun, as the leading actor, has been busy running promotions in major cities, flying around, and Xie Shi didn't see him for several weeks.

Xie Shi is also very busy. Occasionally, when he has time, he will lock the door in the practice room of the school and the company, and practice acting by himself in front of more than a dozen large mirrors in the whole room.

The curtains were drawn, it was raining heavily outside, and the sky was dark, but the practice room was quiet, only the light of the fluorescent lamp and the long shadow cast on the ground remained.

At this time, only his breathing could be heard in the empty practice room, which was silent and long.Xie Shi seems to have returned to his previous life, eating alone, sleeping alone, and practicing singing skills alone.At that time, the company's practice room was limited. As a newcomer, Xie Shi didn't have much chance to occupy a practice room by himself.

When he was in high school, Xie Shi was unable to speak in front of outsiders for a period of time. Every time he made a voice, it was hoarse and weird. Over time, he got used to walking past a group of laughing people alone with his head bowed.

During the Chinese New Year, he was walking on an unfamiliar street, and suddenly there was a loud "bang" behind him, and dazzling fireworks exploded in the night sky, followed by the second flower, and the third flower... Crowds of people gathered in the square Teams, looking up, clapping hands, adults hugging children, couples cuddling each other, everyone has a smile in their eyes, what awaits them is the new year.

What's so great about the new year?They looked at the sky, and what Xie Shi saw was a beautiful future, but what Xie Shi saw was a deep vortex, which excluded him from all the noise.

He stood quietly, holding a box of takeaway in his hand, the night sky was dazzling, casting shadows on his face.

Xie Shi stared at himself in the mirror, and practiced from smiling, smiling, wryly smiling, mocking, and sneering.He tried to adjust every expression of his face, every subtle arc, and let them combine to achieve the greatest effect.

After a while, Xie Shi took out his mobile phone, found a photo of Li Xiao on the Internet, and projected it on the mirror.

The lines are already familiar by heart.

After brewing emotions.

"I..." Xie Shi just made a sound, then suddenly stopped, his own voice echoed in his ears, even he himself felt that the voice was extremely cold and emotionless, not even as rich as when he sang .

He stared at himself in the mirror, a young man with light eyebrows, the shadow cast on the ground by the light was long and quiet.When Shen Xun was not around, he was alienated from others, wrapped in a cocoon, and it was difficult to have feelings.

He is actually very similar to Xu Fengbai, this role is very suitable for him, and the previous parts have been performed very well.But the only difference between him and Xu Fengbai is that the heroine is the sun in Xu Fengbai's eyes, his ray of light, Xu Fengbai loves the heroine so much that he praises his father for every day, moths fly to the flame, forbearance and loneliness - but Xie Shi is different, Xie Shi has no lover, so it is difficult to empathize.

Even the simple words "I love you" can't be said.

However, if you want to be a good actor, you can't always play only people with similar personalities to yourself. You must be able to handle any role, and you can be affectionate or full of grief and indignation no matter who you are facing. However, Xie Shi is now even the most Can't break through at least one step.

Li Xiao's photo was really an eyesore. Xie Shi turned off his phone, sat down against the corner, rubbed his temples, and felt a little frustrated with his stagnant acting skills.

The phone rang suddenly.

The caller ID was Shen Xun. Xie Shi calmed down, wiped his face, and smiled at himself in the mirror. No matter when, he would never show a cold side in front of Shen Xun. It's decided.

There was a sound of towels wiping hair from the other end of the phone. Shen Xun didn't exchange pleasantries, and went straight to the point, asking, "Do you have a date for March [-]?"

Xie Shi calculated the schedule and said, "I don't know yet. There are big temporary changes. I'm going to record an album recently. I'm very busy. What's the matter?"

Shen Xun was quiet for a few seconds, and said succinctly: "School celebration, if you are free, you can accept the invitation of the school celebration..."

Is that all?Xie Shi didn't expect Shen Xun to call to remind him, and he quickly said: "It's okay, it's okay!"

"...Didn't you just say that the schedule has not been confirmed?"

Xie Shi didn't answer and asked instead: "You have also been invited to the school celebration, right? Will you come back some time?"

"Well, maybe?"

Xie Shi's eyes lit up, and he said excitedly, "Then I'll go too!"

Shen Xun: "..."

Shen Xun heard the sound of rain beating on the window on Xie Shi's phone, and reminded: "It's cold in the spring, pay attention to bring an umbrella." Before Xie Shi could answer, he glanced outside the French window, and hurriedly said: "I'll hang up first. "

"Wait!" Xie Shi blurted out.

"What?" Shen Xun asked softly, waiting patiently on the other end of the phone, the sound of breathing came through the phone, but Xie Shi had nothing to say, and asked after a while: "Have you...have you eaten?"

Shen Xun: "..."

"Eat." Shen Xun said expressionlessly, holding the phone in his hands, his ears were a little hot, and he glanced at Brother Li who was waving desperately to him outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Li Ge mouth-to-mouth: Hurry up—click—come—come—!It's going to be late! ! !

Shen Xun frowned and walked over.

Brother Li happily waited for the door to open, and opened his mouth wide, ready to complain a few words.

"Wow!" Shen Xun pulled the printed curtains vigorously, and Li Ge was turned away from the curtain with an expression of disbelief.

"I—damn!"

Shen Xun walked back, switched the phone to the other ear, and said helplessly, "Go on."

Xie Shi heard that there seemed to be movement over there, smiled, and said: "It's nothing... When are you coming back? Where are you at now? What hotel are you staying at? What time is the flight? Forget it, I'll talk about it when I get back. Wait for you."

Shen Xun was silent, then raised his eyebrows suddenly, and said, "Could it be that acting has been hindered again?"

"..." Xie Shi smiled and said, "It's nothing."

Shen Xun's lips curled up, as if he was pleased by this sentence, he was inexplicably relaxed after running around for a day, he turned on the computer, and commanded unquestionably: "Start the video."

The layout of Shen Xun's hotel is simple and elegant. His computer seems to be placed on the bed. From Xie Shi's side, he can see a thick layer of curtains in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. There are a few books on the large suitcase beside the bed, and a few chandeliers on the top. , covering Shen Xun's body with a layer of warm yellow light.

There were water droplets on Shen Xun's hair. He wiped it casually a few times, threw the white towel aside, and sat down on the bed cross-legged, with his crotch facing the computer.Xie Shi projected him on the wall, carefully adjusting the angle, his figure occupied the entire wall, the soft bed was slightly sunken, and Shen Xun sat cross-legged on it, like a huge cat.

Xie Shi smiled and said, "You are so big."

Shen Xun: "..."

With three black lines on Shen Xun's forehead, he raised his foot and kicked the camera.

A foot kicked over suddenly, almost breaking through the wall, Xie Shi was startled.

Xie Shi looked strange, hesitated for a long time before saying: "I said you have a big body, where do you want to go?"

Shen Xun: "..."

"roll!"

Shen Xun said: "When people are sad, they can't just express themselves with tears. Xie Shi, listen carefully. When you are overly sad, some functions of the body are damaged, and it will cause vomiting, trembling, whimpering, and even loss of control. There are too many different forms of expression, and the important thing is to grasp the degree of them. Why do some people feel very real, while others have a strong sense of acting? This is also a degree, exaggerating the essence and reducing unnecessary expressions. Basic skills plus The understanding of the character in the world is not far from playing the character well."

It was rare for Shen Xun to speak in such long paragraphs. Xie Shi concentrated and stared at Shen Xun intently, showing that he was listening carefully.

"Well, I'll show you a section, you can play as you like." Shen Xun walked to the center of the room.

Shen Xun's shadow was clearly projected onto the wall, overlapping with the yellow light, like a quiet old silent film, Xie Shi looked at him quietly, with an inexplicable desire to get closer in his heart.

Shen Xun stood quietly in the room for a few seconds, then turned to Xie Shi, the whole person's temperament suddenly changed, he stood in the center of the light, but the light seemed to be attracted by him, the whole person seemed to be glowing, through the video , the magnified face on the wall is not very clear, but Xie Shi can also feel that the settled atmosphere is like the dark blue of the deep seabed, like the sky on the plateau turned upside down.

"I... really can't hold on to it!" Shen Xun's voice became low, with a hint of panic and haste. The sound quality was no different from his usual voice, but it still gave off a completely different feeling.

Once he opened his mouth, it was hard to suppress his emotions. Shen Xun took a few steps in the room, squeezed his fingers, and said in one breath: "These few months have been a kind of torture for me. Against the worldly views, against my family... against your background, against my class." The expression on his face was extremely complicated, pride, dignity, hesitation, difficulty, struggle, and the next second, his frowning Slowly loosened, like a layer of frozen ice cracked, and finally fell under the skirt of spring, his expression was firm, his eyes were full of love, as if he was staring at his belief: "But, I want to throw them all away now ! Let you end my pain!"

Xie Shi held his breath and counted his steps. The distance between each step was exactly the same, which perfectly expressed the mixed emotions of anticipation, nervousness and pride.

Shen Xun suddenly raised his head, complex emotions surged in his eyes, like a tsunami and a storm, the critical mast was crumbling, and a deep vortex made Xie Shi's mind go blank.

Shen Xun suddenly took a step forward, with such a gentle expression, he firmly stretched out his hand towards the camera, and every word fell into Xie Shi's heart, like thunder that exploded one after another.

"I love you, the most sincere love. Please give me the honor and accept my hand." So affectionate, even reading a sentence is a kind of blasphemy.

He was wearing simple long-sleeved trousers and slippers under his feet, but his whole body seemed to be chased by light, enough to make everyone ignore these imperfect details.

Knowing that Shen Xun was just acting, Xie Shi's heart was still beating uncontrollably, as if he had been exercising vigorously, or riding a roller coaster, no, there was another kind of emotion, Xie Shi distinguished Unclear, just staring at Shen Xun's eyes on the wall, as if something was about to burst out of his heart.

It was pouring rain outside the window, there was thunder and thunder, the curtains were fluttering, and the rain continued, but Xie Shi couldn't hear anything.

There is only the sound of the heartbeat in the world.

It was a young man who let go of his pride and self-esteem for love. The deep love in his eyes made him look like he was going to go crazy in the next second, and he was going to kiss him in the next second, but he didn't, he stood proudly With his back bent, his longing expression makes the scenery of the whole world willing to become the background.

Xie Shi couldn't help but move his Adam's apple, but he couldn't say a word. At this time, he was completely involved in the play, no longer a bystander, but like a prey that was cornered, completely suppressed from head to toe Stop, can't move.

Shen Xun approached step by step, and the slight sound of stepping on the carpet seemed to be stepping on Xie Shi's heart again and again, making his heart resist fiercely, but he couldn't break free from the shackles he put on.

Shen Xun stared at Xie Shi's eyes for a long time, and then sighed. The long sigh was like a cigarette butt burning on people's hearts, causing people to suffer.

"If I love you less, I can talk more."

—If I love you less, I can talk more.

—If I love you less.

--Love you.

The echo echoed throughout the practice room. Xie Shi stood there blankly. Before he could react, Shen Xun was already playing. He rubbed his hair and adjusted the angle of the computer.

His delicate face suddenly drew closer, Xie Shi's heart skipped a beat for two seconds, and all the hair on the back of his neck exploded.

"Didn't I ask you to take over the show? You just went in a daze?" Shen Xun frowned and said in a bad mood.

Xie Shi stared at him blankly.

Shen Xun poked his finger on the lens, making a crisp sound.

Xie Shi came back to his senses, looked at Shen Xun, and suddenly asked, "I said I love you that day, what were you thinking?"

Shen Xun's throat tightened, he looked away uncomfortably, and said, "I didn't hear clearly, I didn't think about anything."

"Oh." Xie Shi touched his heart and felt that he was still beating a little fast, but is this normal?

Shen Xun was silent for a while, stared at Xie Shi calmly, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xie Shi looked up at him in a daze, and said for a while, "It's nothing... you just acted on me, I'm a little..."

"What's the matter?" Shen Xun's expression was complicated, and his voice was inexplicably hoarse.

Xie Shi rubbed his head, sat down on the ground for a while, shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

Shen Xun: "..."

The sound of rain knocking on the window, the wind whistling like ghosts crying and wolves howling.

After a while, Shen Xun suddenly said: "Get up, the ground is cold."

Xie Shi got up, squatted on the ground, smiled at the camera, and said, "Aren't you busy? No activities this afternoon?"

Shen Xun glanced at the lower right corner of the computer, the time has passed long ago, forget it, he can't catch up now, he said with no expression: "Not busy, where is your album? How many songs have you recorded?"

Xie Shi walked to the window, and the two listened to the sound of rain and wind outside the window, chatting one after another, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Xie Shi said: "Before the album is released, the source of the sound cannot be revealed, for fear of being plagiarized."

Shen Xun glared: "Are you worried that I will steal your broken song?"

Xie Shi smiled and said, "Then put on your earphones."

Shen Xun put on the earphones, and said disdainfully how good your singing is, but there was a hint of expectation between his brows.

Like a child, Xie Shi couldn't help but smile at him with his eyes bent.

A strange melody and a familiar voice came from the earphones on both sides.Shen Xun stared into Xie Shi's eyes in the camera, with the sound of music and rain in his ears, and felt that the whole world had quieted down.

"In the sky full of stars, the miracle of meeting you."

"You are the dawn, you are my jewel."

The melody fell in my ears, and I couldn't tell if it was the narration or Xie Shi was whispering.

Xie Shi opened his mouth and said, "Thank you."

Shen Xun would not know how much courage he gave him. He is not alone since then, and he is very grateful.