Rebirth: Pick up the attack and run

The car drove at full speed on the road for half an hour, and it was already dark. The two of them opened two rooms in a simple hotel in the town at the foot of the mountain to rest for the night. The next morning, Xie Shi came to knock on the door of Shen Xun's room. Finding that the other party was gone, he hurriedly put on his coat and ran downstairs. It is not so easy to fight up the mountain here. If Shen Xun really got angry and threw him here, he would not be able to walk back even with four legs!

"Afraid I'll run away?" Shen Xun walked up to him, grabbing Xie Shi who was almost unable to stop the car.

"Where have you been?" Xie Shi asked hastily.

The corner of Shen Xun's mouth twitched, and a pack of medicinal plastic bags was thrown into Xie Shi's arms. There were various brands of cold medicine.

Shen Xun walked into the room, and flung out two words: "Props."

Xie Shi: "..."

Xie Shi hastily collected the things in his room, and stood in front of Shen Xun's room. He would definitely not be able to escape the next seven days. If he had known that Shen Xun would participate in this show, even if he was considered a big name, He would have flatly refused as early as the beginning.

In any case, the two of them must at least maintain a superficial peace these few days, otherwise the public opinion would not know how big the waves would be, but...he was not sure whether Shen Xun would bear it.

Xie Shi bought breakfast at a small shop nearby, set the dining plate, and opened the door to enter.

Shen Xun was standing in front of the window with arms folded, when he heard the sound and turned his head, the smoke flickered red at his fingertips, and a white mist rose up.

"You smoke?" Xie Shi frowned.

Shen Xun glanced at him, then turned his head away, exhaled a puff of smoke, "What's none of your business?"

Xie Shi frowned, not wanting to quarrel with him in the morning, so he watched his back silently for a while.

Even if Shen Xun was from the back, it seemed to be cold. There was light rain pattering outside the window, and the gray light fell on him, as if coated with a layer of misty and obscure light.

Xie Shi remembered that when they were young, the two of them carved their heights on the wall, and sometimes they could quarrel for a long time because of their heights.When I was in primary school, Xie Shi was taller than Shen Xun. Shen Xun was slightly fat, and he was not as popular with girls as Xie Shi. He was the one who would not cry or make noise when he was called fat. Hit him.Later, he was motivated to surpass Xie Shi, and played basketball every day. He was taller than Xie Shi in the first year of junior high school, and he has been half a head taller than Xie Shi since then. He is handsome and cool, and the girl who sent him love letters is far away More than someone who likes Xie Shi, but Shen Xun always keeps a straight face and ignores girls.

He has a bad temper, and Xie Shi will always act as a peacemaker in the middle.

But at that time, Shen Xun was undoubtedly an exception to Xie Shi. He would save pocket money to buy Xie Shi the car model he had been longing for for a long time, and he would protect Xie Shi in front of the senior gangsters. each other's only friends.

……

Unfortunately, now, there seems to be an indestructible iron fence between them. No matter how hard Xie Shi tries, he can only stay on this side of the fence, and there is an indelible gap in the middle.

Xie Shi was a little discouraged.

He thought about being beaten by Shen Xun with a bruised nose and face, or being sent to the hospital with serious fractures, and also thought about being stabbed by Shen Xun and paying for his life with his life, but he never thought that Shen Xun would treat him like this. stranger.

No hate, no resentment, just disdain, ignore.

This made him not know what to do, and how to untie the knot between the two of them.Perhaps, it is a deadlock, there is no solution at all.

"Get out yet? How long are you going to stay?" At some point, Shen Xun turned sideways and stared at him with a bad tone.

Xie Shi came to his senses, picked up the plate and handed it under his eyelids, squeezed out a smile, and asked, "You didn't have breakfast, did you? I bought white rice porridge, poached eggs, soy milk and..."

"What are you going to do again?" Shen Xun was so annoyed that he extinguished his cigarette on the window sill, "Hurry up and go out with your things before I can talk properly, I'm so annoyed."

Xie Shi's expression remained unchanged, and he continued: "There are fried dough sticks, bread and yogurt. There are many choices. What do you want to eat? It seems a bit cold... There is a store outside, there is still time, why don't we go together?"

Shen Xun stared at him, wanting to knock open the head of the person in front of him to see what was inside, how could he tell him to roll over and over again, he could do it as if nothing had happened.

Ignoring Shen Xun's coldness, Xie Shi continued: "I remember you used to like that soybean milk shop in Tongcheng Beishi, when..." He paused, his heart beat, and he said what he had in his mouth: "When can we go back..."

"Go back?" Shen Xun suddenly smiled nervously.

"Where are you going back? I have nowhere to go back!" Shen Xun unconsciously clenched his fists and then released them. He turned his head, stopped looking at Xie Shi, took out two sets of clothes from the closet, and threw them into the suitcase .

"Go away." Shen Xun flipped his wrist, and the suitcase drew a neat arc on the ground, bypassing Xie Shi, and strode towards the door.

Xie Shi clasped his shoulder with one hand, and said stubbornly: "I haven't finished my words, you have to listen to me."

Shen Xun finally got angry. He slapped Xie Shi's hand away vigorously, threw the suitcase aside, and made a "bang" sound. He turned around and roughly tore off his collar, staring straight at Xie Shi: "It's nothing." It’s easy to say, do you think I’m easy to bully?! Or do you think I can easily forget about the past and live heartlessly like you?”

He desperately wanted to forget those painful memories, but Xie Shi brought them up in front of him over and over again!It's like a wound that has already healed, being repeatedly opened to slow his nerves. What's more frightening is that the wound has already festered and will never heal.

But these Xie Shi didn't understand at all, that's right, how could he understand, how could he understand the pain of losing a loved one overnight and being abandoned by his only friend?

The more Xie Shi pretended not to care, the more he pretended nothing happened, the more heartless Shen Xun became, the angrier Shen Xun became, obviously, he shouldn't be the only one suffering in this way!

He even hated Xie Shi's smile and calmness. After all those things happened, how could he still smile in front of him as if nothing had happened?

He was stuck in the past and couldn't extricate himself, but Xie Shi walked out so easily and is still alive, it's really unfair!

Shen Xun sneered again and again: "Did you live too easily and be so idle?"

Xie Shi finally squeezed out a smile that froze, and finally couldn't hold it.

"...I'm sorry." He said these three words again, knowing that this would not change anything, but all he could say and do was these three words.

"I said don't mention these three words! Sorry, sorry, you can only say these three words! What's the use of being sorry?! Ah?!" Shen Xun roared.

His indifferent appearance finally collapsed, revealing the inner anger and monstrous hatred.

Xie Shi's hands trembled when he yelled at him, the plates and bowls rolled down, and fell to the ground with a crisp cracking sound, breaking into several pieces, and the white porridge splashed on his shoes, making his eyelids twitch twice.

Shen Xun took a deep breath, stepped on the broken porcelain, and stared condescendingly at the top of Xie Shi's head, his tone was unprecedentedly cold: "Can't you just stay like that? Why do you want to come under my nose again and again, don't you Sick? What do you want to do? Answer me!"

What do you want to do?

What does he want to do?

Xie Shi didn't know either, he couldn't do anything for Shen Xun, all he had done these days was to cling around to Shen Xun like a mangy dog, causing him inconvenience, and making him think of him when he saw him. good memories.

He knew very well that such obsession was useless.For many things, as long as two people are willing, hatred can always be resolved, but he and Shen Xun do not belong to such an easy one.

When it was time to face him, he ran away, and after that, the two were doomed to part ways.

However, he was unwilling, really unwilling, there was no way for the two of them to become strangers passing by with hatred and shame, just like in their previous life.

Shen Xun hated him, but in his previous life, Shen Xun saved him.

Shen Xun saved him...

This is the source of all his courage.

Xie Shi seemed to be grabbing a life-saving straw, grabbed Shen Xun's arm and said, "You saved me...you..." He himself didn't have enough confidence to speak, his voice was vague, like a soft whimper.

Shen Xun didn't hear clearly, and shook off his hand in disgust.

Xie Shi didn't stand still, staggered, his body shook, raised his head and stared at Shen Xun with wide eyes, and repeated clearly: "You saved me..."

Shen Xun seemed to have heard a big joke, and interrupted mercilessly: "Idiots are talking about dreams! I wish I could kill you and save you? Wishful thinking!"

Xie Shi's back froze, the scene in his previous life was vivid in his mind, Shen Xun did protect himself, but what if he regretted it immediately after doing that?What if he just accidentally put his hand on his head under the impact of the car?

How could Shen Xun save the son of his enemy?

He wished to kill him, so how could he save him?

He didn't save him.

It's me dreaming.

Xie Shi pinched his arm, his fingertips turned white, and there were a few red marks on his skin.

what can he doWhat else can he do?

"I'm sorry..." Xie Shi opened his mouth, his face was pale, and his voice was so dry that it didn't look like his own.

"Enough! Sorry for what?" Shen Xun was finally furious. He stepped forward and pinched Xie Shi's chin, forcing him to look at him, but Xie Shi's eyelashes trembled, his eyes turned away, and he refused to meet him. .

"What are you sorry for me?!" He pinched Xie Shi's chin fiercely with his fingers, almost drawing three red marks, "A few cups of yogurt, a few breakfasts, Xie Shi, the total is only a few dozen yuan , your sorry is so cheap?"

His hatred is like icicles buried in his blood, gradually merging with his blood. Over the years, sometimes he can't remember why he hates or who he hates, but once it is made public, these icy scums immediately swim away Walking up, the blood in the whole body was frozen stiff.

Xie Shi just wanted to bump into his gun, reminding him time and time again that your parents are gone forever, and the murderer is your best brother's father.

He hated Xie Shi, hated himself even more, hated that his already dead emotions were easily affected.

Xie Shi's face was extremely pale, and the circles of his eyes were faintly red.

Shen Xun tried his best to restrain himself, his chest heaved twice quickly, he shook off Xie Shi's chin, and said in a cold tone: "Don't let me hear these three words again! What do you think you owe me? You don't owe me! So Don't apologize, let me hear it next time... No, there is no next time! Don't let me see you again!"

"No, this is what I owe you..." Xie Shi forced his voice, he could hardly speak, his voice was dry and panting.

"What do you owe me?"

"I don't know, I'm sorry, I... I owe you, I will do whatever you ask me..."

Shen Xun roared, "Enough! I said no need!"

"No, uncle and aunt..."

"Get out!" Shen Xun was in a hurry, and suddenly interrupted him, "Your father will bear the responsibility of your father's crimes! You don't need to be hypocritical here! If you sympathize with me being an orphan, you have nothing to show off. Is there only one person? No one is better off than anyone else!"

"Don't you hate me?" He said so much, Xie Shi only listened to a few words, and his already numb heart suddenly shook, "Then why..."

"Hate, of course I hate. When I dream, I think about burning your whole family to death." Shen Xun stared at him and said viciously.When he was alone in the dark room at night, he really thought about it. He hated it so much that even removing the bed boards couldn’t calm down his hatred, which he had nowhere to vent. “It’s all burnt to charcoal! Just like my father Mom like that!"

Xie Shi's head was buzzing and it was difficult to breathe.

"But you are the only one in your family, and you only have one life, do you think you are enough to pay it back?" Shen Xun said viciously.The paler Xie Shi's face became, the more he couldn't control his emotions.

There was a painful pleasure in his heart, which Xie Shi should bear!

No, it's not enough, this kind of stimulation is not enough to relieve his hatred, the mother who was standing in the kitchen making soup for him last second, and the father who was lying on the sofa reading the newspaper with a smile, were burned alive in front of his eyes. Heitan, and the murderer was only sentenced to life imprisonment, he was killed and cut into pieces with thousands of swords is not enough to vent his hatred!

And the culprit's son actually stood in front of him and asked him if he hated him or not?

How ridiculous!

Those harsh words like knives gave both of them a kind of masochistic pleasure.

"I'm sorry." Xie Shi's eyes were red, and he turned his face away.

"Shut up!" Shen Xun kicked down the desk lamp next to him irritably, the glass exploded in the air, fell down and scratched his arm, blood flowed down instantly, but he felt no pain, he stared at Xie Shi, brought He roared with hatred: "You can only say this sentence? What do you want? You suddenly appeared in front of me just to say these three words? Let me tell you, there is no need, because it is already too late!"

"Why are you late? Tell me why you're late?" Xie Shi suddenly yelled uncontrollably, almost choking, "You tell me it's late now?!"

Is it too late for him to be reborn?

He obviously came back to save everything, but it was still too late.

Xie Shi shivered a little, and a cold feeling rose from his whole body, from head to toe.

"What right do you have to ask me? If it's late, it's late!" Shen Xun said coldly, "From now on, don't hang out in front of me, it's an eyesore!"

"us……"

"We? What about us? Don't mention the word us! You and I are not us! I think of my dead parents when I see you, so I hate you!" Shen Xun grabbed Xie Shi by the collar and pushed him against him. On the window, the eyes are scarlet like an erupting wolf.

He and him can no longer be "us"!

The rusty iron fence behind him pressed against Xie Shi's back, and his numb nerves tingled.

The dust that had accumulated on the curtains for a long time shook, and all fell on Xie Shi's head, making him gray in an instant. Xie Shi coughed violently uncontrollably, and curled up his body.

Shen Xun let him go heavily, "Don't come here to please me, don't waste your energy!" He stood there panting for a moment, then shook his head and left.

Xie Shi stood there in a daze, the cold wind blowing from the window blew the curtains, and the dust went straight into his mouth and nose, choking him to cough violently again, the cold sweat on his body was dried, his expression was in a daze, his eyes fell on the two drops of blood on the ground superior.

Shen Xun started the car, Xie Shi rushed out from the hotel, rushed over to snatch the keys from him, "I'll drive, bandage your hands."

Several thunderbolts struck from the sky, and the rain became heavier and heavier. Shen Xun's expression was cold, and he didn't even look at him. The car was full of power and rushed forward in an instant.

Xie Shi was still clasping his hands against the window, but he refused to let go. He was instantly taken several meters away by the car, his legs were almost worn out on the ground, and his black pants were covered in mud and rain.

The car stopped suddenly, Xie Shi fell to his knees on the ground, Shen Xun kicked the car door open, picked up Xie Shi's collar, and roared angrily, "You're dying?!"

Xie Shi looked numb and desperate, stubbornly grabbed Shen Xun's arm, and said softly, "Give me the key."

"You are crazy!"

"Give me the key!" Xie Shi raised his face and roared word by word. The heavy rain washed over his face, making his complexion almost transparent. His black hair was soaked and stuck to his forehead, and his eyes didn't blink. , staring straight at Shen Xun.

Shen Xun was out of breath, let go of him abruptly, and threw the key into the puddle next to the avenue through the guardrail.

"Do you want the key?" He spread his hand, the corner of his mouth almost overflowing with coldness: "No more."

Through the heavy rain, Xie Shi couldn't see his expression clearly, but only knew that his heart wrinkled and ached.He put his hands on the ground, crawled two steps on the ground, supported his body to stand up, staggered suddenly, and fell on the front hood of the car.

The heavy rain completely wet the shirt on his upper body, outlining the thin skin on his back.

Xie Shi suddenly rushed to the side of the guardrail, turned over, jumped into the pool all at once, stretched out his hand, and the muddy water slowly surged up from his waist.

Shen Xun's pupils shrank, his heart lost half a beat, and before he had time to think, he jumped down a few steps, grabbed Xie Shi's arms, and dragged them up.

"Crazy!" Shen Xun roared.

Rainwater mixed with muddy water hit his face and dripped into his mouth.

Panting, he picked up Xie Shi, who looked at him silently, raised the key in his hand, and said, "I'll drive."

Shen Xun was so angry that he punched Xie Shi's ear, the soil loosened, and the two of them fell another half meter. Shen Xun quickly took Xie Shi's arms, dragged him onto the guardrail, and laid him horizontally on the ground.

Shen Xun was panting against the guardrail.

Xie Shi's expression was calm and indifferent, which made Shen Xun feel very strange.Xie Shi looked at the muddy and bloody arm hanging beside him for a while, grabbed Shen Xun's arm, and said, "Bandage."

Shen Xun frowned, subconsciously shook off.

Xie Shi froze in place. After a long while, he raised his head, stared at Shen Xun, and said word by word, "What do you want from me?"

Shen Xun was stunned.

Xie Shi stood up slowly and stared at Shen Xun, "What do you want me to do? Die?" He dragged his dirty steps, covered in mud, and approached Shen Xun step by step. The expression, but there is a faint forbearance of madness.

"What's wrong with me? Tell me, what did I do wrong? Aren't I also a victim?" Xie Shi finally had a trace of excitement on his stagnant face: "You don't understand at all! You will die! I will die too ! We have already died... What do you want me to do..." He was a little incoherent, and at the end he didn't know what he was talking about, and the rain was hanging on his cheeks, like tear stains.

Lightning exploded across the sky.

The two people were separated by half a step, one step to the side was the guardrail, and the heavy rain pouring down in the middle blocked the faces of the two people.

Xie Shi suddenly felt extremely tired, and for a moment, he suddenly felt that all this was meaningless, rebirth was meaningless, whether it was hate or forgiveness, after the heart stopped beating, everything would return to dust and chaos.

That would be great.

Seeing that Xie Shi's expression became more and more dazed, Shen Xun looked at himself as if he was looking at straws, as if he had been punched in the chest by an unknown punch, and he couldn't breathe.

At that moment, he really wanted to reach out to hug Xie Shi and say a few words of comfort, but his lips moved and he did nothing in the end.

"I never thought you would die." Shen Xun stretched out his hand and pulled Xie Shi, who was teetering on the side of the guardrail. The other person's skin was so cold that his fingertips paused. Listening, it seemed to make my swaying heart more firm: "Live well, with Xie Changhua's sins."

Xie Shi looked at him with quiet and despairing eyes.