Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

(One)

Qin Ruilin's heart was as dead as gray. For a moment, his whole body seemed to be dead. He looked at Carlo with empty eyes, and felt like an abandoned waif. In the haze.

His whole body seemed to be drained of strength, and he had to hold on to the corner of the wall to prevent himself from falling.

Carlo said again: "Master Qin, don't be sad, Xia Xi has been treating you like this all the time, since he wants to leave, let him go, as you, are you afraid that you won't find a better lover than him? If you want, I can find as many as you want!"

Qin Ruilin shifted his gaze to Carlo.

Carlo thought he had listened to the advice, and said more seriously: "Master Qin, Xia Xi used to try everything to please you, but now that you like him, he puts on a high stance instead. It's not worth it for him to be so emotional. If you give affection, you forget about him, this is good for you and Xia Xi, I can't bear to see you in so much pain, Xia Xi...why does he dare to torture you like this!"

As soon as Carlo's voice fell, Qin Ruilin grabbed his clothes suddenly, and then threw him against the wall. Carlo was caught off guard. Qin Ruilin grabbed his collar with one hand, and said fiercely, "You lied to me!"

"I do not have……"

"You lied to me!" Qin Ruilin was almost crazy, but with a bit of reason, he lowered his voice, so cold that there was no trace of warmth, "Xia Xi can't say such a thing, he promised me last night, how could that be?" Back then, he was ruthless to me before, but he would never break his promise, I know him too well." Seeing the flustered look on Carlo's face, he tightened his hand a lot, and said angrily, "Carlo , I trust you very much, but why did you lie to me!"

Carlo's face was full of helplessness.

He didn't lie, Xia Xi really left, and he also entrusted him to tell Qin Ruilin, he said: "Carlo, I have already booked the ticket, and now I have to leave, if you see Qin Ruilin, please tell him for me: I will be at z Wait for him in the country, and I will never break my promise, otherwise he will not see me when he comes back, and I am worried that he will misunderstand."

"You should tell him yourself."

Xia Xi hesitated for a moment, Carlo noticed that his posture was a bit weird, but it was not obvious, "It's better if I don't hear his voice now, he sent him a text message, if he didn't see it, please tell me, Thanks!"

Carlo nodded, but his dissatisfaction became more and more widespread. He couldn't understand the reason the other party said. In fact, since Qin Ruilin was injured, his goodwill towards Xia Xi had been exhausted. He didn't want Qin Ruilin to be burdened by feelings, because once a person With concern, he has a weakness that can be easily broken, but Xia Xi made Qin Ruilin willing to torture himself.

This is really terrible, Xia Xi has completely manipulated Master Qin, if he wants to get Boen Liya, Master Qin may offer it with both hands, and even worried that his hands will hurt.

Carlo sighed, "Master Qin, I did lie to you."

He told Qin Ruilin exactly what Xia Xi said. Qin Ruilin let go of his hand, and the gloom in his eyes dissipated little by little. The big stone in his heart fell to the ground, and he leaned against the wall and smiled as if no one was there. There were all kinds of feelings in his heart, and he laughed until the end Only when he realized that the corners of his eyes were wet, he turned his back, and then quickly suppressed the flood of emotions.

Qin Ruilin said in a deep voice: "Carlo, this kind of thing is not an exception, otherwise I will never forgive you lightly. You know the rules, go down and receive the punishment yourself."

Carlo nodded bitterly, and did not argue any more. Master Qin has gone mad, and no matter how much he said, it would be in vain.

When Carlo walked away, Qin Ruilin rushed to Xia Xi's room. He left his phone here last night, so he didn't see the content of the text message. When it was time to read the content, he finally felt relieved.

Xia Xi said: I wanted to say goodbye to you last night, but the incident happened suddenly. When I think about it today, the time is almost too late. I will wait for you in country Z, goodbye.

Qin Ruilin stared at the phone obsessively, like a young boy who received a love letter for the first time. His heart was pounding like a deer, and all his rationality was forgotten. He squatted on the bedside, holding the phone in both hands, and said He read Xia Xi's words word by word. He has gone through hardships and finally realized his long-cherished wish. Now a simple sentence of waiting for you is enough to make him excited.

He has been walking in the mud full of thorns and can't see the end. Now he walks through the thorns, but the broad road makes him feel a little at a loss.

"Axi..."

Qin Ruilin dialed Xia Xi's number, even the boring music was pleasant to the ear, but soon, he found the ringtone coming from nearby, Qin Ruilin raised his head in disbelief, and saw Xia Xi standing by the door, holding the phone in his hand. Looking at the phone, he shook it when he saw Qin Ruilin looking over, he smiled and said: "I thought about it, it's more reassuring to say goodbye in person."

Qin Ruilin looked at him moved, with a slightly pitiful expression on his face.

Xia Xi approached him, patted Qin Ruilin's face lightly, and said helplessly, "What's your expression? Don't you welcome me back?"

Qin Ruilin didn't speak, he got up and hugged Xia Xi fiercely, breathing rapidly, his body was still trembling slightly, Xia Xi froze for a moment, then hugged Qin Ruilin with his hands filled with emotion, no one spoke anymore, the atmosphere was charming and full Calm, but enjoying the unspeakable warmth alone.

After a while, Qin Ruilin said in a low voice, "You missed your flight."

"Actually, it's not in such a hurry." Xia Xi said, "I was in a mess, so I found a place to calm down, but a second before boarding, I suddenly decided to come back. Before I came to the United States, I called you. I started to think about this question when I was a child, but until just now, I didn't think about it thoroughly. I may not know whether I can love you again, but I know very well that I will not be with anyone else except you. Together."

Qin Ruilin rubbed Xia Xi's neck, and said with attachment: "I will love you forever."

"...Give me time, please?"

"Okay, I'll wait until you're ready, but you promised to be with me, you can't lie to me."

"Yes, I agree."

Qin Ruilin laughed. He hugged Xia Xi tightly. The extreme excitement made him ecstatic, but he was too indulgent. He almost forgot that he was still distraught just now. The two extreme emotions blended together, and he was overjoyed. The great grief caused blood circulation to speed up, and all the tension and worries he had accumulated for a long time were released. When he relaxed for a while, he felt weak all over and his brain was dizzy. He opened his mouth, but passed out before he could say anything.

Xia Xi was caught off guard and was almost thrown to the ground. He supported Qin Ruilin's body with all his strength, and at the same time asked anxiously, "Qin Ruilin, what's wrong with you?"

Qin Ruilin was naturally unable to answer. Xia Xi helped him onto the bed with great difficulty, and then immediately called the doctor to come. While waiting, he helped Qin Ruilin untie his collar so that he could breathe freely. Xia Xi did not expect him to come Will suddenly faint, Qin Ruilin is in good health, there is no reason for this situation, and he is now pale, with faint sweat on his forehead, the situation seems not as simple as Xia Xi thought.

The doctor came quickly, and Xia Xi realized that he had been very nervous. He wiped the cold sweat from his hands, and followed the doctor to the bedside.

"Has Mr. Qin ever had this situation before?"

Xia Xi was taken aback for a moment, then hesitated and said, "Probably not."

"I'm Mr. Qin's family doctor. Before he went to country Z, all his physical indicators were in good condition, so the problem must have been during the time he went to country Z."

"what do you mean……"

"He's fine now, but his mood fluctuates too much, just take a nap after taking the medicine."

Xia Xi looked at Qin Ruilin with complicated eyes, then nodded slightly.

"But he can't be overly dependent on drugs. He must control himself at ordinary times, and he is not easy to be overjoyed and sad. Otherwise, I am very worried that he will have mental problems in the long run."

"Spirit?"

"He has no physical problems, and I'm just speculating." The doctor looked at Xia Xi and asked, "Has Mr. Qin recently suffered from tension headaches, sleep disturbances, or has he done anything against common sense?"

Xia Xi's eyes widened. He remembered Qin Ruilin's extremely abnormal words and deeds in the past few months. He tried every means to enter his room every day, and seemed to have said that he couldn't sleep. At that time, I felt something was wrong with Qin Ruilin, but I never thought about it deeper.

Xia Xi nodded.

The doctor said clearly: "That's right, I suspect that he had neurasthenia, his spirit was in an uncontrollable state, so he fainted only after he was overjoyed and sad, if he can't be treated, his spirit will continue to deteriorate , until eventually there may even be a nervous breakdown."

Xia Xi stared at Qin Ruilin in disbelief, almost unable to digest what the doctor said.

After a long while, when he spoke again, his voice was so tense that he stammered, "Then... what should I do?"

"Apart from congenital factors, Mr. Qin should be caused by excessive stress and anxiety. There must be something or a person affecting him. The best way now is to find the cause and solve the problem from the source. If the problem cannot be solved, he himself It might be hard to come out of the shadows."

"..."

(two)

After the doctor left, Xia Xi sat beside Qin Ruilin's bed for a long time.

He remembered that the first time he saw Qin Ruilin, he was lying on the bed like this, with a tough and handsome face, exuding an arrogance and indifference. He hated him at first, and couldn't even imagine that he would marry a man .

Aunt Gu asked him to take care of Qin Ruilin, so he teased him everywhere, scrubbing his body with the water he had washed his feet, bullying him and scolding him wantonly because he couldn't hear him, he stayed with Qin Ruilin all day long, hoping that this person would wake up at some point Come here, if he could hear himself talking, I don't know if he would like himself.

He heard from Aunt Gu that Qin Ruilin was injured after being kidnapped. The kidnappers wanted to use him to force Qin's father to hand over part of the equity. Suddenly received a call from Qin Ruilin, he only said two words, and then was hit on the head with a stick by the kidnapper.

He said: Chen Qi.

Chen Qi is Qin Ruilin's cousin. His mother and Qin Gaozhen's father are brothers and sisters. He has always coveted Qin's father's company and wanted to take revenge, but Qin Ruilin resolved the disaster. The price he paid was unconsciousness. Qin Gaozhen They exhausted all methods and invited countless famous doctors, but they still couldn't wake up Qin Ruilin. In the end, they decided to take a ridiculous path.

They invited an eminent monk, and the eminent monk said that there has been a saying of Chongxi throughout the ages. If this saying can exist, it must have its roots. Qin Ruilin can also try this. Heavy gas, not only unable to wake up, may even aggravate the condition.

With Qin Ruilin's situation at that time, even a woman might not be willing to marry him, so why should she be a man, so when Xia Weili sold Xia Xi to the Qin family, Qin Gaozhen paid the money readily, but the money was not paid. After squandering for a long time, Xia Weili lost all his money again.

Xia Xi had been looking forward to Qin Ruilin waking up, but the other party was still unaware, until he was about to give up hope, but Qin Ruilin suddenly showed signs of recovery.

That memory was firmly engraved in Xia Xi's mind. He couldn't forget how excited he looked at Qin Ruilin. He was overjoyed but shy. He thought things would get better from now on, but everything turned out to be the opposite. .

Xia Xi looked down at Qin Ruilin, feeling as if the time had suddenly overlapped. He lowered his voice and said, "Is it because of me?"

Qin Ruilin remained silent.

"I swore that I would never have anything to do with you again, but now I have broken my vow. I have even broken my vow. How can you lie on the bed? You are Qin Ruilin, such a proud and lonely person. Will you also be mentally weak?"

"..."

"You must never have imagined that I knew that you had memories from your previous life. You, like me, have come back to life. You want to hide it from me, right? But I've won the actor, and your words and deeds have betrayed you a long time ago. But I didn't plan to expose you, if you didn't come back alive, I wouldn't even consider being with you."

"..."

"Don't you think fate is tricky? I loved you in the previous life, but you didn't love me. Now you love me, but I don't want to love you anymore. We are torturing each other, but who is really happy? But you Don't worry, I promised you that I will try my best to love you, from now on, one day I will love you like before again, what do you think?"

"..."

"What I love is the proud and conceited Master Qin who doesn't take anyone seriously, not Qin Ruilin who is lying on the bed and can't even say a word. If you can get better soon..."

He paused for a while, then said lightly, "It doesn't really matter. If I fall in love with you, even if you have nothing, I will follow you. I still have a sum of money, which is enough for us to spend the rest of our lives. As for the child, I will I believe they will be very good, after all, as long as they inherit my handsomeness, it will be enough to brush their faces wherever they go in the future."

As night fell, Qin Ruilin hadn't woken up yet. Xia Xi was in an indescribably complicated mood. He held Hexuan to see Qin Ruilin once, and then stayed by the bed alone. He was thinking about this matter and couldn't let it go No distracting thoughts, let alone going back to the room to sleep carelessly.

He simply scrubbed Qin Ruilin's body, just like he did many years ago. For a moment, he felt that he had returned to the past. At that time, he didn't know Qin Ruilin, let alone that he would love this person deeply. He waited expectantly and nervously. Qin Ruilin was sober, sent a fresh flower to his room every day, scrubbed his body carefully every day, and talked to him by the bed every day.

He pinned all his feelings on Qin Ruilin, who was the first person he loved, and also the last one forever.

Qin Ruilin's expression has become much calmer. Xia Xi covered him with a quilt, thought for a while, and lay down beside him again. He turned sideways at first, but then turned to face Qin Ruilin. He thought of many things at that moment. Thinking of why he fell in love with Qin Ruilin, he used to look at each other like this, getting along day and night, facing each other day and night, he has already recognized the relationship between the two, and this has left a mark in his heart. In his heart, a partner should look good Staying together and being together for a lifetime, so he never thought that there were other options, and he never considered any possibility.

Xia Xi touched Qin Ruilin's face lightly, and said with a low smile: "Do you know that the previous Xia Xi, he didn't trust anyone or anything, but he only believed in you, he could do anything for you, even It's death, that he...he once regarded you as a belief..."

Xia Xi fell into a deep sleep next to Qin Ruilin, and then fell into a dream that was so real and terrifying.

He saw that Qin Ruilin was like a hysterical lunatic, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was stubbled, his expression was vicissitudes and distressed, he hid in the room where Xia Xi lived, locked himself up all the time, he had nothing to eat, He didn't have anything to drink, and he lost a lot of weight. He was completely different from the old Master Qin.

Xia Xi stared at him in disbelief. He ran to Qin Ruilin, but the other party couldn't see him at all. He looked into Qin Ruilin's arms and found that A4 papers were piled up around him, on which his name was densely written, and some words They even overlapped, looking like black paper that wasn't evenly painted.

"Qin Ruilin, what are you doing?"

Qin Ruilin couldn't hear his words, he still wrote Xia Xi's name word by word, Xia Xi leaned against the wall in shock, he couldn't imagine how Qin Ruilin would become like this, finally all pens ran out of ink, Qin Ruilin just Going to bite his own finger, the blood gushed out quickly, as if he had discovered a treasure, he slowly wrote Xia Xi's name with blood without hesitation.

Xia Xi found that he couldn't leave this room. He stayed in the room with Qin Ruilin for more than three hours. He roared until his voice was almost hoarse, but he couldn't stop Qin Ruilin. He could only watch all this powerlessly, and then Tormented almost to the point of madness, he didn't know what to do, he didn't want to see Qin Ruilin like this, he went to pull Qin Ruilin over and over again, and then over and over again, he squatted in the corner, desperate and didn't know who to turn to for help .

Immediately afterwards, the dream suddenly changed.

He saw Qin Ruilin coming out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe. He looked flustered, and then ran downstairs like crazy. Xia Xi stood by the door in shock, but couldn't stop Qin Ruilin. He asked, "Where are you going?"

But Qin Ruilin ignored him, Xia Xilian followed, and then he saw Ji Xin standing alone in the living room, holding a dagger in his hand.

Qin Ruilin roared angrily: "Ah Xi, stop, you are not allowed to pass!"

Xia Xi stopped, but found that Qin Ruilin didn't look at him at all, he kept staring at Ji Zi, he shouted angrily and panicked: "Xia Xi, you can't go! I beg you, stop! Ji Zi, I warn you You, don't hurt Xia Xi, otherwise I will never forgive you!"

Xia Xi yelled at Qin Ruilin: "You're crazy! I'm here, who are you talking to!"

But he couldn't do anything, he could only watch everything happen, he felt powerless and hopeless, he saw Ji Zi funny waving a dagger, and then Qin Ruilin became hysterical like crazy, he felt that something was himself Unseen, but he didn't know what it was, he saw Qin Ruilin hugged something, and then he looked down into his arms, as if his spirit had been completely destroyed.

He also saw Ji Zi stabbing a dagger into Qin Ruilin's body, Xia Xi tried desperately to stop it in horror, but it was of no avail. His spirit was provoked to the extreme, and then he found that the ground in the room was shaking, and everyone gradually became blurred. His eyes suddenly went dark, and then the whole person suddenly fell into the dark abyss.

"what--"

Xia Xi woke up suddenly. He grabbed the bed quilt with both hands, and then gasped desperately with lingering fear. He still couldn't distinguish between dream and reality, so he was hugged by Qin Ruilin. He stroked Xia Xi's back and whispered Comforting: "Okay, it's okay, it's just a dream, don't be afraid, it's okay."

"I... I dreamed that you were dead."

Qin Ruilin was stunned for a moment, he knew that Xia Xi must have had a nightmare, but he didn't expect to dream of himself, "Aren't I fine?"

It took Xia Xi a long time to calm down. He touched his face, only to realize that his face was full of tears, "I dreamed that you were crazy, you wrote my name desperately in the room, and I dreamed of you Killed by Ji Zi, I called you desperately, but you couldn't hear what I said..."

Qin Ruilin's expression froze, and his movements became unnatural, because Xia Xi was right, those things did happen, he didn't understand how Xia Xi could dream of this, but after a short thought, he still chose concealed.

He hugged Xia Xi and said seriously: "Ji Xin is dead, have you forgotten? It was just a dream, just a dream."

"Is it really just a dream?"

"Really, I'm not lying to you."

Xia Xi gradually calmed down. He looked out the window and found that it was already daylight. He looked at Qin Ruilin next to him, and found that the other party had recovered to normal, and there was no trace of fatigue. His brain turned for a while, and finally Looking at Qin Ruilin, he asked, "When did you wake up?"

"I just woke up, and it turned out that you were having a nightmare, so I quickly woke you up."

Xia Xi still had lingering fears, and he said with a dull expression: "That dream was so real, as if it had happened before."

"Are you stupid? It's more true than a dream. How could I die? I haven't grown old with you yet, so how could I be willing to die."

"I might be a little silly now."

Qin Ruilin rubbed his hair, and said softly: "Then lie down for a while, just take a rest, let's chat for a while, shall we?"

Xia Xi glanced at him, then nodded and said, "Okay."

Outside the window, the sun is just right.