Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

(One)

Qin Ruilin stood there for a long time, then he returned to the living room, thinking about the past over and over again in the dark.

He still remembered.

It was a memory that was almost discarded. Qin Ruilin couldn't even recall his state of mind at that time. He said it to Henry, with a contemptuous and indifferent tone. The purpose was to persuade Henry to give up this research. He almost forgot after speaking, but He didn't expect to be heard by Xia Xi. He even remembered it for so long. At that time, how much harm did these few words do to him?

Qin Ruilin tried to analyze the time. At that time, Xia Xi should still be in school. Thinking about it carefully, he was also very emotional at the time. Qin Ruilin covered his face in pain. It was so cruel. What did he do!

He began to imagine that Xia Xi found out that he was pregnant, and then hurried back anxiously. He might be full of expectations, but he didn't expect to hear such cruel words. How sad was he at that time?What mood did you leave with?

It was clearly rejected, so why did you still endure the pain to give birth to that child?

The suppressed pain squeezed and collided in his brain, Qin Ruilin frowned, his head began to ache, every nerve was tense, so tight that he could hardly think, he had done too many wrong things, those things that never cannot be erased.

Qin Ruilin didn't wait until the morning, but left early. He needed a period of calm, and then he would explain to Xia Xi that those words were not his original intention, but he said them casually at the time. He meant exaggeration, but absolutely It wasn't aimed at Xia Xi, he had never underestimated Xia Xi, all he wanted from the beginning to the end was Xia Xi, as long as it was related to him, he would love her and treat her wholeheartedly.

Xia Xi expected to go to the United States in the third year of junior high school, and then stay for about 10 days. He packed his luggage in advance and booked a flight ticket to the United States. He definitely can't play with Qin Chen in his current appearance. To solve this problem, Xia Xi made an appointment with a friend in advance, and asked the other party to accompany her for a while. The friend also has a child, so it happened to be a companion for Qin Chen.

But when he really came to the United States, with Qin Chen's popularity, he probably didn't need to find any companions for him.

The day before departure, Xia Xi suddenly received a call from Gu Lan. After she became pregnant, he hadn't seen Gu Lan for a while, and now he still misses her a little. After answering the phone, he smiled and said: " Mom, miss me?"

Gu Lan hummed, but her tone was not quite right, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Xia Xi said cautiously, "What's wrong with you?"

"Do you have time? We haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Uh..." Xia Xi wondered, "It's not convenient now, can I talk on the phone? Are you in a hurry?"

Gu Lan was silent for a while, and she said anxiously and sadly, "Actually, I have something to trouble you with."

"Tell me, I will help if I can!"

"I'm really desperate now. I heard that Qin Ruilin will listen to you. Axi, you can help mom. I have only one daughter, Yuhuan. I really can't bear to see her suffer so much abroad!"

"……What happened?"

"I don't know, but Qin Ruilin suddenly froze Yu Huan's funds and didn't allow anyone to help her. You said she is a little girl, how can she live abroad alone! Isn't Qin Ruilin trying to kill her! No one cares now Well, even his father can't control it, after all, Yu Huan is only my daughter, and no one else will feel sorry for her!"

Gu Lan was emotional, and said in hysterical anger: "I wanted to give money to Yu Huan, but I was also stopped. She called me yesterday and cried like a tearful person. My heart was so distressed that I was about to bleed They are cruel enough, everyone in the Qin family has cold blood! Axi, I really can't help it, I can't just watch Yu Huan starve to death, so you can plead for Qin Ruilin for me, they After all, they are brothers and sisters, even if they are not biological, they cannot fight each other like this!"

Xia Xi was silent for a while, he knew Qin Yuhuan, at least she was definitely not the delicate little girl in Gu Lan's heart, but unfortunately Gu Lan didn't know anything at all, the kind and lovely daughter she thought had already grown up She didn't know the appearance.

"Mom, Yu Huan is not as fragile as you think..."

"Aren't you going to help me?" Gu Lan suddenly broke out, she broke down and shouted, "What's the matter with you! Yu Huan is still a child, why don't you come to me! Don't call me mom, don't you?" Help me and don't call me mom, I don't have a son like you! I will figure out a way by myself, I will definitely find a way..."

"I didn't..." Before Xia Xi finished speaking, Gu Lan hung up the phone excitedly. She has always been a self-confident and arrogant person, and she would never humble herself even when she begged for help.

Xia Xi stared at the cell phone with a black screen, feeling suddenly upset. He didn't have the heart to watch TV anymore, so he lay on the sofa and lost his mind. Gu Lan was in a bad mood. She didn't know what Qin Yuhuan had done, and even if she knew, she watched For the sake of mother and daughter, she will probably do everything in the same way to help her, but the problem is that I can't help her at all.

Qin Yuhuan almost killed him, if Xia Xi helped her now, she would probably be really looking for abuse!

but……

Xia Xi ruffled her hair irritably, is Gu Lan serious?He remembered that the other party once said: You are no longer the daughter-in-law of the Qin family, but you will always be my son. Now that sentence seems to have no weight at all. Yes, Qin Yuhuan is her own daughter after all. In other respects, he is not comparable at all.

Although he thought so in his heart, Xia Xi still couldn't let go. He thought about it for a long time, and finally called Qin Ruilin.

This was the first time the two talked on the phone after Qin Ruilin left that day. Qin Ruilin seemed to be deliberately avoiding him. Xia Xi didn't see him for two days in a row. Even the fireworks that Qin Ruilin promised Qin Chen were all realized with Jiang Lian's help. .

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered it. Xia Xi couldn't help feeling puzzled. He seldom took the initiative to call Qin Ruilin, but whenever he did, the other party would answer as quickly as possible, but this situation had never happened before. He I was a little stunned for a while, staring at the phone for a while, and then resent a text message.

——See the text message and call me back.

……

Qin Ruilin didn't expect the situation to be so bad. At first it was just a slight headache, and then the pain became more and more intense. Halfway through the drive, he even had to stop forcibly. His brain seemed to be bitten, and every nerve was crazy. Beating, he pressed his head hard, but he couldn't stop the increasingly severe and unstoppable pain, he felt like his head was about to explode.

When Xie An received the call, he was shopping with his girlfriend who had gone through a lot of hard work. He was immersed in joy, and when he heard Qin Ruilin's weak and painful voice, he almost thought that the other party was joking.

But Qin Ruilin is obviously not the target of such jokes.

Xie An and Ning Feng rushed over quickly, Qin Ruilin was already a little delirious from the pain, he was lying on the steering wheel, his arm was scratched with horrible bloodstains, fortunately he could recognize someone, Xie An and Ning Feng tried hard to put him After moving to the back seat, Xie An drove the car directly to the nearest hospital.

Ning Feng was taken aback, "What's wrong with Lord Qin?"

"I don't know." Xie An said in a deep voice with a straight face, "But I guess it's pretty close."

"Is it related to the star you mentioned?"

"Of course, who else can torture Brother Qin like this? Before, they said that Xia Xi was soft-hearted, and I thought it was wrong. Xia Xi's heart is so fucking hard! He really didn't want it if he said no, and he didn't even give him the slightest chance. Who the hell doesn't make some mistakes...Of course, I definitely won't make mistakes like this." After he finished speaking angrily, he didn't bother to defend himself.

Ning Feng pushed her long hair behind her ears. She was gentle and pleasant when she did this, but she couldn't hide the worry on her face.

Because the pain was too severe, the hospital gave an injection to relieve the pain first. The doctor said that Qin Ruilin's will is still strong, otherwise he would be an ordinary person. The pain is so severe that he may even commit suicide. Even if the brain takes protective measures, he will at least have self-harm behavior. , but Qin Ruilin never said a word, his face was pale, almost bloodless, his body was stiff with pain, and he looked haggard and weak.

In order to relieve the pain, the doctor gave an injection to calm the nerves. Qin Ruilin temporarily went to sleep and had a detailed examination after waking up. However, Xie An knew that Qin Ruilin was not in pain. The Qin family had a family doctor and would go for regular physical examinations. Check, let alone such a serious illness, even a minor illness cannot exist on his body.

So the only thing that can explain it is psychology. He has probably been too tired and tense recently, and the excessive pain and depression in the brain are the root causes of headaches, but severe headaches like this are very rare.

The doctor judged: "He should have had an old disease, which is a precursor to induction."

"Old disease?" Xie An was a little confused, "I've never heard him talk about headaches!"

"Organic headaches will have signs, and pathological changes will occur in organs and tissue structures, so I think he must have had mental problems. This is a headache caused by mental illness, but further examinations are needed. This situation is very dangerous. The family members must persuade the patient to relax and not keep going to death, otherwise mental illness will occur sooner or later."

Xie An was startled, and he asked nervously, "That...isn't that serious? Can he still be driven crazy?"

"There is no absolute thing. The brain is very complicated. If it self-regulates well, it can recover soon, but if it develops unchecked, it is not impossible to go crazy."

"..."

Xie An did not expect things to be so bad. In the eyes of many people, Qin Ruilin is an indestructible existence like a god. He gives people a great sense of security and bears unshirkable responsibilities. His achievements in the economic and technological fields The position he occupies is unshakable, and countless people respect and admire him, but such a person is now lying on the hospital bed in pain. His face is pale and weak, but he still feels inviolable.

Xie An couldn't help but wanted to call and question Xia Xi, he couldn't push people to this point, even if it was to save Qin Ruilin, couldn't he take a step back?

But Xie An didn't do that, he knew Qin Ruilin's character, and he never wanted Xia Xi to see him in his current state.

Such……

Vulnerable.

(two)

Qin Ruilin woke up in the evening, Xie An was the only one beside the bed, Ning Feng originally planned to accompany him, but seeing that it was getting late, Xie An advised her to go home and rest first, he leaned against the bedside to feel drowsy, so he Seeing Qin Ruilin turn over and get out of bed, he first took a look at his phone, and then showed a disappointed expression on his face.

Xie Anlian stopped him, "Wait a minute, Brother Qin, where are you going?"

Qin Ruilin looked at Xie An, and said cautiously: "You didn't tell Xia Xi about my headache, did you?"

"No." Xie An said helplessly, "I don't know you yet, I want to save face and suffer, don't you want to get Xia Xi back? Wouldn't it be more beneficial to let him know? Why persist like this."

"No need."

"You don't want him to pity you?"

"Poor? I don't have this word in my dictionary. Even if I have nothing, I will never ask others to show mercy."

Xie An sighed, "Hey, it's actually a good trick. Although it will be a little embarrassing, the effect is absolutely top-notch. You really don't think about it?"

Qin Ruilin was still a little tired, and he said seriously: "I don't want Xia Xi to worry, besides, it won't help him either." He paused, and then solemnly said, "Also, you must never mention this matter to Xia Xi ,"

Xie An didn't know what to say, "Understood, I promise I won't say anything, you can take it easy on your own, but I must remind you, don't take this matter too seriously, you are under too much pressure, The doctor said just now that this will affect your spirit, and tell me honestly, have you ever had a similar situation before?"

Qin Ruilin didn't seem to care, "What did he say?"

"He said that you had a mental problem. This headache is just a premonition. You must not think about it too much. If you keep suppressing your emotions, your spirit may collapse!"

"Do you believe it?"

Xie An said helplessly: "Brother Qin, don't take it seriously, you know how serious you are this time, if it wasn't really helpless, would you call me?"

"Thanks, I know." Qin Ruilin patted Xie An on the shoulder, "I will pay attention, but I have to go now."

Xie An grabbed him and said anxiously: "What are you going to do? You haven't checked yet, so you're going to die, right?"

"I promised Chenchen to accompany him to set off fireworks."

"Chenchen... you are thinking about Xia Xi, right? He is a big man and he will handle it well, you just give me a good rest here!" Xie An had a rare chance to issue orders to Qin Ruilin, and he said with a firm attitude, "Don't you Don't take yourself seriously, you are not made of iron, when your body breaks down, I will see how you can still chase Xia Xi, and you don't look right now, if you want Xia Xi to worry, go, but he also Not necessarily worried about you."

He roared aggressively, but he didn't expect Qin Ruilin to really listen. He hesitated and said, "I'm not in a good condition now?"

"Don't forget that you were dying of pain not long ago!"

"Okay." Qin Ruilin lowered his head and said in a complicated tone, "I'm not going now."

……

Qin Ruilin didn't do any examination, he slept in the hospital for one night, and was discharged the next day, Xie An was so angry that he roared angrily, but he couldn't do anything about him, but Qin Ruilin didn't lie, he knew it well, he knew He was on a critical line. The almost persecuted memories of that night reminded him of many things, and his nerves entered another trough. You can't control half of it.

Only Xia Xi can control it, and he pretends that there is only one Xia Xi in his head.

He is his only antidote.

When Xia Xi called, Qin Ruilin was making an appointment with a psychiatrist. He knew that he needed treatment in this area, even though it might have little effect. Of course, the news that the person in charge of Boenlia had an appointment with a psychiatrist must not be spread. The outside world, and therefore, Qin Ruilin is looking for someone who is absolutely reliable, to ensure that the other party will not spit out half a word to the outside world.

He gave a brief account of his situation, but it was evident that this did not look very rosy to the therapist.

"According to what you said, it is very likely that the disease will relapse again, and you must not be exposed to similar stimuli in the near future, but do you know the root cause of the disease?"

"My disease only appeared in one person."

"With Mr. Qin's family background, he should seldom care about a person, but if he likes it, he will also fall deeply. But since you know where the root cause is, you should stay away from the other party for a while, keep your emotional calm, and treat you It will be very beneficial now."

Qin Ruilin was stunned for a moment, then said in a deep voice, "I can't do it."

"To untie the bell, you need the person who tied it. If you don't cooperate, the effect of psychotherapy is actually very limited. Mr. Qin, I believe you know better than me. You should stay away from the person who will make you out of control, or divert yourself. Target, you control yourself not to care about her, and she will no longer have an effect on your spirit, which is more effective than any drug."

The situation is no different from what Qin Ruilin predicted. In fact, the first prerequisite for psychotherapy is cooperation. If the patient hides and hides, the psychiatrist will not be able to treat the patient at all. But the worst thing is that Qin Ruilin cannot accept any kind of solution. Whether it is to stay away or shift the target, he can't do it at all.

Psychological treatment is futile, and it is better to rely on medicine to heal, but the aftermath is out of Qin Ruilin's control.

Whether he is good or bad depends entirely on Xia Xi's attitude.

But the more this happened, the less Qin Ruilin dared to press Xia Xi. He was afraid of hearing cruel words. If Xia Xi was really indifferent, he didn't know if he would collapse suddenly.

He didn't dare to gamble again.

However, when Xia Xi missed the call, all of Qin Ruilin's gloomy emotions dissipated in an instant. He immediately called back, and then saw Xia Xi sent a text message, which made him even more ecstatic.

Xia Xi answered the phone quickly, and he got straight to the point: "Mrs. Qin called me."

Qin Ruilin felt inexplicably lost, and then asked, "What did she say?"

"She asked me to plead for Qin Yuhuan..."

Before he finished speaking, Qin Ruilin interrupted: "Axi, you don't need to pay attention to this matter, you haven't forgotten what Qin Yuhuan did, right? I said that she will pay the price."

Xia Xi was silent for a while, and said: "I know, I didn't want to defend her, she deserves it now, I'm just a little worried about Madam Qin, she doesn't know anything after all."

"I know she was very good to you before, don't worry, I won't make things difficult for her."

"Well, you've helped me so much, I don't know..."

"Ah Xi, I don't want to hear words of thanks."

Xia Xi was silent for a longer time this time. He seemed to be caught in a long period of thinking, because he was so absorbed in thinking that he forgot the time, but Qin Ruilin was not in a hurry. He listened to Xia Xi's gentle voice on the phone. Breathing, actually feel inexplicably at ease.

I don't know how long it took, Xia Xi lowered her voice and said, "I don't know how to say, I... I hope you don't go to the United States with me. In the near future, I hope we can keep a distance. I need... a long time I need more time to calm down, I need to think, your existence will disturb me, I don't want to continue this endless entanglement, we will all be very tired."

Qin Ruilin heard himself asking depressedly: "Have I been bothering you?"

"To a certain extent yes, at least if you go to the United States, my head will continue to be a mess."

His tone was casual, but after experiencing the current incident, Qin Ruilin did not relax at all, and he even said with a little panic: "Didn't we agree to deal with it later?"

Xia Xi was silent for a while, and then whispered meaningfully: "It will happen sooner or later. In fact, you should be happy about it."

"Happy?" Qin Ruilin was frustrated and lost, "I can't be happy."

"Can you promise me? You have broken your promise too many times. I need your assurance that you can't come to see me until I take the initiative to find you."

Qin Ruilin didn't answer this question, he explained anxiously and nervously: "I have already remembered what you said, I didn't mean it, I didn't expect to hurt you, I just wanted to dispel Henry Thoughts, absolutely no thoughts against you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I regret that I said that, if you get angry because of it..."

"You don't need to explain." Xia Xi said calmly, "I said I didn't blame you, this matter is a misunderstanding, I won't hold on to it, we should all forget it, and I don't want to be affected by it anymore .”

"Then why keep your distance? You said you wouldn't be angry with me."

Xia Xi almost said helplessly: "You can't expect me to make a decision so quickly, I'm not ready, and my feelings are far from enough."

"why……"

"Can't you promise it?"

Qin Ruilin didn't speak, his nerves became tense again, he looked restless, he hung up the phone, and then let himself fall into the abyss of despair, after a long thought, he only came to one conclusion, he Repeated word by word: "He wants to stay away from me."

This conclusion made him almost collapse.