Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

The fireworks are gone, but the shock is forever in my heart.

Under the boundless night, Qin Ruilin took off the hard shell, and he showed his fragility to Xia Xi unpreparedly. Xia Xi could hear his heavy breathing. He was hugged by the other party, and his body was almost embedded together. Avoiding his fragile abdomen, he put his head on Xia Xi's shoulder, and looked into the distance with almost no focus.

"Don't talk." Qin Ruilin said hoarsely, "At least don't reject me now."

He is not a god, no matter how firm his will is, he will still be hurt. Xia Xi's indifference again and again made his strong fortress gradually disintegrate. He didn't know, if Xia Xi said now: Is it meaningful for you to do this? ?I don't want to have anything to do with you, leaving is your best compensation for me, will he face collapse.

His mental condition was so bad that now he was like a horse strangled on a cliff, he would be easily pushed down if he didn't show any mercy, and then fell to pieces.

Xia Xi remained silent in response, his thoughts were confused, for a moment, he almost wanted to let it go, and if he continued to toss, both of them would be in great pain, but his reason held him firmly, he was questioning himself, you still love him?

Xia Xi thought for a long time, and he said blankly: I don't know.

He has already lost the concept, what is love for someone?Thinking day and night, and being unable to sleep at night, he has never experienced these symptoms. He doesn't know if he still loves Qin Ruilin, or the current compromise is just because of distress?

Distressed?Yes, after all, he once loved this man deeply, and his pride is his own pride. If Qin Ruilin showed such a posture in the past, he would wish to take all the pain away for him.

But now, this pain is completely inflicted by him.

The deadlock was broken by Qin Chen, the firework stick in his hand had been burned out, he looked at the two fathers curiously, and said, "Dad, daddy, what are you doing?"

Xia Xi felt that Qin Ruilin's body froze for a moment, then he let go, and when he turned to face Qin Chen, there was no trace of depression on his face, he asked with a smile, "Are the fireworks beautiful?"

"It's beautiful!" Qin Chen twirled the firework stick in his hand, "Will it be set off tomorrow?"

"do you want to see?"

"think."

"Then let it go, specially for you."

"Can I invite my friends to watch it?"

Qin Ruilin patted his head and promised, "Yes."

Qin Chen even cheered, and then lowered his head to count who he wanted to invite, Xia Xi sat aside with his head lowered, the night covered the emotions on his face, Qin Ruilin glanced at Xia Xi, only felt that his face was cold, almost completely alienated Indifferent feeling.

After twelve o'clock, there was no response to Xia Xi's text message to Jiang Lian, which made him feel a little uneasy. He had known Jiang Lian for many years, and Jiang Lian had never forgotten to whip him up in the New Year, but now it is almost gone. The audio, even the cell phone was turned off.

He was guessing for himself, but suddenly heard Qin Ruilin casually said: "By the way, didn't you say that Jiang Lian returned to Hangzhou? Why did she appear in the capital?"

Xia Xi almost roared: "—is she in the capital?"

Qin Chen rubbed his eyes, his body trembled in fright, and he looked at Xia Xi with a little timidity.

Xia Xi patted Qin Chen's back comfortingly, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, you continue to sleep."

"what happened?"

"I don't know. When I came here, I saw her driving out towards the north of the city. I was in a hurry to find you, so I didn't pay much attention. Now that I think about it, I feel something is wrong."

Xia Xi called Jiang Lian, but the phone still couldn't be connected. He couldn't help frowning: "She can't get through, could something happen?"

"Then where will she go?"

"North of the city..." Xia Xi looked up at Qin Ruilin and said seriously, "I might know where she is."

He gave an address, and Qin Ruilin said in disbelief after listening, "Where do you think she will go in the middle of the night?"

"meeting."

"Why did she go there? Remembering the old friend during the New Year's Eve?"

Xia Xi looked down at Qin Chen's sleeping face. His face was as deep as water, and he lowered his voice and said slowly: "That's Jiang Lian's boyfriend. They grew up together. When I met Jiang Lian, he was already dead. Jiang Lian She comes here every year to pay homage, and every anniversary of her death, she will stay here all day, something must have happened to her, and she suddenly came to the capital from Hangzhou, and ran to the cemetery so late."

Qin Ruilin was stunned for a moment, apparently he didn't expect Jiang Lian to have such a story, after all, Jiang Lian's character was carefree from the outside, and he didn't have anything to do with such a tragic love history, "How did he die?"

"Killed by the robber, in order to save Jiang Lian, the robber was later sentenced to death, but his life could never be exchanged."

"She never thought about starting over?"

After Qin Ruilin asked, he felt something was wrong. Compared with Jiang Lian's persistence, he might not be able to win any points. Xia Xi obviously realized this too. He kept silent and didn't explain the question again. Can we start again? Those who are already in the game, who can draw conclusions with certainty.

The car drove straight to the cemetery in the north of the city. At this time, the cemetery was already closed. Xia Xi asked Qin Ruilin to go around the cemetery. Sure enough, he soon found Jiang Lian's car. There was no one in the car. Into the cemetery.

Qin Ruilin said helplessly: "She's pretty good at tossing around."

"Get out of the car, let's climb over the wall and go in."

"You want to turn in?" Qin Ruilin said in amazement, "This sounds crazy."

"She won't come out with you."

Qin Ruilin was silent for a while, "Then let her stay there, she will come out sooner or later, what if something happens to you when you go in?"

Xia Xi glanced at him coldly, then gently shook Qin Chen awake, Qin Chen was still a little drowsy, and then heard Xia Xi whisper: "Chen Chen, Dad is going out for a while, you stay in the car and don't move, you know ?"

Qin Chen nodded half awake, and said with a strong nasal voice: "Dad, go with daddy, I'll wait for you to come back."

"Okay, really cute."

Xia Xi was still wearing cotton shoes, and there was only a blanket left on his body except his pajamas. It was almost a spectacle for him to appear in the cemetery. Fortunately, there was no one in the cemetery at night, and he was spared a lot of embarrassment , but even so, Xia Xi still glared at Qin Ruilin a few times, Qin Ruilin couldn't resist Xia Xi, so naturally he followed him closely.

Qin Ruilin locked the car door from the outside, and followed Xia Xi's pace closely. Xia Xi walked in one direction with a purpose. When he got closer, Qin Ruilin found a stool on the ground.

Xia Xi said, "I've been here with her before."

"I really admire her..." Qin Ruilin sighed, Jiang Lian's skill in climbing the wall is really good, he stepped on the stool to climb up the wall first, and he was relieved after visually measuring the height inside the wall, "It's okay, not too Gao, I'll follow you below."

Xia Xi hummed, it was inconvenient to climb the wall wearing a blanket, so he temporarily took it off and put it on his hand, Qin Ruilin saw it quickly, then turned back, quickly took off the coat and put it on Xia Xi, Xia Xi pushed It was too late to refuse, so Qin Ruilin wrapped him tightly with zippers and buttons. He found that Qin Ruilin seemed to be particularly good at dressing, especially wrapping himself up like a bun.

"It's even more inconvenient for me to wear it like this!" Xia Xi argued. This coat was already long, but now that it was worn on him, the length of the coat almost covered half of his calves. Not to mention lifting his legs, even walking felt like being restrained .

Qin Ruilin stopped Xia Xi from letting him take it off, "Get dressed, it's so cold, what if you catch a cold, I'll let you get dressed if I knew it."

Xia Xi snorted coldly, "It's too late for you to repent now."

"Yes, I will never do it again."

Qin Ruilin climbed over the wall first, then stretched his arms inside the wall, and said firmly to Xia Xi: "Jump down, I can catch you!"

Xia Xi glanced at him, then stepped on the concave step in the wall with a calm expression, and then landed lightly and steadily on the ground. For safety, he slowed down his movements, otherwise he would have jumped at this height just come down.

Qin Ruilin withdrew his hand in disappointment, walked two steps before angrily said: "We can obviously walk through the main entrance..." He hadn't done something like climbing over a wall for many years.

"Is it useful now?" Seeing that Qin Ruilin wanted to put a blanket on him, Xia Xi pushed out, "I'm not cold now, you can put it on yourself."

"I'm not cold." Qin Ruilin wrapped Xia Xi up again with a tough attitude, "It's just as long as you're fine."

Xia Xi couldn't argue, so he could only compromise and put on the blanket. He sneaked another glance at Qin Ruilin, and saw that the other party was only wearing a black shirt. He must be damned if he said he wasn't cold. He opened his mouth, and something stuck in his throat for a while. But it was hard to say it, and he could only maintain a somewhat awkward silence.

The cemetery was lonely and deserted, almost deathly silent, the lights seemed to be covered with a veil, dim and dim, the sound of footsteps was very clear, but it added a bit of horror, Xia Xi searched down the steps, and soon I saw the figure sitting paralyzed in front of the tombstone, but I couldn't see it clearly from too far away, but I think it's impossible for other people to appear in the cemetery at this time, unless I saw a ghost.

Qin Ruilin stopped a few steps away from Jiang Lian, his eyes were fixed on Xia Xi all the time, to ensure that no matter what happened to the other party, he would be able to catch up immediately.

Jiang Lian is embracing the tombstone in a funny posture. With her eyes closed, she seems to have fallen asleep. There are flowers and an old notebook in front of the tombstone. Jiang Lian has the habit of writing a diary, and every time she visits Looking at this person, I would tell him every word of my life.

Xia Xi called softly: "Sister Jiang..."

Jiang Lian didn't move, Xia Xi pushed her shoulder again, after a while, Jiang Lian slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice was extremely hoarse, "Why are you here?"

"It's not important." Xia Xi couldn't squat down, and simply sat on the ground, "Why did you come back suddenly? What happened?"

Jiang Lian turned his head and whispered, "It's okay."

"You're lying to a ghost. Do you look like you're okay now? If you're okay and run to the cemetery in the middle of the night, you won't be afraid that a ghost will come out and scare you to death."

"Ghost." Jiang Lian smiled wryly, "I would rather see a ghost now."

Xia Xi was silent for a while, and then grabbed Jiang Lian's hand in a comforting manner. Jiang Lian's hand was as cold as bone, almost without any temperature. She tried to pull her hand out, but Xia Xi held it tightly. Xia Xi Seriously: "Sister Jiang, I don't care what happened, but you have to get out of here now, it's too cold, you will get frostbite, nothing can't be solved, didn't you always persuade me before, why did you change yourself? Just keep thinking about it?"

Jiang Lian didn't speak, she lowered her head, her long hair was disheveled, and her eyes were filled with painful struggles. She once thought that she was far away from the world, but the temperature from Xia Xi's hand made her gradually recover.

Xia Xi called out repeatedly: "Sister Jiang?"

"He can't survive...Xia Xi, do you know how lucky Qin Ruilin is? I really envy him. When he regretted it, he still had a chance to redeem it. But when I made a mistake, I was directly thrown into the prison. to hell."

She sobbed in a low voice, making a suppressed whimper.