[Brother War] On the heroine's self-cultivation

Taking advantage of the fact that the filming in the United States has not yet started, and the president sensibly did not take advantage of this opportunity to make a fortune but let her go home to prepare for the exam, Ema concentrated on studying at home.

Originally, she had to go to school to listen to the key points of the exam, but now that she has Yusuke as a companion and Kiori as a hacker, she is very relieved and only responsible for the selected questions.

Even so, Yusuke, who compared the scores after completing the same prediction paper, was also shocked, "You didn't go to class for three years in high school, and you can learn this by yourself. Am I really not talented in learning?" ?”

Ema cheekily said: "I am such a genius." Seeing that Yusuke was really depressed, she finally found her conscience and comforted her, "Our two goals are different. The police academy does not need to have such high grades in cultural courses. , you just need to pass the unified examination and prepare for the self-examination.” If you fail the self-examination, you can only go to a private university.

"As long as" the minimum limit of the unified examination is passed, it is difficult to complete it, okay?Yusuke deeply felt that he and someone had nothing in common.

Kiori flipped through the questions that Ema had been working on during this time, "At your current level, basically the results of the unified examination will not be bad. If you want to improve, you have to pay close attention to geography and history in comprehensive subjects. Differentiation and integration are also error-prone”

Generally, foreigners who learn foreign languages ​​are better than locals in the national language test of other countries. She almost cried when she secretly read the grammar book.It’s just the history class, she really doesn’t have the patience to memorize those inexplicable names and the battles with only a few hundred people, maybe because she rejects this psychologically, she always feels that if she reads too much, she must show the magnanimity brought by her previous life small.

"Anyway, everyone is studying history, and I haven't seen anyone who can avoid making the same mistakes again. Anyway, if you don't fall by yourself, even if everyone says there is a pit ahead, you will still go." Ema glanced disapprovingly After glancing at his unsatisfactory history paper, he opened the geography exercise book again, "You should tell me about the climate on the Sea of ​​Japan side and the Seto Inland Sea climate."

Kiori glanced at her helplessly, and felt that although Yusuke was a little slow in learning, he was still very conscious in obedience.

Those who came home in the early hours of last night had to sleep until the afternoon before yawning and walked to the living room, opened it and looked through it for a while, and finally only had a bottle of milk in their mouths.Seeing the three heads gathered together and studying hard, they squeezed into the middle without too much trouble, and just about to put their hands on Ema's shoulders, they were pushed back by the pen pointing at him.

I had no choice but to rub my hair, "Little sister, brother, I'm so hungry."

Ema didn't look up, "There are eggs and pasta on the top of the refrigerator, and frozen chicken and fish on the bottom. Make it yourself."

"I'm so hungry that I don't have the energy to say." He fell on the table and pretended to be weak.

"Then think about those who eat and swallow a few more saliva."

"So cold!"

"If I want you to continue to interrupt my train of thought on this question, I'd be more than happy to show you what true cruelty is."

Finally, the wise man had to manually zip up his own mouth, obediently drank the milk and went to the kitchen, made a bowl of pasta by himself, and poured three glasses of juice in front of them.

"Don't keep reading, you'll be fine if you take a break."

Ema, who finally solved the convoluted problem, also put down her pen, took a sip of juice, and seemed to be sitting alone on the sofa poking noodles, and felt that her tone just now was a bit cold, so she sat down with a cup. next to him.

"What time did you get back last night?"

Seeing that Ema took the initiative to sit over, she moved over there aggressively, and replied casually: "Well, I didn't pay attention. Maybe two o'clock or three o'clock."

"Then please hurry up when you come back and pass my door."

"Huh?" You sucked on the noodles and looked at her inexplicably.

"I'm afraid I'll open the door the next day and see you die suddenly at my door."

"Pfft—" You sprayed it, put down your fork and wiped your mouth, but couldn't stop laughing, "Even if you want to care about me, don't use such vicious words, be careful that when I really die suddenly, I will crawl to you door."

Ema gave him an annoyed look, "I thought I was still young, and I will regret it if I don't pay attention now." Although she usually works hard, she will never hurt her body. She suffered from occupational diseases in her previous life, but now she won't Do that kind of overdraft stupid thing.

"...After saying so much, this sentence is the most hurtful." You looked at her very sadly, "Actually, I think I am quite young."

Rolling her eyes, Ema inadvertently glanced aside, only to see Kiori walked to the window at some point, with her back turned to them and looking outside, the glass of juice that was supposed to be placed in front of him before was placed on the table as it was , seems to have only the fate of being drained.

To follow Ema's gaze, she was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled, "I'm full and sleepy, I'll go to sleep for a while, please clean up the dishes, little sister."

He wanted to quickly push the plate to her side and was about to run away, but Ema grabbed the corner of his clothes, turned his head, and saw her showing a meaningful smile.

"Sleeping when you're full will make you gain weight. Brother, let's do some exercise with me."

Half an hour later, the person sitting in the driver's seat had a disappointed expression on his face, "Is this the exercise my little sister talked about?"

Ema beside her rested her chin and looked at the elementary school gate outside the car window, "Otherwise?"

"Although I'm also happy to meet Mi..." But I'm more happy to have a little fun exercise with you.Originally, he was going to say this casually, but his eyes fell on the small and delicate half of his face, he subconsciously swallowed the second half of the sentence, paused before continuing to say nonchalantly, "But maybe it will disturb Mi and his little girlfriend. date time."

Ema turned her face back, "Anyway, you also know that this is just an excuse."

You want to frown slightly, then raise your brows again in an instant, and the corners of your mouth twitched, "I don't understand the world of young people."

Ema stared at him, "Don't you understand Brother Qi's world?"

The corners of the tugging mouth finally drooped down.

Want to look at her for a while and then avoid, "That may be... the world I can't understand the most." After a pause, he locked her eyes tightly, "If it is possible , little sister, you'd better not try to go deep."

"Is this how Brother Yao isolated Brother Qi?"

To burst into anger, "That's himself..."

Ema smiled with a calm expression, "What happened to him?"

Be dumb.

The silence in the car lasted for a long time, before Kaname slowly talked about what Kiori had experienced.

Ema listened silently, the boy in the story was smeared with blood in the most brilliant time, then went crazy in gloom, paranoid after madness, and indifferent in paranoia.To witness the light in his eyes dimming little by little, his face gradually returned to calm.He didn't know that what was covered under this calm was definitely not the spring flowers under the ice and snow, or the rotting corpses under the mud.

Ema suddenly remembered the Emperor Xiaoqian she played. After hearing the news of her lover's death, she just fell into a daze.So no one knew that she was instantly ashamed of burnout.

You sighed, "You haven't seen Qizhi before. If you saw him, you would feel that his normal appearance is the most abnormal. Although he seems to be cheerful after you came A little, but I'm really afraid..."

"Are you afraid that he will just come back?" Ema said with a smile, as if joking.

Be a little displeased with her understatement, "Don't think I'm exaggerating."

"I know you're really worried about Brother Qi." There was a faint noise outside the window, and Ema looked at the school gate, and elementary school students had already started to come out in twos and threes, "I think Brother Qi should be very clear."

She knew how sensitive Kiori was.

To frown, "What do you mean?"

Ema didn't answer, she had already seen Ya and Kana.

Just as she was about to wave her hand to call them, Kana suddenly ran to the side of a car, and a person protruded from the car, because she couldn't see her face clearly because she was far away, it seemed to be her father.After the two of them talked a few words, Kana ran back to Mi and walked together with a smile, and the car turned around and drove away.

Ema pressed her hat and waved her hand, "Mi, this way."

Mi was stunned for a moment, her expression brightened instantly, she dragged Kana quickly to the car and closed the door, and poked her head forward excitedly, "Why did my sister come to pick me up?"

Complain from the sidelines, "Don't ignore me."

Ema turned sideways and handed him two small cakes, "Of course I miss our lovely Mi."

Hearing Kana who took the cake that Mi gave her, she also called her sister softly, and she responded with a smile, "Was that Kana's father just now?"

Kana blinked her eyes, her shiny black pupils were like obsidian, "I didn't say I was going to Ema's house."

"Good job."

Traumatic sequelae, after a person encounters or resists severe stress, his mental state produces a disordered sequelae.Most people's emotions about a traumatic event fade after a few months.If it persists for too long, it can lead to mental disorders.

Its symptoms...examination diagnosis...treatment medication...

Ema closed the computer window, leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes.

She seemed to have never encountered such a difficult situation.At work, she can analyze the pros and cons and then make a decisive decision. In life, she can put aside the personnel matters that affect her without hesitation. In terms of emotions, she has always cut through the mess quickly. Only Qi Zhi makes her not know how to start.

She once told Subaru that people are selfish creatures who can only experience their own pain, so she never desires to be understood by others, nor does she want to understand others.Now, in the situation where she can't "empathize", she doesn't feel that she is qualified to go to Kiori and explain a lot of reasons to persuade him to let go of his knot.

However, she couldn't ignore Kiori who might be alone in pain.

Really... She rubbed her forehead, and suddenly thought of a Buddhist saying: From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are away from the lover, there is no worry and no fear.Ema hesitated for a while, could it be that she couldn't understand those people who were troubled by love because she actually didn't know what love was?

Startled by this question, Ema smacked her head hard.When will I have these messy things in my mind?

Getting up and walking out of the room, she came to the end of the corridor, opened the window and leaned against the wall to breathe.Living alone in Asahina's house is quiet and quiet, but occasionally when you wake up in the middle of the night, you will feel that the dark window is too cold and lonely.

He couldn't help but took out his phone, hesitated for a moment, and still sent a message.

Are you asleep? ——TO Chang

After waiting for a long time without a reply, a short exclamation suddenly sounded behind her, and Ema, who was startled, almost dropped her phone to the ground.

Turning around, I saw Tsubaki and Azusa standing at the stairs, Tsubaki patted his chest, his face was still in shock, "It turned out to be Ema, it almost scared me to death."

Ema took a look at her attire. She had long hair, a shawl, a white dress, and was still using a mobile phone. It was indeed suitable for a "Midnight Horror".

He hurriedly put his hands together and made an apologetic gesture, "Sorry, I thought I was asleep. You just came back?"

"Well, I just finished work." He exchanged glances with Tsubaki, and Azusa waved his hand, "I'm going to take a shower first."

Tsubaki touched his shoulders, then walked towards Ema, "Why, can't you sleep? If you have any troubles, you can tell your brother to solve it."

Ema glanced at him, "You should settle your own affairs first."

"I keep saying things like this, am I really that unreliable?"

Tsubaki's voice was full of laughter, but Ema could hear a hidden seriousness in the darkness, after a moment of silence, she smiled, "Yes."

Tsubaki suddenly fell silent.

Ema stretched her waist, "Compared to others, I still feel that I am the most reliable."

She also bumped shoulders with Chun, "Okay, let's go to bed quickly."

Just as she was about to leave, her wrist was suddenly held lightly and gently. Because the force was too soft, Ema didn't even have the idea of ​​breaking free.She turned her head, but she couldn't see Tsubaki's expression clearly in the darkness.

Tsubaki's deep voice gave her the illusion that it was Azusa on the other side.

"I want to be, besides Ema, the person who makes Ema feel most reliable."

This sentence was a bit like a tongue twister, but Ema couldn't laugh.

She moved and pulled out her hand, "I'm sorry, at present, besides myself, I think the most reliable person is Kazuya Uehara."

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