[Brother War] On the heroine's self-cultivation

Reality is not always so fresh.

Unsurprisingly, Ema was scolded by Uehara Kazuya so much that she lost the strength to slander her.

Kazuya Uehara has a cold personality, and he seldom gets angry when he scolds, but sometimes throwing a knife coldly is more painful than spraying with fire, because the latter can still roll and resist, while the former can only Being able to sit honestly and trembling means that I really realized my mistake.

What annoys Ema the most is that every time she is trained to the end, she will feel guilty that she really did something wrong, but God knows she doesn't want this kind of guilt after being brainwashed at all.

The mistake Uehara Kazuya pointed out this time was not that she shouldn't go to Mishima Yuki's house, but that she didn't inform him before going to let him prepare for various emergencies in advance.

"If you still treat me as your agent, don't put me in the situation where you are notified to prepare food and grass before the war. Although I know you intend to enter Hollywood, I don't care about the afterthoughts in acting. The police are not interested." Uehara Kazuya said in a calm tone as if he usually read the notice.

"understand?"

"Yes--"

Ema got off the car in disgrace and went into Asahina's house.

Lucy was the only one in the living room.Ever since he became Ema's exclusive stylist, it has become much easier. He only needs to be in charge of her alone, and he can also rest when she is free.It's just that he is not very leisurely in this way, because more customers come to him because he is famous.

Everyone felt that the stylist who could be poached by Fujiwara Uniform must be very powerful, otherwise, based on the relationship between their cousins, why bother?

Compared with his bunch of awards, the living sign of UNIQI is obviously more convincing.

"Mr. Uehara scolded me?" Lucy looked at the somewhat languid Ema, and amusedly combed her hair, which she hadn't done much in the past two days, with his fingers. "I was also asked by Mr. Uehara to be a spy."

Every time I go out without permission, I have to report it, and try to stop it before I get approval.

Ema was not unhappy about being restrained, she was also past the age of rebellion, so she just said lazily: "Then Brother Liu is going to stare at me?"

"I told you so." Lucy's smile was always light like a cloud, "I'm on Ema's side."

"Oh... then report to Uehara in detail." Although she always spared no effort to discredit Kazuya Uehara, she also knew that Kazuya Uehara always did good to her, otherwise she would He would not be chosen as an agent either.

After not hearing Liu Sheng's answer for a long time, she turned to look at him, only to see that he was seriously tying her hair into a pigtail.

"Ema really trusts Uehara-san." Lucu's eyes are very clear, but the bottom of his eyes is always foggy, so Ema can't figure out what he is thinking.

"Of course." Ema turned her head and looked out of the window, and the first time she met Uehara Kazuya emerged in her mind, "He has been my manager since I was five years old, and now , it’s been 12 years.”

And life, how many 12 years.

As a result of letting Ryuu chat while arranging her hair, Ema ate with African-like pigtails at night.

"Pfft haha..." Yusuke sprayed rice directly, "What kind of look do you have?"

Ema glanced at Liu Sheng, and said calmly, "This way I won't have to curl my hair tomorrow." Having said that, she still decided to go back to her room and remove them one by one.

Yachen suppressed a smile for a long time before asking: "I heard that Ema went to Zao Na yesterday, did it go well?"

Ema subconsciously glanced at Subaru, and sure enough, he saw that his hand holding the chopsticks tightened, and he raised his head to look at her. Unexpectedly, he met Ema's eyes, and then he lowered his head uncomfortably.

"Except for being educated, it basically went smoothly. By the way, the kittens in Brother Zao's house are called Chun and Zi, do you know?"

Chun laughed loudly, "That guy, jujube, has been like that since he was a child. He looks sullen, but he is just a simple-minded natural fool. But I still can't forgive him for his traitorous behavior! He said that he is easy to get recommended in track and field, In fact, you just don’t want to go to the same high school as me!”

Azusa gave Chun a strange look, "I didn't expect...you still have such self-consciousness. But I also think Zao is a traitor, and he left Chun to me and ran away."

"What! Am I trash?"

"How could it be that kind of harmless thing, a vicious dog would be more appropriate."

Ignoring the fight between the two brothers, Ema observed Subaru's reaction unobtrusively, and said in surprise, "Brother Zao used to be a track and field specialist?"

"Yes, it is said that he is very promising to become an athlete."

"But I gave up because of the college entrance examination."

"Zao has always been very assertive, probably one of the few children in the family who doesn't need to worry." Yachen took a special look at the children in the family who needed to be worried-Tsubaki and Yusuke.If it weren't for Fengdou's absence, it is estimated that he should be the focus of attention.

"I'm full." Subaru said nothing, put down the bowl and chopsticks, got up and left the table.

"Speaking of which, Subaru was the one who admired Zao the most at that time." Tsubaki rubbed his chin and recalled, "Running around behind Zao all day like a little tail."

Qizhi said softly: "The same hobbies are also counted as a kind of belief, but... the person who was left behind is very poor."

Ema looked at Kiori who seemed to be pointing at Yi, but the other party looked at her and smiled as if telling her.

She has known for a long time that in this family, Kiori's insight is comparable to that of Hikari, but he doesn't like to show it. Their Kiori is obviously a little cuter.

So Ema smiled tacitly at him.

Early in the morning as always, Subaru was sitting at the entrance changing his shoes, when he suddenly heard a noise behind him, turned his head, and saw a pair of fair and slender legs in front of him.

"Brother Subaru, if you keep looking at me in this posture, I won't be able to change my shoes." Emajong, who was wearing a red sports skirt suit, adjusted the position of the hat on his head, facing up from top to bottom. With a blank stare, "Although I wear safety pants inside."

Subaru, who finally came to his senses, turned around as if electrocuted, put his head down and continued to put on the other shoe.

Ema, who was behind him, could clearly see that he was red all the way from his neck to the roots of his ears.

It's really... so pure that it makes people feel guilty, okay?

Ema sat next to Subaru to change her sneakers, and Subaru, who caught her movement out of the corner of his eye, quickly turned his lowered head to the other side.He felt like he was already sweating from the heat before he even started running.

"Are you...going for a run too?"

"Well, I haven't been exercising enough recently."

Putting on her shoes and standing up, Ema patted Subaru on the shoulder, "Let's go, run slowly."

Subaru obediently led Ema along his daily morning jogging route at a half-slower speed than usual.

It was still early, and this area was not a densely populated residential area, so there were not many people on the road.The faint mist seems to have dispersed, and the sunlight casts a color of black tea in the mist.

"Brother Subaru insists on exercising every day, which is really amazing." Ema's physical strength is not bad, and running at this speed did not disturb her breathing rhythm.

Subaru, who was praised, smiled embarrassedly, "No, it's just the most basic daily exercise."

"By the way, Brother Subaru belongs to the basketball club. You should exercise a lot every day. Don't you find it hard?" Ema showed a curious look.

"Fortunately, the training is really strict, but if you don't feel tired, it won't be effective." The simple and upright Subaru didn't even light up the basic skills of winning sympathy by complaining.

"If you are so serious, are you aiming for professional basketball?"

Subaru's face darkened, "I have this idea, but...maybe it's not hard enough."

"Then try harder."

"Eh?"

"If you can make up for it with hard work, it's not a big problem." Ema glanced at him with a smile, her hair tied into a ponytail flicked behind her head, "Although there is such an inspiration as 'Ishi の Shang に も three years' But in reality, there are many things that cannot be solved even if you work hard. So, if you can exchange what you want in various ways, it is better than not giving you no way to exchange. "

"That's true." Subaru thought it made sense and nodded seriously.

Ema laughed out loud, "It's really easy to be persuaded. From another perspective, from the beginning, you don't give you hope and you work hard, but you fail in the end. Which of these two situations is more tragic?"

"This..." The simple-minded Subaru couldn't make up his mind.

Ema just smiled and said nothing.

The two ran away without a word, but Subaru couldn't help but ask, "What does Ema think?"

She looked at him inexplicably, "How can I feel?"

"what?"

"This kind of thing can't be compared at all, because a person can't have these two conditions at the same time." Ema said slowly, "It's like playing basketball. I can't play basketball since I was born and I lost my hand in a car accident before the NBA finals. Premise, one person cannot have both at the same time.”

"Yes......"

"If there are two people, even if they break their heads, there is no way to convince the other party who is more painful. Because..." Ema stopped to calm down, staring at the rising sun that gradually emerged in the mist. , "Humans are selfish animals who can only experience their own pain."

"The word 'empathy' is just a lie used to show one's aloofness and gain the support of the same kind. Even if the same knife is cut on the same part, different people will feel different pain. How could someone Fully understand another person's feelings?"

Shocked by Ema's remarks, Subaru wanted to object to such a cruel point of view, but he couldn't find any words to organize his brain for a long time, so he could only run back with her silently.

In order not to torture the other party's nerves, Ema continued her remarks in a relaxed tone, "This kind of statement is indeed a bit too absolute. Even if there is no way to completely restore the feelings of others, the general feeling can still be grasped. After all The pain of the cut is different, but it is certain that I have suffered a common type of "pain", so I can say "I understand you" without shame. Humans need to rely on this kind of pain. A weak animal that can only survive with arrogant comfort."

Subaru, who was hit by selfishness and weakness one after another, was speechless for a while, and muttered, "I always feel that Ema is teasing me." Quantum theory in science magazines is as difficult to deal with as these things.

"Not really." She didn't seriously object to Subaru's accusation, "I just thought it was weird, knowing that it's impossible to know what other people are thinking, yet I can be moved by others' illusory approval Suffering from ignorance is really..."

Ema struggled with her words, but finally she shrugged and smiled, "It's so pitiful."

Returning to Asahina's house after the morning jog, Ema cheekily said first, "Is it alright if I use the bathroom on the fifth floor?"

Subaru, who used to be able to occupy the public bathroom alone after exercising, said helplessly, "If you say that, can I still fight with you?"

Surprised that the other party actually made a joke of her own, Ema raised her eyebrows and smiled rascally, "At least I'm sure, if we grab it, I'll definitely have 12 votes of support."

Subaru, who was hit by reality after the words, could only go back to his room resignedly after the elevator reached the third floor.Ema met Kiori on the fifth floor.

Qizhi looked at her outfit, smiled knowingly, first praised "This outfit is very cute", and then asked: "How is it?"

Ema played dumb, "What?"

"Okay." He didn't like to get to the bottom of it, so he reached out and patted her sweat-soaked forehead, "Thank you for the stupid brother at home."

"I didn't do anything." Ema slapped his hand away rudely, raised her eyebrows and said, "Whether your stupid brother can figure it out is his own business, anyway, I can't 'empathize', can I? ?”

Although she didn't hear what she said just now, Qi Zhi, who knew her character well, just rolled her eyes and said with a smile: "When you can't understand, just support it."

There was nothing wrong with what she said, but she somehow felt that something was wrong. She looked up at him for a while, and Ema slightly restrained her smile, "There is no support for understanding, it's just indulgence."

Qizhi avoided her scrutiny and waved his hand, "Go take a bath."

Staring at his leaving back with a slightly condensed expression, Ema couldn't help but sigh.

There are so many things wrong.

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