Lillian's Melaleuca routine

Aya temporarily put aside the matter with Sonia. They had quarrels before, but everything is not a problem in front of the common goal.

She couldn't guarantee Sonia's complete belief. In fact, the relationship between her and Sonia was neither good nor bad, but Sonia was a smart person, and she also remained indifferent to Sergey's death-yes Yes, in Aya's eyes, Sonia is not a traditional believer.

After Sonia confirms the facts, she will definitely come to find her again.Before leaving Russia, she will not screw up the relationship with the government for anyone.

She couldn't explain how she felt about Fyodor, but she was leaving Russia, leaving this world anyway.

Aya was walking on an unfamiliar avenue. On the wide street, there were flat houses with brilliant lights and shadows. Even at night, the city center was still very noisy.

She felt dazed, as if she had suddenly forgotten what she was doing.

She suddenly didn't understand the meaning of doing everything by herself.

In a silent sky, there is only a half-sized dome, which gathers this huge planet in darkness.

She feels like she's stuck here.

Ling met Sigma on the second night, and they had dinner together, which was a simple French meal. After they came out, they wandered on the street without deliberately going to any scenic spots.

There is still a bit of snow on the street. Although it is early spring, it still snowed a few days ago. The main road has been cleared and a road has been cleared. There is only a thin layer of snow on the road, so thin that you can see through the ice. Layers of gray asphalt road, the sky is already dark, and people on the street are hurrying.

There was no special topic to talk about, Aya looked lazy, she seemed a little sleepy, like a cat that was well fed, she raised her hand to pull the scarf, and rubbed her eyes.

"Is there any place you want to go? Sigma." Lingdong looked around for a while and brought up a topic.

Sigma froze for a moment, seemingly unable to react for a while.The next moment, his eyes softened instantly. He pursed his lips and said, "Do you want to go to the military base? Lily."

Located on the outskirts of Petersburg, the military base is generally used for amateur Russian-style military experiences, such as tanking and shooting.

Aya had heard of this place, but she lacked interest in it.

"Do you like it there?" Ling stretched out and patted his shoulder.

"I like it." Sigma frowned and replied shyly.

Ling grinned and said critically: "But it's winter now, and spring hasn't come yet, so it's not suitable for outdoor activities."

"The ice hasn't completely melted yet, but it's coming soon." Sigma asked, subconsciously lowering his voice, "There is always a way, at least, some indoor activities are fine. Lily, do you want to go? "

Aya didn't answer right away, but repeated his first question: "Do you like it there?"

"I like it." Sigma nodded and said seriously.

This was his usual tone, and Aya couldn't hear anything.

"But I don't believe it." She still said, "You don't look like this kind of person who likes hot weapons."

Sigma turned around and looked at Aya's side face under the shadow.Half of her face was exposed in the light, looking very relaxed.She didn't turn her head to look at him, but he already understood what she meant.

"I don't have anything in particular, so we can go where you want to go first." He said the truth, even though it sounded sad, he felt a little joy because he knew that Aya cared about him.

Even though she spoke in such a way, he still looked at her involuntarily. In the dark night, he could only see her dim outline, which was not clear, even a little hazy.

"Little tour guide!" Ling turned to look at him and said with a smile.

"Huh?" He replied blankly.

They passed a street lamp whose yellow light slanted over the darkness.

"Sigma." Aya said, "Although I always call you a little tour guide, I never think of you as a tour guide."

She turned around and saw his dilated light cadmium green pupils, which were very transparent and had a glass-like luster, and now they were round, like a glass ball embedded in a mold made of eyes.

"What do you think?"

"..."

Although Sigma knew she had a special purpose in doing all this, he still felt a ripple in his heart.

"Like you said, Lily, I need to try new things and get into a new life. But since I'm with you, let's start with something you like," he said.

"Very well, you should find something to do, Sigma. However, I didn't lie to you, I really don't like military bases." Aya said.

They took a bend and reached the next intersection.

"I don't like cold weapons, and of course I'm not interested in hot weapons, but it's just out of a preference." Aya thought for a while, explained the reason for Sigma, and added, "I don't like war very much. Not even interested in equipment."

She saw Sigmar looking at her agonizedly, as if trying to decide whether to say what to say next.

After a long time, he asked politely.

"I thought you and Fyodor were on the same page."

Aya just smiled, noncommittal.

"Hating war and waging war are two different things. I hate war because war will hinder me. Although it does not endanger my life, war will disrupt my rhythm. In a sense, war will cause me losses. But this does not mean that I think war is inadvisable. Since ancient times, wars have been necessary. Dislike is my private emotion. Intellectually speaking, from an overall perspective, I also need the changes brought about by war." She said calmly Said.

"Is war right?" Sigmar murmured.

He also often thought about this question in the days when the world was in decline.

But in any case, he could not understand the philosophy of his colleagues.As now, he didn't explicitly refute, but he didn't agree with Aya's point.

Even if the plunder brought about by weapons is beneficial to a certain group, for mankind as a whole, war is a major loss of human and natural resources.

Moreover, he has always had compassion for human beings, which is also one of his qualities.

"Is war wrong, you should ask, Sigma."

"Idealists would say that there shouldn't be wars in this world." Aya said, "But in reality, isn't the human nature to drink blood as a kind of plunder? Humans have launched a war against animals. Or do you admit that human beings are nobler than animals?" Is it? War is cannibalism. The strange thing is that people even develop a fanatical enjoyment plot for the way of eating, and stay away from wars that consume self-interest. But for me, there is no difference between human beings and animals, human cannibalism and human Eating animals makes no difference."

She kept calm and self-possessed when she said this, and when she looked at him with her usual soft face, Sigma felt flustered and timid.

She looked at him like a stranger.

"I'm not optimistic." Sigma is not good at refuting others, just like when he met Fyodor for the first time, he was defeated by his words, and finally was tempted by Fyodor's conditions to come to Russia to help him do things .But his views on some things are egotistical, and to some extent, he is also stubborn.He looked at Aya, with his usual calmness, "I'm worried that the people around me will get hurt."

His eyes flickered for a moment, and then he added in a cautious tone: "Lily, I'm also worried about you getting hurt."

So the next moment, Ling's eyes looked at him with a slight light, as if she was teaching him with full of tolerance.

"You're right, Sigma. Because it's your idea." Aya said, "I don't want my friends to die, either, compared to those strangers. I like this world."

He looked at her like a pool of gurgling water.It seems that he is asking her with his eyes, you think so too, right?

Aya's bad taste started to flare up again.

"Sigma, you know? I don't like reading either," she said again.

"Don't you like books?" Sigma was slightly surprised.He didn't hide his surprise, but asked bluntly, "I thought you would like to read. You know, Lily, I know you've been in the library for a long time."

He didn't hide the fact that he knew her well.

He knew that Aya spent a lot of time reading every week, even when she was in Moscow, she still kept the habit of reading.This habit surpassed even her other habits-her interest in travel has never been so long-lasting!

He'd seen her sitting at one angle in the library, reading "Okonos" and the dreary "Third Wave" with a sad face, and besides, she had a lot of fun with "Guns, Germs, and Steel." Anthropology books are also covered.

He also secretly read some of the things she read, and the things she read were a bit strange, miscellaneous and strange.She reads politics and sociology, but doesn't like to read history.She is full of curiosity about people, but she has a general understanding of psychology.Just like she admired landscape painting very much, but she was not interested in portrait painting.

"Would you reject air just because you don't like it?" Aya asked back, "I can't do without these things, but that doesn't mean I like them."

"I don't like reading because I don't like looking for answers from previous experiences."

Sigma hesitated, but did not ask the following words.

He wanted to say, then why do you read so many books?

The words just stuck in his throat.

But Aya understood what he meant.

She said lightly: "Well... how should I put it? It's like I'm a practical person, but it doesn't mean I like to start from scratch. If every historian studies history from scratch, will there be progress in geological surveying? ?Books help me establish a coordinate system, and I locate myself in the coordinates of the universe. Without books, there would be no me.”

Sigma was silent, thinking of himself.

The author has something to say: After writing this paragraph, the plot will jump quickly.