Since ancient times, attacking two pets and attacking four

Song Qingzhi ate this meal very slowly. He was afraid that Xu Xingluo would leave after he finished eating, but no matter how slow he ate, he would finish it.

After he finished eating, Xu Xingluo helped him clean up the table, making people feel embarrassed, he said, "How about I do it myself?"

Xu Xingluo ignored him, and directly packed up the garbage. It was quite a big bag, and the smell was quite strong when he opened it. Xu Xingluo carried it out and went out.

"Hey." Song Qingzhi was anxious and called out to him, "Where are you going?"

Xu Xing paused, turned around and brought up the trash: "Throw out the trash."

"Oh." Song Qingzhi felt relieved and nodded: "Go."

Seeing that Song Qingzhi was so nervous, Xu Xingluo had mixed feelings in his heart. He almost couldn't remember Song Xueba's cold and arrogant look when they first met.

It's pretty forgettable now.

Xu Xingluo thought to himself, why didn't he stay cold all the time, which made him in a dilemma now.

After throwing away the trash and returning, he saw the doctor negotiating with Song Qingzhi in the ward, Xu Xingluo listened closely, and said that Song Qingzhi's fever had subsided, but his body was relatively weak and a little malnourished.

What?

Xu Xingluo stared straight at Song Qingzhi, wanting to grab Ya by the collar and ask, how the hell do you take care of yourself? !

of people can still take care of themselves into malnutrition!

You cheated, Song Qingzhi!

As if feeling the shock of classmate Xu Xingluo, Song Qing smiled awkwardly, after all he didn't expect it to be so serious.

According to what the doctor said, he needs to take good care of his body next. It is best to see traditional Chinese medicine. Maybe this weakness is related to stagnation of liver qi or something.

"..." Xu Xingluo was left speechless.

Don't know what to say.

What else can he say besides cheating?

It can only be said that young and young love is really big, this is the rhythm of playing yourself to death.

He was ashamed.

Ah no, I just missed it.

He always thought that madness had nothing to do with Song Qingzhi.

The doctor heard that Song Qingzhi was a freshman this year, and he was going to participate in military training at the beginning of school, so he kindly suggested, "Given your current physical condition, don't participate in military training. The hospital will give you a certificate, so you can take it to school to ask for leave .”

"Okay," Song Qingzhi said, "thank you doctor."

If he is not in good health, he does not need to participate in military training, but Xu Xingluo is not sour at all. If he has to be so troubled to be lazy, he would rather be in good health and work hard for 20 days.

"Doctor," Xu Xingluo said, "How long will it take for his body to recuperate?"

"Young people will be transferred back soon," the doctor said with a smile. "As long as you eat and rest well from now on, if there are no accidents, you can gain five or six catties a month. After three months, you will be in great shape."

"Thank you, doctor." Xu Xingluo heaved a sigh of relief, and then glared at a certain idiot who almost played himself to death, hoping that people would hear.

"Thank you, doctor," Song Qingzhi ignored a certain scumbag who had abandoned him cruelly, and nodded obediently: "I will eat and rest well."

The doctor said: "This is not enough, besides having a good meal and rest, you must also maintain a good mood."

Song Qingzhi glanced at Xu Xingluo, nodded to the doctor: "Yes, keep a good mood."

After explaining it again, the doctor said that he could be discharged from the hospital, so he went to work.

"Cough, did you hear what the doctor said just now?" Song Qingzhi blinked at Xu Xingluo, looking pitiful against his thin and pale face: "The doctor told me to keep a good mood, what's your point?" suggestion?"

"What good advice can I have?" Xu Xingluo asked back.

"The secret to keeping a good mood." Song Qingzhi said.

"That's really not the case." Xu Xingluo ignored hints of this level, and said, "Eat, drink, and have fun. This is my suggestion."

"But I still can't be happy." Song Qingzhi leaned against the hospital bed.

"That's your problem." Xu Xingluo said lightly.

"Yes," Song Qingzhi said, "my problem." After a pause, he smiled again, a little self-deprecating: "Thank you for coming to see me, and Shen Ji bothering you on his own initiative, I will speak for him Sorry."

"That's not necessary." Xu Xingluo was stunned for a moment, then raised his head and glanced at Song Qingzhi: "The doctor said you can leave the hospital, when do you plan to leave the hospital?"

"Ah, before dinner." Song Qingzhi said, "My family doesn't know that I can have a meal with them when I go back before dinner."

Xu Xingluo didn't know which tendon was twisted severely, his face was ugly and he said with a little sarcasm: "Then you are really a filial son."

"No." Song Qingzhi looked at him: "If you are willing to date me, I can stay out at night."

"No, you'd better take a good rest." Xu Xingluo said: "The days without a date make yourself miserable, and if you have a date, you can't become a desperate Saburo."

As he said that, before Song Qingzhi could speak, he stood up and said, "Dinner is not far away. If you are fine, I will leave. As for the rest, the doctor has already told you, so I won't say much. Anyway Just take good care of yourself, you are not good to yourself, don't expect others to be good to you."

Although I didn't want to say so much in my heart, Balabala still said so much.

I hope the other party can listen to it.

"Just leave like this?" Song Qingzhi said.

"Ah, I'm going to start school too. I was going to report today." Xu Xingluo looked at the end of the hospital bed, not Song Qingzhi: "If you are not in good health, you can go back for two days. It's good to not have military training. We have a full military training." It's been 20 days." He took a breath at this point, and he didn't know whether he was overwhelmed by the military training or he had no words: "Song Qingzhi, I'm leaving."

"Can you not leave?" Song Qingzhi was still in the same tone, with a dazed expression on his face: "Since you don't pick up on me, then I'll just say it, give me some hope, and I promise to be in a good mood every day."

Xu Xingluo paused, opened his mouth and remained silent for a long time.

It looks quite calm, right, but his mind is full of echoes, why bother, why bother, Song Qingzhi, why bother, it makes everyone feel uncomfortable.

If I knew it, I shouldn't have come.

After blaming Song Qingzhi for ruining his body, and Shen Ji for sending random messages, Xu Xingluo started to blame himself again. If he knew it earlier, he shouldn't have come, didn't he?

Once it comes, it is impossible to get out cleanly.

However, he still remembers the palpitations in his heart when he heard the news.

It feels like it will come again.

"In another three to five years," Song Qingzhi said calmly, like an expert negotiator, fisting his hands under the quilt, his palms wet with sweat: "At that time, I will definitely be better than now. Are you together?"

"Xueba, do you think I will predict the problems in a few years?" Xu Xingluo shook his head: "I don't want to answer this kind of questions, and I don't accept drawing big cakes, or drawing cakes for you, I want too many things , you see, before I started asking you, you fell ill physically and mentally, which makes me wonder if you can afford it?"

There was silence in the ward for ten seconds.

It seems to be caught in an unsolvable problem.

"Yes, I'll give it to you after I've raised it." Hot tears fell from the corners of Song Qingzhi's eyes. Although he tried his best to bear it, it was obviously ineffective: "Don't deny me, I will give you whatever you want."

When Xu Xingluo heard the choking sound, his heart twitched, and he grabbed it hard.

"You..." He looked back, Song Qingzhi's face was covered with tears, as if made of water.

Xu Xingluo couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but standing here felt that he could barely breathe, the atmosphere of this ward, or the people who lived in this ward, were trapped like a net he.

The moment he was tightened, he was frightened, his fingertips felt cold, and his first reaction was to run away in a hurry.

In fact, Xu Xingluo did the same, but the way he went out might not be called running away, it was probably a little more calm than that, just saying flatly, I'll go first.

After leaving the door of the ward, Xu Xingluo was an idiot. He went downstairs by instinct, went out to a place full of fresh air, and kept walking for an unknown amount of time before stopping.

A little dizzy and a little tight in the chest, he could only keep his standing posture by pressing his forehead against the tree trunk.

Xu Xingluo thought to himself, he wasn't too thin, nor was he malnourished, what kind of trouble was this...

In the upstairs ward, Song Qingzhi sat blankly for a long time, then took a deep breath, took two paper towels and wiped his dispirited face.

Xu Xingluo was right, so what?

He hates himself too much now, weak, humble, stalking, knowing that he can't do it.

However, the reason is clear, the heart still hurts, and the breathing hurts, as if half of the life has been taken away, and the remaining half is here to die or live.

very ugly.

I wiped away my tears and went blank for 2 minutes, remembering what happened in the ward just now, from waking up to the end, from joy to the dust settled, my eye sockets were hot and painful again.

Song Qingzhi knew that with Xu Xingluo's departure, many things were really over, and there was no room for fantasies and self-deception.

Well, forget it then.

A love in adolescence, very heart-warming, thank you, but also very painful.

The nurse came in and saw the patient's eyes were red: "Is it burning again?"

"No." Song Qingzhi wiped his face, lay down and said in a controlled voice, "I'll take a nap, it's fine."

"Okay." The nurse said, probably it was hard for her to understand why this handsome patient brother was hiding under the covers and crying.

Downstairs, Xu Xingluo had been dizzy for some time while supporting the tree. A kind elder brother came over and patted him on the shoulder: "Little brother, are you alright?"

He raised his head abruptly, and shook his head blankly: "...it's okay."

"Look at your pale face." The elder brother took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket with concern on his face, "Just smoke one, I'm also very nervous, my wife is giving birth upstairs."

"Thank you." Xu Xingluo took the cigarette, and then looked at the other party seriously, and saw a pair of red eyes. He was also very touched: "I wish my sister-in-law all the best."

"Ah, thank you." The eldest brother hurriedly lit a fire for him, then lit a fire for himself, sniffled: "My family is guarding above, I don't want to hear my wife screaming for pain, so I quietly come out to smoke a cigarette .”

"... Eldest brother is one who loves his wife." Xu Xingluo nodded, took two puffs of the cigarette in his mouth, and his mind cleared up a lot.

"It should." The eldest brother grinned and sighed again.

The two puffed and smoked under the tree, smoking in silence.

The eldest brother may be nervous when thinking about his wife giving birth, while Xu Xingluo is thinking about his own relationship. He and Song Qingzhi, this is really an irreversible relationship.

The reason why I had that reaction just now, dizziness, chest tightness and nausea, was fear, right?

A person who loves freedom so much finds that he can't run, like a soaring eagle knows that there is a chain on his feet.

It's fucking complicated.

I don't know how long it took, maybe only a few minutes, the eldest brother said, "Little brother, I'm going up."

"I'll go up too." Xu Xingluo said, extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can, and went upstairs with his elder brother.

"What's your situation?" the elder brother asked.

"My wife is also hospitalized." Xu Xingluo looked at him and said.

"You have a daughter-in-law at such a young age?" The eldest brother smiled: "Still studying, it's not easy."

"Yes." Xu Xingluo nodded: "Still studying."

Yes, it is not easy to still study, even passers-by know it, and he himself knows it better.

But what's the use of knowing, there is no shortage of people in this world who know what they can't do.

But after thinking about it, many miracles are also created in this way.

Maybe?

When the elevator arrived, he thanked his eldest brother again, then stepped out of the elevator and walked towards Song Qingzhi's ward.

It's not easy, but, try it.