Since ancient times, attacking two pets and attacking four

As he himself said, he is really selfish, because this relationship is of no benefit to him, so he is so determined to cut it off before it bears fruit.

Of course, it is also for Song Qingzhi's good. Not everyone is happy when they meet true love, sometimes they are happy when they are heartless.

The little boy who was blinded by lard and fell in love with him didn't think so. Even if he was dismissed as worthless and rejected with various grandiose reasons, he still couldn't let go of the short-lived campus love.

Because of that heart-wrenching feeling, he couldn't forget it.

Is Xu Xingluo selfish?

No, at least Song Qingzhi didn't feel it, he could understand that the problems Xu Xingluo said existed, and he was indeed not the best choice for the other party.

If they were together, Xu Xingluo must have stopped and waited for him a little longer.

When asked about upbringing?

It wasn't being eaten by a dog, Song Qingzhi thought to himself with red eyes, it was because he liked it too much, and the desire to catch him was too strong in his heart.

"I'm not good to you, and you can't see hope in me..." Xu Xingluo said so.

No, the model student in the eyes of others stood at the door of the hotel, retorting frantically in his heart, he wanted to tell Xu Xingluo that half a year is not short at all, and it's not like you didn't do nothing.

I don't fucking like you for nothing.

——Xu Xingluo, the whole world thinks what I should do, but since the first day you met me, you have led me to do many things that I should not have done. It was you who led me to open this door. It was you, now but you left

Tears dripped down on the screen, making the light that was about to go out come back on again.

The phone rang in Xu Xingluo's pocket, and he felt a groan in his heart. In fact, he really hoped that Song Qingzhi would be more rational and keep the other party's prudent persona alive.

That's great.

Until the phone ran out of battery, Xu Xingluo didn't open the message Song Qingzhi gave him, because there was no need to read it.

If you figure it out, that's the best, if you continue to be obsessed with it, then let it hang.

When will I figure it out, and when will I be able to be an ordinary high school classmate.

Maybe after a few years, I can come out to have a classmate meal.

School is about to start, Xu Xingluo has a lot of plans waiting to be realized, although it is not necessary to do it, but life is so long, if you don't do something famous, how can you pass so much time.

Back home, Xu Xingluo opened the refrigerator, took a can of cold beer from it, and drank most of the bottle in one gulp, only then did he extinguish the burning thoughts in his head.

As we all know, when the human brain heats up to a certain level, it will do many incredible things.

Either start an extraordinary romance, and lay the groundwork for all kinds of bloody scripts for your future self.

Either start to create, write it down in one go, and write down... Not to mention popular, at least it is an excellent work.

It's not impossible to have a strange love in the world, so let's create.

Xu Xingluo decided that for the next week, he locked himself in the room and wrote one song after another, all of which were of good quality.

No wonder Taylor Swift can produce a Zhou Guan single every time she loses a relationship, tsk tsk, it’s a good feeling, the next time the inspiration runs out, just lose a relationship, don’t be too creative.

The only disadvantage is that after finishing writing, I will still be lonely, empty and cold.

Going to the balcony to light an afterthought cigarette, I still think of the person in the small room who kissed me with a blushing face.

Perhaps Xu Xingluo knew why Song Qingzhi liked him. After all, there were so many firsts, and Song Xueba, who was always the leader, finally tasted the feeling of being the leader from him.

The mouth is unconvinced, but the body is very honest.

Well, it’s meaningless to be the first in everything. Occasionally someone who is not the first will be very unforgettable, just like the famous athlete in the motherland, who wins a gold medal every day and occasionally a silver medal. It’s so rare. of.

Xu Xingluo thought to himself, to Song Qingzhi, he might be the incarnation of that silver medal.

Perhaps, what Song Qing was obsessed with was never a gold medal, but the whole world wanted him to win it.

Including Xu Xingluo.

"I'm such an asshole..." Xu Xingluo sighed with self-knowledge.

In this way, he did not open Song Qingzhi's message until the start of school.

Since that night, Song Qingzhi has been waiting for news from Xu Xingluo, denying everything is fine, even if they don't meet or accept, they can chat casually.

But the other party obviously didn't want to argue with him, especially a cruel person.

But the more ruthless he is, the more Song Qingzhi thinks of him when he was good.

There is a saying, go after someone who doesn't like you, as long as he is willing to look back at you, you will be his everything for the rest of his life.

Song Qingzhi felt that he was crazy, and he could find sugar in this chicken soup to comfort himself.

He felt miserable too, his eyes were swollen from crying the night before, and he still went to work the next day, because if he didn't go, wouldn't it be more cranky to stay at home?

Work can numb the pain of a broken relationship.

As for alcohol, Song Qingzhi didn't think about it. You must know that he bought drunk for others before. If it's the same this time, Xu Xingluo will be humiliated...

work work work.

Except for occasionally paying attention to whether there is news about Xu Xingluo on WeChat, Song Qingzhi doesn't dare to think deeply about the future at other times.

Because logically speaking, there will be no he in the future, only be.

……

"There are two days left before school, so why don't you go to the company?" The Song family had dinner, and Mrs. Song looked at the eldest son carefully while talking, surprised: "Have you lost weight recently?"

Song's father also looked at his son when he heard the words: "Is it true that you have lost weight? What's the matter, the company's affairs are too hard?"

"It's okay." Song Qingzhi said, "Maybe I don't have an appetite in Xia Tian."

"You do eat less recently." Mrs. Song nodded, and picked up a few pieces of meat for her son: "Eat more, he is still growing."

"Thank you mom." Song Qingzhi said.

"You, don't worry too much." Song's father smiled. He had also heard about Song Qingzhi's performance in his subsidiary recently, and he was relieved to be relieved, but his son was thin and out of shape, and he felt distressed: "Study hard first, Enjoy college life, otherwise you will have no chance to be free in the future.”

"Your father is right." Mrs. Song served another bowl of soup for his father and father. Although she and her husband seemed to be at odds with each other, she was very happy to give him face. Is it time for school to start? I wonder where he is going to take the exam?"

"It's right across from me." Song Qingzhi said.

"That's great." Mrs. Song smiled: "Why don't you get together with your classmates before school starts? You are too busy during the summer vacation, so you don't have time for your classmates and friends?"

"I'm not the only one who is busy, everyone is busy," Song Qingzhi gave an excuse and prevaricated: "Everyone is busy when school starts soon, let's talk about it after school starts."

"That's fine." Mrs. Song didn't force it. She had to watch the bean buns for dinner, so she went to take a bath with the nanny holding the bean buns.

Father Song was going to take a break after dinner to tease his younger son, but he answered the phone and said he had something to do and went out.

Thinking of the reminder Xu Xingluo once gave himself, Song Qingzhi was in a complicated mood, and he was not stupid. If there was a real problem between his parents, he was the first to see it.

It's just that I don't know the specific situation. I don't care about each other, maintain superficial harmony, reach some kind of agreement, or something else. Only ask my mother to know.

Gently pushing open the door of his younger brother's room, Song Qingzhi was relieved to see his mother calmly teasing the child.

Ah, yes, his father was handsome when he was young, but now he is greasy.

Quietly closing the door again, as the eldest son and elder brother, what Song Qingzhi can do now is not to help the family keep his father, but to turn himself into the head of the family.

He guessed that his father wanted the red flag at home not to fall, while the colorful flags fluttered outside.

But there is nothing so good in the world.

The next day, when Song's father didn't come home all night, Mrs. Song got up and made breakfast with her son.

After the whole meal, she didn't mention her husband, but asked Song Qingzhi enthusiastically, how does the new dish taste like?

By the way, we chatted about the company and Song Qingzhi started school.

And bean buns.

Song Qingzhi looked at the vacant chair on the opposite side, his father usually sat on it, and his mother didn't even glance over after the whole meal.

It seems that it is really greasy and not worth it, not only the appearance, but also the people.

"Missing your father?" Mrs. Song followed her son's line of sight, and then said, "Leave him alone, just concentrate on doing your own thing well."

"Okay." Song Qingzhi nodded.

During this summer vacation, Song Qingzhi lost [-] catties, and a person who was not already fat could lose so much weight. When Shen Ji saw him, he couldn't believe it.

By the way, the university that Shen Ji went to is also nearby, and they are all in the same district, a debauched X Defense University.

Before the two came out to meet before school started, Shen Ji hadn't seen Song Qingzhi for two months, so when he suddenly saw the thin Song Qingzhi, he was stunned.

"Brother Zhi, are you sick?" Apart from letting it go, Shen Ji couldn't think of any situation that could make someone lose so much weight all of a sudden.

"No, it's hard work in the company these days." Song Qingzhi also knew what was going on with him. He rubbed his face and said, "Are you enjoying your graduation trip?"

Yes, Shen has gone on a trip and traveled freely in the thirteen countries, he is so beautiful.

"Cool! It's so cool!" Speaking of this topic, Shen Jike became excited, and he began to output incessantly. He continued to beep for more than ten minutes, and drank three times of water on the way. The desire to confide stopped: "Brother Zhi, I heard that Xu Xingluo passed the Q University exam, he can do it."

It was only when I said this that I felt something was wrong, and looked around: "Why didn't we call him out this time?"

Leaning on the sofa and listening to Shen Ji's beeping quietly for more than ten minutes, Song Qingzhi felt very comfortable because he didn't have to think about anything.

But Shen is poisonous, so he suddenly mentioned Xu Xingluo.

"Isn't it good just the two of us?" Song Qingzhi said, "What else is there to know? You didn't go out for two months, did you?"

It is better to continue listening to Shen Jibaba than chatting with Xu Xingluo.

"Of course not, you two quarreled?" Shen Ji's insensitive radar was finally sensitive for a while, and said with a smile: "Why do I feel so good? But I'm not such a dark person, just wait, I'll call Him, bring you back together."

As he spoke, he took out his phone and looked for Xu Xingluo in the list.

"It's useless." Song Qing held a cold beer in his hand, and said in a rather discouraged tone: "How can we get back together after breaking up?"

"That's not like... say..., what did you say?" Shen Ji bowed his head and typed, and suddenly heard Song Qing Zhi's swear words, he was almost scared to pee at that time: "Fun Fen Fen, break up? Brother Zhi , you said break up?"

He, no, listen, wrong?

"Yeah." Song Qingzhi didn't hide it from him, and looked at him apologetically and affectionately: "We talked for a semester under your nose, don't you know?"

Shen Ji: "!!!"

Shen Ji felt like he was going crazy: Where the hell would I know? !

Who the hell expected you to come for real? !

"No, Brother Zhi," Shen Ji paused inwardly, then looked at Song Qingzhi in shock, "Is the news you said true? You really talked to Xu Xingluo one semester?"

Song Qingzhi nodded.

"Fuck, shit," Shen Ji covered his face, "Then I'm really stupid, you all made cp sugar so blatantly, I didn't even see it."

"Don't be depressed, you are clever but you were mistaken by your cleverness." Song Qingzhi comforted.

"Thank you." Shen Ji still couldn't believe it, but the point now is not that Song Qingzhi and Xu Xingluo had a relationship, but that they broke up: "By the way, why did you break up?"

"It's not enough love." Song Qing said calmly.

Shen was speechless, and stared back at the two of them in his memory: "Oh."

Although he was not the person involved, he was also quite sad.