Frank and strict

He Lang walked across half of the swimming pool to the side of the escalator, raised his leg and took a step up, and said to the human standing in the middle of the escalator, "Please make way."

Seeing this, the man quickly retreated to the bank to make way for him. After seeing his figure, he turned sideways embarrassingly and hid himself aside.He Lang walked onto the shore barefoot, originally intending to walk over without looking sideways, but out of the corner of his eye he saw Yang Juanhai standing still, and his footsteps stopped involuntarily.

He turned his head to look at Yang Juan, and asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Unexpectedly, he would take the initiative to talk to him, Yang Juan was taken aback.

In fact, he could also feel that in the previous encounters with He Lang, every time the other party's attitude seemed to ease slightly.That's why Yang Juan dared to come to the dormitory and swimming pool to find him.

On the day he confessed to He Lang, he could clearly receive the anger and hatred from He Lang.The hatred probably came from the emotions poured into the game, but as time faded, he seemed to have completely become an irrelevant stranger in He Lang's world, so the other party gradually began to, Indifference to him all feelings including negative emotions.

Strangeness and alienation will wash away all their intersections on the coordinate axis in the long river of time.

Because of this, He Lang seems to have become indifferent to his dishonesty after the reunion.

At the beginning, I promised the other party well, and promised not to appear in front of the other party again.But knowing that He Lang moved to the old campus, and even changed to the dormitory building opposite to him, Yang Juan still couldn't control his desire to see him.

He clearly knew it was wrong to do so, he knew it was wrong to cheat He Lang in the game, he knew it was wrong to promise the other party that he couldn't do what he promised, but he couldn't stop.He didn't know why he became like this, the problem in the experiment would always be solved, but Yang Juan couldn't find a way to solve this problem.

But that's all.Apart from normal contacts, he will not do any other things that bother the other party.In addition, the harm he caused to He Lang can no longer be eliminated. If possible, he also wants to compensate him as much as possible without disturbing the life of the other party.

Of course, he knew that this might be just wishful thinking. After all, even if the other party had given up on his affairs, he would not be willing to be an ordinary friend with him.

He seems to be hiding in the dark and spying on the invisible existence. Occasionally, he can only hide on the balcony after secretly delivering small cakes to He Lang to observe whether he has received the small cakes.

Even the time Lian Jin asked him to go to dinner, he didn't go in the end, and he regretted it after returning to the dormitory.So he didn't want to miss another chance to talk to He Lang face to face.

Seeing that he remained silent, He Lang walked past him impatiently.The school basketball team sat around the rest area and chatted, and He Lang went to drink the mineral water on the table.Song Qing, who was in charge of keeping the mobile phones for everyone, turned her head and handed over his mobile phone, "Your mobile phone rang just now."

He Lang took the phone and turned it on, glanced at the message Shao Ye sent him.His girlfriend asked him to have supper, and Shao Ye had already changed and left half an hour ago.He put the phone back on the table, and glanced around the rest area, "Where's the fourth child?"

"He went upstairs with the captain." Song Qing said.

He Lang raised his eyebrows noncommittally, bent down and sat down at the table.

Song Qing on the other side of the table suddenly raised her eyes to look behind him, her eyes were a little surprised, "Are you looking for Lian Jin?"

Yang Juan, who was chasing up with a paper bag, stopped by the table, first glanced at He Lang's side face, then shook his head at Song Qing and said, "No."

Song Qing smiled, and beckoned him to sit next to her. Yang Juan hesitated for two seconds, but finally he didn't dare to sit on the empty seat next to He Lang, turned around and sat down on Song Qing's side, and then he wanted to speak again several times. He kept looking at He Lang.

Aware of his vacillating gaze, He Lang raised his hand to the side of his face expressionlessly, blocking his annoying gaze.

Yang Juan could not conceal the disappointment in his eyes, he silently withdrew his gaze, staring at the swimming pool in front of him in a daze.

However, He Lang felt that the days felt like years, and finally he couldn't hold it back. He turned his head with a fierce expression and asked, "Speak quickly if you have something to say, don't dawdle here."

Yang Juan was so frightened that he suddenly came back to his senses, put the paper bag in his arms on the table in one go, and pushed it in his direction, "I'll return it to you."

"What?" He Lang sat still.

Hearing this, Yang Juan turned to look at Song Qing.Seeing that she was talking to someone with her back turned to him, he replied in a soft voice, "I have washed and ironed the jacket you asked me to throw away last time. And yours—" He paused, ears Slightly hot, "Your swimming trunks, you left the wrong delivery address, and the swimming trunks were sent to me."

He Lang's face darkened when he heard that he left the wrong address, "I've changed the address, and I bought the swimming trunks again, and I still have a lot of T-shirts like this in my closet, take them away and throw them away."

Yang Juan pursed his lips and said nothing.

He Lang ignored him, got up and walked back to the pool.He didn't go back to the shallow water area, but planned to launch directly from the deep water area.The lifeguards in the gym already knew him and knew that he was a good swimmer, so they didn't pay attention to him.

Yang Juan quickly stood up from his seat and trotted to follow, "I've washed the clothes three times, and they won't wrinkle after ironing."

He Lang kept walking ahead, turning a deaf ear to his words.

Yang Juan's voice became louder: "I even packed it in a clean packing bag."

He Lang accelerated the frequency of his steps, and his whole body was filled with a depressive and irritable atmosphere.

Yang Juan couldn't help but paused, and his voice gradually lowered: "The swimming trunks are new, do you want to throw them away?"

With a gloomy face, He Lang stopped, turned around, took his collar and dragged him into the blind spot by the wall, and asked coldly, "Do you think I look like someone who lacks money for clothes, swimming trunks?"

Yang Juan's gaze unconsciously fell on the watch on his wrist.

In fact, from the first time he saw He Lang outside the manga exhibition hall, he had already vaguely guessed in his heart that He Lang's family background was probably very good, much better than theirs.

He looked away and shook his head silently.

The sarcasm on He Lang's face was even worse, "Then why are you chasing after me to return these things?" He looked down at Yang Juan, his eyes were so sharp that they seemed to penetrate his whole body, "Why are you here? What do you want?"

What is he doing here?Yang Juan thought of countless far-fetched or reasonable excuses for himself.I want to remind him to change the delivery address. It is inconvenient to entrust personal items such as swimming trunks. The clothes and swimming trunks are still very new. I don’t want to waste them like this.

But in fact, I just wanted to see him, Yang Juan said in his heart, but when he opened his mouth, it became: "I'm sorry, I didn't think too much."

He Lang stared at his drooping eyelashes, and when he heard him apologize, he asked without emotion, "Did you buy the cake that night?"

The two rows of eyelashes in the field of vision trembled and flapped up like two cicada wings. He Lang looked straight into his eyes.

Yang Juan answered honestly, "It's me."

"Give me a cake to eat, take the initiative to hand me water and towels in the gymnasium, and wash the dirty and wrinkled clothes by yourself before running to me." He Lang laughed, but his eyes were covered with frost , "What on earth do you want to do?"

Yang Juan frowned, and wanted to explain to him that the cake was just to thank him for helping him that day, and there was no other meaning.

He Lang was not in the mood to listen to his slow explanation, and dragged his collar to raise the question, "There will always be a time in a school, and you are so flattering me, isn't it just to get my forgiveness?" His voice gradually dropped to freezing point, "Didn't you ever think that the two months you cheated on me were a cake, and helping me to wash my clothes can be evened out?"

Yang Juan opened his mouth, looking a little bewildered.He never thought of asking He Lang to forgive himself.

"However, so much time has passed, and now there is no question of forgiveness or not." He Lang casually let go of him, with a look of indifference in his eyes, "It's not impossible for me to forgive you."

He dragged Yang Juan and walked towards the swimming pool, his gaze flitted lightly across the water surface in the deep water area, and he asked calmly, "Can you swim?"

Yang Juan's heart skipped a beat, and he had a vague premonition of what he would say next.But he still replied: "No."

He Lang raised his lips sarcastically, "It's very easy for me to forgive you, as long as you jump from here today, I will do what I say and forgive you."

Yang Juan didn't speak, and looked down at the water level in the swimming pool, which was enough to submerge him, and his heart began to tighten.

He Lang backed away from him, his eyes fixed on his face with a hint of condescension and jokes.

Sure enough, Yang Juan's face showed a look of shrinking and hesitation, which was completely within He Lang's expectation.He would say this, not really intending to forgive him, but just deliberately embarrassing him and wanting him to retreat.

Although he grew up near the sea, Yang Juan really can't swim.Every time he went to the beach to play, he dared to go into the water with the lifebuoy in his arms.When I go to the swimming pool in summer, I only dare to take a bath in the shallow water area where the water level does not reach the shoulders.Hearing what He Lang said, his legs seemed to be firmly locked in place, unable to move for a long time.

He stood blankly by the pool for dozens of seconds, He Lang didn't urge him, but anxiety gradually grew in his heart.

He really didn't want to ask the other party to forgive him, but since He Lang took the initiative to let go, Yang Juan didn't want to let go of such an opportunity.He has no doubt that his face must be ugly now, with obvious timidity and retreat in the embarrassment.But these negative emotions couldn't well cover the joy and heartbeat that engulfed his chest.

Even in the end, this feeling has been smashed like a sea wave, overturning the fear brought to him by the deep water area.

He couldn't help but look up, and glanced at the place where the lifeguard was sitting not far away.This distance is not far, he raised his heart and put it back a little bit, telling himself repeatedly in his heart that as long as he doesn't struggle after entering the water, he can float up from the bottom of the water.

After comforting himself, he lowered his head to look at the water in the swimming pool, and his face gradually returned to the surface calm.

Yang Juan finally turned his face to look at He Lang.

Even though He Lang had seen it too many times with mocking and cold eyes, every time he looked at him, the pain in Yang Juan's heart, as if being pricked by a needle, did not subside in the slightest.

It is the same at this moment.

He looked at He Lang's face, and suddenly wanted to ask, if He Lang was really willing to forgive him, would it be okay, and stop looking at him like that.

As his heart moved at will, Yang Juan's lips moved slightly.But at the moment when he asked, he chose to back down for no reason.

Seeing him hesitant to speak, He Lang took a step forward with an expected look, and said in a deep voice, "You—"

Accompanied by his utterance of the single syllable, Yang Juan took a deep breath, closed his eyes and jumped off the edge of the swimming pool.

There is no chance to say the rest of the words, He Lang's eyes suddenly widened, his back muscles tensed instantly, and his body reached out to catch him faster than his brain could react.

The sound of huge water splashes rushed high above his ears, and Yang Juan fell into the water so fast that He Lang didn't have time to catch it.

He panicked and jumped into the swimming pool without stopping for half a second.

The author says:

Reconciliation is an inevitable process from quantitative change to qualitative change, and there are two stages in the middle: 1. Get rid of anger? 2. Find yourself being bent

Lange: I say I'm not angry, you're nothing to me, but you're still super angry.

Juanjuan: The humble lamb.jpg