can't go wild

The performance started at 59:[-], and by [-]:[-], there were still spectators rushing in.

The venue with 600 people was almost full of people. The girls in the front row held up banners and light sticks. Before the performance started, their faces were full of sadness, and they shed tears for the idol's last performance in advance.This kind of behavior naturally aroused the dissatisfaction of some people behind, and they gathered together to talk freely, as if they didn't know who "Pei Guang" was at all.

This kind of sound was drowned in the noise, even if the music started to sound, the scene hadn't completely quieted down yet.But the singer on the stage didn’t seem to care what the audience was thinking. He stood in front of the mic, stroked the mic with one hand, and swayed his body naturally with the music. He didn’t have any makeup on, and his lip color was slightly pale under the light. , eyes closed, singing with forgetfulness.

Pei Guang.

Seeing him again, Aino almost didn't recognize him.He has long hair, and his appearance without makeup is slightly sluggish, completely different from the sunny and handsome young man a year ago.

But such Pei Guang is undoubtedly attractive, and the songs he sang are also very different, and he can't tell what style he belongs to.Psychedelic, rock, and jazz-style, indulge in selflessness, and suddenly fall back when heart-piercing, holding microphones in both hands, like whispering to oneself.

The deep voice tapped the eardrum.

The fans in the front row stopped crying, and it seemed that they had just seen the other side of their idol for the first time.The audience in the back couldn't help being attracted, and the scene fell silent.

Only Pei Guang's voice echoed, and he didn't even make an opening self-introduction.

He went on singing:

"I want you, drop everything to love me,

naked,

nothing left,

Come love me like this.

Despicable me.

He gave you a dark fairy tale,

Hands hold flowers of thorns,

naive sniggering,

silent prayer,

come love me

Come and love the vile me..."

Aino heard half of it, and searched the name of the song on the Internet, and it was called "Despicable".The lyrics are not so positive, and the style of music is also very small, so it is naturally not very popular.

Pei Guang sang so selflessly that at this moment he seemed to be that despicable suitor himself.Singing so plainly, it seems that it is not just as simple as singing a song.

Aino stood by the railing on the second floor, looking at the intoxicated singers and the intoxicated crowd below, the lights were flickering, and everything was blurred.There is a place to sell alcohol in the venue. This occasion is suitable for a little wine with a low alcohol content, which is a little bit drunk.

But Xing Zhou did not agree with Aino to drink.Not only did he not agree with Aino to drink, he didn't drink it himself, because he didn't drink while driving, and he didn't drive after drinking.

Aino was restrained, and his free nature seemed to be in shackles, and he wanted to break free.But every time he thought of what Xing Zhou said to him on the bridge, he subconsciously suppressed it and behaved obediently.

In the blurred light, he leaned against the railing and looked away at the stage below, revealing his slender neck.He deliberately didn't talk to Xing Zhou, and glanced at him from time to time to see how serious he was frowning.

Of course, lyrics like "Despicable" cannot win Xing Zhou's approval.

Deserve it.

Aino folded his arms and continued to listen, singing one song after another, Pei Guang never stopped talking.He seems to be seizing every opportunity to sing, like burning his life, and he doesn't want to waste a second.

After listening for more than an hour, when the show was about to end, Aino and Xing Zhou left early, found the staff, and asked them to take them to the lounge to wait for Pei Guang.

Pei Guang didn't come too fast, because there was another encore sound from the other side of the stage.He walked a few steps, and returned to the stage amidst the sound waves, singing a song with red eyes.

This song was obviously not in the plan, he ran down after singing, and he didn't even want to face his fans again.

The backstage staff all felt very sorry, and Aino could hear their whispered discussions, all saying that Pei Guangming's performance tonight was brilliant, why did he choose to retire.

Many people were curious and wanted to ask, but seeing Pei Guang come back with red eyes, they couldn't bear to ask again.

Pei Guang, who left the stage, withdrew all his flamboyance and exuberance, became ordinary again, and finally looked a little like before.The moment he saw Aino, there was surprise in his eyes, and at the same time, there was a vague hesitation, which seemed to hide unknown complex emotions.

"You're really here." In the end, he warmly gave Aino a hug, just like a year ago, unilaterally declaring that he and Aino had become friends.

Aino introduced Xing Zhou to him, and said without emotion: "My boss."

Pei Guang was stunned, "This is your boss, it's a pleasure to meet you."

It was the first time Pei Guang saw him bring his boss along to watch the show.But take it with you, it’s the last performance anyway, Pei Guang then smiled and said: “It’s rare for you to come, let me treat you to a barbecue. I know a very delicious barbecue stall, today is my last performance, Just to celebrate."

Pei Guang said so, while walking outside, he took out the hair ring from his pocket and tied his long hair casually.He didn't wear makeup, so he didn't have to take off his makeup.There is no manager or assistant around him, and Da Lala walks on the street, no one recognizes him at all.

But Aino clearly remembered that a year ago he was still a man who was full of hope for the future and firmly believed that he would become a superstar in the future.Could it be that just because he refused to take care of him and was afraid of being banned, he became disheartened?

What's more, Ning Yusheng is dead.

The barbecue stand was not far from the performance location, and the three of them walked directly to it, smelling the aroma from a long distance away.Pei Guang took an exaggerated sip, and told Xiangye and Xing Zhou to hurry over. It was the busiest time for the barbecue stand, and if you were late, you would not be able to get a seat.

Fortunately, they were lucky tonight. Pei Guang took the last vacant table, took the initiative to order, and joked to himself: "God must also know that today is my last performance. Finally, good luck favored me once."

Aino took advantage of the situation and asked, "Why did you give up?"

Pei Guang: "Well... there are various reasons. As you can see, few people recognize me, and the agency has already given up on me. If I continue like this, I will have problems eating."

Aino: "Your performance just now was not bad."

"Isn't it bad..." Pei Guang shook his head, "That kind of performance is hard to come by. If there are still people who remember me in the future, it's enough for them to remember this performance."

Aino took the initiative to pour him a glass of beer and said, "I met your fan after I came to Jingzhou, and she said that she likes listening to your songs."

Pei Guang: "My fans?"

Aino: "Her name is Cao Yue, do you recognize her?"

Pei Guang directly shook his head with a natural expression.Xiangye then added, "She is Ning Yusheng's wife. Ning Yusheng, do you know? It has been spread on the Internet these days that a big boss was killed in the villa."

It was only then that Pei Guang had a strange reaction. He replied a few words in feigned surprise, and then quickly changed the topic, "Ah, the pork belly is here, and the barbecue is really fast today. Hurry up, It doesn’t taste good when it’s cold.”

Aino exchanged a look with Xing Zhou cryptically.Pei Guang reflected that he was either a master of camouflage, or he didn't know how to camouflage at all.If it's the latter, then he really doesn't know Cao Yue.

Thoughts were spinning, Aino asked abruptly, "Did you know? The unfinished building I lived in collapsed two days ago."

Pei Guang suddenly raised his head, his face full of disbelief, and said, "Collapsed?"

Aino: "Yes."

Pei Guang muttered to himself: "How could it collapse..."

Aino: "Not only did it collapse, but a mysterious basement was also discovered. I had already arrived in Jingzhou at that time, and I was shocked when I saw the photos."

Aino said that he was startled, but there was no frightened expression on his face.On the contrary, it was Pei Guang whose pupils constricted suddenly when he heard the word "basement", and his reaction was extremely abnormal.

"Have you seen it?" Aino asked again abruptly, his voice deliberately cold.

Pei Guang shivered.

"I..." He raised his head to meet Aino's eyes, and it seemed that there was no way to hide what he was thinking at this moment.But he was still avoiding something, and replied with a sneer: "How could I have seen it?"

Aino: "Yeah, even I didn't know there was a basement there, so how would you know. It's just that no one knows about the basement, so the identity of the deceased cannot be confirmed..."

"The deceased?!" Pei Guang subconsciously planned his words, and after he finished speaking, he realized that his reaction was a bit extreme, so he hurriedly made amends, "I'm a little surprised, isn't there usually no one in the unfinished building? Are there other people in it? "

Aino: "Well, there seems to be someone locked in that basement, and he was killed when the building collapsed."

Pei Guang: "That's right..."

He lowered his head again to take a sip of wine, and the fragrant barbecue was delivered, but no one moved at all.Aino has already made a judgment in his heart, as long as he strings together some details, the whole matter will become clear immediately.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help picking up the wine bottle, wanting to pour himself a glass of beer.But as soon as he stretched out his hand, another hand reached out from the side and clasped his wrist.

Aino turned his head and smiled, "I'm an adult."

Xing Zhou: "You're still taking a medicinal bath, so you can't drink alcohol."

This reason was too strong for Aino to refute.He knew that Xing Zhou should not be able to lie, but his intuition told him that no man can tell a lie.

Xiangqi also told Xiangye while smoking a cigarette: "There is nothing good about men."

Aino asked him back: "Aren't you a man?"

Xiang Qi smiled, "So I'm an old guy, you're a little guy, they're not good anyway."

Thirteen or fourteen year old Aino wanted to roll his eyes at Xiang Qi all day long.At this moment, he turned his back on the line again. After much deliberation, he didn't come up with any good ideas, so he put down the barbecue and said, "I want a Coke."

Without saying a word, Xing Zhou got up to get it.

Gee.

Aino complained silently in his heart, while Pei Guang on the opposite side had no time to pay attention to their interaction. He was still immersed in the shock just now, and asked for a long time, "Is that person in the basement really dead?"

"Dead." Xiangye said so firmly that he could carry out the funeral for Chu Lian in his heart.

"Is that so..." Pei Guang fell into silence again, mechanically picked up the barbecue in his hand and ate it, tasteless.He originally wanted to say a lot to Aino, but he couldn't say anything after hearing the news.

After a barbecue, everyone ate with their own thoughts.

Pei Guang was distracted frequently, and when he finally paid the bill, he absent-mindedly entered an extra zero. If the boss hadn't found out in time and transferred the money back to him, he would probably have to eat instant noodles every day for the next few days.

"What are your plans going forward?" Aino asked him.

"I might... Let's see again. If Jingzhou can't get along anymore, then I'll go to other places. The world is so big, there will always be a place that suits me." Pei Guang said goodbye to Aino, turned and walked out After a few steps, I walked slower and slower, and finally I couldn't help but turn around and asked, "If, I mean if—"

Aino and Xing Zhou still stopped by the side of the road and did not leave.

Seeing these two people with very different temperaments but standing out in the crowd, Pei Guang's words got stuck in his throat again.Compared with them, how ordinary he was when he left the stage, and the little despicableness in his heart was bubbling like boiling water, making him almost lose his voice.

Aino was still looking at him, he finally pulled out a forced and ugly smile, raised his hand high and waved, saying: "If you have a chance, come and play with me again."

After speaking, he turned and ran away.There happened to be a car stopped at the bus stop in front of him, so he got on the bus, found a seat by the window and sat down, letting the car take him to an unknown destination.

Aino and Xing Zhou stood by the side of the road and watched him go away, his figure with his head bowed was reflected in the car window, a small one, like a microcosm of countless people in this big city.

Xing Zhou put on the headset, tapped twice with his fingers, and said, "Look at Pei Guang."

Jueming quickly responded, and after a while, he sent another new message: "I have found out Cao Yue's whereabouts for more than a month. Nine days ago, you, the boss, came to Jingzhou with you That afternoon, she went to the Jingzhou City Library. I wanted to adjust the library's surveillance to see if she met someone here, but unfortunately, the surveillance video of that day was lost. "

Aino heard it too, but his thoughts wandered a little bit.He suddenly realized that so many things had happened recently, but in fact he had only been in Jingzhou for less than ten days.

Time flies so fast, and time flies so slowly.