Out of place

Normally, Xiang Xi was already asleep at this point, and he still felt quite sleepy when he was at KTV today, but after Song Yi said that he would not have to work the night shift tonight, he was no longer sleepy.

It's not that I'm not sleepy, I'm still sleepy, but my mind keeps spinning, and I'm so sleepy that I can set up a stall and sell myself to bury my father by kneeling down, but I still can't fall asleep.

There are a lot of things to think about.

Think of Cheng Boyan licking lightly on his tear mole.

I want Cheng Boyan to say that I like you very much.

I want Cheng Boyan to say that I like this mole.

Thinking about what I said I love you.

Still thinking about the sound of Cheng Boyan's water in the shower and his feeling of awkwardness and nervousness.

Now Cheng Boyan is in the next room, are you sleeping, or are you reading?

Xiang Xi turned over and stared in the darkness.

Turned over again.

Turn again.

Can't sleep, but dare not go to find Cheng Boyan.

He wanted to stick close to Cheng Boyan, be next to him, and smell the lemon on his body.

He likes Cheng Boyan's hand touching and caressing his back, likes Cheng Boyan's kiss on his ear and neck, and also likes his wet lips and tongue...

Xiang Xi turned over again.

I can't think about it anymore, if I think about it any more, it's time to transform into a passionate young man again.

But even with passion, there are some things he still...

I don't know how long I turned, I was so sleepy that I couldn't shed tears, my back was sore, and I didn't want to fall asleep.

He touched his phone and checked the time. He had been tossing around on the bed for four or ten minutes.

"Hey." He sat up, moved his arms, bowed forward again, stretched his back, then put on his slippers and walked out of the study lightly.

The light in the living room has been turned off, but to Cheng Boyan's surprise, the light in Cheng Boyan's bedroom is still on, with a thin line of light peeking out from under the door.

Still haven't slept yet?

Xiang Xi walked to the door of the bedroom with heavy feet, and raised his hand to knock on the door, but he didn't knock.

What did you say after knocking on the door?

I want to be next to you?

I want to lie next to you?

I want to put my arms around you?

I want to kiss you?

I don't want to do anything but just want to rub around with you?

While thinking about what kind of opening remarks to use, there was a sudden sound in the room, and Cheng Boyan's footsteps came towards the door.

Xiang Xi suddenly had the feeling that he was about to be caught as a thief, but turning around and running back to the study was quite a movement, and there was not enough time, so he would definitely be discovered by Cheng Boyan.

How to do?

The moment Cheng Boyan opened the bedroom door, he put on an expression of "Oh, what a coincidence, I just passed you and opened the door".

"Hey!" Cheng Boyan didn't expect that there would be someone standing at the door, and when he opened the door, he took two steps back in fright.

"Ah!" Xiang Xi hurriedly yelled, "Why did you come out all of a sudden!"

"What are you doing here?" Cheng Boyan was stunned when he saw that it was him.

"I... pass by the bathroom," Xiang Xi said, "You go to the bathroom too, or you go first."

"I'm not going," Cheng Boyan glanced at him, "You go."

Xiang Xi saw Cheng Boyan holding a tissue in his hand, he was a little embarrassed: "Are you older? Then I'll go first and I'll be out soon."

"...I said I won't go." Cheng Boyan was a little helpless.

"Oh," Xiang Xi hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked towards the toilet, "Why don't you hold paper too big? Did you blow your nose?"

"Hurry up and pee on you!" Cheng Boyan elbowed him from behind.

Xiang Xi didn't want to go to the toilet, so he posed in front of the toilet to urinate and waited for a while.

Cheng Boyan then went in and closed the door.

Xiang Xi stood outside the toilet and didn't leave, thinking whether he should go back to the study and sleep quietly or wait for Cheng Boyan to come out.

Before he could figure it out, Cheng Boyan came out.

"Are you okay?" Seeing that he was still standing and did not return to the house, Cheng Boyan asked.

"It's okay, I just... that's right..." Xiang Xi thought for a while, "I just want...to chat, to stay with you for a while."

"Stay with me for a while?" Cheng Boyan was stunned, walked up to him and rubbed his head, "Are you all right?"

"No." Xiang Xi said.

"Then come here." Cheng Boyan put his arm around his shoulder.

"Yeah." Xiang Xi nodded immediately.

Cheng Boyan was indeed not asleep yet, the lamp was on, there was an open book on the small coffee table, and the bedding on the bed was still folded.

"Why are you reading so late?" Xiang Xi was a little surprised.

"I'm not watching..." Cheng Boyan stopped talking halfway, "If you can't fall asleep, just watch it for a while."

"I want to sleep in your bed." Xiang Xi said while sitting on the edge of the bed.

Cheng Boyan smiled, and answered casually: "I thought you wanted to sleep with me..."

As soon as he said this, he regretted it. Knowing that Xiang Xi is very sensitive now, he said such a sentence. Xiang Xi probably jumped up and fled back to the study.

"I..." Xiang Xi didn't sit on the edge of the bed with his head down quite calmly as he expected, "I still... don't want to sleep with you."

"... Oh." This time it was Cheng Boyan's turn to be speechless.

"Well, do you understand what I mean?" Xiang Xi bit his lip, raised his head and glanced at him, "I quite...no, I really...like you, but..."

"Understood," Cheng Boyan smiled, "I know what you mean."

"I just want to stay next to you...you read a book, I'll sit here." Xiang Xi looked calm, but when he spoke, he could see nervousness and a little embarrassment. After all, what is going on now is about "I still I can't stand sleeping with you" discussion.

"I don't want to read it," Cheng Boyan closed the book and put it back in the bookcase, took out another pillow from the cabinet and threw it to him, then turned off the lamp, "Go to sleep in it."

"I don't want to sleep, I just..." Xiang Xi hugged the pillow and moved into the bed.

"Talk, stay a while, I know," Cheng Boyan got into bed and leaned on the pillow, "What do you want to talk about?"

Xiang Xi didn't speak, put the pillow away, leaned on it, and lay side by side with Cheng Boyan, smelling the lemon scent on Cheng Boyan's body, he immediately relaxed.

"Huh?" Seeing that he was silent, Cheng Boyan turned his head to look at him.

"I don't know what to talk about. You're asking this question. How can I talk about propositions?" Xiang Xi whispered.

Cheng Boyan laughed, grabbed his hand and squeezed it lightly: "Are you unable to sleep?"

"I couldn't sleep just now," Xiang Xi closed his eyes, "but now I'm sleepy again."

"Do you feel sleepy when you're with me?" Cheng Boyan asked with a smile.

"If you are down-to-earth, you will feel sleepy." Xiang Xi smiled.

"Then go to sleep." Cheng Boyan pulled Xiao Bo and put him on his stomach.

"Didn't you say it before?" Xiang Xi pulled the thin quilt, and put a quilt corner on Cheng Boyan's stomach, "If you dare to sleep in my bed, you will die."

"So vengeful," Cheng Boyan smiled softly, "I didn't target you, and my mother doesn't just touch my bed."

"Then what should we do now?" Xiang Xi twisted twice, raised his leg and shook it, "I'm going to sleep now, are you hitting me?"

"I didn't hit you back then," Cheng Boyan turned sideways to face him, put his arms around him, and smiled, "I didn't kill you no matter how hard you were here."

"You have a good temper." Xiang Xi flattened out comfortably, enjoying Cheng Boyan's arm on his stomach.

"Let's do it," Cheng Boyan approached him, opened the collar of his clothes, kissed him on the shoulder, and then rubbed his lips back and forth, "The main reason is that you admit your mistakes very quickly every time."

Xiang Xi didn't speak, Cheng Boyan's soft lips on his shoulders, itched slightly when they touched the skin, and there was a slight vibration when he spoke, as if he was wrapped in a soft wool quilt.

"I really like this." Xiang Xi whispered with his eyes closed.

"Which one?" Cheng Boyan asked in his ear, wrapping his arms around him tightly.

"That's it, you stick to me, I rub against you," Xiang Xi smiled, "When I was in Dawa, there was always a cat basking in the sun on the wall at the door, so I really wanted to hug it and lean against it on..."

"It can't carry you." Cheng Boyan said.

"It doesn't care about me at all," Xiang Xi chuckled a few times, "I just like that kind of feeling, it's fluffy, and it's very affectionately huddled together, cats and dogs, I liked it when I was a child, but we are all Stray cats and dogs are afraid of people, so they are not allowed to be touched. Later, I picked up a dog, which is quite close to me, and was allowed to be touched...but it was eaten by Erpan..."

"You're so insecure..." Cheng Boyan said in a low voice, but quickly brought the topic back, "Cats and dogs?"

"En." Xiang Xi responded.

"Then am I a cat or a dog?" Cheng Boyan asked.

"Dog," Xiang Xi turned his head and rubbed the tip of his nose against Cheng Boyan's, "Old dog."

Cheng Boyan kissed him on the lips: "An old dog is an old dog. I thought you were going to say an old pervert. An old dog is not bad."

Xiang Xi laughed twice and stopped suddenly, staring at him for a long time with the moonlight coming through the curtain.

"Actually, your eyes are not very big, they are only so big when you stare round." Cheng Boyan made a circle with his index finger and thumb and stretched it out in front of his eyes, "Look, it's just that big."

"Just now," Xiang Xi looked at him from the circle of his fingers, "Did you... you used paper..."

"Ah," Cheng Boyan smiled and put down his hands, "Yes, if you don't let me touch it, I have to rely on myself."

Cheng Boyan said this very frankly, as natural as saying that if you don’t cook, I will cook by myself, but Xiang Xi suddenly saw the scene of Cheng Boyan lying on the bed with his eyes closed, short of breath, "self-reliance"...

Feeling a little flustered, he rolled over in Cheng Boyan's arms, facing the wall. He didn't know what to say for a long time, and finally said, "Then you have worked hard."

Cheng Boyan smiled for a long time, retracted his arms, put his arms around his waist and dragged him into his cup: "It's not hard, I've been used to it after exercising for so many years."

Xiang Xi likes to sleep on his side, but there must be something behind him, touching the wall, against the quilt, stuffed with clothes, whatever, but he can't leave it alone, otherwise he won't be able to sleep well.

Now Cheng Boyan is behind him, and he is very tight. When Cheng Boyan speaks, he can feel the vibration in his chest, and he feels a little dizzy.

"Would you..." Xiang Xi closed his eyes, grabbed Cheng Boyan's hand on his waist, "Think I'm hypocritical? Ordinarily speaking, it's really not a big deal for a person who grew up in Zhaojiayao. Right... If you were a girl, I would have..."

"Did I go to bed early?" Cheng Boyan asked with a smile.

Xiang Xi didn't speak, and thought for a long time before he clicked his tongue: "It doesn't seem to be... Let's put it this way, it doesn't matter if I want to sleep with you if you are a woman, anyway, I dare not if you are a man now."

"Understood," Cheng Boyan said with a smile behind him, "No one is forcing you, this attitude shows that I will be ashamed to fuck myself tomorrow."

Xiang Xi turned his head back and tried to look at him, but he couldn't see him from the wrong angle, Cheng Boyan raised his arms and put his face in front of his: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to see what color you have on your face?" Xiang Xi looked at him, "You masturbate once a day? Isn't this frequency a bit too high?"

"Yo, do you know how often to masturbate?" Cheng Boyan raised his eyebrows.

"There are a lot of broken books collected by the fake blind man. There is a book about teenagers or something about how to survive puberty or something... The fake blind man read it to me, saying that it is more than once a day." Xiang Xi said.

Cheng Boyan fell back on the pillow with a smile, and didn't stop laughing for a long time: "Youth is still something, what the hell is it, a teenager dog?"

"I don't know," Xiang Xi also fell back on the pillow, feeling happy after thinking about it, "No, I told you very seriously, do you despise us illiterates by laughing like this?"

"You are not illiterate now," Cheng Boyan kissed him on the neck, "You can accompany Dad to the supermarket."

"Your face must have been crushed by Director Xu with a rolling pin." Xiang Xi sighed.

"I don't do it once a day," Cheng Boyan smiled, "My tomorrow refers to the next time."

"Okay," Xiang Xi whispered, "Then how long will it be before your next visit?"

"That depends on when I think you can't stand it." Cheng Boyan's fingers picked up his clothes and scratched his belly.

"Oh." Xiang Xi replied, feeling a little embarrassed after thinking about it.

"Don't think about it, I won't do anything to you," Cheng Boyan bit his shoulder, "Let's talk about it someday when you cry and beg me to sleep with you."

"Get out, someone is crying and sleeping with you." Xiang Xi said.

"Yeah, you didn't cry and beg me to sleep with you, you cried and begged me to sleep with you." Cheng Boyan said.

"...Good night." Xiang Xi felt that he was probably sleepy.

"Go to sleep, I will wake you up tomorrow morning," Cheng Boyan smiled, "Good night."

Xiang Xi's breathing slowed down obviously, and he fell asleep within a few minutes. Cheng Boyan closed his eyes, feeling that it's good to be young, and fell asleep.

It took about 2 minutes for him to sigh, and he also fell asleep.

However, he didn't sleep well that night. Cheng Boyan grew up so big that he always slept alone. When he was a child, Cheng Boyu cried and wanted to sleep with him, but he didn't agree.

Xiang Xi sleeps quite honestly, doesn't move around, and breathes very lightly. Basically, he has no sense of existence when he is asleep, but he always knows that there is someone beside him.

He slept alone for nearly 30 years, and suddenly there was another person beside him. He was not used to it. He knew that Xiang Xi turned over in the middle of the night.

In the second half of the night, he was really sleepy, so he finally fell asleep.

He didn't wake up until the Poppers on the opposite side started barking wildly against the first pinch of sunshine in Qingli.

He wanted to stretch his arm, but found that his left arm could not move. He turned his head and saw that Xiang Xi was sleeping soundly with his left arm on the bed. He yawned and stretched his arm.

He was very careful when he pulled his arm out of Xiang Xi's arms. It was not the normal time to wake up at this point. Xiang Xi's sleeping posture was quite good. He didn't notice it when Xiang Xi lived in the study before, but today he looked closer. It was quite clear, and his face was clean, without any saliva marks on his face...

He reached out and touched Xiang Xi's eyebrows lightly, and tapped the tear mole at the corner of his eyes, then got up and got out of bed.

Since I got up early, let's make some porridge for breakfast... But the miscellaneous bean porridge is really unpalatable...

After taking a shower, Cheng Boyan still decided to go downstairs to buy some breakfast and eat it. There is a lot of time, so it is better not to eat miscellaneous bean porridge.

He went into the bedroom and took a look. Xiang Xi changed his position, still sleeping in the dark, his clothes were opened, revealing a section of his belly.

The air conditioner in the room was still on, Cheng Boyan went over and pulled the corner of the quilt over his belly, turned around and went out.

There is a breakfast stand at the gate of the community, buns, fritters, corn, soy milk, bread, and milk are quite complete, but Cheng Boyan has no appetite, and he has no appetite for anything when it is hot.

Finally, I walked all the way to a newly opened Hong Kong-style tea house on another street.

Picking out delicious food and packing his bags, Cheng Boyan was just a few steps out of the restaurant with a few lunch boxes when his cell phone rang.

He freed his hand and took out his phone to take a look, it was Xiang Xi.

"Hello? Are you up?" He picked up the phone.

"Have you gone to work yet?" There was surprise in Xiang Xi's voice.

"No," Cheng Boyan smiled, "I came out to buy breakfast, and I didn't call you before the time."

"Oh," Xiang Xi probably just woke up, and his voice was still nasal, "I was scared to death."

"After I go to work, you can pack up and go back to the supermarket by yourself," Cheng Boyan said, "This can scare you to death, isn't your courage as big as a mung bean in miscellaneous bean porridge?"

"Don't tell me you can't beat you when people are still awake, so you squeeze right," Xiang Xi clicked his tongue twice, "Hey, would you like to hear me pissing?"

"No," Cheng Boyan smiled, "but you'd better urinate seriously, and if I find out that you urinate outside, you will die."

"Have you bought something early?" Xiang Xi asked, "I wonder if I got up too early today, why do I feel so hungry?"

"I've bought it, I'll go back right away," Cheng Boyan looked at the time, "Why don't you stay here for a while."

"Oh, why did you sleep so much? The birds in the building opposite you ate the dazzling birds. I used to sleep in the study room and I didn't think they were noisy. Today I have learned a lesson," Xiang Xi said depressingly, "If I didn't Considering your neighborhood relationship, I would have given you some medicine to make them dumb."

"Why don't you go to the study and sleep for a while, I can walk back in about ten minutes," Cheng Boyan said, "I'll wake you up when I get home."

"Let me try." Xiang Xi sighed.

Cheng Boyan hung up the phone, and walked back faster.

When he arrived at the door, he was sweating a little. He took out the key and opened the door lightly.

The TV in the living room was turned on, Xiang Xi didn't go to sleep in the study, but stood in front of the sofa, staring at the TV, Xiang Xi didn't even look at him when he entered the room.

"What are you looking at?" Cheng Boyan changed his shoes, put down the lunch box, and walked to him rubbing his hands.

"Currently the burnt wounded have been sent to the hospital, and nothing else has been found at the scene..." the voice came from the TV.

Cheng Boyan was stunned, then turned to look at the TV, the fire last night?

"Is it sent to your hospital?" Xiang Xi suddenly grabbed Cheng Boyan's arm, "Could it be sent to your hospital?"

"It depends on where," Cheng Boyan was taken aback by Xiang Xi's reaction, "What's wrong?"

"Zhaojiayao, it's in Zhaojiayao." Xiang Xi stared at him, his lips turning pale.