Out of place

It has been several months, and Xiang Xi has always felt that the past has been wiped out by him, and he has started to move forward, but it is not very smooth.

But now, in the store where he was working hard and wanted to work hard, he would run into Dajian with his Tulang girlfriend, and he suddenly felt desperate.

After such a long time, my feet will still be caught by these things, and I will fall if I don't pay attention.

This is Uncle Ping's diehard fan, if he is recognized...

Xiang Xi was sweating all over his body. He was sweating all over his body, but now he felt like he was exploding. The pores all over his body were scrambling to sweat out.

The only thing that can be thankful is that the boss's yelling was not too loud. Under the cover of the buzzing of the stove and the clinking of frying spoons in the proprietress' hands, Da Jian who was sitting outside the door might not have heard it clearly.

No, I have to be thankful that Cheng Boyan shaved his hair, or the original Moxican, Dajian would probably recognize him across the street.

"En." He responded, reached out and took the mask that the boss put on the table, put it on, and walked out slowly with a rag.

Uncle Ping must be looking for him, even if it’s just for the wishful pendant, Uncle Ping will definitely be with him all the way to the end of the world, if Dajian recognizes him...

But he didn't want to lose this job, and he had no choice but to run away until the end.

Tu Lang's face was pale, and he looked very unhappy. He talked to Da Jian impatiently, and Da Jian laughed along with him.

Xiang Xi has seen a lot, so he can guess at a glance that Dajian brought Tulang here to have an abortion. Dajian has no money and can't support the child. Uncle Ping probably gave the money for the abortion.

He walked over with his head down, put away the casserole and plates, and then used a rag to pull all the food scum on the table into the plate. Usually, he would do two trips to collect the plates and wipe the table, but now he has to reduce the time spent in Dajian. The number of times you shake in front of you.

When Xiang Xi collected the plates and was about to leave, Da Jian pointed to the table in front of Tu Lang: "Wipe here, it's full of oil."

Xiang Xi lowered his head and wiped the clean table in front of Tu Lang very carefully, and then wiped the table again.Normally, when he gets impatient, he might say that you don't hug the table and lick your mouth, but these people Xiang Xi know too well, just like him before, he will shake his prestige when he finds an opportunity, if his attitude is a little bit If you are not humble enough, Dajian will scold you. This kind of conflict cannot exist now.

Dajian looked up at him when he finished wiping the table and turned to walk away. Xiang Xi panicked for a while. When he walked into the store, he tried his best to open his splayed feet and swayed in, fearing that Dajian would recognize him from his walking posture. Come.

Xiang Xi knew that it was the mask on his face that attracted Dajian, but he had no choice between the mask and his face.

He didn't dare to look at Dajian's table, but he could feel that Dajian's eyes would glance at him from time to time, whether he saw something or was unintentional, he didn't have time to think about it.

He has been paying attention to the movement of the proprietress making casserole rice. When Dajian's two orders were ready, he went into the back kitchen to get the washed dishes, so the boss took their rice.

Dajian eats very fast and finishes eating in a short time, but Tulang is very delicate and eats quite slowly. When ordering, he asks to put chili, and when eating, he picks out the chopped chili bit by bit. Come out and throw it on the table.

Xiang Set wanted to go over and slap her face into the casserole.

At this time, the boss took out a few lunch boxes from the side of the cabinet, Xiang Xi saw it and hurried over, finally waiting until now.

"These are from the company over there," the boss told him while packing. "These are from the hospital. They are available on the second and third floors of the inpatient department. I wrote it down on the note."

"Okay." Xiang Xi nodded, took the bag and packed all the lunch boxes, and walked out with his head down, still shaking his splayed feet.

Dajian looked up at him again when he passed by, but Xiang Xi didn't look at him, and swayed to the door under the tree, put the bag on the car board, and drove out.

Cheng Boyan was in the outpatient clinic today. It was rare that there were no serious trauma patients in the morning, but around noon, a middle-aged man who was particularly wordy and nervous came.

He sprained his waist last year, and this year he still feels that his lumbar spine is long and crooked. After taking a film, there is no problem, but he is still worried.

"No problem?" The man looked at Cheng Boyan, "Doctor, are you sure? Can you take another look?"

"No problem," Cheng Boyan had no choice but to insert the film into the light box next to him, and looked at it, "Your back is sore, it has nothing to do with your bones."

"Impossible..." The man looked suspicious.

Someone shook outside the clinic door.

"You're really special. It's the first time I've seen you and hoped that I had a problem." Cheng Boyan said, and glanced outside the door. It was Xiang Xi. He nodded at Xiang Xi, and Xiang Xi swayed away.

"But my waist always feels like I can't use my strength." The man frowned.

"You..." Cheng Boyan thought for a while, and his eyes fell on the waist guard under the man's clothes, "How long have you been wearing this thing?"

"This? I've been using it since I was injured last year, so I don't need it..." The man sighed.

"Always? From last year to now?" Cheng Boyan was a little surprised. Someone outside the door shook his head again. He raised his eyes and saw Xiang Xi again. Before he could say anything, Xiang Xi moved away again.

"Yes." The man said.

"Brother," Cheng Boyan pointed at the waistband, "If you keep this thing tied up every day, you won't even be able to sit still if you take it off! Take it off quickly!"

When Xiang Xi walked past the door of the consulting room for the third time, Cheng Boyan finally finished talking to this man, he stood up and grabbed Cheng Boyan's hand: "Thank you, doctor."

"You're welcome, go back and do some exercise. Don't use the waist support every day. It's for a temporary use. If you use it for a long time, your waist muscles won't be sore anymore." Cheng Boyan pulled out his hand, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't use it. Department of orthopedics, please visit our movement rehabilitation department."

"Okay, okay." The man nodded and left the consulting room with his things.

Cheng Boyan also walked out of the consulting room. Normally, he was in the outpatient clinic, and Xiang Xi came to deliver meals, that is, he occasionally came over for a while, and then left. Today, he still hasn't left after 20 times in [-] minutes. Cheng Boyan is a little strange.

When he went out, he saw Xiang Xi leaning against the wall at the door of the consulting room, staring down at his shoes in a daze. He went over and pushed Xiang Xi: "What are you doing?"

"Huh? Are you done?" Xiang Xi turned his head.

"Well, I can rest for a while," Cheng Boyan looked at him, "What can I do for you?"

"...It's okay," Xiang Xi rubbed his nose a little embarrassedly, "does it affect you to see a doctor?"

"No," Cheng Boyan walked out of the corridor, intending to go to the canteen behind to buy two breads and forget it. "Don't you have to rush back after delivering the food?"

"Yeah, I have to go back soon," Xiang Xi followed beside him, "May I treat you to something?"

"I'm just going to buy two breads. I don't have time to eat complicated ones." Cheng Boyan smiled.

"I invite you to eat bread." Xiang Xi said.

"Okay, one with meat floss and one with shredded coconut." Cheng Boyan said.

Xiang Xi bought him bread and a carton of milk, watching him stand in the small courtyard of the hospital eating.

"Is there something wrong with you?" Cheng Boyan felt that Xiang Xi's mood was a bit wrong today. He was usually up and about, but today he spoke very little. He looked like the state he was in when he first met Xiang Xi.

"No," Xiang Xi said, "I just want to stay with you for a while and listen to you say a few words so that I can be more at ease."

"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight..." Cheng Boyan began to count while eating bread, "212223..."

While eating, he counted to one hundred before he stopped: "Is it better?"

"Well," Xiang Xi smiled, "You can really do it."

"You asked me to speak suddenly, how can I say it all at once," Cheng Boyan threw the empty milk carton into the trash can, "Are you all right?"

"It's really okay," Xiang Xi jumped up and down, "Oh, it's okay, it's a problem, so I'll just ask if I can come over for a review tomorrow?"

"Okay," Cheng Boyan smiled, "You don't need to register, just come here and I'll make an order for you. You go and take a picture and I'll take a look."

"Okay, I'll come over this afternoon," Xiang Xi snapped his fingers, "Then I'm leaving."

When they returned to the shop, Da Jian and Tu Lang had already left, Fang Yin was gone, and the boss and his wife were busy.

Xiang Xi went into the store to help, and chatted with the boss and his wife, they are both quite normal, I guess Dajian has no doubts, or maybe he will ask the boss to inquire about him.

But... Xiang Xi was still worried about Da Jian's eyes on him.

At night, he lay on the small bed in the attic and called Fang Yin: "Is it still valid to rent a house and pay me three months' rent?"

"It works. Do you want to rent a house?" Fang Yin was very interested when he heard it.

"Well," Xiang Xi turned over, "Tomorrow I can have a day off, and I want to find a house."

"Okay, I'll go there in the morning, where can I find it?" Fang Yin asked immediately.

"Over there in the university town." Xiang Xi said, Cheng Boyan said that there are cheaper student housing over there.

If Dajian didn't show up, Xiang Xi wouldn't be in such a hurry to rent a house. Now that he's gradually getting used to work, the boss and his wife are pretty nice, and those who talk to him and ask him to work are always smiling.

But it is precisely because of this that now he has to move out immediately. If Dajian recognizes him, if he goes back and tells him, Uncle Ping will find him at some point.

It might be fine during the day, but it's hard to say at night. He was afraid that some accident would mess up the shop, anyway, he couldn't cause trouble for the boss's family.

It is not easy to rent a house. The environment, neighbors, traffic, floors, and house conditions all need to be considered, but if these are ignored, it will be much easier.

Xiang Xi only had two requirements, cheap price, single room, nothing else was considered, so after contacting two landlords, he settled on a room.

A small five-story building built by farmers in the village in the city. It is rented out to students. There is another room on the fifth floor, [-] square meters, with a toilet and shared kitchen.

Fang Yin paid the deposit and three months' rent for him, took a few pictures inside and outside the room with his camera, and then pointed to the bed in the room: "Xiao Zhan, I'll take two pictures while you sit on the bed, with your face flushing to the toilet. Need a sidelight..."

"Oh." Xiang Xi sat at the foot of the bed, staring at the toilet in a daze.

"How does this room feel? It's about the size of an attic." Fang Yin took two steps in the room.

"Very good," Xiang Xi lay down on the bed, "it has a wardrobe, can stand up straight, and doesn't need to go downstairs to charge."

"Why did you suddenly think of renting a house?" Fang Yin found a small plastic stool from under the bed and sat down.

"I'm afraid you will change your mind after a long time." Xiang Xi said with his arm pillowed.

"Is it because of the man and woman who came to eat today?" Fang Yin thought for a while, "Is it? When they came, you put on your mask, and you were in a bad mood."

"You really have been staring at me," Xiang Xi turned his head to look at him, "I didn't know that you thought you were in love with me."

"Is it someone you knew before? From Zhaojiayao?" Fang Yin asked.

Xiang Xi frowned and said nothing, Fang Yin's tone was obviously excited, which made him very upset.

"Did you recognize you? Will there be any trouble?" Fang Yin continued to ask.

"I know why those idiot reporters got beaten up," Xiang Xi said, reaching out and ticking his fingers at him, "give me today's money, and I'm going to sleep today, so I won't go out."

Fang Yin gave him the money, didn't say anything, and left with the camera.

Xiang Xi lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, listening to the movement outside the house.

This room is not very soundproof, he can vaguely hear the sound of the phone next door, and the sound of the public kitchen is even easier to break into.

But I can tell that the people living next to him on this floor are all students, one lives alone, and the other lives in a couple. A student girl cooks noodles for her boyfriend, and asks once a minute if this is okay to eat. Add this Okay, it's so affectionate and loving, the rope swinging slowly makes people want to go out and hang the two of them on the rope.

He clicked his tongue, "I really don't mind being bothered, how could it be so troublesome, learn from Dr. Cheng, add noodles, eggs, meat, everything, just throw it into the pot and finish the job."

He didn't have any appetite, and he didn't feel hungry when he heard the sound of cooking outside. He fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while.

It was one o'clock when he woke up. He calculated the time, got up, washed his face, and planned to go to the hospital.

Before leaving, he looked at his bag, hesitated for a long time, opened the closet and hung the clothes in one by one, actually it was troublesome to hang up, in case something happened, there was no time to pack it when he was running.

But he did it anyway.

This feeling of putting his own things where they belong is very strange. He never had his own wardrobe, and at Cheng Boyan's place, he just hung his coat with Cheng Boyan's in the cabinet in the living room.

There are only two pieces of clothes, and the simple cloth wardrobe is not half full, and the space for small things is still empty. Xiang Xi put his own pair of socks and a pair of underwear on it, which looks a bit funny, but that’s all Come on, even if you put the socks and underwear you are wearing on it, there are only four small balls.

He didn't put the small iron box in it, but put it in his bag. He had to take these little rags with him.

When he walked out of the corridor with his bag on his back, he looked back at the building. There were all similar buildings in the vicinity, and the roads were still criss-crossing. He was afraid that he would not be able to find the place when he came back.

After reading it, he turned his face away and saw Fang Yin squatting on the side of the road smiling at him, holding the camera in his hand and just putting it down: "Little liar, I knew you had to go out."

"I'll go to the hospital to check my legs." Xiang Xi frowned, "You're not squatting here all the time, are you?"

"No," Fang Yin stood up, "I walked around here at noon and took some photos. This place is also a pile of stories."

"They're all the ones you like," Xiang Xi squinted at him, "the ones that show other people's scars."

Fang Yin didn't follow him to the hospital anymore. After he got on the bus, Fang Yin left. Xiang Xi stood on the rickety car, watching the people around him lost in thought.

Everyone has scars, all kinds of scars, from study, work, life, feelings, some bigger, some smaller, and some you can't feel.

Clutching my own scars to see other people's, sighing with emotion, and then went on separately.

What kind of feeling is this, Xiang Xi can't understand it, he can't cover his own injuries, and he can't care about others.

When Xiang Xi walked into the consultation room, a patient just sat down in front of Cheng Boyan.

"Wait for a while," Cheng Boyan said to this person, took Xiang Xi's medical record, wrote it quickly, and took a list and wrote it and handed it to Xiang Xi, "Go and take a picture."

"Yeah." Xiang Xi took the form, turned and walked out of the consulting room.

Cheng Boyan followed him out and stopped him: "Do you have money?"

"That's what I asked," Xiang Xile said, and slapped his pockets, "I'm also the one who gets paid, and I just got paid."

"Then go." Cheng Boyan smiled.

Xiang Xi was sitting at the door of the consulting room when he was waiting to take the film after filming. He chose a seat where he could see Cheng Boyan, Cheng Boyan could see him every time he looked up, and then he grinned at Cheng Boyan.

Cheng Boyan was very busy, Xiang Xi waited for four or ten minutes, he never stopped talking, Xiang Xi admired him for being able to keep smiling with the patient.

The result of the film came out, Xiang Xi took it and watched it for a long time, except that he could see that the white spots on the bones were nails, he couldn't see why.

He waited for the patients in the consultation room to read it before going in with the film: "I think my bones are really beautiful."

"Your bones were beautiful before you were hospitalized. The film is still with me. You can taste it when you have time. It looks as if it has blossomed. It is beautiful." Cheng Boyan took the film and inserted it on the light box, and said while watching, "On the line Good, the fracture line is blurry..."

"I don't understand." Xiang Xi said.

"It's not bad, sit down," Cheng Boyan pointed to the chair, and after Xiang Xi sat down, he pressed Xiang Xi's leg a few times, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, I want to laugh." Xiang Xi smiled and retracted his legs.

"Let's find a time to ask the boss to remove the steel nails in a few days." Cheng Boyan said while writing on his medical record.

"How many days?" Xiang Xi was stunned.

"Removing the nails is also an operation, and it will take a week to recover." Cheng Boyan said.

"I only have one day off in a month. It's very difficult to ask for leave." Xiang Xi frowned, "Can I not take it?"

"Iron Man?" Cheng Boyan glanced at him, "It's okay to take it later, but you can't take it later, you can discuss the time with the boss, isn't he very nice, shouldn't it be a big problem?"

"Then let me talk to him." Xiang Xi nodded.

"Also, you still have to pay attention to your pneumonia, if there is nothing wrong with it," Cheng Boyan handed him the medical records, "If you catch a cold again within a month, it will definitely be pneumonia."

"Don't worry," Xiang Xi smiled, "If you see an orthopedic doctor, can you also have internal medicine?"

"Just by the way, it's hot during the day and cold at night, so it's easy to catch a cold." Cheng Boyan said.

"Understood." Xiang Xi took his things and stood up, "Then I'm leaving."

"Well, after discussing with the boss, let me know." Cheng Boyan opened the drawer and took out a few white rabbits and put them in his pocket. "A patient just gave it to me. Take it and eat it."

Xiang Xi left the hospital eating candy, it was very sweet, he liked it very much.

Standing on the side of the road, he didn't go to the car immediately, but looked around. Although he thought that Dajian probably didn't recognize him, he still had to be careful.

Uncle Ping is a very shady person, if he really knew where he was, he wouldn't do it right away, it would definitely take a few days to figure him out.

Xiang Xi suddenly felt very tired. He had been struggling for several months, but the moment he saw Da Jian, he felt like a maggot in a shit pit, twisting for a long time, obviously twisting quite far It was farther away than other maggots, but when he opened his eyes, he still saw shit.

But this was the first time he wavered without giving up, he rolled the big white rabbit with his tongue and licked it, maybe it would be successful if he twisted it for a while.