Lanling

I have never regretted falling in love with him, a cold and arrogant man, in fact, compared with me, he should be an extremely gentle person, after all, I often pretend to be cold in front of him, that kind of coldness is enough to make a person Cold to the bottom of my heart.

I lived in a shantytown since I was a child, and I have long known how to live and how to win sympathy in front of everyone, but I disdain to use this method. This is probably something in my bones, no matter how many years I live in that kind of place Change is not possible.

When I was seven or eight years old, I saw my parents for the first time. They were dressed luxuriously and had good looks. At a glance, I knew they were the kind of pampered people, but for some reason, I hated that feeling very much—— A feeling of taking it for granted, not apathy but taking it for granted.They took me out of the shanty town for granted, and then threw me into the high walls of the Ye family for granted. To be honest, I don't like it, I don't like it at all.

Even though I don't like it, I can only accept it passively. After all, things like blood relationship and genes cannot be changed. I am destined to be their child, and I am destined to bear things that others cannot bear.So I said goodbye to Lu Yun, my fifth uncle and my aunt, and my childhood.Almost every time when I am unhappy, I will miss my childhood, that is the time when I was the happiest, I could always get what I wanted easily, and I would never be blamed by others, but later I realized that the so-called Things that are easy to get are just because others are too lazy to fight with me.

After being properly dressed by a group of servants and housekeepers, a tall man, that is, my father, took my hand and walked into my home, which is the Ye family, where I saw Lanling for the first time.He was very good-looking. At that time, I couldn't find any other words to describe him. I just thought that this man was more beautiful than women, and he could even be said to be better-looking than everyone he had ever seen. I probably stared at Lan Ling in a daze. 1 minute, but didn't let him notice, after all, it's very rude to keep staring at someone, especially when that person is a stranger.

He took my hand, it was very cold, but it was extremely strong. Those hands were not seen by anyone. They moved with a little bit of gentle coolness, but I held on tighter, not wanting him to let go of me. I don't know why I did this. I just think that although this person looks cold on the surface, he is definitely a good person. Maybe it's just some kind of illusion, but that's what I thought at the time.

I'm so stupid, sometimes I laugh at myself, after all, I've never been emotional for anyone, don't know why he likes others.That day, when I was in England, I saw him get up in the middle of the night to meet with a man. The man's behavior was very ambiguous, and he always tried to touch him. Fortunately, he avoided it in time and said something that he was afraid of being caught by me. I found out that I almost laughed out loud at that moment, but fortunately I held back.

I have been testing his liking for me, because I found that I seemed to have fallen in love with him, especially that night, a night that no one knew.That night I got up secretly to see him. I knew he was sleeping soundly, because I gave him some sleeping pills during dinner, but he didn't notice at all, and ate all the food in front of my face.

When he was asleep, he was very charming. I hugged him, kissed him, almost burnt me, and hugged him. Fortunately, I braked the brake in time and took a long time to wash with cold water before I recovered.

At that time, I found that I had such a deep desire for him, so I decided that I would never let him leave me in this life, so there were threats, persecution, promises, unexpected surprises, he agreed to my request, because he Said he loves me too, Lanling, you are so kind, I love you more than myself.

I trust him completely, but he cheats me again and again, always telling me nothing, even so, I still can't stop myself from loving him, is this destined love?When I saw him lying in a pool of blood, I realized that maybe my world was coming to an end and I couldn't lose him.

In that life, I didn't get married, let alone find another partner, because I couldn't accept others, and there was absolutely no other person in my life except him.Therefore, I chose to live in seclusion in a Taoist temple, which I discovered by accident, in an inaccessible place in Zhongnan Mountain.

Actually, that's what I found while wandering around.The Taoist temple is very small, and there are a few Taoist priests living in it, but all of them have white hair and long beards. go back."

At that time Yuan Lin was very reluctant and insisted on my leaving. I knew he had feelings for me, that kind of feelings, but I could no longer accept anyone, I could only refuse.So, he said: "Yuan Lin, you will meet better people, I am destined not to be a good man."

Since then, Yuan Lin has never appeared in front of me again, although I still think of him from time to time.

The name of the Taoist temple is 'No Need', which is very unique. The Taoists in it always appear and disappear from time to time, and their whereabouts are uncertain. I rarely see them. Everyone lives independently without interfering with each other.

One day, in the middle of winter, the Taoist temple was full of snow. I got up in the morning and saw a Taoist priest sitting in the snow.I walked over and asked, "Old man, why are you sitting in the snow?"

"What is snow? I am clearly on the stove."

At that time, I was a little shocked, but more I didn't believe it. I thought he was a madman, so I asked, "Where is this stove?"

"Where you can't see, there are stoves everywhere." The Taoist suddenly opened his eyes, looked at me, and smiled slightly, "Benefactor, so it's you."

I was very surprised, that person seemed to have recognized me a long time ago.

"You know me?"

"I met you a long time ago, now, what are you doing in this troubled world?"

"Troubled times?"

"Yes, your fate is not over yet!"

"Fate?" I don't understand.

"Forget it, some things are meaningless once they are fully explained, benefactor, I once owed you a wish, and now you can grant you whatever you want."

I didn't know what he was talking about at all, but I vaguely felt that this might be what people called an extraterrestrial expert, so I took it seriously again, thought for a while and said, "I want to never be separated from my lover."

"Love?" The Taoist frowned, slightly twitched the corners of his mouth, and sighed softly.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Donor, I didn't say that your lover is dead now."

Now I feel a little bit miraculous, this person can know life and death, seems to have some troubles, so I asked: "Then can you still fulfill my wish?"

"Of course, it's just going to take some trouble." The Taoist looked at me puzzled and said, "Donor, do you always have strange dreams?"

Dream?Hearing what he said, I recalled a recent strange dream that always appeared frequently, and the content was exactly the same.Lan Ling and I sat holding hands in the sunset and looked at the scenery, but the opposite scenery was a fight between people, which was quite bloody, and we died in the raging fire at the end. Although we died, we were together.

After I told him about the dream, he stroked his silver beard and said, "That's it, the ordeal has just begun."

I don't understand, "Sir, why don't I understand what you said?"

"You don't have to understand that the future has its own arrangements, and you still have more than ten years to live in this life."

"Ah?" I was surprised, "How do you know?"

"It's not a question of whether I know it, but a question of how to meet him after you die."

"Meet after death? Sir, can people really meet after death?"

"As long as you want."

I think, of course I want to, but what he said always feels illusory, what do I mean by thinking?I think about him all the time, and my heart hurts so much that I can't sleep at night.

Before the Taoist left, he gave me a piece of paper with four words written on it: death is life.

What the hell does this mean?Death is life?I couldn't figure it out, and wanted to find someone to advise, but the Taoist temple seemed to be empty all of a sudden, no matter how I tried to find anyone, those immortals disappeared.I can only crack it myself.

In my whole life, I did nothing but hold that piece of paper and look at those four characters, up and down, left and right, but I still couldn’t perceive the mystery of those four characters.Death, in a certain sense, can indeed be called life. After all, if there is a saying of reincarnation, after death, people will immediately turn to a new life and get a new life. Is it just this meaning?It must not be that simple, I'm sure!

More than ten years have passed, and I am already a gray-haired old man, but I still hold that piece of paper in my hand. Although my old eyes are dim and my body is inconvenient, I still don't want to give up. After all, it is my only chance.

Spring comes and goes, and it is winter in the twelfth lunar month in a blink of an eye.

Standing in the snow, I saw the Taoist priest again. The Taoist priest was still the same as before, not changed at all. I was so shocked that I staggered and walked over, gasping for breath, and said, "Sir, are you back? "

The Taoist turned his head and saw me, with a smile on his ruddy and hale and hearty face, and nodded slightly: "I'll take you there."

"Ah?" I didn't understand what he was talking about, but I vaguely felt that there was some secret in it.

"Your lifespan has come, and you will die soon."

His tone was still as confident as it was ten years ago. I was so surprised that I asked, "Sir, how do you know?"

The man smiled, but didn't speak again, so I turned around and went back.

I didn't know why I did this at the time, I only knew that I had to do it, so I walked towards the house, stepping on the ice and snow, at a very fast pace, maybe I was scared at that time, and wanted to escape from this demon road, but I just took one step Step, fell heavily on the ground, and then I don't remember anything.

When I woke up again, I saw Lan Ling, and I had the memory of another life.

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