There is a tiger sniffing the rose in my heart

Jin Ran stared at his palm in a daze, and no one around noticed that his face was not right—except for someone who kept looking at him and was too lazy to watch other monkeys grandstanding... At this time, the director squatted After looking at the shot just shot from the back of the monitor, and finding that Hildgar’s line can still be used, he waved his big hand to greet them to prepare for the next shot, and while the staff was in a hurry to adjust the camera and move the props, The man approached the black-haired young man silently, stood behind him and said coldly, "Why are you in a daze, you look like your butt has been touched by a ghost."

Jinran was taken aback by the man appearing so silently at first, before he could complain aloud and listened to what he said, the corners of his lips twitched, he put his hands down, regained his composure, and lied without changing his expression: "When I got off the escalator just now, the palm of my hand seemed to be pricked by sawdust... How old is this ship?"

"Decades." Jiang Chuan said absently, while trying to reach out to grab Jinran's hand, "Is it bleeding, let me see?"

"There's no bleeding, and I've already got the sawdust out." Jin Ran turned slightly to avoid it.

Jiang Chuan caught the air all at once, then narrowed his eyes slightly.

The surrounding atmosphere became a bit low-pressure, thinking that he was often ridiculed by men in the past, and he would be exposed if he lied casually for his poor acting skills in real life. Just as Jinran was panicking whether he would be exposed ruthlessly again, at this time the director began to urge him to get out of here Preparing for the next scene, it happened that Jiang Chuan himself had a role in the last scene, so after showing a helpless expression, the man stretched out his hand and pinched the black-haired young man's chin to indicate "I'll settle the score with you later", before turning around leave.

The next shot is Raymond descending from the sky, killing the group of people fighting landlords at sea. The whole shot went smoothly. This is also the last shot of today. The staff and actors all breathed a sigh of relief, shouted happily to call it a day, and went to feel the island style in groups of three and four, shoulder to shoulder.

Jinran originally wanted to take a good rest after filming, but he didn’t expect the staff of the photography team to invite him to go to the bar at night when he got off the boat. He subconsciously wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it, foreign crews seem to like to pay attention to the atmosphere of the crew And cohesion, it’s not suitable for him to be so out of gregarious, and if he stays in the hotel and is bored, he will think about some bad things. After thinking about it, he finally agreed and made an appointment with the staff Time to say goodbye to both, Jinran hurried back to the hotel to take a shower, put on big shorts and a vest, stepped on flip flops and walked out without idol burden, ready to go to the hotel with Jiang Chuan and the crew confluence.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened the door, he was taken aback by the red-haired guy standing by the door of his room.

"Why did you come here?" Jin Ran was a little surprised, "What do you need from me? Waiting for a long time? Why don't you knock on the door——"

"Because I'm not sure if you will open the door for me." Sid said succinctly, he turned around and stood up straight, facing the eyes that stared at him and said, "You have ignored me since you arrived on the set." pass me..."

Where is I ignoring you, obviously you are ignoring me.Jin Ran was overwhelmed by such a back and forth behavior. After holding back for a long time, he finally said "Sorry" in frustration. Before he had time to realize what was wrong with him, Sid quickly added a sentence :"It doesn't matter."

Sincerely: "..."

Sid stretched out his hand over Jinran, closed the door for him, and then moved slightly to signal him to go forward. When the black-haired young man passed him by, he suddenly said: "I'm going to the bar at night, so I'm here Wait, let me tell you something."

"Say what?" asked cautiously.

"Don't you know that your news has caused a storm all over the city recently?" The two walked side by side in the corridor, Sid turned his head, and in the dim light of the corridor, his amber pupils were still very bright, "They all said you were born Locker, tell the world that you like men—"

"Uh." Jin Ran blinked, a little embarrassed, not knowing how to answer.

"Very brave," Sid said.

"Ah? Ah?" It didn't take long for the other party to make such an evaluation, and turned his head cautiously, "What did you say——"

"Literally." Sid said lightly, "Everyone knows that your country's acceptance of this aspect is not very high. Under such an environment, you have come out as a public figure, and I don't want to praise you as 'very brave'." , I'm afraid I'll have a bad conscience..."

Jin Ran blinked, became more and more embarrassed, raised her hand and scratched her head: "I didn't do this for such a "brave" compliment, it was simply a determination to die—from the current situation Look, it's probably too early to say he's not dead..."

Having said that, he slowed down a little and wanted to take out his cell phone to see how things had progressed since he revealed that the person who jumped off the building was not Jiang Luocheng. It's a lie to be turned over by the slander. Ever since he knew the news, he felt that he was vaguely looking forward to something...

Yet he never looked.

It can be regarded as not daring to look at it.

There's nothing worse than "dismantled hope," and it's better to be in "no hope" despair from beginning to end.

Thinking of this, Jinran hesitated for a moment, then locked the phone again and stuffed it back into his pocket, then turned to Sid and said, "I saw foreign media scribbling, and you were involved..."

"I don't care."

"..." What big talk, I really don't care about you. As for being cold-nosed and cold-faced to me these days, think I'm stupid?

"It's just a little surprised and upset. What you said at the press conference that you already have a partner seems to be true from your facial expressions. You still protect that person." Sid said, Turning her head to look at Jinran, "You are out of the closet, and you have been unfaithful to me."

"..." Jinran was almost choked to death by his own saliva, and stared back at Sid with wide-eyed eyes, unable to say a word for a long time - at this time the two had arrived at the hotel lobby, Sid stopped and compared Jinran He who was a little shorter stood on tiptoe, squinted his eyes slightly and approached the black-haired young man. When the two gradually drew closer to a dangerous distance so close that they could breathe each other's breath, he stopped and spoke very seriously. The voice said, "You promised to bear me a child."

The air froze completely in an instant.

Seeing the seriousness written on the handsome face in front of him with a trace of childish rebellion, he didn't know where to start this matter for a while, at this moment, a big hand suddenly stretched out from behind him Covering his entire face and pulling him back—for an instant, he distanced himself from Shidra and at the same time lost his eyesight. Just when Jinran was slightly panicked by this, he felt his back hit a pair of With a strong chest, at the same time, a low and faint dissatisfied voice sounded behind him: "Did he promise you when you were dreaming? - Don't move."

The last two words are with Jinran.

The black-haired young man who was held in the arms of the man immediately put away his fried hair and honestly stopped struggling. Only then did Jiang Chuan move his hands away from his face and stare at the red-haired man standing behind them with a dissatisfied face. Youth said: "The one he said in the press conference was me - you know what that means, it means you have no chance in any way - can you shut up?"

Sid frowned slightly: "Reins, you have to pay attention to first come, first served."

"You were in Germany when this guy was in a coma, and you didn't even watch Chinese TV before this guy was in a coma, whoever comes first—"

"But I'm Xiao Hei." Sid shrugged.

Jin Ran's face fell down, and as expected, he was turned around by someone's shoulders in the next second, and then he looked at a pair of blue pupils - at this moment the man was looking at him with the eyes of a patient: "You tell me Forget about those ridiculous stories, and tell Sid about your hamster story? Are you sick? Do you want to put it on the Internet and start a serial? "

Jin was speechless, but behind him, Sid sneered easily: "You told him? But he really didn't believe it. Look, why does this kind of person—"

Jin Ran felt that he was having a terrible headache, so he couldn't help but tell the two of them to shut up quickly, and then turned around and walked to the hotel gate—leaving the two standing still and vying for each other at the same time, throwing a very disdainful white eye at each other, and then walked forward Chasing after his back...

When I arrived at the bar, I sat down among the lively crowd, someone stuffed a glass of beer into Jinran's hand, and the three people around me, Jinran, Xi De and Jiang Chuan, came at the same time and started to eat and drink They made fun of them—no way, the news has been rife recently, and the main targets of the gossip are Sid and Jiang Chuan. These foreigners don't seem to care too much, and they say whatever comes to mind when they are drunk. Peter was also sitting in a corner. As a director, he usually controls the life and death of the actors, so he was a little more arrogant. When it was his turn to speak, he smiled and asked Jinran directly: "Are you usually on top or under?"

The people around him exploded with a roar, whistled and applauded, and silently spit a mouthful of beer back into the glass—the guys sitting near him giggled and stretched out their hands to pat his shoulders and legs. He looked extremely happy, this scene... If it was in China, it would never have happened.

In China, that group of people will probably silently maintain a harmonious atmosphere and a cautious mood by not mentioning certain news.

But for now...it's okay.

It was said openly, but the atmosphere didn't feel so awkward. When Jiang Chuan asked Peter with a smile, "So curious, would you like to come to my room to watch at night?" Sid, who was sitting next to Jinran, also yelled, "This question You should ask me." Peter was stunned and cursed, and then drank the wine glass in his hand with a smile: "With you two carefree guys here, I must feel very embarrassed now... Ah, I heard that the general environment of your country is very strict on this, I hope you can survive this test, of course, as the director of "Leviathan", I also hope that I can help you - I should give some narrow-minded, shallow-sighted Some lessons have been learned, for example, they should understand, as an actor, what is the most important thing.”

Inexplicably, he was covered in chicken soup.

Jinran felt that he had been forcibly poured into his heart by this chicken soup. For a while, his whole body seemed to be filled with positive energy. The face that lacked a smiling face these days finally managed to burst into a heartfelt smile. Picking up the wine glass in his hand, he raised it in Peter's direction and said sincerely, "Thank you."

Feeling in the darkness, Jiang Chuan's big hand on his waist tightened slightly... After clinking glasses, the black-haired young man raised his head and drank the big glass of wine, stood up and wiped his mouth, and lowered his voice Said he was going to the bathroom.

"I'll accompany you." Jiang Chuan said.

"No need." Jin Ran smiled, and said in a gentle voice, "If you're going, what will they think we're going to do?"

Amid Sid's stinky face, the staff members of the film crew heard that Jinran had actually started teasing himself, and all excitedly booed... Leaving the group of noisy people, Jinran went to the bathroom alone, walked into the cubicle and closed the door, and let out a long sigh Take a breath and tell yourself whether you should face it or face it, what if it is good news?Comforting himself in this way, he leaned his back against the toilet door, took out the cell phone that had been in his pocket and covered it all night, and looked at it——

After it was revealed that the person who jumped off the building was not Jiang Luocheng, and that Jinran was not in the drama of "the white lotus that forced his ex-boyfriend to death", many of Jinran's fans complained for him. If you don't face it, some fans say that they accept the fact that they can't really turn people around. Even if the company's trolls are behind the push, the voices that can stand up for him at this time are still very small.

At this time, on the major portal websites, the tone of those black people has completely changed, such as——

If the person who jumped down wasn't Jiang Luocheng, are you all overjoyed?Are you sick?

Even an innocent passer-by fan is a life, after all, is it because of Yuan Jinran that he jumped off the building?

This kind of star is really disgusting. Now he is like a normal person without saying a word, so he should be banned!

What kind of conscience do you expect homosexuals to have? This kind of people is inherently mentally ill. Otherwise, can their sexual orientation be different from ordinary people?

"..."

The bad words still haven't stopped, and even intensified.

I slowly closed my eyes.

I don't know how to describe my mood at this time—it's probably the so-called "whatever I'm afraid of". Although there are some emotions similar to "it's still like this" in my heart, and I have indeed made psychological preparations in advance, but when I watch When a living person scolded himself as "disgusting", the impact was still greater than expected.

He just wants to act well and live well with the person he likes, that's all.

Why did everything become such a mess when two seemingly simple things collided?

So the overwhelming pressure of public opinion came, and he couldn't breathe at all.

I even vaguely feel that I have reached my limit, no matter how encouraged I am, how well prepared I am mentally, but when I finally go to the battlefield, in the face of vicious words, all my psychological defenses will still collapse and be vulnerable— —

Respectfully silent, he lowered his head and entered his Weibo. After thinking for a while, he slowly typed the word "I am very" as if he had made up his mind. When he just entered the first pinyin letter of the next word, behind him The door of the bathroom was suddenly pulled open, and another tall figure squeezed in, quickly took away the mobile phone in his hand, and at the same time frowned at the black-haired young man with his head down and staring at his toes, and said, "Hide and watch!" Are you busy with this kind of thing? Don’t you still naively hope that those black people hiding behind the net can let you go because of this? This kind of thing that only happens in fairy tales really The world is really full of love after what happened... You still post on Weibo? What do you want to say at this time? Greetings to the ancestors of those black people? Don't tell me it's 'I'm sorry', okay, you have to dare to make this kind of apology I'm really going to beat you to death—"

The man's words came to an abrupt end because of the impact of the black-haired young man who threw himself into his arms in an instant. He shut his mouth in a daze and then silently looked up at his hands that were raised above his head due to conditioned reflex. , silence, and suddenly felt a little stupid... A few seconds later, he put his hand down, put his hand on the back of the black-haired young man who was hugging his waist tightly with both hands, and patted stiffly, comforting him with a rather unskilled technique. Said: "It's okay, it's okay...don't bother with them, the autopsy results haven't come out yet, believe me, if there's a slap in the face, there will be a second time, just let them be arrogant for now."

The person in his arms didn't respond.

After a long time, when Jiang Chuan lowered his head and carefully tried to see if he was crying or fell asleep, at this time, he heard Jinran say in a normal, but slightly depressed voice: "Coax the child, you, go on." Ah, don't stop."

"Candy is needed to coax children," Jiang Chuan thought for a while and asked seriously, "So should I buy it for you?"

"..."

"Yuan Jinran, I have no other demands on you, but on this matter, don't admit defeat."

"……it is good."

"I'll buy you candy."

"..."