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Yan Chengzhou's heart is sad.

He just stood outside the door with the curtains tightly closed, watching the people inside curled up in the darkness, shivering at the foot of the bed, Li Yu's eyes were blank, and the saliva was running down the corners of his mouth. To Yan Chengzhou's chest.

Li Yu's situation is more serious than he imagined. He suffers from a serious mental illness. Perhaps it is because of his disordered memory that he can't distinguish reality from dreams, especially when he sees Yan Chengzhou, he will cry and plead unconsciously. The state is on the verge of extreme collapse, and occasionally he will fall into self-loathing when he is awake. The scratches on his arms and body are all caused by self-harm.

This situation led Yan Chengzhou to put away all the things in the house that could be sharp weapons.

Another two weeks have passed, and Li Yu's condition is still deteriorating. His body is too weak to swallow food, and he can only use nutrient solution to maintain his basic needs. However, because of his uncooperative after the onset of the disease, a needle almost pierced his face once. artery.

"Bryan, you can do it!" Yan Chengzhou suddenly grabbed Bryan's clothes, his eyes tearing apart, like a trapped animal.

After discussing with several foreign doctors, Brian handed the preliminary diagnosis certificate to the man in madness, his eyes seemed to show pity, the poor man must have something to hate, "From the conversation we had with him when he was sober, It is learned that he showed extreme fear and fear of certain scenes and pictures, and may suffer from phobic neurosis."

"He's not sick, let alone mentally ill!" Yan Chengzhou gritted his teeth and stared at Bryan, his eyes were real, as if he would pounce on his prey in the next moment.

"Okay, then he's not sick, so don't call a doctor anymore, just let him lie there and fend for himself." Brian smiled half-smile, not afraid of angering Yan Chengzhou now.

This man is just a paper tiger now, but he just doesn't want to admit that he has harmed people to this point because of himself, he is a poor self-deceiving person.

"Wait." Called the person, after several struggles, finally seemed to be begging, "Go on."

"This disease may be caused by genetic factors. The incidence rate is not high, and it occurs more often in identical twins. Another possibility is psychological factors. For example, after a car accident, a person is rescued. In the end, he may be very repulsive and fearful of riding in the car. No matter which one is not serious, he will show anxiety and tension at most, but he also sometimes cries, sometimes laughs, has serious emotional conflicts, and is accompanied by hypocrisy Dementia, this is a symptom of hysteria, of course, these are just our preliminary judgment based on the words and phrases in his words." Bryan paused.

Yan Chengzhou was silent. He reached out his hand to touch the cigar box in his pocket, but because his hands were too trembling, he couldn't even hold the cigarette box, and it fell vertically to the ground.

Brian bent down to pick it up, but Yan Chengzhou didn't pick it up, "What else, let's talk about it."

Seeing that Yan Chengzhou's emotions are still controlled within a reasonable range, "In addition, according to our judgment, his memory has been faulted, and now he is injured twice because of the double stimulation of drugs and spells, which means that he may have to bear all the memories at once. , the overload on the body leads to behavioral disturbances."

"Now he has self-mutilation, twitch-clonic convulsions, paroxysmal rapid breathing, limb stiffness, numbness, and short-term coma. If this continues, he will become incontinent and even completely unconscious. If it causes further irritation to him, the situation will only get worse, I will ask the doctor to prescribe ziprasidone and aripiprazole first, and slow down first.”

"No... I can't let him go, let him go, what should I do, where can I go to find him..." Yan Chengzhou looked like a lost child, his appearance was empty and panicky.

Brian was at a loss for words. At this time, he felt that the man in front of him was more like a mental patient. Li Yu's situation almost destroyed this man's spirit.

Yan Chengzhou looked outside quietly at Li Yu who was crying quietly inside, his voice was forced out little by little, as if he had made some kind of decision, "Let the nurse come over and give him a sedative."

"You want to..." Brian didn't expect that it was just his own words that could make Yan Chengzhou compromise.

He didn't even hesitate about the curse that would kill half of his lifespan.

"I remember you said that after the spell is over, he will completely forget me, and he will hate me as much as he likes me now..." Yan Chengzhou's voice was very soft, his eyes were always on Li Yu, the nurse Li Yu, who had already started to suppress the fierce resistance, was full of panic.

"I'm just saying it's possible. I don't know how many side effects it has. No one has used this curse for a hundred years." Brian turned his head away, not wanting to see Yan Chengzhou like this.

"It's fine if I don't remember..." As long as I remember it alone, that's enough.

The sadness in Yan Chengzhou's eyes was unbearable to look at. He walked over staggeringly like a dying man.

Under the influence of the medicine, Li Yu completely fell into a coma. He lost a lot of weight, and his body, which had gained some flesh in just two weeks, was empty again with his clothes on. , tidying up tremblingly for a long time.

He reached out and peeled off the hair on Li Yu's forehead, revealing the face engraved in his heart. He looked at it for a long time, as if he wanted to remember every detail of this face.

"As long as you can live, live well...I will never force you..."

"I'll give you back to him, okay?" Yan Chengzhou smiled faintly, wiping off the tears still hanging on Li Yu's face, "If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence. You... want to be happy, otherwise I……"

"I……"

"What can I do with you..."

The sentence was intermittent and floated in the air for a long time, which precipitated the persistence of this man for two lifetimes.

He sat on Li Yu's bedside like a statue, until it was getting dark outside, he got up and said indifferently to the bodyguards outside, "Someone take him away, I don't want to see him again."

It was a big project to take a large living person out to sea in a coma and sick, and the preparations took a night.The next day, when everything was ready, Brian and Ding Hanchi arranged all the personnel and got on the yacht. When they were about to set off, Brian seemed to have a feeling. He looked back at the cliff on the island, and there was a vague figure standing there. It was too far away to see the expression clearly, but the man's extremely sad and lonely figure made his eyes a little sour.

Yan Chengzhou walked back without any influence, and there was no slight mistake in the expression on his face, as if this day was no different from every day before.

As he passed the atrium, his eyes gradually focused on a painting. Li Yu said that the sketch was almost finished, and it was a semi-finished product.

His body and expression were suddenly opened by something, and he stumbled and ran over.

He took off the painting and hugged it gently in his arms.

Yan Chengzhou's slender and white hands slowly tightened the sketch, like a bloody bird screaming, "Ah——"

Big tears fell from his eyes, his back was straightened, his fingers scratched back and forth on the tiles, his nails turned outward, and streaks of blood broke through the flesh and remained on the tiles.

He lay holding the painting for a long time, shielded from the surrounding sounds, just gently holding the painting in his hand, his eyes were like puppets who had lost their souls.

"Is he still like that?" A worried voice rang out from outside the room. Uncle Shun just came back from the hospital. During this period of time, the news was completely blocked. Ye Jiwei is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, even if he has some speculations, he has not made any small moves for the time being.

32 shook his head, and his face was also depressed. After the elders and young people escorted Li Yu back to Yan's house, Li Yu has been in that state, with obstacles in his perception of the surroundings, most of the time he is silent, and sometimes he cries when he gets sick. laugh.No one knows what Li Yu went through during the two weeks of his disappearance, to torture people into such a state.

After sending people back, the young and the young disappeared completely, including the young and the young, who seemed to have completely cut off contact.

As soon as the two opened the door, the people in the room disappeared out of thin air.

"What about people!"

When they rushed outside, what they saw was Li Yu huddled up and lying on the ground. He had been living only on nutrient solution for nearly a month. They were all strangled out through the clothes, and the drenched clothes wrapped the skinny body.

32 ran over to help him up, the rain washed Li Yu's pale face, because he was too thin, his cheekbones protruded and his cheeks sunken, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or something else falling down his face, and he was muttering something.

It was only when I listened closely that I caught a few syllables, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

"Young Master Li... let's go back, huh?" 32 wiped his face, he didn't know why he was crying, but it just flowed out unconsciously.

On the way, Li Yu passed out, his body was soaked in the rain and frozen like a dead person.

32 took care of Li Yu for a whole night, and stayed for a while until dawn. The Yan family has been mobilized these days to ensure that the Qiye cannot manage the overall situation. Their division of labor is clear and orderly. The centripetal force of this century-old family at this moment It's scary, just mentally strained and the workload at home makes everyone tired.

When he was jolted by the cold wind, he took a nap.Li Yu's figure on the bed disappeared from his sight, he almost jumped up in panic, and saw Li Yu standing by the window, the cold wind was blowing his hair, the torrential rain was beating the ground non-stop, and the air was filled with a strong The smell of green grass and mud, and I don't know how long I stood there, Li Yukong looked at the cloudy sky with blank eyes, as if he was about to fall at any time.

32 was so frightened that his liver and gallbladder were torn apart, he almost dragged him back to the bed, and slammed the window shut.

Li Yu also ordered and moved, and quietly returned to the bed.

32 gritted his teeth, listening to the strong wind outside, he found Yan Ba, "Let's take Li Yu to see Master Qi, maybe Qi Master will wake up, and Young Master Li will get better, this is not the way..."

Yan Ba ​​looked at Li Yu, who looked like a real doll inside, and patted his lover's body that had lost weight reassuringly.

Qi Ye has been in a coma for a week, and his condition has not improved. Since he suddenly fell down that night, he has not woken up again, which caught people off guard.

From the brain, some fragments of the brain from more than ten years ago were found.The success rate of the operation is less than [-]%. If you do not accept it, there is no guarantee that you will not relapse in the future. You may die at any time, or it may not affect you for a lifetime.

There is still a faint smell of disinfectant in the corridor, and there is only the sound of instruments turning in the ward. The cold gray and white make up the color of the whole room. The man is lying on the bed, his resolute face is as serious and cold as usual, but his eyes are closed at the moment. , There is almost no bloodshot on the face.

When he saw Master Qi lying there motionless, Li Yu's dull gaze suddenly became a little fluctuant.

This fluctuation is very subtle, and you can't find it if you don't look carefully.This was the first time since he lost consciousness that he walked towards the bed independently without traction. It took him a long time to touch the man's hand. The skin touched, and the familiar temperature made the fluctuation more intense, as if something had broken through the ground. .

The superimposed chaos of the triple memory made Li Yu subconsciously seal himself in the airtight ball. Now there is a crack in that layer of barrier, and then gradually the armor that wraps him falls off, even in a state of no memory at all. Next, he held Qiye's hand.

Even if there is nothing in his mind, the perception hidden in his body still remembers this man.

32 looked at Yan Ba ​​in surprise, but there was no further action after that, and Li Yu turned into the state of ignoring anyone again, but no longer self-harm, which has already made the doctor in charge of Li Yu lament a miracle.

A few days later, his condition improved. They moved Li Yu's bed next to Master Qi. Li Yu just stared blankly at first, but now he can take the initiative to do some movements, laugh occasionally, and even eat Some liquid food, of course, the premise is that Qi Ye cannot be lost in his sight.

Except for the doctor and bodyguards outside, everyone else was strictly ordered to stay outside the ward, and no one bothered the two of them.

That day, Li Yu was still sitting on the bedside looking at the unconscious man. The man's lips were a little dry. He turned his head to look at the water cup and cotton swabs on the cabinet. His thoughts and memories flowed in slowly like a trickle. He slowly As if getting up, he lowered his head and kissed the bloodless lips of the man on the bed. A hot teardrop came out of his eyes, just like every day and night before, engraving the love of this man into the bone marrow.

Tears flowed down Li Yu's face and meandered onto the man's face.

The kiss lasted for a long time, until he passed out, his eyes did not deviate from Qiye, and his hands were clasped all the time.

The two beds were moved closer together, just an arm's length apart, because the paramedics couldn't separate the pair's hands, and they didn't even wake up.

Li Yu woke up with tears in his eyes. His eyes covered by mist showed an old and tense face. His brain, which had been sluggish for a long time, went through a buffer period before he uttered a sentence that surprised the people around the hospital bed. "Shun... Uncle, you are old... a lot."

"It's great, Young Master Li, you've recovered!" Beside the hospital bed was 32 wrinkling and wanting to cry but holding back his tears.

Uncle Shun burst into tears, and wiped his face, "You brat, you didn't worry about it when you were young, but when you grow up... the old man is already old, and he still has to worry about you..."

The old man was very old, and he was extremely happy at this time, and his speech was incoherent.

Qi Ye was unconscious, and Li Yu was unconscious. The fall of these two people put them under great pressure and stayed until now.

Li Yu didn't remember exactly what he dreamed in the dream just now, but he could only feel the grief, which still lingers until now. He turned his head like a stuck machine, and saw the warmth in his hands that never let go. On the hand of Master Qi, the ring finger still wore the ring he once wore for Lord Qi, reflecting a faint light.

"Yan...Yuan...Dad..." I remember it all. When I was young, you fed me, I put saliva on your face, you wiped my nose, and you learned to help me while scolding me for being greedy. Cooking... It turns out that you know how to cook because of me.

Regardless of other people's stop, Li Yu stumbled out of bed and knelt on Qi Ye's bedside, "You will be fine...how could you be willing to throw me away again? Wake up...wake up...Yan Yuan..."

All my love, dependence, heartbeat, and deep love are given to you. If you don't want it, what is the meaning of my life?

When he woke up on the first day, Li Yu was out of control, and his speech was not smooth, intermittent.Although I can vaguely remember things from my childhood, the mental trauma has not completely healed.His memory has been blank for a long time, as if he jumped directly from one point in time to another point in time a few months later, without any transition, and the memory point still stays at the time when he talked to Master Qi on the day he went to find Serena.

But he forced himself to take care of his emotions, and he stood up after learning that Qiye was in a coma.

The neuralgia still persists in his brain, and the illness is gone like a spin, making him dull in life, action, and speech. This situation will last for one to two years.He used too much medicine before, and his body developed resistance. Now he can only recover by himself.

This day, after helping Qi Ye wipe his body, looking at Qi Ye who has been transferred from the ICU to the general ward, his usually serious and harsh face was as stiff as death, and his heartache was almost numb.

He couldn't eat at all and stuffed the food into it. He knew that if he fell down, it would be even more impossible for Qi Ye to wake up. He learned how to take care of patients from the nurses, and he even became blue. As long as Qi Ye did everything by himself, he was more meticulous than the nurses. .

When 32 entered the door, he heard the sound of vomiting from the bathroom. He felt that he was becoming sentimental now. He really wanted to persuade Li Yu, but Li Yu didn't seem to listen to other people's words.

Li Yu opened the bathroom door, his hair was messed up, and his eyes were bloodshot.It seemed that he had washed his face, which made him look a little refreshed. He came to the table, glanced at the porridge he ate and spit out, there was still half of it, but his mouth could not taste anything, so he had to put the whole porridge The acid reflux from his stomach, as if he was forcing himself, took a spoon and swallowed it mouthful, physiological tears fell down, his throat was burning with vomiting, he couldn't make a sound, he could only swallow all the food eat it.

"Young Master Li, stop forcing yourself..." 32 knew that Li Yu was in pain, both physically and mentally.

After Li Yu finished drinking, he put down the bowl and spoon, his eyes seemed to say, I don't have the strength to take care of him if I don't eat, he stood up again and walked to Qiye's ward.

On this day, Li Yu poured some porridge through his nose again. He didn't want to see Qiye always relying on the cold salt water to maintain his life, wiped off the remaining porridge, his hands trembled, Li Yu convulsed, insisted Putting the bowl in his hand on the table, the neuralgia blurred his vision again, and the feeling of nausea and vomiting hit him. He twisted his hands on the bed sheet, his veins were bulging, and he endured the pain that stirred the veins, but he couldn't let it out There was a groan of pain, he didn't want Qi Ye to hear his painful voice.

When the symptoms eased, his whole body seemed to be surrounded by sweat, and he fell weakly by the bed, holding Qiye's still unresponsive hand, the corner of his mouth overflowed with blood from being bitten by his teeth just now, but he smiled softly, "When I was young, I especially like to call you dad, you are superman in my eyes, you will never fall, I like to make trouble, only at that time you have expression on your face, you will scold me, reprimand me, you must not know that I am actually I like you like that, like you have stepped down from the altar, you are no longer so inaccessible, and you are vivid."

"You must not know how much I adore you and how afraid I am. At that time, someone told me that I was just picked up by you. As long as you say a word, I will leave..."

"When you wake up, let's get married right away...I can't wait...Are you particularly shameless? It doesn't matter. If you are angry, wake up and scold me."

"Have I... said?" Li Yu shook his lips, and spit out three words that he had never said before, "I love you."

"Don't sleep anymore, you promised me to stay with me for the rest of your life, and you never missed an appointment."

"Liar, you are lying... If you don't wake up, I will go find someone else..."

"Small... language."

Li Yu suddenly stopped talking, his pale face seemed to have recovered a little bloodshot, he suddenly raised his head, and saw the man's slightly opened eyes, with long eyelashes lowered, looking at him rightly.

Li Yu gritted his teeth tightly and didn't speak, fearing that this was his hallucination, the tear-filled eye sockets rolled slightly, shining like bright stars.

"Don't be afraid." I am here, Dad is here, and will always guard you.

"Well—" Like a trapped animal, Li Yu's tears suddenly collapsed upon hearing the man's comforting words, "You bastard——"

The man's stiff hands seemed to have been thawed out, he gently hugged Li Yu's bone-thin body, and patted the young man's back that was heaving up and down because of being too excited.

The door is broken and entered, there are no rules, but everyone is crying with joy.

Two years later.

The spring sun shone warmly on the body, and there was a slight fragrance of flowers in the air. The melodious tune in my ears was said to be one of the protagonists' composition for the wedding.

This wedding was very low-key, and there were only two digits of people present, but being invited to the scene was a symbol of status.People in military uniforms walk back and forth from time to time, and it is not uncommon to occasionally meet a political figure who often appears on TV. With the status of the Yan family, being able to attend the ceremony is a kind of recognition.

This is an old castle, located in the fief of a duke of country Y.A solid column stands in the main hall, with luxurious lamps hanging on the top of a height of more than ten meters, surrounded by Renaissance murals, and lifelike sculptures around the seats. There is a large green shade outside the castle, and the wedding has not yet begun Before everyone greeted each other without restraint, the scene was not solemn but had a hint of warmth.

Everyone who got the invitation knew that one of the two parties involved in this wedding was the head of the Yan family, a giant in Southeast Asia. This time he not only married a partner but also a man.

Not to mention that the head of the Yan family belongs to the leader of the old school, not to mention that the Yan family has always followed the rules. It is probably impossible for the seventh master to admit the word "Gay", let alone marriage, what is it if it is not a blockbuster?

Who is not curious about what kind of person can win Qi Ye, not only won, but also held a wedding, I heard that this is officially included in the family tree.This half of Yan's family has been divided up, and the person who has the most right to oppose him is Yan Yuan's only son and heir.

Some insiders from more than ten years ago also know that the eldest and youngest didn't even agree to enter the door with his mother's own sister, but now a stranger suddenly appeared, he was still a man, and there was no reason not to object. But not everyone can peek at it.

But it is strange to say that it has been two years since the news of the marriage was sent out, and Young Master Yan has not responded at all, as if he had acquiesced. At least this is accumulating strength to make a big move.

The band in the front row changed another tune, and more and more people walked into the castle in the melodious and soothing tune, with more laughter.

Hydrogen balloons floated in the air outside the castle. The colorful colors were particularly bright against the blue sky, and Li Yu was a little lost looking at them.

The door was opened at this time, and it was Yu Rui in a dress. Over the past few years, this girl has become more and more beautiful and feminine, and her temperament is unforgettable. She is also a well-deserved flower in their film school. In the face of tragedy, she bloomed with the vitality that this age should have.

She stepped on light steps and walked towards him with a smile on her face, "Are you nervous?"

Li Yu was a little pleasantly surprised. He still remembered that two years ago, when he told her the news, she looked at him in despair and cried.

This is the first time in the past two years that Yu Rui has shown an intention to release ice.

"You are here." Li Yu took a few steps forward, and all his emotions turned into joy.

"Can you not come? Anyway, you are also my first love. I won't bless you forever. I just want to see how long you can last." Yu Rui curled her lips.

"That might disappoint you." Li Yu quickly retorted, but his eyes were full of smiles.

"Shaoxiu Enai, don't provoke me." She suddenly smiled and shook her head, "Let me help you change into your dress."

Yu Rui pointed to the white suit jacket hanging on the hanger not far away, two years of custom tailoring, exquisite workmanship, the embroidered dark pattern is the same as Qi Ye, but Qi Ye is black.

Li Yu naturally couldn't bear to reject Yu Rui. In front of the dressing mirror, Yu Rui looked at this tall and slender man. This man who entrusted all her love when she was young has grown up to be alone now. Her beautiful eyes are not relieved, but that feeling She hides it deeper, some feelings can't be let go and she doesn't let go, and it's the same if she keeps them in her heart. She concealed a smile and said, "I didn't expect that among us, you were the first to get married. I always feel that you are more like an unmarried person." doctrine."

Li Yu has always regarded Yu Rui as a younger sister, and he also teased, "When you get married in the future, I will definitely pack a big red envelope."

"I'm afraid you won't be able to wait. A man worthy of me hasn't been born yet."

The master of ceremonies, Yan Ba, has come to inform that the time is up. When the two of them went out, Li Yu was a little dazzled by the person who caught a glimpse at the corner. The man in a simple suit suddenly gave off a luxurious aura and a handsome appearance. Looking at each other for a moment, the light in the other person's eyes is like a cold knife, reflecting a sharp but not stinging taste, domineering yet restrained, the contradictory charm attracts people like a magnet.

Li Yu suddenly felt an impulse, and said the words as if they hadn't entered the brain, "Who is that?"

This is just pure curiosity about strangers, and the momentary feeling can't even last for a quarter of an hour.

Yu Rui also saw it. As long as that kind of man appears, it is difficult for people to ignore him. She looked at Li Yu strangely, "That is the young master of the Yan family, named Yan Chengzhou. I heard from Shao Qi that he rarely returned to China. In [-], I have done a lot of business outside, and many people are saying that he is the leader of the younger generation, don't you know him?"

Li Yu thought about it carefully, but couldn't figure out why, so he could only give up, "I don't know."

This figure seemed to have completely disappeared from his former life.

It wasn't until the two left for a long time that the man came out from the other side, staring at the direction they left, and didn't move for a long time.

Before the two could go outside, a man walked up to them.

The man's tense face relaxed a little the moment he saw Li Yu, and Yu Rui lowered her eyes, not daring to meet him, and retreated silently.

Li Yu looked at Qiye's face that was always calm and calm. In the past, he could only see the coldness and lifelessness from it. Now this unkind man, focusing on his eyes, can make anyone feel The heartbeat of moths to the flame.His heart was about to burst out of his chest, and Li Yu's ears were flushed. After almost seven years of knowing each other, he still couldn't resist the charm of this man.All the random thoughts just now suddenly exploded like overloaded light bulbs, and only the man in front of him occupied his full attention, and the OS in his heart kept swiping: You are not a nympho, not a nympho, not a nympho, don’t let him seduce you a little I can't find the north.

Seeing Li Yu staring at him obsessively, Yan Yuan smiled short-lived and narrowly on his sullen face, approached his own child, and teased him: "Are you trying to swallow me up?"

This kind of teasing words came out of the man's mouth, revealing an extremely contrasting emotion. Before the man left, Li Yu rushed over and kissed that handsome face heavily, "Then do you want to?"

"Happy to oblige, my lord."

The man's voice was slightly deep, hoarse and sexy, and Li Yu's blood almost boiled dry when he heard it.

The two walked a few steps, and found that Li Yu hadn't followed, the man turned his head and stretched out his hand, his eyes dotted with halos were filled with a softness that drowned people.

Li Yu couldn't help but put his hand up, and he clasped the two rings, and the two rings overlapped together.

Going around, they finally completely handed over themselves to each other.

The two walked side by side into the sun, and what greeted them was a garden full of flowers, colorful balls flying in the sky, and white pigeons taking off.The cheers of the people floated over the castle...

For the rest of my life, I will protect you with all my life and soul.

——Outside Biography·End——

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