[HP]Miss Potter of the Malfoys

From that day on they became friends, and every day Severus would tell the girl the stories he had heard from his mother.

"It must be true, right? No kidding? Penny said you lied to me, she said there's no Hogwarts house. You're telling the truth, aren't you?"

"It's true for us. It's not true for her. Only we will be notified."

just you and me.

"How's your family doing?"

Hearing this sentence, Severus' body froze for a moment, he never mentioned anything about his family in front of her.He lowered his eyes, hiding the vulnerability and disgust in his eyes.

"very good."

"Lily, we have to go back, mom is coming back soon..."

There was a click.A branch from Penny's head fell and hit her on the shoulder.She staggered back a few steps, then covered her lips and looked at them in shock.

"Penny!"

Lily wanted to stop her, but she had already run away crying.

"Did you do it?"

"No."

"It was you who did it. It was you! You hurt her!" The girl gave him a disappointed look and ran after her sister.

Leaving Severus standing there uneasy.

I just hate it when she tells you about my family... things I don't want you to know.

Severus clenched his fists in the station, under the cold exterior was the excitement that kept gushing from the bottom of his heart.

Finally, I can go to Hogwarts, the place known as the little wizard's paradise.

"I don't want to talk to you." The girl sullenly, with disgust in her eyes, "She's my sister! We hurt her, you and me! She must hate me now."

Seeing the teardrops on the girl's face, Severus panicked.

Don't hate me, okay?I didn't know she would be that angry.

"You'd better go to Slytherin house!"

That way we can be together.

"Who wants to go to Slytherin house? I think I'd better get out of here," said the dark-haired boy with glasses.

Severus didn't like him, because of the look on his face that only a child of a happy family could have.So he let out a sneer when he said he wanted to be in Gryffindor.

Is it great to have a father?

Seeing the girl standing in front of him defendingly, there was an imperceptible smile on his face.

Lily still cares about me...

The girl was sorted into Gryffindor, and Severus was disappointed.

It filled him with bitterness as he watched her distance herself from the other Gryffindors.

My friend is only you, but your friend is not necessarily me, right?

Slytherin advocates pure blood and strength. He was born as a mixed race and from a poor family, and soon became the target of bullying.Every day he can only eat some simple bread, because his classmates think he is not worthy of other food.

Dirty blood!

Those bloody characters on the bed were like Severus' heart.

He thought he had found a companion, but found that it was just his wishful thinking.He's not welcome here either...

The bullying and disdain among classmates has long been used to Severus, and he has grown up watching such eyes since he was a child.He's really not sad...

Really... just a little bit.

"...you think we're supposed to be friends? Best friends?"

But I want more than just friends...

"We're friends now, too, Sev, and I don't like that group of people you hang out with all day long! Sorry, but I do hate Avery and Mulcibor! Mulcib! Who's he, Siev Fool, he's a disgusting worm! Do you know what he's going to do to Mary Macdonald one day?"

"That was just a joke..."

"It's dark magic, and you think it's just a joke...I'm so disappointed in you, Sev."

Lily don't disappoint me, I won't be able to bear it....

"Why are you always interested in their affairs, why do you want to know what they do at night so much?"

Because I like you, because I hate when they keep harassing you.

"I just want you to know they're not as good as everyone says they are!"

I just hope you can see their true colors...

I'm afraid you like him as much as any other girl....

Hearing her say that annoying Potter was an egomaniac put Severus at ease.In the corner where the girl didn't see, he smiled like a fool...

It's good that you didn't like him.

On the day in July when Severus was 13 years old, the police knocked on the door of 7 Spider's End Lane.

"Mrs. Snape? I'm sorry that your husband died in a bar from drinking too much."

Although Severus cursed his father more than once, he was shocked when he actually heard the bad news.

Tobia is dead? , Tobias, who had always been the shadow of his childhood, actually died?Severus thought he would be happy, that man had never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father and husband except for beating him and his mother, shouldn't he be happy?From then on, he and his mother can be free.

But... why is there a dull pain in my heart.

Tobias, how could you die so easily before I successfully stood in front of you and laughed at you?

Tobia's death cast a cloud over this impoverished family, but it wasn't Severus' most desperate.

When he heard the news of Irene's death from Hoglass, he couldn't believe what he heard. Irene is dead?

His mother Erin died?

He staggered to his mother's body, looking at her calm and peaceful face, the trembling of her body covered under the old clothes.

The policeman on the side couldn't bear to look away. The 13-year-old child lost all his relatives in just half a year.

"Your mother's body was found under the small bridge that your father often passed by. Please forgive me."

Severus couldn't hear his words, he trembled and stroked his mother's already cold body, tears kept rolling down from the corners of his desperate eyes.

Why?Why do you follow him even to death.Why can't you think of me, I am your son.I need you, you are the only family I have.Why even you have to abandon me.

In the empty house, Severus curled up in a corner, buried his head between his legs, crying like a child.

From today onwards, he is really the only one in this world.

"Severus, the master appreciates your abilities. Join the camp of Death Eaters, and you can get everything you want. Including Lily Evans. I don't think you would like to be in the same camp as your deadly enemy .Really? That Order of the Phoenix that stinks of Gryffindor."

Severus has no way to refuse Lucius, this is an opportunity for him to get rid of the shadow of the past.He can get fame and money, so he can be worthy of Lily.

He was hanged from the tree in embarrassment, and the ridicule of the students around him left scars one after another on his heart.But that wasn't his worst embarrassment.

Seeing the girl standing in front of him, he blurted out in embarrassment, "Don't worry about it, Mudblood!"

Please don't look at me, don't look at me in such a mess...

"sorry."

"I do not want to hear."

"sorry!"

"You save it!"

"sorry!"

"It's too late. I've been giving you excuses for years. My friends don't understand why I'm talking to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends—see, you don't deny it! And you don't deny what you're up to! You can't wait to follow that guy, can you?"

your friends?Am I not your friend anymore?But no one is willing to accept me except them...

Severus opened his mouth, he couldn't say those words, those weak words.In the end, he could only look at her silently, his eyes full of pleading.

Please trust me please?I really didn't do anything bad.I just brewed the potion for the man.That person gave me hope, to get your hope, I can't refuse him...

"I can't pretend anymore, you chose your way, and I chose mine."

"No—look, I didn't mean to…"

"—Call me a Mudblood, right? But you call every one of my friends a Mudblood, Severus, so what difference do I make to you?"

No!You are different, you are not like them.You are all my hope.

But he couldn't wait for him to say anything, the girl had already turned around and left, and the glance before leaving made his whole heart feel like he was in a sea of ​​ice.

Please don't look at me like this...don't look at me with such sinful eyes.Why don't you believe me, I really didn't do anything bad.

This year Severus was very painful, because Lily broke up with him by a short sentence, no matter how he explained and begged.

Standing in the corner, Severus looked blankly at the two people playing not far away.

You said you wouldn't like him, did you even abandon me?I really didn't mean it, why you just won't listen to my explanation...

"Severus, you should relax and enjoy your life." At the banquet, Lucius raised his wine glass, pointed at Yanyan Yingying in the venue and said to him with a smile.

"I hope you won't regret it in the future..." He said lightly to Lucius, who was surrounded by women.

"Sev, I'm a Malfoy. There's nothing I can't get, including people." Looking at the look in the platinum boy's eyes, he sneered in his heart.

If you can get it, why do your eyes still flash pain from time to time.

But soon there was a trace of self-mockery in his eyes, what is the difference between himself and him?They're all poor wretches who want it but can't get it.

The day Lily married Potter was a sunny day.The beautiful girl was wearing a white wedding dress, her eye-catching red hair fluttering in the air.The smile that once made Severus yearn for was now the biggest pain in his heart.

The girls in the crowd smiled so beautifully and so happily.

And in a corner where there was no one outside the crowd, a black-haired boy leaned against the wall and cried in despair.

You abandoned me too...like them....

Severus followed Dumbledore at Voldemort's request.

"He who possessed the power to conquer the Dark Lord was born...in a family who defeated the Dark Lord three times...the Dark Lord marked him as his rival, but he had powers that the Dark Lord did not understand...one must die at the hand of the other Well, both cannot live... that one will be born at the end of the seventh month..."

Severus, who had heard Professor Trelawney's prophecy, told the Dark Lord about it.But he soon regretted it, because at the end of July two children were born at the same time, one was born in Longbottom and the other was at the Potters.

Severus was taken aback when he heard the news, and they hadn't been in touch since that incident, and he had no idea she was pregnant.

He prostrated himself at the feet of the Dark Lord, begging bitterly.

"Please, don't hurt her. That child is certainly not the one you were looking for."

Because of his talent in potions, Voldemort granted his request.

But only Lily.

The anxiety in Severus's heart, who had been promised, did not abate. He knew Lily, sometimes even better than herself, and she would suffer terribly if she lost that child.

Although you belong to him, I want you to be happy.

Severus stood in the mountains, anxiously waiting for Dumbledore's arrival.He moved his hands nervously.Although the Dark Lord promised him, he didn't trust him.He understood the Dark Lord's determination to kill the child better than anyone else, and Lily would do anything to protect her child.

A blinding white light burst through the air, and Severus slowly knelt down on the ground and let go of his wand at the same time.

"Do not kill me!"

"I didn't intend to do that. So, Severus, does Lord Voldemort have any message for me?"

"I, I came to warn, no, to ask - please - that, that prophecy... the prophecy that Professor Trelawney said..."

"How much did you tell Voldemort about that prophecy?"

"All—everything I've heard! That's why—that's why—he wants Lily Evans!"

"The prophecy doesn't mention a woman, only a child born at the end of July—"

I know, but that is her child. If something happens to the child, Lily will never live alone.

"If she is so important to you, then Voldemort will definitely spare her. Can you not plead for her, in exchange for her daughter?"

"I did—I begged him to—"

"You disgust me." Dumbledore said disgustedly.

Under his gaze, Severus' body trembled slightly, but his eyes looked straight at Dumbledore.

It's okay, he's used to it...

He hoarsely said: "Then hide them! Keep her—their safety, please!"

"So what can you do for me in return, Severus?"

return?Lily is a member of the Order of the Phoenix, isn't it your duty to protect them?

Severus looked at him in disbelief, but in the end he just said something.

"I can do anything."

For you, I would do anything, even sell my soul.

He lurks beside Voldemort, speaking flattering words and doing everything possible to break into the Death Eaters.

"Severus, you finally know what you want." Voldemort said with satisfaction, raising his glass to him.

"Yes, master." He lowered his eyelids to prevent the other party from seeing the complexity in his eyes.

Double espionage is a dangerous job, and if you are not careful, you will be lost forever.

Looking at the Death Eater, who was foaming at the mouth in pain, and Voldemort, who was indifferent, he clenched his hands tightly.

He has no regrets, even if his ending is more miserable than anyone else's.

He always thought that Dumbledore could protect her, so he scouted for him without fear of danger.

But what did he get?Lily is dead...

Severus' sky collapsed when he heard the news.

"I thought... you could... protect her..."

"She and James believed in the wrong person more than you did, Severus. You can't expect Voldemort to spare her, can you?"

Why can you talk about this matter so indifferently?

"Her daughter survived."

Why is Lily dead but she is still alive.

"Her daughter is alive. She has eyes exactly like hers. You remember Lily Evans' eyes, don't you?"

Do you regret it, Severus?Lily Evans would not have died if you hadn't told Voldemort the prophecy. "

"I'd rather... I would rather die..." Severus said dully, his dark eyes filled with despair.

Lily is dead, and all the people he cared about are no longer in this world, so what's the point of his being alive...

"But what's the use of you now? If you love Lily Evans, if you really love her, then it's clear which way you should go in the future. You know how and why she died, Don't let her die in vain. Help me protect her daughter."

"She needs no protection, the Dark Lord is gone—"

"The Dark Lord will return, and Abigail Potter will be very dangerous then."

"Never... never tell anyone else, Dumbledore! It's a secret between us!"

I don't need to be forgiven, it's my fault, my sin....

The author has something to say:

This is only dedicated to my favorite professor, I really want to change the male lead! ! ! ! TUT

How about changing her name to Miss Potter of the Snape family?

Sad to death, TUT I drop the professor...