Social animals don't deserve love

On the west side of the first floor of the Metropolitan Police Department, the reception room.

Sit with Mrs. Farming silently for half an hour.

I have to admit that she is a very well-mannered lady, and when she was coldly rejected, she just smiled and lowered her eyelids and sat quietly.

It's me, as time goes by, I feel more and more inappropriate to treat an elder like this.Since there was a familiar meaning in her words, she must have heard about it from Mr. Taneda.

I am very afraid of being asked by a lady like her about divorcing Glasses. I don't mean fear of fear, but fear of not being understood by the same kind.Just like only women tend to be extra harsh on women, you can hardly tell why.

"Everyone came here like this."

"The world thinks it should be."

"You should understand him."

"He also has difficulties."

"Can't we give each other another chance based on our previous relationship?"

"In fact, there are already other people, isn't it..."

I have heard enough "persuasion" such as well-intentioned or malicious in the past six months, and every time it is tantamount to being brutally opened the wound.

My pain is nothing more than that to the world. Even if I have paid a heavy price, it is just a small topic in the chat in the future.

Although it is inevitable that there is an element of venting anger, such words did make me feel resentful towards the glasses for no reason.

I didn't hate him at first.

Even though I was lying on the hospital bed and waited until the end, I couldn't wait for my husband. After all, I love Sakaguchi Ango deeply.

But I have also proved a truth with my life: people who love each other are not necessarily able to stay together.

Even if I enjoy the tranquility and solitude again, the years of loneliness will overwhelm all my efforts.Now I am really afraid, afraid of the lingering loneliness that fills the room.

If this lady spoke the same words of persuasion, I think I would definitely break down and lose my composure. I might even take a taxi and run to the Ministry of the Interior to throw red paint and hold a banner to protest.

"You don't look well, do you need some hot tea?"

The voice of Mrs. Zhongtian is very nice, quiet and soothing, and her kind care makes me feel very uncomfortable. I would rather she treat me as air: "..."

In the past six months, this kind of state of completely rejecting others has seldom appeared. There is no reason, it is just that I simply don't want to talk or communicate.

Mrs. Tantian misunderstood, she really thought I was uncomfortable.I hurried out to find someone to bring hot tea, and put the cup into my hand after testing the temperature: "Warm your hands first, wait for it to cool down before drinking it slowly."

"..." After taking the teacup, the yellowish tea was filled with a faint aroma, and his mood gradually stabilized: "Sorry."

"Ah, no. It's me who should say I'm sorry, I scared you." She raised her hand to help me brush my forehead hair that was wet with cold sweat at some point: "I just came to the police department to apply for isolation protection, you Thinking too much."

"Isolation... protection?" I was a little dumbfounded.

This kind of request is mostly used in the dilemma of encountering a perverted stalker, or if one party is entangled after a divorce, the other party also has the right to apply to the police.

"Yeah, I'm not afraid of your jokes." Mrs. Zhongtian smiled gently and slyly: "We got married earlier in that era, and there was no such thing as the so-called marriage class now, so naturally we couldn't go through the divorce procedures. If you want I just need to live separately, and I am getting older now, and I don’t want to live in my natal house with my parents anymore, so I can find another place to live after applying for isolation protection.”

"..."

This is definitely considered a shock, I almost threw the teacup in my hand: "You... want to divorce Mr. Tantian?"

"It's not necessary, it's necessary. I've been separated and reunited several times for decades, and it's really tiring. I have to work hard for my parents to reconcile every time, and I feel very shameless."

She poured herself a cup of tea and held it in her palm: "For the rest of my life, I want to live for myself."

"You are still so young, don't think about it until your hair is almost gray like me. You have to be kind to yourself first, and then share the rest of your love with others." Mrs. Farmer sat comfortably on the back of the sofa and sipped Drinking tea, I couldn't help imitating her and bringing the teacup to my mouth: "Have you found a suitable place to live?"

"Not yet. Some friends hope that I can go there, but... I always feel that it is too much trouble." She smiled warmly: "Now I just want to negotiate with the police and gentlemen first, and then go to the kimono shop Putting on new clothes. I finally don’t have to wear the farming family’s family crest, and I feel much more relieved. I see that you are not too busy now, shall we go together?”

Kimono, a traditional dress, was prepared for me only when my parents were still alive, and I never wore it after the coming-of-age ceremony.Mrs. Tanada's invitation made me both moved and hesitant.

——I'm not sure Mr. Ranpo is willing to go with us, but it's even more unrealistic to let him go back to the detective agency by himself.

"I……"

"I've got it done~ Little Fubuki, let's go back to the detective agency!"

A detective looked into the tea room from the outside, and then "Hurla" jumped in: "The aunt of the bald uncle's family!"

I:"……"

Mr. Ranpo!You're going to get spanked for calling a lady that, absolutely!

Mrs. Tantian just smiled: "Ah, isn't this the little detective from Mr. Fuzawa's family? Long time no see."

Seeing that she was not angry, I let out a sigh of relief: "Ma'am, I hope someone can accompany her to the kimono shop, Mr. Ranpo, would you like to go with me? Or I will call a car to take you back to the detective agency first."

Anyway, I'm doing his report, and it's not up to me to decide whether it will be sooner or later.

"Isolation protection?" Mr. Luanbu grinned suddenly, full of gloating.He couldn't wait to take out his mobile phone and stamp the number: "President and President, the bald uncle was finally kicked by his aunt! To celebrate, Xiao Fuxue and I accompanied her to the kimono shop to make new clothes, and we returned after get off work."

The series of operations were so fast that I didn't have time to stop them, so I could only sit where I was and giggle.

What else can I do, I also feel a little... dark.

With the help of a famous detective, the application submitted by Mrs. Tantian was quickly approved. I told her that if she doesn't mind, she can go to my parents' old house in Aoba District to settle down first.

"That's really great, I will pay you the rent according to the normal market price. Why don't you move out when you get out of the kimono shop, and go to eat together when you are free. Don't call me Mrs. Farming anymore, my mother's nature is Matsuyama... ..." She was really relieved to be able to end this marriage, and the colors of her whole person became alive.

I did not refuse her request, she is the same as me, we do not need sympathy and pity, we just hope to have a quiet and stable environment to get through the most difficult period at the beginning.I have had armed detective agencies reach out to me, and now I can help others too.

After completing the formalities, we took a car together to the kimono shop that Ms. Matsuyama mentioned.Mr. Ranpo was sitting in the living room outside holding snacks and flipping through the comics provided for the young guests. I was dragged into the measuring room by the lady, and faced with rows of semi-finished kimonos hanging on the shelf, I had difficulty choosing.

"Young girls should wear brighter colors, and the cherry blossom viewing season is coming soon, this one looks great!"

She opened a cotton kimono with cherry red background and white cherry blossoms and pushed it in front of me, and what I looked at was the light pink standing wave spring bird on the inside—Xiao Jinghua must be very cute in this pattern : "Excuse me, is the bottom of the fabric retractable?"

The tailor stood beside him with a smile and narrowed his eyes, and nodded in response: "Yes, yes, if the customer requests, you can leave a note to put it away."

"There is a 13-year-old girl at home. I think it's time to grow taller, so I need to leave some room." I told the tailor about Xiao Jinghua's data. The lady decided on a new dress with a butterfly pattern on a blue background from two hard-to-select clothes.

"I'm divorced, so why can't I wear something fancy? Xiao Wen is too old-fashioned, and she didn't dare to wear it in order to look stable, hum!" She tucked the corner of her clothes into her belt and patted it, standing in front of the mirror and twisting Look around: "Chui Xue has a good eye!"

Since it's still early spring, Haori has to prepare too. Anyway, Mr. Ranpo is already leaning on the sofa and falling asleep holding the manga...

"Sheng Hui."

The proprietress looked at us and laughed so hard that she couldn't keep her eyes open.

I pointed to the pompoms hanging on the shelf and asked for the price. Considering the banknotes we burned here, she simply took two of them and put them in a box and handed them over: "For you, I hope we can meet again next season." .”

"Thank you."

The fur ball is an ornament that hangs on the belt of a men's kimono, and it is intended to be given to Mr. Ranpo as a gift, to make it difficult for him to sit here and wait for me until he falls asleep.

When I returned to the staff dormitory at night, I told everyone about it. I patted the table with Dr. Xie Ye and said that I would make an appointment to have a reception at my house.Thinking of the single cherry tree in the yard, I said that the detective agency could change to a place to enjoy cherry blossoms this year: "The yard is not too big, but it is enough to sit around. There is a ready-made kitchen at home, homemade food is better Buying finished products can save a lot of money, even if you drink too much, you can have a room to rest at any time, as long as you don’t disturb the neighbors too much.”

Mr. Kunikida nodded when he heard the words "saving expenses", "Very good, that's it."

Jinghua now lives in the same dormitory with me, and is also looking forward to the promised soup tofu: "Is it really okay to cut it into the shape of a rabbit?"

"I once made a kind of very hard tofu, not to mention cutting it into rabbits, maybe it can be used for carving." Mr. Dazai fooled the children without guilt.Mr. Ranpo, who uses a fur ball as a toy to amuse Socrates, only cares about one question: "Do you have to wait until the cherry blossom viewing season?"

Junichiro was tired of being with his sister no matter what, scratching the back of his head and expressing that they could be responsible for running errands to buy ingredients.

Surrounded by cheerful laughter and warm company, I sat in the crowd and hugged the stew brought by my colleagues for dinner, bowed my head, ate and laughed.

The author has something to say: Highlights of this chapter

why make peace

divorce of course

Social animals are not worthy

have love

Mrs. Tantian's real surname was not found, so I found "Matsuyama Notes" from the works of the three-dimensional Tantian Shantouhuo.

Trying my best, Dazai looks like a brother and sister in the same frame, a mother and a child in the same frame, Chuya... It's all Mori Ogai's fault.

Let's not bully the spectacle outside the episode, and change the copy tomorrow.

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